Qin Xiaotian walked on the campus with blank eyes, the cars passing by, the people jumping by, those youthful laughter, and the noise drifted past her ears, she couldn't hear it and didn't want to hear it. Now she just wants to hide in her own world, how much she wishes she was a turtle, so that she could hide in her shell without seeing anyone and their eyes! "Where is this?" She muttered to herself a little confused, and unconsciously walked into a shadow, and when she looked up, the scorching August sun shot into Qin Xiaotian's eyes through the gaps in the leaves, and there was a sore feeling. There are some ginkgo trees planted on the campus of Xiangcheng University, which are not climatic, and some are not tall, and the green ginkgo leaves can shade the sun in summer, and in winter, only the bare trees are left, thin and weak and look very withered. Qin Xiaotian likes the ginkgo biloba in autumn, a piece of gold, the posture of the ginkgo biloba swaying down with the wind, and the sound of swishing are very beautiful.

But now, Qin Xiaotian was standing in the shade of a tree looking up at the blue sky, the stinging sensation in her eyes intensified, and she wanted to fly back to the dormitory and hide in her room to cry freely. She, Qin Xiaotian, has just graduated from her senior year for more than a month, has no job, and was not admitted to the graduate school of her favorite major by only 2 points at the beginning of the year. The point is, just last night, her boyfriend, who had been in love with her for nearly 4 years, broke up with her!

Qin Xiaotian took a step, his steps getting faster and faster, ignoring the surprised eyes of passers-by, and rushed to rent a house. "Bang!" The moment he closed the door, tears burst into his eyes. Qin Xiaotian curled up on the chair, and he didn't know how long he had been crying. "Xiaotian, Xiaotian, are you there? It's time out for lunch! Or I'll help you cook! Lu Yunjing stood outside Qin Xiaotian's door and knocked tentatively, as a roommate and best friend, she knew that she must be locking herself in the room, since last night, Qin Xiaotian was wrong. I didn't say hello when I went out in the morning, and I didn't seem to eat breakfast, what's wrong with her?

"Xiaojing, I'm not going to eat, you guys go eat!" There was a faint sound from inside the door.

Yang Min hasn't come back yet, who is she going to eat with?! Lu Yunjing thought to herself. What the hell is wrong with this guy?

"Then I'll go to the cafeteria to eat, and I'll bring one for you by the way!" Lu Yunjing didn't wait for Qin Xiaotian to answer, she turned around and went out with the lunch box.

What to do? What to do? How do you talk to Xiao Jing and Yang Min? Qin Xiaotian got up and walked to the balcony, looking out the window at the green trees and the students in twos and threes. It's summer vacation now, and there are few people on campus, so the students who stay in school are basically students who are preparing for exams, part-time jobs, and internships. In her senior year, in order to review for the graduate school entrance examination, she and Lu Yunjing rented a three-bedroom house in the faculty dormitory at the entrance of the school, and Yang Min later joined the co-housing. Before I knew it, I had been living in a share house for a year.

Lu Yunjing was admitted to the graduate school of this major, the relationship is stable, her boyfriend graduated and returned to L City to work, although it is now two places, but the two of them have several sweet phone calls every day, as if they can sting Qin Xiaotian's heart. Many lovers have gone from freshman year to senior, and some have even broken the rumors of breaking up after graduation. And she, Qin Xiaotian, even suffered her first lovelorn when she was the most back! The depression in her heart can't be discharged, and not knowing what to do is her indescribable mood now.

Lu Yunjing gently turned the door lock open with the key, so she shouted happily: "Tian Tian, come out to eat!" I gave you your favorite eggplant! ”

Putting down the lunch box in her hand, Lu Yunjing knocked on the door again. No one agreed.

Countless words choked in her throat, wanting to vent, but there was no exit, Qin Xiaotian slowly opened the door, and at that moment she didn't know how to face it, although standing at the door was her friend who had known her for three years.

"Oh my God, what's wrong with you, Tian Tian?" Lu Yunjing was startled when she saw Qin Xiaotian, whose eyes were red and his face was swollen from crying.

Qin Xiaotian instinctively turned his face away, not wanting Lu Yunjing to see her lost soul. In the eyes of others, she Qin Xiaotian has always been cheerful and optimistic, like Xiaoqiang who can't be killed. Even when she learned that she had failed her beloved graduate program after a year of hard work, she was able to quickly regain her fighting spirit and shout, "Fight again next year!" But now, she doesn't know what the meaning of life is.

Lu Yunjing pulled Qin Xiaotian with one hand, she was afraid that Qin Xiaotian would turn his back and find words to prevaricate her. Turning Qin Xiaotian's body, Lu Yun looked at Qin Xiaotian calmly, and spit out a few words heavily: "Say, what's wrong?" ”

Qin Xiaotian didn't dare to raise her head, she was afraid that as soon as she raised her head, the tears of indisputability would flow down her cheeks. "I, I......" was like a thorn in his throat, and those words were always hard to say. I broke up with Xia Linhan. As soon as the word breakup came out, tears fell on the floor.

"What do you say? Parted? No way, you're playing with a child's temper again, right? Lu Yunjing breathed a sigh of relief, it's no wonder they will break up! She knows Qin Xiaotian too well, her little reserve, that bit of pride, and that bit of childishness, only Xia Linhan can stand it.

Xia Linhan chased Qin Xiaotian from his freshman year, ran from the city to their remote new campus every week, and insisted on sending a bouquet of flowers every week, never stopping. After a year like this, he opened his mouth to apply for love to Qin Xiaotian. Qin Xiaotian, a fool, struggled with the question of his brother and sister for a long time before agreeing. Xia Linhan is five years older than Qin Xiaotian, and when Qin Xiaotian entered college, he was already working, had a good and stable job, and his family was also solid. When Xia Linhan drove a car to pick up Qin Xiaotian, he also attracted the attention of his classmates at the same level on campus. Xia Linhan always held Qin Xiaotian like a brother doting on his sister, trying his best to meet any of her requirements, who knew that this guy had to inch in and often shouted at Xia Linhan at every turn, playing with children's tempers, sometimes ignoring others for a few days, and letting them run more than 20 kilometers through the entire city to see that he could also let Xia Linhan go back with a cold face. Every time Qin Xiaotian broke up, but Xia Linhan never agreed, and always coaxed her in a different way, she was really a spoiled girl.

"No, no, it's true this time." Qin Xiaotian choked up and couldn't continue, thinking of the bits and pieces of the past 4 years, I don't know where to start, so I broke up? Even she didn't believe it.

"This time it was he who proposed to break up." Qin Xiaotian finally squeezed out this sentence from his mouth tremblingly.

"Huh?! No way! Lu Yunjing suddenly felt that the situation was a bit serious. Why? Why did he suddenly propose to break up? Lu Yunjing was always a little unconvinced.

"I haven't paid attention to him for a long time, and yesterday he came to me, and we had a few arguments, and I was a little upset, so I said, 'Let's break up!' He didn't say anything, I thought he would not agree as before, but I didn't expect him to say, 'Okay, break up, I'm tired too!' Qin Xiaotian was surprised that he was able to finish last night's process in one breath.

"Cut, is this the breakup he mentioned? He just agreed to your offer. Lu Yunjing rolled her eyes, it was obvious that Qin Xiaotian had broken up and relied on Xia Linhan, this time Xia Linhan finally couldn't stand her wayward temper and agreed to break up, how could anyone break up with someone at every turn, which man could stand it. Except for the most powerful quarrel between her and Zhenyu who wanted to separate, she never mentioned the word "break up", which is taboo, how many times she has told Qin Xiaotian, she doesn't listen.

"How many times have I told you, don't keep mentioning breaking up, you will want to break up if you don't want to break up if you hear too much. Boss, you're 22, please be mature! Lu Yunjing put on a hard-working look again.

Qin Xiaotian sobbed, his head hung down and he couldn't lift it, and suddenly squatted down. Lu Yunjing was startled, she had never seen Qin Xiaotian cry like this, her heart softened, and she squatted down and hugged Qin Xiaotian. patted her on the back and comforted: "Xiaotian, don't cry, let's find another one after dividing it, find a better one than Xia Linhan!" He doesn't want you, he has people who want you. As soon as these words came out, Lu Yunjing felt that Xia Linhan was a little hateful.

Xia Linhan should know that Qin Xiaotian is a little girl with a knife mouth and a tofu heart and no city, how can he just agree to break up with Qin Xiaotian's brainless mindlessness? Doesn't he claim to love Qin Xiaotian a lot? Didn't he chase her and beat her up? Does he know that he hurt the innocent Xiaotian? Would he care about Xiaotian crying like this? Obviously, Xiaotian didn't sleep all night!

"Xiaotian, let's stop crying, let's eat something first! You definitely haven't eaten all day today. Lu Yunjing hugged Qin Xiaotian, Qin Xiaotian's joys, sorrows and sorrows could never be hidden, when she wanted to hide, she just didn't let others see her. Lu Yunjing felt a little sorry for this silly girl.

"I don't want to eat, you can eat quickly, the food is cold." Qin Xiaotian wiped the tears on his face with his hand and helped Lu Yunjing to stand up. The moment she stood up, her head was so dizzy, she forced herself to walk to the couch in the living room, sit down, and take a deep breath.

Lu Yunjing took the boxed lunch and handed it to Qin Xiaotian, Xiaotian shook his head, "Eat some, don't waste it!" Lu Yunjing ordered, Qin Xiaotian reluctantly took the box lunch, opened it and picked two mouthfuls of eggplant to eat, as soon as he ate it, he felt that everything was choked in his throat, his throat was extremely dry, and it was difficult to swallow, as if he was about to spit it out if he swallowed it. Qin Xiaotian put down the carton, sighed and said, "I can't eat it!" When I eat it, I want to vomit. Lu Yunjing stopped the spoon in her hand, looked at Qin Xiaotian and said, "You don't want to go on a hunger strike, do you?" It seems that falling out of love is really the best diet pill! ”