Lin Mengxue put down her folded hands and sat down on the meditation seat.

The breeze came slowly, the tears and red candles flickered like stars, and the graceful Buddha incense hit people, and I couldn't help but feel a burst of coolness, which calmed a manic heart a lot.

She let out a long sigh and said, "I know that I was born, I have no choice, all I have to do is change my fate." I also know that the only way out for the children of the poor family to change their fate is to study, hmph, but my grades are ......."

She couldn't help but let out a long sigh, as if this would vent all her dissatisfaction and resentment, so that maybe her heart wouldn't hurt so much.

"I know that life is just a play, and you and I are just an ornament in this play. You can't choose a character, or even right now...... Right now...... Maybe it's all set, and every sentence is set...... That high god of fate, the lord of the universe, does his favorite thing to watch one scene after another every day? ”

She chuckled, stretched out her right hand, and looked at those short and long lines, clearly telling herself that everything would be fine, but when would it be okay?

"Tell yourself that everything will be fine, and that if you work hard enough, you can change your fate. Maybe the Lord of the Universe's favorite character is like me? Maybe I'm his real darling! ”

When she thought of this, a warm feeling rose in her heart, and sure enough, if people want to live well, they need a lot of chicken soup and Ah Q spirit.

Otherwise, how can you survive in this cold world?

Everyone needs to be listened to, but her object is a little special, he will never betray her, nor will he dislike her.

In this way, I don't know how long time has passed, but her heart that is difficult to calm down finally calmed down, and when she walked out of the Huaqing Palace, she immediately understood why the Buddha still existed after thousands of years.

Perhaps it is because there are so many people who are suffering that they need to find a place to put a heart so that humanity can be baptized and sublimated.

The moon is like a pour, the stars are a little, and the mood of the air is a little comfortable!

She looked up at the starry sky, stopped for a long time, and heard a dog barking, and couldn't help but speed up her pace and return home.

Empty the mood, as if nothing happened, but the reality is always to be faced.

Lin Jiufu guarded the store alone, a little lonely!

Tang Xi really won't come again!

A few cracked knife marks on the front cabinet tell the past, those scars that you thought would heal, but in fact it is there, stabbing people's hearts tightened and painful.

Lin Mengxue showed no traces, and no one saw her sadness.

She washed up, went upstairs, and found that her mother had returned to her hometown.

She opened the book and read it carefully.

- If you want to leave here, if you leave this home, you can only study, and this is the only chance to change your destiny.

- It's too hard to change others in this world, so

You can only change yourself.

- Because we want to live, because only by living can we have hope, can we see the scenery we have never seen, and experience the happiness that we have never experienced!

Pushing the window, a bright moon hung on the window, and the breeze was a little, but it still couldn't relieve the headache, dizziness, trance, lightheadedness, and breathing was so difficult.

Eventually, even breathing pained.

I closed the window, packed up my books, lay down in bed, and fell asleep at some point.

She crouched in the darkness and cried incessantly.

I couldn't remember why I was crying, but I was so sad!

There was a sound of footsteps, this footstep sound was so familiar, so familiar-Meng Yuan?

But Lin Mengxue still didn't raise her head and continued to calm down in her sadness.

Suddenly, the footsteps stopped, as if a gust of wind passed over her body, as if someone squatted down and patted her head gently and gently, she was not frightened.

Slowly raised his head, sure enough, it was Meng Yuan.

She thought that she must be dreaming again, he hadn't come to her dream for a long time, and she had always rejected him outside her heart.

He smiled slightly, and the corners of his mouth went up, just so beautiful.

Lin Mengxue naturally had no resistance to this expression like a spring breeze, her heart was pounding, and her breathing became short.

Meng Yuan gently wiped away her tears and helped her to stand up slowly, at this time, the sky was hung with bright moon and stars, and I saw the shadows in pairs.

In a blink of an eye, he helped her to the beach, listening to the sound of the sea constantly lapping against the shore, the sea breeze blowing, and there was even a burst of flowers.

Meng Yuan took Lin Mengxue's hand affectionately, warm, and even warmer was that he smiled like a spring breeze in March, and said, "Xue'er, think about why you are crying?" ”

"Xue'er" Lin Mengxue's heart beat heavily, he has never called himself "Xue'er", at most "Mengxue" or "Haiyan".

She looked at the man in front of her in a daze, both familiar and unfamiliar, and she couldn't say it clearly for a while.

He asked her why she was crying, and she shook her head, but she still couldn't remember.

Meng Yuan gently pointed to the sea in the night, and said, "Look at the sea, then close your eyes, think about it, why are you crying?!" ”

It sounds wonderful, like it came from heaven.

Lin Mengxue looked at this piece of sea, listening to the sound of the waves surging in the sea, and flashing tears in the moonlight.

She slowly closed her eyes and listened to the sound here, as if she heard the sound of the sea crying, the person who cried must not be herself, she must not be herself!

A magnetic, magical, voice came from her ear, which made Lin Mengxue recall everything little by little: "Xue'er, don't be afraid, don't run away, do you remember?" What happened today? Is Mom Crazy?! You're afraid your mom is going crazy! Right...... Don't worry, that will never happen......"

Her tears couldn't stop flowing, and she opened her eyes in a haze as if she saw the white-haired Ying

Jun is an immortal, but the next second he is Meng Yuan's appearance.

He held Lin Mengxue in his arms, which felt completely different from Meng Yuan in his previous dreams, with a heartbeat and body temperature.

She thought to herself that this ability to dream was really getting longer, and the sketch was so vivid.

He continued to say softly, "Cher, you know what? It's useless to run away, learn to face it and learn to be strong! Seeing you so sad, my heart is like a knife. ”

As he spoke, he hugged her tighter and harder, as if he wanted to fuse her with himself, which made it a little difficult for Lin Mengxue to breathe.

Lin Mengxue pushed him away vigorously and said, "Don't be like this, I'm out of breath." ”

Meng Yuan panicked: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry~~"

Lin Mengxue blushed, shook her head and said, "It's okay, it's okay!" ”

Meng Yuan sighed softly, as if he was embarrassed and a little embarrassed: "Uh...... There's a lighthouse over there, let's go sit and sit down! ”

"Okay!"

The two of them stepped on the beach and made a "rustling" sound, which was small and pleasant, deep and shallow, and felt so real.

Lin Mengxue muttered in her heart: "Isn't it a dream?" ”

He seemed to see through everything and said, "What's the matter?" What are you thinking? I wonder why I cried and didn't feel so sad. ”

Lin Mengxue looked at him and nodded, "Well, in fact, I figured it out this evening, but I don't know why I'm still crying in my dream, hehe......"

He said happily: "I actually laughed! It's good to see you smile! ”

She looked at her coquettishly vertically: "Teacher Meng......"

He didn't react at all, and he was embarrassed for a few seconds before he reacted, "um", and said, "You ...... you"

"I haven't dreamed of you in a long time!"

"I ...... Isn't that coming? ”

The sea breeze was blowing, with a burst of coolness, and the two of them walked slowly on the beach, which felt like falling into a honeypot!

He stroked her hair suddenly, it felt so real that she almost forgot it was in a dream, and she took a step back, too shy to step forward.

He laughed "hehe", stepped forward and took Lin Mengxue's hand, and ran towards the lighthouse.

The two ran to the lighthouse, sat down cross-legged against the wall, and a steamer swam by in the distance, making a "boom" whistle, and the ship was brightly lit, presumably a happy cruise ship.

In the past, dreams were monotonous, but today's dreams are so colorful and wonderful. is so real that Lin Mengxue also does her duty to Meng Yuan.

After the previous lesson, Lin Mengxue decided that she couldn't indulge at any time, even in her dreams.

He smiled, with a little confidence on his face, and said, "Beautiful! ”

"It's beautiful!"

"Are you feeling better?"

"I've always been in a good mood."

"Do you still need a disguise in front of me? You weren't ...... in your dreams before."

Lin Mengxue's face was for a while

Red, didn't he want to talk about kissing?

"No...... There is no ......"

"Is there really not? It's your dream, you can do whatever you want, like kiss me......" he laughs.

"Teacher Meng, you are a teacher, how can you be so frivolous?" Lin Mengxue said anxiously.

"Your dream, you call the shots, it's you who is frivolous, not me!" He continued to tease.

Lin Mengxue snorted angrily, pouted and said, "You bully me!" ”

He looked like he couldn't laugh or cry, and said, "I was in your dream, why did you bully you when you thought of me?" ”

"You're bullying me! Hum! ”

He laughed and said, "Okay, don't be angry, I'm sorry, I won't say you frivolous anymore in the future, although there is still a little bit of ......"

Hearing this, Lin Mengxue's face turned a little redder, and she turned around to refute him, but he thought she was going to beat him, so she ran away, and she chased after her.

He stopped suddenly, and she crashed into his arms, listening to his "plopping" heartbeat and the sound of gasping air.

He simply opened his hands and hugged her in his arms, and said meaningfully: "If only we would never be separated like this!" ”

Lin Mengxue looked up at his chin, wondering if this should be her own lines?

- Still competing with yourself for lines?

- What an operation!

- Is the gyrus different today?

He calmed down and said, "Fool, don't think about it, this is your dream!" You don't have to worry about whether it's a dream or reality in the future, I'll tell you, this is a dream, your dream! I exist because you need such a hug, you need comfort! ”

(End of chapter)