Chapter 636: Change
(Girls' Literature)
Li Xiaoshuai just urged me like this, I nodded, "oh", this sudden arrival really stunned me. "Happy New Year, lad!" Zou Jialiang said, lifted Li Xiaoshuai, and put him on his shoulder. "Haha......" Xiaoshuai finally laughed happily, but I still didn't react for a while, "Yaya, Happy New Year!" Zou Jialiang looked at me, and the look in his dark eyes made me a little confused for a moment. I was in a trance, not because of anything else, but because of this feeling of home, it spread all over me and made me find it again!
"Oh, Mr. Zou, why are you ......" In a trance, this sentence seemed to be blurted out unexpectedly, but I immediately realized it and quickly changed my words, "Come, you sit, we are about to finish eating!" If the sentence "Why are you here, just say it like this, then I will be a dead person, Zou Jialiang is obviously a kind of intention to come here to visit us, if I am like that, wouldn't it be too abrupt?" ”
It's just that Zou Jialiang's sudden arrival, for me, must not have been expected, "Hey, your food is still very good......" He smiled and looked at the dishes on our table, in fact, these dishes are really very good for me and Li Xiaoshuai, but for Zou Jialiang, this is really nothing, his shark fin bird's nest all day long, delicacies from the mountains and seas, sometimes do you still care about our meals? I thought so lost in my heart. "I haven't eaten dinner yet, have I?"
He said and sat down on the edge of the dining table, I quickly took out a pair of chopsticks for him, "Come, Mr. Zou, let's eat here on our side, anyway, it's me and Li Xiaoshuai here, the food is not very good, you will just ......." Zou Jialiang happily took the dishes and chopsticks. I don't know why, although I am still a little repulsed by his arrival, but because Li Xiaoshuai is still very happy to see his arrival, I still have a deep gratitude for Zou Jialiang, I even feel that Zou Jialiang's arrival, to a certain extent, really makes us have a kind of dependence in our hearts, there is a kind of dependence, Zou Jialiang I think this is really a very wonderful feeling, so in my heart even for him to sit here and accompany me and Li Xiaoshuai to eat, I don't have the same strong sense of rejection that I used to have.
"Uncle Zou ......" It seems that the relationship between Li Xiaoshuai and Zou Jialiang is really close, he actually picked up a piece of meat and put it in Zou Jialiang's mouth. Oh my God, this is the first time I've seen Xiaoshuai so close to a man, even Yin Zhe, who meets him every day, he has never been so close.
"That's good!" Zou Jialiang chewed happily and patted his head, "You say, if I had a son like this, how good it would be!" "My heart is broken again, this sentence will always be a forbidden word for me, in my heart after that, Li Yunxiang will no longer have other people, and he will never be able to fit other people, right? But since that night, for Zou Jialiang in my heart, there is no longer the previous rejection mentality, at least on this night, in this cold corridor, in addition to me and Li Xiaoshuai, there are other people, just happily accompany us to live this seemingly very quiet year, so it seems that the situation between me and Li Xiaoshuai is not too bad. It's even pretty good.
At least in this cold city, there is such a person who is willing to accompany us, that night when Li Xiaoshuai fell asleep in Zou Jialiang's arms, there was such a trance time, I even thought that Zou Jialiang was like Li Yunxiang, in the fog, I even felt that Li Yunxiang was sitting over there now in his arms and holding our common baby Li Xiaoshuai, but I understand that such a situation only appeared in my dreams and in my imagination, didn't it? Li Yunxiang, unconsciously, you have been gone for so long, unconsciously, I have been facing my life alone for so long, but why do I almost breathe when I think of you? Li Yunxiang, tell me, what is all this for, okay? I really can't just give myself an answer.
But is a woman's heart really a needle at the bottom of the sea? Just like before I was like a lioness protecting her cubs, in order to protect me and Li Xiaoshuai, and prevent others from sneaking up like this, I even wanted to isolate myself and Li Xiaoshuai from all the men in the world like this, just like this, no one saw anyone, just like this, we were together, which was the best thing, but why did I feel that the distance between me and Zou Jialiang was so close this time? And it's just a matter of time getting closer.
This made me feel very frightened, and I even felt that I had a feeling of betrayal for Li Yunxiang, faintly, but is this really the case? Yunxiang, can you tell me what I should do now? It was late at night, and when I had eaten, Li Xiaoshuai and Zou Jialiang were playing together, and in the end, he slept directly in Zou Jialiang's arms, and Zou Jialiang slowly put him on the bed, got up, and said goodbye to me. Everything seems to be so green and smooth, very quiet and harmonious.
At this time of winter, it is almost to an end, and my little handsome is slowly growing up, his eyebrows, nose and eyes are almost as if they were carved out of a mold with Li Yunxiang, and I am even secretly thinking, when Li Yunxiang was young, was this what he looked like? Do you have these jet-black and shiny hair, and these eyes that are almost as shiny as dark black ore?
It's just that the relationship between Zou Jialiang and Li Xiaoshuai is also increasing day by day, sometimes, when I am not at home, Zou Jialiang will even take Li Xiaoshuai and Zou Ninghan out to play together, Ninghan is also very happy now because of his younger brother, Li Xiaoshuai sometimes even said bluntly to me, "I want to play with my sister!" "Spring has arrived, the gradually rising river in front of Xingfu New Village seems to say everything, the gradually full river, just washing the riverbed, I didn't expect that a person I rejected so much, now it is slowly integrated into our lives, and what is more dangerous is that I don't seem to reject him at all.
"Brother, come, let's go over there to play......" Zou Ninghan just pulled Li Xiaoshuai and began to run forward, "Dad, I'll take my brother to buy some snacks to eat...... Zou Jialiang smiled and nodded, "Okay, pay attention to safety, slow down!" I saw Ning Han holding Xiao Shuai's hand, two happy figures, running to the side.
Spring has really arrived, and the young leaves on this row of willow trees have been pulled out of the tree strips, showing a kind of vibrant green, the green, which is really very beautiful, looking at the eyes, I feel that the whole sky is warm new green! "It's beautiful!" Looking at this soft green, I said softly, "Ah, look at these two young brothers, how beautiful, look at these two sisters and brothers, how good the relationship is......." A couple saw Li Xiaoshuai and Zou Ninghan, and said in front of us, "I said, this child is yours!" "The woman was the first to talk to us.
"Yes!" Zou Jialiang nodded. "Oh, look, I said why are children so pretty? You see both of you look so good, don't you? "Do women have that gossip mind all the time? She looked at us a little embarrassed, and the man pulled her and motioned her not to gossip like that, and the two of them left from us. My heart was folded again. Do we seem like a family to others?
I didn't even want to deny the meaning of a woman's words just now, and even, I didn't even want to deny it, so if I said it, did I acquiesce to some of Zou Jialiang's intentions? Thinking of this, I slowly stopped, "Yaya, what's wrong with you?" Zou Jialiang also stopped, and asked me so softly, I looked at him, I didn't know how to answer, at this time, Li Xiaoshuai and Zou Ninghan came back after buying things like this, I pulled Li Xiaoshuai over, "Come, let's go!" Mr. Zou, I'm sorry, I suddenly had something to do, and I want to take Xiaoshuai away first......"
Xiao Shuai was holding a marshmallow in his hand, and looked at Ning Han with some reluctance, "Well, sister......." Zou Jialiang was also puzzled, "It was fine just now, why did something happen suddenly?" I see these two children having so much fun now, I think about going out for dinner for a while, and then I'll send you and Xiaoshuai back like this! Ning Han was even more reluctant, "Dad, I want to play with my brother!" But I still picked up Li Xiaoshuai, "Let's go, Xiaoshuai, go home with my mother first!" We'll play with my sister another day, okay! ”
Xiao Shuai's eyes were full of tears, I knew that it was really cruel for me to forcibly take him away so much, but if I didn't leave, I would just stay here, and I didn't know what would happen in a while, Zou Jialiang, I always felt that there was a strange feeling on his body?