(Girls' Literature)

Watching him cry silently, my heart began to slowly soften again, I walked to his side, slowly squatted down, I reached out and gently patted his back, "Don't be sad, don't be sad, the eldest sister has passed away, we all miss her, but she is really gone." People can't be resurrected after death, even if you blame yourself now, there is no way, you have to let go of the fetters of these things, and work hard to move forward, we have to do more things for the living, such as our Xinxin, you are his father, Xinxin's condition is now better, think about it, if you can pay a little more for her, so that she can suffer a little less, it can also play a comforting role in the eldest sister's spirit in the sky! ”

I gently patted Jung Eun-jae on the back, and I suddenly realized that I didn't hate him anymore. I really don't hate it, dear big sister, let's not hate it, okay? Let's all start over, shall we? If a person is always silent in the world of hatred, then his world will be terrible, there will be a kind of devastating disaster, please stop hating, okay? Let's all start over.

"Godmother!" I don't know when, Xinxin suddenly appeared beside me, I looked at her forehead was beads of sweat, and heard her daughter's voice, Zheng Encai also slowly raised his head, looked at his daughter, there was a kind of kindness as a father in his eyes, yes, it was kindness, it was no longer that kind of evil, and it was no longer that kind of indifference, it was really just a simple kindness. It is unique to being a father.

I think this is a very good phenomenon, and it is really noncommittal and a good phenomenon compared to the kind of eyes that were full of anger before! It's a very good sign. But Xinxin saw Zheng Encai raise her head, so frightened that she still shrank behind my body all of a sudden, looking at Zheng Encai with some cringe, I pulled Xinxin over, "Come, Xinxin, let me tell you, this is Dad, this is really Dad, do you know?" I introduced it to Shin Shin in a soft voice, but this girl was still very unfamiliar, as if this concept did not exist in her mind at all.

But Xinxin still refused to take a step forward, still standing by my side with a cower, Zheng Encai wiped his cheeks vigorously, took a deep breath, then straightened up and looked at Xinxin again, "Xinxin, Dad loves you!" "Xinxin is still stepping back, hey, the child's world is sometimes simple and quite simple, but sometimes it is very complicated to say that it is difficult, for example, the current situation seems to really hurt Zheng Encai's heart!" Okay, Miss Xiaoya, it's time for us to go, although Xinxin's condition is relatively stable now, she can't stay outside all the time, her resistance has not recovered after all! ”

Before we were about to go out, we glanced back at Zheng Encai, and his eyes were still full of a longing, a longing for his daughter, an instinctive desire as a father, and I could get this longing from his eyes. "Xinxin, we're leaving, we're going to see Dad in a few days, can you call Dad, Dad is usually busy with work, and he must have less time to accompany Xinxin, but Xinxin is a good child, she must understand Dad, isn't it?" I pulled Xinxin, and Xinxin slowly turned her head, her expression looking faint.

"Daddy!" The voice is not loud, but this sentence of Dad also shouted more clearly, so clearly it reached Zheng Encai's ears, as well as the ears of everyone we were present, it was such a child's voice, I felt that the tears in my eyes were about to slide down uncontrollably, I think this is really a more sadistic scene, and Zheng Encai's tears can't stop pouring out of his eyes, the title "Dad" is so close, but it seems to be so far away? But when it came out of Xinxin's mouth, it was so sadistic? I almost felt like I was getting hot in my eyes.

Zheng Encai's affairs seem to be developing in a good direction, Xinxin's body is much better now than before, and Xinxin's deceased mother, can your heart be more stable? I think everything will be fine, but the only thing that hasn't changed is my life, I find that my life has become a chaotic state again, almost for no reason, I find that my current life is almost to a hellish stage, suddenly everything has become so complicated, I always like to take a break when I was at work before, I always like to find some other things to do, I always hope that I can sleep well, so that I can find a new stage of myself, But this is not the case, without the constraints of work, my life is suddenly like a plate of loose sand, unorganized and irregular.

Every day you find that you have a lot of time, but when these times are free, you find yourself a saddest situation, that is, you have no way to fill these time one by one, these days I live a very frugal life, every day for their own food, clothing, housing and transportation carefully calculated, thinking about what to eat this meal, what to eat next, thinking about their daily expenses and schedule, I suddenly found that my mother often said that "family wealth is not as good as a penny a day" This statement turned out to be so true.

Even if you have a lot of money on your bank card, but when you withdraw all your daily food and drink from it, you find that your life has come to a point of "stretched", very stretched, so although the daily nap is my compulsory course, but sometimes I will still think about these problems and can't sleep immediately, hey, no job, no balance, but every month you still have to send money to your mother home, this situation is already a complete "only out of the in".

If I can't find a new source again, I think my reservoir is not very deep or sooner or later it will be dug up and exhausted, sometimes things are like this, when you have it, you don't know how to cherish, but when you lose it, it is so regrettable, which is why I now have a lot of time but still unhappy, there is a very significant problem, that is - I want to eat!

So I started a new round of online resume job search and interview process, every day began to live like a dog, these days, I go in and out of the place is our street printing shop, every day with their own U disk, print out a resume, but when I brought it over, I found that some positions are not so suitable, but my resume was still left there.

The price of a resume is about 8 yuan, and whenever I take this resume, there is always no news, so every time I meet with others, I always lose eight dollars, but I see more resumes printed more, I only find that sometimes even simply printing these resumes is a more money-consuming job, so I became a regular customer with the owner of the printing shop, and over time, because he charged me cheaper for printing resumes, and sometimes I simply received 5 yuan. It's kind of a discount.

"Let's print my resume again!" Every time I see me walk into the store, he will throw out this sentence, and look at me with a smile in his eyes, which makes me particularly unhappy, what the fuck is this, I always feel like I am an older leftover girl, and this boss spit out this sentence, like a sentence, "Oh, go out on a blind date again!" "Somehow, these interviews are making me feel particularly uncomfortable, how to say? I interviewed more companies and met more human resources directors, but I found that these leaders really didn't look as reliable as Zhang Yefeng, and I suddenly felt that I was actually quite comfortable living in the "creative space". After all, everything can only be distinguished if it is compared!

Saying that Zhang Yefeng is "Zhang Papi" but these bosses, one is more unacceptable than the other, for example, I went to a publishing house for an interview that day, and when I left, I inquired about the route from our home three times in a row, but after arriving, I found out that this is not a reliable company at all, and the book editor I want to apply for is still of an outreach nature!

"Can you tell me about it? Can you tell me about that? Can you tell me about that? "The lady who interviewed me is surnamed Wang, and she is a person in charge of this company, also known as a manager, but I can't figure out why she speaks just like she speaks. Why do you have to repeat a sentence so many times? "Say what?" I was a little flustered by her repetition several times, but the manager in front of me did take a deep breath of pleasure, and I could even hear the sound of the cool air and throat rubbing against each other, "...... hiss"

It scared the hell out of me, what does that mean? What does this mean? "I mean, can you tell me why you left the last time you left that unit?" I suddenly noticed that her eyes were almost bursting out, and her face was turning red, I wiped it, what is this the rhythm of the body that seems to be burning? Could it be that this lady is a saint warrior hidden here! My mom, it's a little uncomfortable!