Volume 3 Chapter 42 The Sorrow of the World
Jin Ling looked at Lin Mengxue and wondered, "Don't you dare?" ”
Lin Mengxue lowered her head and complained: "You see that I am fat and ugly, who will take a fancy to me!?" ”
She suddenly felt inferior, she didn't look in the mirror for a long time, and she almost forgot the fact that she was ugly with three beauties!
Jin Ling glanced at her, and the black patch under her right eye was dazzling, but as a friend, she couldn't say "You are indeed ugly", so he comforted: "Mengxue, sometimes you are just a little inferior, and the birthmark on your face is nothing." ”
She was glad that she didn't have such a spot, otherwise she wouldn't have the courage to pursue Yu Haoran.
"Birthmark", how can it be a birthmark, Lin Mengxue denied: "That's not a birthmark." ”
Jin Ling called Lin Mengxue with a gray face, and said embarrassedly: "Oh, I'm sorry, I'm sorry to mention your sadness!" Don't worry? Laugh one, now that medicine is so developed, I will accompany you to plastic surgery when the time comes. Look at my single eyelids, how ugly they are, I want to make double eyelids, and I want to pad my nose. ”
These words made Lin Mengxue burst out laughing, and said, "Don't make trouble, you still have plastic surgery, you won't look good if you have plastic surgery!" You are the most beautiful in my heart! ”
Jin Ling smiled and said, "You are also the most beautiful in my heart!" ”
"You are the most beautiful in my heart," Lin Mengxue knew that this was just Jin Ling's words to comfort herself.
Just like Xi Yan said, "People are valuable in self-knowledge", Lin Mengxue's evaluation of herself is quite comprehensive, and she has to learn to accept her ugliness.
I can walk with them every day at noon and afternoon, and I really feel very happy, so much so that Lin Mengxue almost forgot about those unhappy people and things.
However, reality is reality after all, and what should come will always come.
When I came home from school and saw my aunt and uncle in my house, and my uncle squatting on the ground with iron chains, an inexplicable sadness welled up in my heart and made me feel painful.
He was ragged, unkempt, and scrawny, with a foul stench coming from his body, and he kept muttering, "You bunch of demons! Let me go, let me go......"
Lin Mengxue just glanced at it, her heart was like a knife, and her blood flowed endlessly.
This person is the pain point of her life and the tragedy of this family.
She frowned, felt pity again, squatted down, and looked at this person: "Uncle, are you hungry again!" ”
Seeing Lin Mengxue's eyes glowing with golden light, he pleaded and said with his hands folded: "Guanyin Bodhisattva, Guanyin Bodhisattva who saves suffering, you save me!" Help me......"
Saying that, he was about to hug Lin Mengxue's legs, and kept chanting: "Help me, save me......."
Lin Mengxue was shocked, and she was so frightened that she took a few steps back, not daring to move forward.
She looked at her parents, her white-haired grandfather, and these relatives, all with solemn expressions.
She stood up, ran out, bought a few steamed buns and handed them to her uncle.
The light collar took the steamed bun and ate it if the wolf vomited it!
He choked on him several times, but no one dared to come forward and pat him on the back.
It looks so pathetic.
When the second aunt saw her brother's appearance, she was naturally distressed, and said, "Send it to the hospital!" It's not a problem to go on like this! ”
Aunt Mi thought of the woman who drove her brother crazy, her eyes were vicious, she bit her lip, and said viciously: "It's all to blame for the woman who suffered a thousand cuts, she hurt us so badly!" I really want to pull her skin and pump her tendons! ”
The second uncle shook his head and sighed, this fate is to make people, and said, "What's the use of saying that!" The most important thing now is to get him to the hospital? Which hospital to send to? ”
Dan Ya was in a heavy mood, but he never told others about his suffering, and he broke his teeth and swallowed it in his stomach.
She looked at her younger brother with mixed feelings, but she didn't know what to do, and said, "I don't understand any of this, you can call the shots!" ”
The father who is indifferent to the collar looked at his son who was lying on his stomach like a dog, his heart ached, his heart ached for a while, his heart was pressed like a boulder, and tears flowed down quietly unconsciously.
This is his favorite son, the son who passed on the lineage, how did it become like this. He glanced at Lin Jiufu again, his teeth itched with hatred, how could that person live well, shouldn't he go to hell?
He said bitterly: "This life is really over! This life is over! ”
The old man was heartbroken and cried.
Daughters and sons-in-law stepped forward to comfort them, except for Lin Jiufu.
After half an hour, there was a mess of gossip!
In the end, he was sent to the mental hospital, Lin Mengxue watched this scene silently, frowning slightly, she had seen such a picture too many times.
The fate of everyone in this world is predestined at the moment you are born, some people can change their fate through their own efforts, while some people admit that fate is at the mercy of fate.
People can't change their birth, they can't change their appearance, the only thing they can change is their soul!
And the way to change the soul is to try, try harder, try harder......
But in any case, people must be kind.
Because one of your choices may ruin everyone's happiness!
Once upon a time, Lin Jiufu also had a happy family, with a virtuous wife and filial piety, and children and daughters.
It's a pity that all this was ruined by himself.
Those who are mired in the quagmire, the harder they work, the deeper they fall, so sometimes people need wisdom! Choose what you need!
No matter what happens to people, they can't be impulsive, and they can't break through the bottom line of morality when they encounter things, otherwise they will be retributed, just like Lin Jiufu.
The light collar is the revenge that he will never be able to get rid of, and he has taken revenge on everyone with himself.
Lin Mengxue thought that she would never become a person like her parents no matter what, and leaving if she didn't love it was also a good choice.
If love is so deep in the bone marrow that you can't leave, then let's die together!
It will not be like this life is worse than death, and it will be tortured!
looked at the gray-haired grandfather, the haggard mother, the pretending to be a calm father, and the helpless relatives...... This is a tragedy!
I recall that my uncle was tied to the bed when he was at his worst, eating and living like an animal, and the worst state was probably like this!
My uncle said, "If he takes his medicine on time, he may not get sick, and if he is a little more generous, he may not get sick!" ”
When he spoke, he was so annoyed, as if he was blaming himself for not taking care of him.
But there are so many ifs in life, since it is already like this, there is only to face it.
"Xue'er, you and your dad are at home, let's just send him there!" Light Ya said to her daughter and husband on the side.
Lin Jiufu glanced at the light collar, his heart was extremely painful, and he still pretended to be very calm on the surface.
He said helplessly: "Okay, then you pay attention to safety and bring the money." ”
Lin Mengxue looked at this sanctimonious father, thinking that he had no other way to alleviate his sins than to contribute some money and effort!
Sending away the light collar, Tambo went home alone, he limped, walking alone on the road, and the shadow was pulled by the sunset.
It looks like an old man with an ancient road and a broken heart.
After all, it is the son of Tambo who has been distressed all his life, and it doesn't matter if he has no interest, he is still crazy.
He didn't forget if he was crazy, and he almost killed his grandson.
Tamber walked on the road, two lines of old tears ran down horizontally, and the whole person was cold from head to foot in this May weather.
Except for footsteps, no other sound was heard, not even a sigh.
Suddenly there was a pain in his chest, and he stopped and sat down on a large rock to rest for a while.
Thinking that his grandson was not only cut down, but also picked up by the slut Tulip, his heart was like pressing one stone after another, making him breathless.
Tamber gritted his teeth, endured the pain, dragged his heavy steps, and continued to walk in the direction of his home.
During the period, he was sweating profusely in pain, and accidentally fell down several times, and he thought to himself: "This is not going to die on the road!" ”
He is already an old man who is close to seventy years old, and his mind and body have been tortured all these years, and he has long had gray hair, his face is full of wrinkles, and his folds are deeply embedded in the flesh, like a scar carved into his life.
He crawled on the ground, endured the excruciating pain, crawled forward, and then stopped, and raised his head to the sky.
As if with the last of his strength, he cried out heartbreakingly: "God, what have I done wrong, you want to do this to me, woo woo woo ......"
Crying loudly.
On this path, there was no one around, and the weeds made him even more desolate.
Not far ahead, there is a bent yellow cypress tree, which looks like a very welcoming person, as if to say, "Welcome!" ”
There is a temple under the yellow cypress tree, and the incense is also at its peak on weekdays.
Tamber was lying on the ground, and vaguely saw a woman stretching out her hand, as if to pull herself, and he stood up so magically.
The pain in his chest had been relieved a lot, and he took two steps forward, knelt down in the temple, and folded his hands: "Bodhisattva, bless my son to get well quickly!" ”
This is indifferent, he doesn't forget his son when he is close to death, is that little incense really that important?
Throughout his life, what did this son bring him?
It's just a tragedy and a farce!
However, even if this indifference is dead, he doesn't understand this truth at all.
Tambo made a sincere wish: "Buddha, Bodhisattva, you have mercy on me, let my grandson get better as soon as possible!" Let my son and grandson be safe and healthy for the rest of their lives! I'm relieved even if I die! ”
A fresh breeze came, and the leaves shook gently, making a "rustling" sound, as if in response to the old man.
The voice reached Tamber's ears, and his heart rejoiced, and he continued, "Great, you have heard my prayers, and I am willing to die. ”
The voice was hoarse and choked, and after a pause, he let out a long sigh, and then thought of the damned person, and prayed coldly: "Lord Buddha, can you let that damn Lin Jiufu ......"
After all, this is his son-in-law, he paused, but still did not give up, and cursed: "Let him go to hell, let him go to hell......"
I don't know what this old man thinks, his son is a human, and his daughter is not a human?
If this Lin Jiufu really goes to hell and dies, I don't know if this light IELTS can live alone!
His voice echoed in the temple, so desolate, I don't know if the Buddha Lord and the Bodhisattva heard it, whether they agreed to the poor man's prayer.
Anyway, the wind suddenly stopped, the sun set over the mountain, and the sky gradually darkened.