Chapter 104: The Misunderstanding Cleared
Regarding Mo Qianxia's current situation, Lin Mohan had already noticed that something was wrong with her when he came in just now, and when he was holding her just now, he found that there were bottles of sleeping pills on the ground.
It is not difficult to guess that Mo Qianxia is taking a lot of sleeping pills and wants to die quietly!
Lin Mohan supported Mo Qianxia's back, pushed and patted her hand behind her back, and did it many times, up and down, as if there was a breath of qi echoing in Mo Qianxia's body.
About half an hour passed.
"Poof." Mo Qianxia's expression was suddenly very painful, and then she opened her eyes, and her first reaction was to start vomiting under the bed, and she was coughing after vomiting, and her face was pale.
Lin Mohan, who was sitting on the bed, patted her on the back, wanting her to spit out all the medicines just now, those medicines were very bitter, and Mo Qianxia was very uncomfortable when she vomited out like this.
Lin Mohan was not worried that Mo Qianxia would be alone, and hurriedly carried Mo Qianxia to the bathroom downstairs, let her wash her mouth, and he was busy giving her hot water to drink.
After all this was done, Lin Mohan was exhausted, he was very tired when he came back just now, today's day was quite thrilling, and he was frightened when he came back at night, and his body and mind were really tired.
He took Mo Qianxia to the sofa, hugged her, didn't want to say a word, took a deep breath of Mo Qianxia's lemon taste, his heart, comfortable, his eyes closed, quietly, and did nothing.
Mo Qianxia let him hold her, turned her face to him, looked at his haggard face, a little scum, obviously, and the sunken dark circles under his eyes, this look, she was too familiar.....
Lin Mohan is very smart, he won't take the initiative to ask Mo Qianxia why he committed suicide, so obvious motives, only one point, Mo Qianxia's memory has been restored!
Now he doesn't want to think about anything, he just wants to protect this woman well, because she is already his real wife, she brought that ring, and from now on, this woman will completely belong to him.
Maybe the memory is cruel, in fact, he longs for her to remember, but he is contradictory and doesn't dare to let her think of it, if he thinks about it, Mo Qianxia will like him, but that dark memory will also be remembered.
"Brother Mo Han." Mo Qianxia's pale face pulled out an ugly smile, looking at Lin Mohan's face with her eyes closed, her heart was very bitter.
Just as Lin Mohan thought, she had already remembered all the things, including everything that Zhao Zhou had done to her, thinking of Zhao Zhou's evil face, laughing wildly, tearing her clothes, whipping her, insulting her, Mo Qianxia had nothing in her stomach just now, and wanted to vomit again.
"You are the woman I have guarded for five years, you want to die like this, are you worthy of me?"
"But my body is too dirty, I can't face it, I'm going to break down."
"Crash? What qualifications do you have to say that it collapsed, the most collapsed person has always been me, it's just me, Mo Qianxia! ”
Lin Mohan suddenly opened his eyes, adjusted Mo Qianxia's shoulders to sit with both hands, and stared at Mo Qianxia's eyes angrily, if those eyes could be on fire, it was estimated that he could see two flames beating.
Mo Qianxia was stared at by Lin Mohan like this, her heart tightened, and she pursed her pale lips, "I can't face myself, my dirty body makes me think every moment that I am a person who has been forcibly repaid, I am not clean." ”
"Mo Qianxia, in this world, a lot of unfortunate things happen every day, being hit by a car and dying, being killed, having no money to treat a disease, dying of automatics, starvation, freezing to death, exhaustion, many, many more, they want to live strongly, even if it's just a day, but what about you!"
The more Lin Mohan spoke, the more angry he became. Mo Qianxia was silent, his hand gripping his clothes tightly.
"I take care of you so carefully, just to make you better, I will guard you for five years, just to let you live well, I will do whatever it takes to get you to sign a marriage agreement, because I love you? What do you give me? What do you give back to me? You touch your heart and ask yourself? What do I Lin Mohan owe you? Are you going to torture me like this because of retribution? You look down on yourself too much. ”
Lin Mohan smiled angrily, he protected her so hard, he never cared if she was forced, because he loved her, and if he loved her, he would tolerate everything about her, which was love from the depths of his soul.
If a man loves you just because you are a virgin, such a man does not really love you, but comes from his selfishness.
People like clean things, just like virgins, which is a symbol of purity for men, but they forget what to do if the person they like is not a virgin, and their hearts will be depressed, unhappy, and feel like picking up a broken shoe.
Even if the woman loves him very much, but he feels that the woman's purity has been tarnished, and her attitude, words and deeds will change, in fact, men are more selfish than women, and some of them ruthlessly hurt all the people who give to themselves just for this thin and ethereal membrane.
Lin Mohan has never reduced his love for Mo Qianxia because of this thin film, his love for her is pure, and my love for you weighs 21 carats to express it.
What is 21 carats of love, please search Baidu.
"But I'm not worthy of you."
"I'm not worthy of you, otherwise why would you torture me like this."
"No, no, I really don't." Mo Qianxia kept shaking her head, her eyes were moist and there was liquid about to flow out, she was not as stubborn as before, she was a little more delicate.
"Then will you kill yourself?"
"Not anymore."
Hearing the satisfactory answer, Lin Mohan poured Mo Qianxia into his arms again, five years later, Mo Qianxia is already 21 years old, she has experienced so many things, she is not so fragile, her personality is much stronger, and her mental endurance is many times stronger than back then.
Lin Mohan's words were to stimulate Mo Qianxia, so that she had no reason to choose suicide, and made her feel guilty.
Lin Mohan's words just echoed in his mind in the room, echoing infinitely, and suddenly his mind seemed to bang and exploded like a wave, and a lot of bits and pieces were slowly spliced together.
One link to another, like a biological chain, one by one memory, those, her lost memories, are recovering, when all the biological chains are connected together, Mo Qianxia's mind appears complete Lin Mohan's memories and... Zhao Zhou forcibly reported her scene.
When all the memories were awakened, Mo Qianxia's eyes earned a lot, she couldn't believe that the scene in her mind, her father, who had always been considered kind and loved her, actually forcibly repaid her, and she was abused by her mother for five years because of this?
The person who loves her is Lin Mohan, she has always wanted to take revenge on him and hurt him, such a bloody memory is too shocking, and the truth is too cruel.
Thinking about it this way, she could understand why Lin Mohan killed her father in the first place.
"Father forced me?"
These words have been lingering in her heart, her wooden eyes, looking at the wind chimes that were still fluttering on the window, remembered what Lin Mohan said in her notebook, she walked over and got the wind chimes down, walked to the side of the bed with the wind chimes, quietly opened them, and the shining ring appeared.
Looking at the ring, Mo Qianxia burst into tears, "Heh..... Hehe, it's a pity that I knew it too late, it turned out that my life was just a joke, I made myself bruised all over my body, just to get revenge on Lin Mohan, but I didn't want him to be the best person to me, sarcasm, what a sarcastic person. ”
Mo Qianxia sighed, at this moment, her heart collapsed instantly, there was nothing left of the collapse, all the negative emotions arose, she only felt that she couldn't face such a perfect but affectionate Lin Mohan.
She took out the sleeping pills she had prepared from the bed table, this medicine, the main thing was that she sometimes couldn't sleep, so she would take some, and today, she took it out and swallowed the whole bottle with water.
After swallowing, lie quietly on the bed, wait for sleep, and fall asleep quietly...
Never wake up again.
Mo Qianxia was in Lin Mohan's arms at this moment, relieved, she felt that she was a little stupid just now, just like Lin Mohan said, why did she hurt him?
What is the purpose of living, in order to make the people you love happy.... I don't want to think about anything else.
After hugging, both of them were hungry, and no longer called disobediently, Lin Mohan saw Mo Qianxia's weak and unruly appearance now, although he was very tired, but as a man, it was natural for a woman who loved herself.
He ran to the kitchen again and continued to wash his hands and cook for Mo Qianxia, and soon the two bowls of fragrant noodles were ready, and they sat at the table facing each other.
"Shallow summer, taste it, see if it suits your appetite." Lin Mohan looked at Mo Qianxia expectantly.
Mo Qianxia saw Lin Mohan looking at her so nervously, and her heart was very warm: Such a good man, why should I hurt him, since he doesn't dislike me and is already married to him, then, let's start over.....
Mo Qianxia took a bite, felt that it tasted good, and continued to eat, because she was too hungry, and she didn't eat until so late, she was like a wolf and a tiger, and the noodles were quickly eaten by her, and she wiped her mouth.
When she looked up, she saw that Lin Mohan had been watching her. "Brother Mo Han, why don't you eat it? Why do you keep looking at me? Mo Qianxia blushed a little embarrassed.
"It's also a pleasure to watch beautiful women eat." After Lin Mohan saw her finish eating, he began to eat with chopsticks.
At this time, Mo Qianxia propped his chin on the table and watched Lin Mohan eat. "Why is Asatsu looking at me like this?"
"It's also a pleasure to watch handsome guys eat." Mo Qianxia responded to Lin Mohan with the same sentence.
When Lin Mohan heard this, he shook his head with a smile, and continued to eat, and after eating, the two washed together, which was very warm and harmonious.
It's hard to think that the person who was still looking for death and life just now would recover so quickly, and Lin Mohan didn't expect Mo Qianxia to accept the reality so quickly.
But this is what he wants to see, he has been secretly laughing in his heart, and after suppressing it for so long, he can finally stop being depressed and hurt each other again.
All the barriers will be dissolved from now on.