"Okay, don't talk nonsense, no matter how much I don't like women, I won't like men, besides, even if I really like men, then I won't like you, I don't want to talk about my business, let's talk about you! What does that girl of yours look like? ”

Seeing that Su Nianjun was depressed and really in a bad mood, Su Yuanheng also understood him, so he didn't continue to bother him, so he had to lift the wine jar in his hand and take a big sip, then looked at the stars in the distance and muttered.

"That girl is actually not anyone's daughter, nor is it the daughter of a minister, but a palace maid, I don't know if you have seen her, she is responsible for cleaning the yard in the imperial garden, I still remember the first time I saw her, she was being bullied by an old palace maid, at that time, I was not used to rushing out, and I was about to open my mouth to scold the old palace maid, when she saw me, she quickly prostrate on the ground, and said to the old palace maid Thank you for her teachings, she will definitely remember ...... heart."

"Listening to you say this, this palace maid is smart!"

Su Nianjun interrupted Su Yuanheng's words and commented.

Su Yuanheng, who was interrupted, glared at Su Nianjun with some dissatisfaction, and only after Su Nianjun spread his hands and admitted his mistake did he continue the previous topic.

"You're right, she's really smart, but that's the only way to be smart, and when the old palace maid left, I asked her why she stopped me from teaching the rude old palace maid, but she said that because she had only been in the palace for a short time, those old palace maids bullied her, and they just bullied her for a while, but if he helped her at that time, those people would bully her even more behind her back, so she couldn't let him help her."

Speaking of this, Su Yuanheng's eyes were full of distress, as if the picture at that time was in front of his eyes.

"At that time, I didn't understand, I'm a prince, it's still okay to help a little palace maid, how can I cause more bullying? She smiled and explained to me that it was because although I helped her once, I couldn't help her for a lifetime, and if I helped her once, I forgot about her and didn't continue to help her, then, although those palace maids were afraid of my identity at first and didn't dare to bully her, but after a long time, they found that I actually had nothing to do with her, so they would bully her even more. ”

After saying this, Su Yuanheng raised his head and drank again.

Su Nianjun reopened a new jar of wine next to him, and commented lightly.

"In this way, this palace maid is still sober, and while she knows her identity, she has not been fascinated by your help, so when she said this, while explaining what she did just now, she was also reminding you that you are different from her."

Su Yuanheng slammed the wine jar in his hand out.

"Yes, at that time, I just understood what she meant, and I also understood that she didn't want to have anything to do with me, her meaning was very clear, even if I was as noble as a prince, but, she was not willing to have anything to do with me, because she said that she wanted a lifetime and a couple, and she didn't want to be a concubine or share the same husband with others, so I couldn't give her what she wanted, and I didn't want to disturb her, so I could only deliberately practice martial arts in the imperial garden every day and hide in the dark to watch her, so I don't think it's ridiculous."

If Su Nianjun hadn't taken Su Yuanheng's words to heart before, but after listening to these words, he had different ideas, which also attracted his attention, so he seriously looked at Su Yuanheng, who was already angry, and replied.

"No, I don't think it's ridiculous, there is such a thing as feelings, although I don't understand it now, and I don't know how to proceed, but I know that this kind of thing pursues the same heart between two people, if one party has the intention and the other party has no intention, then the other person can't pay more affection."

Hearing this, Su Yuanheng paused, and then said with a wry smile on his face.

"Obviously she is just a palace maid, I am the prince, if I want her, in a word, she can be my person, but, I didn't do that, because for the first time, I felt that I was not worthy of her, although she was born humblely, but there is a place in my heart that I can't reach, I know, because of my identity, I can't reveal my heart, otherwise, if my controlling queen mother knows that I have a heart for a palace maid, then her situation will be very dangerous, so, I dare not show the slightest, I didn't even dare to make sure of her, for fear of scaring her, and for fear of putting her in danger...... It's ridiculous to say, since we were born, we people have been more noble than ordinary people, we have what we want, glory and wealth, clothes to reach out for food to open our mouths, go out with a large group of subordinates, unhappy, can kill people at will, want women, don't have to do it yourself, someone will stammer and send it...... However, even if it is the simplest, it is impossible to like a girl, want to marry her, and give her a couple for the rest of her life...... I know, I'm better off than ordinary people now, don't worry about anything, I'm still a noble prince, I can do whatever I want, it's just that in this position, I'm not happy, I'm not happy at all, I envy others, others also envy me, you say, isn't it ridiculous? Everyone has their own self-will, and they also have their own things they want to pursue, but the pursuit of power is my mother and uncle, I don't like it at all, what I like is to simply be with the people I like, and then have a group of children, do something happy...... But why is it so hard? ”

Su Nianjun looked sideways at Su Yuanheng, who was already drunk, with approval in his eyes.

"Yes! Why is it so hard? What we want is always just simple happiness, and the power that everyone is chasing is not what we want, but from the moment we are born, the position in which you are located determines your responsibilities and tasks. ”

Su Yuanheng lifted the wine jar in his hand and touched the wine jar in Su Nianjun, then got up slowly, held the wine jar to the night sky, looked at Su Nianjun's eyes, and said seriously.

"Su Nianjun, I want to tell you, although we avoid talking about those things on weekdays, but there are some things that we don't pretend to ignore and don't mention it, it doesn't exist, you know, and I have never hidden it from you, my uncle and queen mother, they are unwilling to be taken away by you like this, so they have been dealing with you openly and secretly, I know, you have never taken them in your eyes, because in your heart, they are not unworthy of being your opponents, if it weren't for me, you would have attacked them a long time agoI know all ....... ”

Looking at Su Yuanheng who was swaying, Su Nianjun was worried that he would fall off the roof, so he wanted to get up and pull him, but what he didn't expect was that Su Yuanheng opened his hand.

Su Nianjun sighed helplessly.

"Okay, don't make a fuss, you're drunk......

"I'm not drunk, I know, I'm sober now, I haven't finished my words yet, you wait for me to finish speaking."

Seeing that although he was swaying, he would not fall, Su Nianjun did not force him, so he had to return to the position just now, took a sip with the wine jar, and then reluctantly opened his mouth to give him permission.

"Okay, okay, I know you're not drunk, but you sit down first, and if you have anything to say about sitting down and saying, if you have to stand like this, then I won't listen, and then I'll send someone to send you back."

Sure enough, as soon as he heard his threat, Su Yuanheng immediately sat down obediently, and then continued to speak aggrievedly.

"Although I don't say anything, but, in fact, I know, if it was because I was friendly with you, you would have done it to them a long time ago, and even you went to find out if I was sincere to you, I know, when I knew that you went to investigate me, although I was very sad, but, I thought about it, it is understandable for you to do this, although when I was a child, we had a good relationship, but, with the change of identity, I and you continue to be friendly, it will seem to have other meanings, so, you go to investigate, at least so, After all, it is very difficult to be born in the royal family and have a close friend, so I don't want our relationship to deteriorate, and I don't want us to lose our friendship ....... ”

Hearing Su Yuanheng's words, Su Nianjun's hand that was about to send the wine to his mouth paused, but immediately returned to its original state.

"But, Su Nianjun, I said so much, and I didn't want to do anything? Although I look stupid, but I'm not stupid at all, it's just that those are not what I want, I don't ask for many things in my life, the only thing I want is that woman, but I can't get it, but, it doesn't matter, it's okay to look at it from a distance, I know that this Beiqiang country is your world after all, I have never begged you, and I have never asked you for anything, now, I am cheeky to beg you once, no matter what the final result is, can you not hurt their lives, leave them a life, I will take them away from Beiqiang, Never show up again, so, you don't have to worry. ”

Su Nianjun silently raised his head and drank all the wine in his hand, and then smashed the wine jar on the roof before learning from Su Yuanheng, and said with a smile.