Diary: June 15

It's about to be Summer's birthday.,I'm worrying about what to give her.,Think about it, I think it's better to give her wind chimes.,But it's too creative and no sincerity.,Summer's birthday must not be lazy.,I think about it,。 ＥＴ

But I don't know if Asatsu can find out that I put all my love for her on the leaves of the wind chimes, as well as blessings, and... Engagement gifts. ”

When Mo Qianxia saw this, his hands trembled: Brother Mo Han put an engagement gift in the wind chime?? Why did she never know, she thought that the wind chime was just a simple decoration, thinking about it carefully, the last time she wanted to take off the wind chime, it aroused Lin Mohan's reaction, it turned out....

When you think about it, it makes sense.

Mo Qianxia continued to scroll down.

July 20th

I don't like that Liu Xiaoyan, being with Qianxia, as long as Qianxia is with her, she will ignore my existence, and let a handsome guy go, it's too wasteful!!

Seeing this, Mo Qianxia smiled, this Lin Mohan wrote down his mood when he ate the wrong thing.

October 11th

Today my heart is completely broken, I need to treat my heartache, I want to escape, but I can't go, what if I go in the light summer, maybe, I will die, I want to protect her....

Mo Qianxia wanted to continue reading, but Lin Mohan walked in and took the notebook away. Mo Qianxia was engrossed, and he didn't expect Lin Mohan to get up.

"Give me the book... What did you write? Why do you say I'm going to die? What does that mean exactly? ”

Mo Qianxia's good mood just now was uncertain because after seeing this sentence, these were things that happened when Mo Qianxia was 16 years old, a lot of things happened when she was 16 years old, 16 years old made her hate Lin Mohan, since she woke up, there were strange fragments that appeared in the afternoon, all of them were about Lin Mohan, and now she saw Lin Mohan's diary again!

It's so weird, she thinks everything is strange now, as if anything can be fake, has she forgotten any important memories? Could it be that I have amnesia?

Thinking of this, Mo Qianxia was startled herself, she felt that her thoughts were a little out of common sense, for so many years, there was no problem with everything, how could she have amnesia, but how to explain the strange memories that suddenly appeared without amnesia?

Lin Mohan pinched the notebook fiercely, he was too negligent just now, he was lying on the sand, and suddenly remembered that the things he bought in the morning were not in the refrigerator, and all the things that had been stored for a long time before were all thrown away by him, and when he thought that there was only one frozen box in the refrigerator, it might arouse Mo Qianxia's interest, thinking of this, Lin Mohan suddenly woke up and ran to the kitchen. ＥＴ

But it was already late, Mo Qianxia was flipping through it, and she didn't know where she saw it, Lin Mohan was in a hurry and took away the book.

There are really so many coincidences in this world, sometimes you can't hide, and sudden changes will catch people off guard, for example, now, Lin Mohan really didn't expect that even the things in the refrigerator would be searched.

"What is the secret in the book, hurry up and give me the book, Lin Mohan!" Just now, he was still softly saying gentle words to Lin Mohan, but now Mo Qianxia has become-for-tat with him again.

Just now, he was still Brother Mo Han, and he would call him by his name.

Lin Mohan held the hand of the notebook, and the more he squeezed it, the tighter it became! His heart, dripping blood, revealed a wordless pain in his eyes, he felt that he was physically and mentally exhausted, and his whole person was full of holes.

Tired, he is very tired, he is really tired of loving someone, he has given everything, but he can't get a response, and he has to misunderstand each other, but he can't tell her the real result, and he would rather be hurt than hurt her.

What exactly am I holding onto, five years, what am I holding onto? Tell her the real results? Tell her, will she live? If I don't tell her, will she still treat me with the gentleness she just had?

Lin Mohan's mind flashed with all kinds of thoughts, but he couldn't express them in words, he was silent, just staring at Mo Qianxia with a sad face.

"Lin Mohan, what the hell are you talking about, why are you looking at me with such eyes? What really happened back then? Why do I die? Why would I die? You speak. ”

Mo Qianxia Hesdi's scream, she pushed Lin Mohan's chest, and wanted to grab the book in Lin Mohan's hand, Lin Mohan squeezed it tightly, and put her hand where Mo Qianxia couldn't reach it, but the person was like a sturdy stake, motionless, not saying a word, let Mo Qianxia push, but couldn't push him for half a point.

In the end, Mo Qianxia was completely angry because she couldn't reach the book, and she began to hit Lin Mohan in the chest and hit him hard.

"Give me the book, if you don't want my attitude towards you just now to completely turn into hatred, just show me the book, otherwise, you will definitely regret it."

Mo Qianxia's every word was like a sharp knife inserted into Lin Mohan's heart, and the overwhelming pain swept in.

"I'm telling you, it's the biggest cruelty to you, Mo Qianxia is happy to live, isn't it good? Why do you have to touch those blood-drenched memories and let yourself fall into endless pain, you don't hurt, my heart hurts! ”

Lin Mohan suddenly hugged Mo Qianxia, who was beating his body, and hugged her tightly with both hands, as if he wanted to integrate her into the depths of his heart, so tight, so tight that Mo Qianxia almost suffocated.

But what he said, Mo Qianxia also heard it, and she was stunned: What did he mean? Could it have been that something really happened back then? Listening to that tone, it doesn't seem to be good news, she will die when she saw those words just now! She's going to die!

These three words have been echoing in Mo Qianxia's mind, why would I die? What the hell is going on.

Mo Qianxia's expression froze, and her body softened, but fortunately, Lin Mohan hugged her tightly, so as not to let her fall to the ground.

Lin Mohan felt Mo Qianxia's reaction, and was smart not to speak, but picked her up sideways, quickly carried her upstairs and put her on the bed, dragged her shoes for her, and covered the quilt.

"You can rest first, dinner, I'll do it." After Lin Mohan said these words, he went out, now, what Mo Qianxia needs most is to calm down, a quiet place will make people calm down more quickly.

Lin Mohan decisively chose not to disturb Mo Qianxia, he went outside, moved all the things he bought in the car to the house, and when he went to the kitchen, he saw that it was smoky.

Mo Qianxia was cooking noodles just now, but they had a dispute, and they kept forgetting that the noodles were still cooking, he opened the pot and saw that the noodles were gone, almost a few black hairs, too stumbling.

There was soup everywhere next to the pot, and he cleaned it all over again and began to prepare dinner.

Although he knew anything during the hard days when he went to be a soldier, he had never cooked with a woman, and the only person he cooked for in this life was Mo Qianxia, but he did it absent-mindedly, and he always thought about Mo Qianxia in his heart.

What should I do with you in Qianxia, Lin Mohan was very annoying, he made a low-level mistake, thinking that the book should not be noticed because it was placed there, so he put it there temporarily, and was ready to remove it after a while, but it happened that he was discovered by Mo Qianxia, and Mo Qianxia's personality must be to break the sand pot and ask in the end.

The more he thought about it, the more entangled he became, he accidentally cut his hands, frowned slightly, and looked at the bright red blood flowing on his hands, the blood seemed to be like what he was summoning, and his face darkened.

The heart, suddenly beating wildly, touching the heart, he always felt that something was wrong, just like back then, something was wrong!

Suddenly, he turned around abruptly and ran upstairs quickly, trying to push open the door of Mo Qianxia's room, but found that the door was locked.

"Shallow summer! Open the door. Lin Mohan finally didn't calm down, the zombie's face cracked, his face became hideous, he knocked on the door hard, but no one responded, which made him more and more uneasy.

Knocking on the door, he didn't stop, he began to kick with his feet, kicking the door with his fierce feet, he was a practitioner, the kung fu on his legs was very strong, and after kicking a few times, no matter how good the door was, he couldn't kick it.

Take a deep breath and kick it over.

"Bang!" The solid door was completely kicked open, and the door flew into Mo Qianxia's room and hit the table, creating a strong wind, the wind, drifting towards the window, without any sound.

In the past, as long as the wind blew, there would be the sound of wind chimes fluttering, but today there is none, Lin Mohan's mind is all on Mo Qianxia who is lying on the bed, she is lying on the bed sideways, white sheets, white clothes, pure and beautiful beauty, making her look like a sleeping beauty in a fairy tale.

Lin Mohan took a big breath, quietly staring at the unresponsive lovely person on the bed, and his footsteps slowly moved towards her, his steps were very heavy, as if he weighed a thousand pounds.

"Am I late?" Lin Mohan whispered softly as if he was talking to himself, and his expression gradually turned cold.

Suddenly ran to Mo Qianxia's side and picked her up, her face was serene, as if there was no pain, and her body was soft and boneless.

Her heartbeat is still there, but she can't wake up, but her heartbeat is getting weaker and weaker, as if she can do it at any time... Die!

Lin Mohan hugged her, saw that she had something in her hand, and pinched her white hand, which was perfect like a masterpiece of God, but now was not the time to appreciate the hand, but the thing in the hand.

It was a wind chime, it turned out that there was no sound on the window just now, because Mo Qianxia had taken the wind chime down, and she took the wind chime apart, scattered, with Lin Mohan giving her an engagement gift in her hand, it was a delicate diamond ring, heart-shaped shining, even if it was put for so many years, it was still very shiny, the workmanship was very fine, and the price was expensive.

Lin Mohan hugged Mo Qianxia and hugged her tightly, his expression was very sad, he had never been so sad, and his voice was extremely hoarse.

"Qianxia, did you recognize me by bringing the ring I gave? If you approve it, why do you want to leave me? You're so cruel, girl, you're really too selfish, have you ever thought about my feelings, want to die? With me Lin Mohan here, I won't let you die so easily. ”

After saying the last sentence, Lin Mohan roared, he had never been so angry, the previous anger was suppressed in his heart, and now the anger was completely expressed on his face.