"Anan, I'm sorry, Anan, I'm sorry!" He just repeated this sentence, could it be that there was really a secret in the matter of Queen Nan?

"Your Majesty, what's the matter with the Empress?" I want to get things straight.

But before I could say this, His Majesty kissed me, and his lips and tongue broke into my mouth with a strong drunken intent of wine, and I was uncomfortable, but I could not push him away. Gradually, I collapsed in his broad chest, and I was at my disposal.

He blessed me, three months after I entered the palace.

But there was no joy in my heart at all, because it happened when I was completely treated like someone else.

When I woke up the next day, His Majesty was gone. There was a faint sense of loss in my whereabouts, and the matter of Queen Nan was not asked after all.

But the days are still going down slowly, Your Majesty is more and more fond of Shangguan Yu'er, and Queen Nan lives in the cold palace and does not allow anyone to visit, and I, as before, am an inconspicuous character in the Purple Gold Palace.

The peace was broken because Queen Nan came with the news of her pregnancy, and the palace seemed to be stagnant for a while, and no one knew which direction things would go.

But what was about to change was calm, and although Queen Nan was pregnant, she didn't hear any news of pardoning her.

Soon after, I was also found to be pregnant.

Although she is pregnant with a dragon son, her pomp and circumstance cannot be compared with Concubine Duan's time, but when I think of Queen Nan who is still suffering in the cold palace, I often feel that I am also lucky. My belly is getting bigger day by day, and the number of times Your Majesty has come to see me is still a small number, but I don't have any ideas, I touch my belly, I think, I will give the child in my belly the fullest love, in this place, this is my relative, the only person who has a blood relationship with me, I will use my life to protect him!

I once tried to bring up the matter of Empress Nan when His Majesty came to visit me, but every time he talked about it, His Majesty's face changed drastically, and he warned me that I should just mind my own affairs. His face frightened me, but it also made me believe even more that there must be something hidden in the affairs of Queen Nan.

But who knew that a catastrophe was approaching her!

Soon after, the news of the killing of the Nan clan spread throughout the Zijin Palace.

My heart was horrified, why did things happen, I was worried that Queen Nan would not be able to stand it, that is, no matter what, I had to see Queen Nan, I ordered someone to prepare everything, but this was a eunuch who came to tell me that Queen Nan committed suicide by poisoning herself in the cold palace.

Commit suicide? She's dead?

I can't believe it, but I can't help but accept it.

I looked at the sky inside the Purple Gold Palace, and for the first time I felt that he was so narrow, I thought, if even she died, who else could be kept in this place?

At this time, I felt a burst of pain in my stomach, and there was a wetness in my legs, and before I could react, I heard a palace maid shouting next to me: "Niang Niang is going to give birth, go and ask the doctor!" ”

I was carried into the house by the palace attendants, and soon after, the imperial physician came.

Fortunately, the child did not torture me, and he couldn't wait to come into this world.

When the child's crisp cry came, my heart was full of emotion and happiness, this my flesh and blood, my life, I will love him well in the world for a lifetime!

"It's a little prince!" The palace maid carried the child to me.

"Show me!" I can't wait to see this newborn little life.

But before I could see the child, His Majesty came, and he took the child in his arms and walked outside.

I was so shocked that I couldn't care about my body, and I threw off the bed and rushed out.

"Your Majesty, you have to take my child there, you exchange it for me, you exchange it for me!" I cried, but he didn't look back.

The palace maid helped me to the bed and said, "Don't worry, Niangniang, that is also Your Majesty's flesh and blood, Your Majesty will not hurt him!" ”

I nodded, and I had no choice but to comfort myself like this, hoping that His Majesty would be able to bring the child back soon.

In the evening, His Majesty came back with a child in his arms, and he put the child in my arms, but mother and son were heart-to-heart, and when I saw this child for the first time, I knew that this child was not my child.

"What about my child?" I looked up at Your Majesty.

He said lightly: "He will be your son in the future!" ”

"But what about my son?" I asked.

He said expressionlessly: "As long as this child is good, your child will be fine, right?" So don't tell anyone about it, or you won't see your child! ”

"Whose is this kid?" I asked.

"Nan Chuyi!" , he said, his tone was full of pain and remorse.

"Is this the Queen's child? But the queen, the queen is not ......"

"You don't care about this, you just need to take care of this child, as for your child, I will take good care of it!" With that, he turned and left.

I don't know if this man is infatuated or unloved.

When the queen was still there, he could break her heart, but when the queen died, he showed infinite guilt and sadness, and took care of Queen Nan's child even more, and he could sacrifice my child in order to hold this child.

The child's name is Zhao Zhi, his body has been very weak since he was a child, and he often suffers from illness, His Majesty does not hesitate to hurt his dragon body for him, and uses his own blood as medicine to treat him, sometimes I will be like, if Zhi'er is not the child of Queen Nan, just the child of an ordinary concubine, will Your Majesty do this?

I take care of Zhao Zhi wholeheartedly, firstly, I will pin my love for my child on him, Zhi'er has been very smart and sensible since he was a child, and secondly, because he is the child of Queen Nan, and Queen South has great kindness to me, third, I dare not slack off, because His Majesty is watching me at any time, and I don't know how my child is doing!

However, I love my son and hate him at the same time. If I hadn't thought of him, how could I have been separated from my children?

Cheng'er, my Cheng'er, since he was born, I haven't even seen him!

When His Majesty came to see Zhi'er, he would sometimes talk to me for a while, although the Queen Mother sent her Russian niece to the palace again, but Shangguan Yu'er still favored the six palaces in the Zijin Palace, compared to other people who had almost no chance to meet Zhao Ling, I was also relatively lucky.

Because Zhi'er is the crown prince and I am the prince's mother, although I am not very favored by Zhao Ling, no one in the palace dares to despise me.

Zhi'er's cleverness often makes His Majesty proud, and it is often only at this time that I can see some traces of fireworks in the world from his body, and this indifferent man may only show such an unsuspecting smile in front of Zhi'er!

But sometimes I am deeply jealous, if Cheng'er is here, will he also be able to get his father's love like Zhi'er? Is he good to Cheng'er?

I don't know if I hate this man more or love him more.

I love him because he often looks at Zhi'er in a daze, I know that he is missing Queen Nan, and his infatuation sometimes makes me feel distressed.

But no blood is no blood, I still can't hold Zhi'er in my arms when I miss Cheng'er, I feel that my love for Zhi'er is a betrayal of Cheng'er, and I am living in contradictions and struggles all the time.

I think with my son's precociousness, he has long seen my deliberate alienation and indifference, and since he was sensible, he will not pester me as much as he did when he was a child. He just used his own sensibility to hide his loss, but every time I look at it, I will only feel more distressed and more indifferent at the same time.

I am not the only one who suffers!