(Girls' Literature)

I understand that he must be full of disgust for me in his heart now, although this incident did not happen because of me, although in the eyes of others, I am a complete victim of this matter, but in Zheng Encai's heart, I come to see him now, just with the idea of seeing his jokes, and the others must not have any good meaning, but I think his idea is simply too extreme.

He's like a hedgehog, so stubbornly thinking that it's all my fault, but is that really the case? From the perspective of a bystander, I was a complete victim, but in his opinion, it was not like this at all, and hey, the situation suddenly became very confusing. Is this really my fault? Are these errors really with me too? I don't really know what to say. Sometimes if you try to change a stubborn person, it seems to be very troublesome!

Officer Huang was still angry as if he was saying something, but I shook my head at him, although Zheng Encai's current situation is much better than before, but now he still stubbornly believes that some problems are still my fault, and some of the responsibility is still attributed to me, who can say these things clearly? But I really didn't want to see his jokes this time, and I don't know if he can understand my current mood and stop being prejudiced against me. I was really, really not what he thought I was.

That's what I'd like to see right now. But this may also be a difficult process, some of Zheng Encai's previous thinking and ideas are very different from our normal people, sometimes, in the cognitive bias, we think the right things, but he thinks the wrong things, and we think the wrong things, he thinks is right, but who is right and who is wrong? I don't think there's anything wrong with me, but does he really think so?

And at this time, the door was pushed open again, and the staff member who had just been in the drug rehabilitation center walked to the door, "Officer Huang, our director is back and wants to talk to you!" Officer Huang looked at me, "I'm going out, can you be here by yourself?" He looked at Zheng Encai, who was sitting there, and snorted at me, I smiled and nodded, "It's okay, you can go!" Officer Huang said and walked out of the house with the dissident.

"Zheng Encai, you kid can be honest with me!" Officer Huang said this before he walked out of the door, and Zheng Encai's brows furrowed, but he still didn't look up, and still sat there with his head down. There were only two of us left in the room, and the air was quiet. I looked at Zheng Encai sitting in front of me, he was still sitting there with his head down, as if he was thinking about something, and he didn't want to communicate with me at all, and at this time, the air in the room was so stuffy that I almost couldn't stand it, "This is for you!" ”

I said and took a big plastic bag in front of Zheng Encai, "I don't know what you are missing, I just bought you some in the supermarket, some daily necessities and some food......" Zheng Encai looked at the package, I thought that there might be something popping out of his mouth such as, "Take it", "What is this!" Or "You don't want to be a good person in front of me" or something like that, because even if I have made some kind gestures to Zheng Encai now, Zheng Encai may still not accept my affection, but fortunately, Zheng Encai still didn't say these words, he just glanced at the package casually.

I don't want him to be grateful for what I did, but as long as he doesn't resist me as much as he did before, that's fine, sometimes, some of people's thinking is really incomprehensible, like Zheng Encai, maybe because I didn't escape from prison, so he will blame me for his wife's death, and he will think that I am the culprit who killed him like this, but in fact, this may not really be my reason, but as far as he is concerned, Maybe he doesn't think so, or maybe in his heart, the words I said may have been deeply ingrained and can never be changed.

But that's his thinking, it's not something I can control, so I do what I think is the right thing, but in his opinion, maybe he doesn't think it makes any sense for me to do these things! "You're amazing!" He looked at me, his eyes were like an unfathomable pool of water, I could barely see the bottom of the lake in his eyes, he looked at me like this, he looked a little angry, but I was confused by this sentence, what is called I am powerful, where am I powerful, from which aspect do I reflect that I am powerful? "What did you say?" I asked him, because there was really no way to understand what the word "powerful" meant by him, and where was my greatness?

"My daughter is now completely conquered by you, and I find that you really have a way of dealing with children?" He looked at me, the light in his eyes still seemed to be smiling, it really looked a little scary, Xinxin was conquered by me, what is this, where was she conquered by me? "No, I mean where did I conquer her?" It's a strange statement, and I really don't know.

But the anger in Zheng Encai's eyes grew again, and I could even feel that his whole body seemed to have turned into a large thermal energy field that was dissipating heat from all sides, continuously transmitting heat to my body. And it was the kind of thermal energy field that almost baked me into a piece of charcoal, and I felt like I was almost going to be suffocated in such a hot environment, and I felt that the hot air around me was almost going to swallow me.

"Ai Xiaoya, you seem to be pure, but in fact, your scheming is deeper than anyone else's, do you think that I hurt you before, and now you deliberately make me and my daughter like this? She doesn't recognize me now, saying I'm a villain, I think you made it all up, you just want to make me sad, you just want to make my heart uncomfortable, that's what you think, right? ”

Zheng Encai said, the bruises on his face flared up, oops, I rub, what kind of logic is this, what the fuck is this, what do you want his daughter to be like him, I really hope that his daughter and him can be well, can be together like a normal father and daughter, I never expected that Xinxin would have such a reaction after meeting him, but this is to be honest, it is also expected, people are emotional animals, as a father, you have not fulfilled the responsibilities of a father in herHow can a child establish a relationship with you? People are emotional animals, do you blame me if the child has no relationship with you?

"I didn't!" I didn't raise my voice, but I said it categorically, "I didn't, I really didn't, why do you have to put everything on me in a habit now?" Shin Shin is in this situation when she meets you, why don't you even imagine if it's your own reason? As a father, have you fulfilled the responsibilities of a father, and have you paid anything to her? Including your wife, have you fulfilled your responsibilities as a husband in her? If you have not fulfilled your obligations and responsibilities, how can you ask your children to like you and be close to you? "I really admired myself, and if these words had been put before me, I would have shouted them out loud.

But now that I found that I could still control my emotions well, trying not to let this bad mood affect the speed of my speech, I could still say this sentence calmly in the face of Zheng Encai. Isn't that a good sign for me? I hope that's a good sign.

Zheng Encai looked at me and didn't speak, but judging from his facial expressions, the words I said to him didn't have some touches in his heart. Let's put it this way, I think this is quite touching, and I took a deep breath, "Have you forgotten your lover?" For your family, for your prosperity, how much did she pay? How much did she work? Think about it, when you were idle and not doing your job before, how much she endured silently at home, think about it, Xinxin is so old, how many times has she seen your front? How much of your character appears in her memory as a father?

How do you let her get close to you, she has lost her mother now, and her heart is also very hurt, how can you let her accept you, a father who has never met at once? Zheng Encai's eyes slowly turned pink, and then crimson, and in this slow color gradient, I saw Zheng Encai slowly cover his cheeks, and then his head slowly lowered, and then he reached out and slowly covered his cheeks.

His head slowly lowered in front of me, I saw his shoulders shaking violently, I knew that he was crying again, he really cried again, although I hated him before, and I don't like him now, but seeing him like this now, I still have a deep sympathy for him from my heart, a sympathy rooted in my heart. This really comes from the inside out of my heart, but can you really feel it when it comes to Jung Eun-jae? I hope you can feel it completely, and I hope you don't hate me so much.