But in the final analysis, the advocate of all this tragedy is the high Queen Mother! Your Majesty must let Zhi'er be my child as a cover, just to prevent her, and what is the truth about the killing of the Queen Nan's family? And how did Queen Nan die? Since Zhi'er is the son of Queen Nan, he is obliged to find out the truth.

He should avenge his mother with his own hands, and I am educating him more and more strictly.

As time went by, my longing for Cheng'er did not decrease, but increased day by day. What should I do?

This secret has been haunting me for eight years, rotting in my heart, growing maggots, and becoming my nightmare. I couldn't help but tell Yuzhi about it, hoping that he could help me find Cheng'er, I just wanted to put him on one side, even if it was far away, even if it was good to know that he was not doing well.

But my selfishness put Yuzhi in danger, even so, but Yuzhi told me that the child is doing well, just a few simple words, I am completely relieved.

I never compete for favor, because I know that no one can win the position of a dead man in the hearts of people, just like the Queen of the South is to Your Majesty. No one knows better than me how much His Majesty loves Empress Nan.

But what's the use? People are dead.

It's just that every time I see Zhao Ling missing Queen Nan, my heart hurts faintly, I think I'm probably in love with him, I don't hope his love for Queen Nan will decrease, and I don't hope he can look at me a few more times, I just hope that he can free himself from being so self-blaming and painful.

The only person in the world who can make him smile sincerely is Zhi'er, but Zhi'er, this poor child, is threatened with death every day. He was only eight years old, but he was tortured more than others in their lifetime.

I don't know what Your Majesty thinks, how can he love this Shangguan Yu'er so much while thinking about Empress Nan?

It's just that later, His Majesty himself finally began to deceive himself, and he began to favor a woman who looked similar to Empress Nan, this news made everyone uneasy, I think especially Shangguan Yu'er and the Queen Mother.

Even after eight years, Empress Nan's influence is still so great.

However, the appearance of Princess Murong Xun of Qin was unexpected by everyone, he almost took away all of His Majesty's attention, why is this happening?

I am not jealous of Queen Nan, Shangguan Yu'er, or the favored woman in the palace, but I feel a faint jealousy of Murong Xun, which also makes me feel inexplicable and incredible, and I even got drunk in front of her and talked nonsense.

However, Murong Xun, this strange woman actually has such a familiar soul.

When she came back, Queen Nan actually came back, although her appearance was no longer the original Queen Nan! It was incredible, and I was so happy that all my jealousy was gone, and I thought, now that she is back, will I be able to see my child?

But Your Majesty obviously doesn't have this plan, but I miss Cheng'er, and every night I think, what does he look like? How tall is it? Is life joyful?

Murong Xun came and went, this time she was like being reborn, she was not at the center of her life, in the life of their father and son, she could already come and go freely.

When the news of my father's death came, the man who would hold me and call my name tenderly died? The blow almost destroyed me, and I survived by my longing for Cheng'er.

I thought about Cheng'er until I felt like I was going crazy, and at the same time, a terrible thought broke into my mind, if Zhi'er died, then Cheng'er could come back!

Cheng'er is His Majesty's only child other than Zhi'er, and His Majesty will definitely take him back, so that he can live a fair and honest life!

But from the moment I saw Zhi'er in a coma, I regretted it, what did I do, I am the mother of this child, I actually poisoned the child who was brought up, I am not as good as a beast at all!

I began to pray, praying that nothing would happen to Zhi'er, I would rather exchange my life for Zhi'er's safety, I didn't expect that this idea would actually come true one day.

Murong Xun came back again, and she rescued Zhi'er.

I put my mind at ease, I am waiting for His Majesty's treatment of me, even if I die, I will not complain, all of it is my own doing, but as long as he does not anger Cheng'er, it will be fine!

Murong Xun or Empress Nan came to me, and she said that she was sorry for me and that she hoped that I could continue to take care of Zhi'er. After I hurt my son, she is still willing to keep her by my side?

I think she must have thought that she wouldn't stay with Zhi'er for long at that time, as if she disappeared again not long after Zhi'er recovered.

Zhi'er is completely healthy this time, he began to be alive, like an ordinary child, the only regret is that after knowing that Queen Nan is his biological mother, he sometimes misses his mother, he has a clear mind, he has guessed that the poison was my harm, but he didn't blame me completely, just more and more filial piety to me.

The more sensible he became, the more unreassuring I became, and I didn't deserve him to treat me like this.

Until one day, he threw himself in my arms and said that he would definitely take my brother back to join me, and I hugged him and cried, for the first time in so many years, in front of him.

How cruel does God have to be to his beloved? He didn't wait for Queen Nan to come back to see her, but waited for Queen Nan's death.

Zhi'er is so kind, for fear that we will worry, he encapsulates his sadness, comforts us in turn, and waits until there is no one, he is willing to pour out his sadness.

How can such an angel-like child not be distressed?

Since the King of Qi was executed, the Queen Mother took Princess Qi to the palace, and then Princess Qi gave birth to a boy, I feel the same danger as Your Majesty, in order to prevent the Queen Mother from being unfavorable to Zhi'er, I am almost inseparable from Zhi'er, I just guard Zhi'er, and I don't care about things outside.

Until one day Zhi'er said that he wanted to see Concubine Jin, for this woman who made Zhi'er so interested, I was afraid that she would also be unfavorable to Zhi'er, so I wanted to see it for myself.

As soon as I saw this woman, although she was veiled, I still felt a sense of familiarity, and I didn't feel any malice towards my beloved child in her, no matter what his purpose was, as long as I didn't hurt my child, I didn't care about anything else.

The arrival of this woman also turned the Zijin Palace upside down, the Elders' Pavilion collapsed, and the Queen Mother fell. Actually, what I'm watching is very happy.

When she finally lifted the veil, it was actually the appearance of the Queen of the South, and I was stunned for a moment.

I knew that she must be Queen Nan, and I asked her why she didn't see Zhi'er since she came back, did you know how much Zhi'er missed her!

She said that she couldn't stay by Zhao Che's side, and would rather not give Zhi'er hope.

I think there will be such a ruthless mother, I want to see my child can't see it, she obviously has the opportunity to guard her child to grow up, but she doesn't cherish this opportunity.

The Shangguan family was in turmoil and wanted to threaten the prince's life, so in order to protect him, I picked up the spear again, which I hadn't touched for eight years.

The woman who wields a spear and protects the people she cares about is the real me, and I feel like I'm back to the unscrupulous years in the Sifang City.

When Zhi'er was in danger, I chose to stand in front of him. I fulfilled my promise to keep him safe with my life.

I'm not afraid of death, but I feel sorry that I still haven't been able to see my child even now, will he know that her mother doesn't want him, and her mother once missed him with her life?

At the same time, I also have my own plans, Queen Nan has a lot of influence on His Majesty, if I can exchange my life for Zhi'er's safety, then she will treat Cheng'er well for me in the future, right? I hope that Cheng'er will one day be able to appear in the Zijin Palace with a dignified and upright identity, and he should have his own dignity and honor.

I was stunned in the distance, as if I saw a small figure approaching me, and called sweetly: "Mother! ”