Volume 3 Chapter 43 Everyone will turn into a pile of loess
I don't know how long the old man knelt in the temple, but finally he slowly got up, trembling on his crutches, and continued to move on.
In fact, Tambo vaguely felt that his time was short, and perhaps this was the last time he worshipped the Buddha.
Maybe no one is bent on demons, but they are just forced to become demons by life.
It's understandable to want a son, after all, people in that era, such ideas have long been deeply rooted in the bone marrow, and there is no way to change it, who doesn't want a daughter to be complete?
Tamber finally walked to his home, took out the key, and was about to open the door, but his hand was weak, and the key fell.
With great difficulty, he bent down and picked up the key, and with a trembling hand, he finally opened the door.
He entered the door, closed it slowly, glanced at the stove, had no appetite at all, and walked slowly towards the old bed.
I just lay down slowly, slowly covered the quilt, slowly closed my eyes, and quietly entered a wonderful world.
When I came home the next day, I stopped by to see my father.
"Knock knock" knocked for a long time and no one opened it, thinking if it was going out.
After hesitating for a moment, he took out the key, opened the door, and went in to have a look.
It seems that there is a human figure on this bed, could it be that he is asleep, but now that he is on the third pole of the day, he has a doubt in his heart, and calls softly: "Dad, Dad......"
No one responded in the empty room, and Dan Ya's heart suddenly cooled by half, and when he took a few steps forward, he found that the quilt had no ups and downs at all, and his heart sank.
Reaching out in front of his father's nose, he didn't breathe, and instantly the whole person sat down and cried out: "Daddy, daddy, daddy......."
This woman, who has never received her father's love in her life, loves her father deeply, and can't accept this fact for a while.
In a flash, I thought about whether I had been murdered, and I checked left and right, and there was no trace of anyone touching the quilt at all. The father's expression was also very serene, not like he had been killed.
Only then did he confirm that his father had died of illness.
Seeing her father go so peacefully, she stopped crying, this way of dying is already the highest courtesy for human beings.
Maybe this Buddha really pitied him, not necessarily.
I thought that death might be a kind of salvation for him!
That's right, living like this, life is better than death, it's better to die.
Maybe people really have an afterlife, and this era is much better than the era when Tamber was born, and this can live a good life anyway.
Thinking of this, it seemed that he really heard a baby's cry, and Dan Ya looked at his peaceful father and smiled.
Subsequently, Dan IELTS notified his family, and soon everyone came, but this was indifferent?
She suddenly ran out of ideas, looked at Lin Mengxue on the side, and asked, "Xue'er, do you want to call my brother back?" ”
Lin Mengxue was not very old, her heart was like a mirror, and she said, "Mom, my brother is still being treated?" Don't call her back. ”
She thought for a while and said, "I'd better go and discuss it with your father, aunt, and uncles." ”
Lin Mengxue said "um", not to persuade much, so as not to set herself on fire.
After discussion, the adults decided not to call it indifferent and indifferent.
People always come and go, and eventually they will turn into a pinch of loess.
Lin Mengxue was not sad at all, thinking that this might be the best relief for her grandfather.
Xu Lin, Lin Mengxue's cousin, a person who is only seven days older than her, but she has to call her sister.
Xu Lin went to Guangzhou to work after graduating from junior high school, and hurried back when he learned that his grandfather had passed away.
On the weekend, Lin Mengxue can also stay to keep the spirit.
At 12 o'clock in the middle of the night, the wind was blowing, it was a little cool, and the Taoist priests outside were still doing the rituals, which made people upset!
Lin Mengxue and Xu Lin knelt in front of their grandfather's coffin, Lin Mengxue thought that when she died, she must not make a mess of Taoist priests to act.
They are all things for the living to see, and for the dead to suffer.
If you die, you just want to leave this world quietly!
Xu Lin looked at Lin Mengxue, remembered a lot of the past, sighed in his heart, and said, "Mengxue, I really envy that you can still study!" ”
Lin Mengxue stared at the candles, didn't look at her cousin, and said lightly: "I also envy that you can stay away from the dust!" ”
When she said it, she was expressionless, but her heart was full of sadness, she thought she had started a new life, but she was beaten back to the prototype in a second!
One of her hearts was as painful as if it had been bitten by a worm.
"You are always so elegant and knowledgeable!" Xu Lin was puzzled.
Lin Mengxue muttered: "People always like to envy others, but they don't know that they are the object of envy of others!" ”
Xu Lin still didn't understand, and said, "I have something worthy of your envy!" Don't talk about all this useless! My grandfather passed away, did I inform my younger brother!? ”
Lin Mengxue said with a sigh: "No! ”
Xu Lin became a little excited, and said, "He is the only heir in the off-season, how can he not come back!" ”
The three words "heir" made Lin Mengxue very disgusted, snorted in her heart, and said angrily: "Have you been brainwashed by your mother?" Heir! Is there anything worth it for him to inherit? Poor! Foolish! Still crazy!? ”
As he spoke, he turned his head to look at his cousin.
The faint candlelight was reflected in Lin Mengxue's eyes, looming, like a person who had gone mad, as if his eyes were about to breathe fire.
When Xu Lin saw it, her body trembled, she naturally didn't know why Lin Mengxue was so excited, because she hadn't seen those scenes.
She said curtly: "It can't be said so badly! It's your grandfather, isn't it? ”
"Hmph, grandpa," Lin Mengxue said coldly, "The reality is so cruel!" My brother probably hasn't been discharged from the hospital yet! Or not good at all. I just want him to stay away from everything here, and wherever he is, just be healthy and happy! ”
Eventually, his voice trembled and choked, and tears began to roll in his eyes.
"Always say it so profoundly! Let me tell you, my grandfather gave me a dream before he died, so I came back! ”
Lin Mengxue glanced at her and said, "Don't be so superstitious!" ”
"Really!" She looked at Lin Mengxue with wide eyes.
"Alright! Maybe it's telepathy! "Lin Mengxue does believe that there is such a thing as telepathy.
"Are you upset?" She asked.
Lin Mengxue said lightly: "I'm not sad! ”
Xu Lin looked at the coffin and said, "I'm still very sad, why aren't you sad?" ”
Although Xu Lin said this, she didn't have a sad expression, let alone tears.
Lin Mengxue chuckled, her mind was trying to find everything about her grandfather, and the warmest picture that came to mind was squeezing her grandfather's pimples, and there was nothing else besides this.
Others, Lin Mengxue sneered again, everything else is a tragic picture.
She watched the white candle flickering in the breeze, shed a little white tears, and said resentfully: "Yes, I'm not sad, my grandfather has no warmth for me, I remember when I was a child, he picked a winter melon for our family, our whole family ate it, only my brother didn't eat it!" ”
"Why?" Xu Lin asked curiously.
The candlelight flashed, and a little green smoke from outside the flame floated into Lin Mengxue's eyes, making people unable to open their eyes for a while, and their eyes were full of tears.
Lin Mengxue swallowed her saliva, trying her best to control her emotions, and said, "I don't know either!" But what I do know is that I threw up, and so did my mom and dad! ”
"Why?" She continued.
Lin Mengxue turned her eyes to look at her grandfather's coffin and said, "That winter melon was coated with dichlorvos that day, and we were all poisoned!" ”
"Why? How weird?! ”
Xu Lin didn't know that Lin Jiufu and Tulip's broken matter, even if the rumors spread, she never believed it.
After all, rumors also say that her own father also has a leg with tulips.
It's as if a man has a leg like a tulip.
"He hates us, he hates our whole family! Only now do we know why. ”
"What is the reason?" She's even more curious!
"You know what? At first, he was against my mom marrying my dad, but then he agreed with my brother! So he hates us! ”
Lin Mengxue couldn't tell others about her father's bad things no matter what, sad, distressed, and shameless.
However, I had to forgive him.
"Grandpa is too bad! I also objected to my aunt at the beginning! She continued.
The next day, watching my grandfather buried in the soil, I think he can rest in peace, and he can finally let go of his hatred! Whether he wants to or not.
He is really pitiful, he has passed on the family from generation to generation, and his doting son all his life did not attend his funeral in the end.
In the end, it was just the daughters he had always disliked collecting his corpses!
People who don't live to the end can never guess the ending!
A philosopher once said: Everything left by human beings will eventually turn into a handful of loess, drifting away with the wind, leaving only a faint trace between heaven and earth.
As if never came!
Even if you are a generation of Tianjiao and sit on the world, in the end you will just turn into a handful of loess; Even if you are a peerless beauty, you are just a white bone in the end; But is it because death is the end of life that people have to give up the process of life?
The answer is no.
The process of life is nothing but an experience, through life and death, through the four seasons...... Even if people live to die, they must live a wonderful life!
No matter what mood you have, no matter what you experienced yesterday, the sun rises today as usual, as if nothing had happened.
Packing up her mood, Lin Mengxue embarked on the road to school again.
Let the teacher speak on the podium, but Lin Mengxue's eyes were blank, like a walking corpse.
Maybe these three souls and seven spirits have long since left.
Zeng Ziqiong on the side glanced at his good friend and muttered in his heart: "What's wrong with this person?" ”
Unfortunately, it was class time at this time, and it was not good to ask too much, so Yu Guang never left Lin Mengxue.
Finally, when the bell rang for the end of class, Zeng Ziqiong grabbed Lin Mengxue and said worriedly: "Mengxue, what's wrong?" Does your stomach still hurt? Isn't the big aunt okay yet? ”
Lin Mengxue kept the spirit for 2 days, and the whole person seemed to be hollowed out, her body was soft, she shook her head and denied: "It's not uncomfortable, don't worry." ”