(Girls' Literature)

I'm sorry, but I know you're really nice, and I know that you've been helpful to me for so long, but now I don't want to take my next step, in my opinion, I really just want to be with my son like this, just to guard what little peace we have and what else we have. Although to outsiders it really is just a trivial thing.

I'm a very poor person, but the only thing I can wait for is just a trace of peace that belongs to me, these things, I can't control them like this, a little bit of strength is almost exhausted for me, but I can only be so stubborn, so reject you thousands of miles away! Although I am able to explain this stubbornness.

"Sister, I want sister!" Li Xiaoshuai screamed so loudly in my arms, the sound seemed to make all his throat scream, but I still hugged him, just walked forward quickly, the people around me looked at me with amazement, if there were some people who didn't know what was going on, they would definitely think that I was a child stealing trafficker, but the truth was really not what everyone imagined!

"Xiaoshuai, mom beg, don't call anymore, okay!" I hugged him tightly, but Li Xiaoshuai was still in my arms, struggling like this, as if he was about to rush out of my arms. But I still suppressed it. "Don't you call anymore, okay?" After a while, I arrived in front of the rental house in Xingfu New Village, and I said vigorously, and with a lot of force, I threw Li Xiaoshuai on the ground. At this moment, Li Xiaoshuai cried even more sadly, and opened his mouth so wide.

"Uh......h Ah...... "Li Xiaoshuai opened his mouth in front of me and began to cry, as if he wanted to vent all his grievances, I looked at him, a little distressed, after all, the child is innocent, and he and Ning Han were having fun over there just now! It's just that suddenly I forcibly intervened and cut off his happiness, and his heart must be very angry and uncomfortable!

"Xiaoshuai, don't you cry, it's all bad for your mother, don't cry......" I comforted Li Xiaoshuai, but I didn't expect that this kid's temper was really good these days, he threw the marshmallow in his hand on the ground like this, and then as if he was a little leopard, he swooped towards me like this, I didn't expect that I just brought him over like this, and it caused him so much hatred!

"I want my sister, I want to play with my sister, mom badass, mom badass, you don't play with me, I don't have a dad ......" He clenched his little fist tightly, just punch after punch towards my lower plate, and the strength of the attack was really not small! It's afternoon, and most of the tenants in the building haven't come back yet, only me and Li Xiaoshuai, in the bright sun, he swung his fist vigorously and smashed it at me, "Xiaoshuai, what are you doing, what are you doing beating your mother?" "Auntie probably heard the current movement, she hurriedly walked out of the house, and when she saw Li Xiaoshuai beating me like this, she quickly pulled him away.

But at this time, a very strong anger poured out from all over my body, and it swept towards my heart and head, I stretched out my slap and slapped Li Xiaoshuai's cheek hard, "Smack!" "With a slap in the face, the whole world seems to be quiet, yes! There was no leopard that pounced on me.

Li Xiaoshuai just stood there so firmly, and all of a sudden, as if he had been pointed, he stopped crying, and I saw the blood-red slap handprint, which appeared on his cheeks, as if it were a brightly colored map, and it appeared here! "Wow......" just now maybe I slapped Li Xiaoshuai so blindfolded, but at this time, he seemed to react, and began to cry, "Wow......" The piercing and sharp cry was in our eardrums, and it seemed that our brains were about to burst, and I was stunned to see him crying like this.

"What are you doing, what should you do if you break the child?" Auntie said, just pushed me so hard, I didn't expect to be pushed by him a big stumble! I almost didn't even stand here! "Xiaoshuai doesn't cry, grandma is here, Xiaoshuai doesn't cry, good baby, why do you tell grandma to beat mom?" The aunt wiped her tears for Xiaoshuai as she spoke! But Li Xiaoshuai may have been too excited at this time, and he couldn't stop crying for a while. It's sad to be out of breath like this.

"Woo woo woo ......" hit the child's body in the mother's heart, in fact, the slap just now, on the surface it was hit on Xiaoshuai's body, but in fact, it seems to be no different from pumping on my heart, I don't know, how pitiful Xiaoshuai is, I haven't seen my father, I don't have my father's protection, and in this happy new village, I am also isolated by other children every day, but I still don't have time to accompany him, no wonder he will be closer to Zou Jialiang, sometimes, I don't have as much company as Zou Jialiang! So how much did I do in front of me? What else is there to say?

Thinking of this, I could only sigh secretly. "Grandma....... I want my sister...... I want Uncle Zou to ......" Xiaoshuai couldn't breathe when he cried, so he said it slowly. The sound of sobbing was really stronger than the other, and it reached my ears and pulled in my heart.

In fact, I did not know the pain of my son, and I did not understand how much he longed for a father to stand in front of him. Father's love is as above, even if we love him in every way, but still can't match the weight of his father in his heart, many times, when I came home from work, I saw a group of children at the intersection of the siege of Xiao Shuai, Xiao Shuai because he had no father, so isolated by other children, they would even shout that he was a wild child without a father, and kept spitting on him.

I covered my cheeks with both hands, all of them, leaving no gaps, surrounded by my palms, my shoulders began to tremble, and my shoulders began to shake without any rhythm, and the emotions that had been hidden for so long also burst out at this time, and I slowly squatted on the ground. "Xiaoya, come and stand up, don't cry, I know that your heart is uncomfortable......" Aunt slowly put down Li Xiaoshuai, just walked in front of me, and stretched out her hand to assist me.

"Mom, I'm sorry......" This is Xiao Shuai's voice, I raised my head, and saw the same tearful face, he stretched out his chubby little hand, just reached out on my cheek and began to wipe it, his eyes were full of apology and concern, my child, I'm sorry, it's Mom's fault! Xiaoshuai made her mother cry again, her mother didn't cry, Xiaoshuai was wrong....... "What else do I have to say in the face of such a child?" I just stretched out my arm and hugged Li Xiaoshuai, and at this moment, tears flowed freely on the faces of our mother and son! My boy, you really are a good boy! My aunt patted me gently, I think she understands me, and she really wants to comfort me, but she really can't find the right words for a while.

At night, in my room, Li Xiaoshuai ate something and fell asleep peacefully, maybe during the day today, he was tired and tired of crying! I looked at the quiet face, and my heart began to feel a little uncomfortable again. "Xiaoya, ah......." Aunt sat next to me, holding Li Xiaoshuai's clothes in her hand, Xiaoshuai now likes to climb high and low, and his clothes are all holes all day long! I looked at Auntie, Auntie shook her head, and her tone suddenly became very meaningful, "I know it's not easy for you, and I also know how difficult it is for you to take Xiaoshuai with yourself for so long......" I shook my head, "Don't say that, in fact, Xiaoshuai should be more grateful to you, without you, I don't have the ability to raise Xiaoshuai to such a big age, you are her grandmother......"

Speaking of which, there was a very sad feeling in my tone! Auntie sighed softly again, "Xiaoya, I know, we are all women, and we all came here from this time, you really can't see why you beat Xiaoshuai today, you really can't see what that Mr. Zou means to you?" These aunts are all in the eyes, but I didn't say it, I was afraid that you would feel uncomfortable in your heart, but child......" she said with old tears on her face, looking very sad. I just listened to her talk so quietly, and my heart was full of sourness.

"I know, you can't let go of Yunxiang, the relationship between the two of you is good, and it seems that you can't tolerate anyone in your heart, but you also have to think about whether it's okay for Xiaoshuai, he's still so young, he also hopes that he has a father to protect, we all love him very much, but there is no way to compare this with father's love!"

Tears slowly curled up my cheeks, I looked at Li Xiaoshuai who was sleeping, and my heart was filled with a trace of sadness, I thought I must be wrong.