After receiving the personal information given to him by Qin Xiaotian, Na Chunming took a moment to come to the twelfth floor again with his things the next day, and knocked on the door of the office of the editor-in-chief of the "Great Considerable" weekly.

"Hello to the editor-in-chief, this is my classmate I mentioned to you before, she would like to come to the internship and exercise, this is her personal information, please take a look, and I hope you can give us young people a chance." Na Chunming lowered his head and bent his back slightly, and handed the information to the editor-in-chief with both hands.

Xiang Hong looked up at the young man in front of him and thought: This young man is very tenacious and righteous, who made him think so much? Thinking in his heart, he took the information in Chunming's hand and turned two pages. A girl's inch photo comes into view, no wonder, in order to please a female classmate?

"Is that your classmate?" Xiang Hong put down the information and asked.

"Yes, she is a student of Dan Teacher, and she has no internship experience in a newspaper, so she especially wants to come to intern, and I promised to help her inquire." Na Chunming's voice was not loud, but his mind was very resolute, that is, he needed to help Qin Xiaotian find an internship unit.

Xiang Hong nodded, "But Liqin's students? She muttered to herself. But Liqin is not unknowing, and it can even be said that she still has some friendship. Since Dan Liqin didn't mention it to her, it proves that either the female student didn't ask the tutor for help, or Dan Liqin didn't bother her. This Shunshui favor is better to give it away, and it can be regarded as buying Dan Liqin's face, he is always so high-minded, just as he was so arrogant when he rejected her.

Xiang Hong pondered for a moment, and Chunming stood uneasily in front of the table, his eyes only peeking at Xiang Hong's face from time to time, and he didn't know where to put his hand.

"Xiao Na, let's do it, our weekly has just been established, and there is indeed a shortage of people, but we need to be skilled and experienced, I think Qin Xiaotian, this girl, should have no relevant experience, you asked her to come to me next Monday to report, please prepare for it herself this week." She came over and started with the basics, and I would find a reporter to take her. You tell her that the preliminary work will be hard, and you need to prepare her mentally. Xiang Hong tapped lightly on the table.

When Na Chunming heard this, he was so grateful that he didn't know how to express it, so he quickly bowed and thanked him; "Xiang Editor-in-Chief, thank you, I'll tell her to prepare well when I go back, she is a very down-to-earth girl, I'm sure she will do a good job, thank you!" Na Chunming bowed again, pressed his joy and excitement vigorously, sorted out his expression and said goodbye to the editor-in-chief.

As soon as he came out of the twelfth floor, Na Chunming couldn't wait to call Qin Xiaotian immediately to report the good news, and when he thought that he had sneaked out of the twelfth floor to do personal business during working hours, he immediately went back to the office of the social section of the daily newspaper. He is now in the learning stage, he is a screw, where he needs to go. He dabbled in the social, political, and educational editions.

At noon, Qin Xiaotian was about to climb into bed to take a nap when his mobile phone rang.

"Hey, Xiaotian, I have good news for you!" Na Chunming shouted excitedly.

"What's the good news?" Qin Xiaotian frowned and searched his mind for any possible good news, but no result was found.

"You can do an internship at the newspaper!" That Chunming really wanted to kiss the phone.

"Huh? Are you sure? Where is it? Qin Xiaotian's eyes widened and his mouth opened wide, with a look of disbelief.

"It's the next newly established weekly magazine of the newspaper group, which focuses on fashion and entertainment, and also has a social and financial section, although it is a bit different from the social reporter you want to be, but at least you can come in to understand the situation and enter the industry." Na Chunming's voice regained some calm.

"What kind of weekly?" Qin Xiaotian asked excitedly and a little nervously.

"The name of the weekly is "Considerable", and now it has just been established, and the first issue has not yet been published, and it is expected to start publishing next month, so the editor-in-chief asked me to tell you to be mentally prepared, it may be very painful, and you can only start from the most basic." Na Chunming's tone was a little uneasy, first, he was worried that Qin Xiaotian would not like the job of this weekly internship, and second, he was worried that Qin Xiaotian would work too hard.

"Really? What are you afraid of if you work hard, I'm a newcomer who doesn't know anything, and it's right to start from the bottom. Qin Xiaotian has no room to pick now, and it is thankful that a newspaper is willing to accept her.

"Thank you, Chunming, for helping me so much." Qin Xiaotian was a little apologetic.

"What to say, what's polite, I said I'll help you inquire a long time ago." That Chunming didn't like to make Qin Xiaotian feel indebted to him.

"Did you ask me for my personal information yesterday to help me find the editor-in-chief and submit my resume?" Qin Xiaotian knew why he was in such a hurry to ask her for personal information.

"Yes, the editor-in-chief proposed it, and it is necessary for the employer to know the intern!" Na Chunming breathed a sigh of relief.

"Thanks, I'll look it up online and get ready. By the way, when can I register for an internship? Qin Xiaotian asked.

"Look at me, I forgot to tell you when I was excited, I will report to the editor-in-chief next Monday, and I suggest you go early in the morning to make a good impression." Na Chunming gave a reasonable suggestion.

"Okay, then I'll report to the editor-in-chief as soon as I get to work next Monday." Qin Xiaotian replied very simply.

"Come with me then, the editorial office of the weekly is on the 12th floor, and I will point you to the office at that time, and you can go in and report by yourself." By the way, the editor-in-chief's surname is Xiang, and she is a strong woman with a lot of temperament and aura. Na Chunming remembered that he forgot to introduce the editor-in-chief, and it was necessary to let Qin Xiaotian know first.

"What's the editor-in-chief's name?" Qin Xiaotian wanted to know more about the editor-in-chief in advance, maybe he could search for it through the Internet.

"Xiang Hong."

"Okay, I see, thanks! By the way, do you have time for the night? I treat you to dinner and thank you for your help. Qin Xiaotian wanted to express his gratitude.

"You're welcome, you should. I'm afraid I don't have time tonight, so I may have to catch up with the teacher's manuscript at the newspaper. If you really want to ask for it, please leave it until the weekend. Na Chunming laughed on the other end of the phone.

"Okay, let's make an appointment for the weekend first!" After saying goodbye, the two hung up the phone. Qin Xiaotian's internship was finally settled, and he finally put down a stone in his heart.

Climbed into bed and lay down, Hu Xiaojuan's voice sounded.

"Xiaotian, so you've found an internship?"

"Yes, just now Na Chunming said that he helped me find a newly founded weekly magazine that could accept me for an internship. I won't pick, I will familiarize myself with the industry environment first. Qin Xiaotian sighed.

"It's okay, it's better than having no place to intern, go to see the situation first, and then you can go to other newspapers for internships when you are familiar with the environment, so you have experience." Hu Xiaojuan comforted.

"yes, that's what I thought, too." Qin Xiaotian closed his eyes.

Tian Li is not here, she went out with Chen Shaoyu, and recently she and Chen Shaoyu have become closer and closer, especially after she went to the Legal Daily for an internship, she often asked Chen Shaoyu for questions, and the law firm where Chen Shaoyu interned also provided consulting services for the Legal Daily.

In the past few days, Qin Xiaotian has been looking for all kinds of information on the Internet, including Xiang Hong's, and the upcoming "Da Youzao" weekly related publicity information, Yuan Dutian's matter, she shook her head and wanted to put it aside for the time being. When she was in the library, she received a text message from Lu Yunjing, who asked her if she had time on the weekend, and she wanted to come over to take a look, and by the way, it was inconvenient for her to spend the night in their dormitory. Qin Xiaotian rubbed his temples, thinking that Lu Yunjing must have encountered something, so he replied to her and asked her to come and play with confidence.

On Saturday, Lu Yunjing simply packed her things and took a car to Yunshan University. Qin Xiaotian was waiting for her at the bus stop.

"Xiaojing, at noon, I invite you to eat in our cafeteria, let you taste the canteen meals of different schools, and I will take you and one of my classmates to eat together in the evening, how about it?" Qin Xiaotian took Lu Yunjing's hand and asked intimately.

"It's all right, your territory is yours." Lu Yunjing smiled faintly.

"The classmate we ate with at night was a boy?" Lu Yunjing tilted her head and looked at Qin Xiaotian with interest.

"Yes, I mentioned it to you, Na Chunming. Thanks to him for helping me find an internship newspaper, I said before that I would invite him to dinner on the weekend to thank him, and you just happened to come over again, so we ate together. Qin Xiaotian patted Lu Yunjing's arm.

"Oh-the guy who likes you? It seems that he is still very interesting to you, and he will help you find an internship. Lu Yunjing's words were meaningful.

"Don't add fuel to the fire, I have already rejected him, he helped because he promised me to help me find an internship unit. You are not allowed to talk nonsense at night. Qin Xiaotian looked anxious, afraid that Lu Yunjing would misunderstand.

"Look at you in a hurry, I didn't say how the two of you are, really, just treat him as helping ordinary friends and classmates." Lu Yunjing shook her head; "Aren't you deceiving yourself, you know that people like you."

"Yun Jing!" Qin Xiaotian called Lu Yunjing very seriously, stopped, and looked at Lu Yunjing with a slight anger.

"Got it, got it, didn't say it." Lu Yunjing had no choice but to surrender.

"Why did you finally remember to come and see me?" Qin Xiaotian changed the subject.

"Why, I'm not welcome to come and see you?" Lu Yunjing glanced at Qin Xiaotian.

"Welcome, welcome, how can you not be welcome." Qin Xiaotian smiled flatteringly.

"Nie Yuanfei and I broke up completely! That's why I came to you. Lu Yunjing had a calm face, and her voice sounded a little cold.

"Huh? It's true? Qin Xiaotian also knew how exaggerated his expression was and how incredible his performance was, but he was secretly happy for Lu Yunjing in his heart. A man like Nie Yuanfei should stay away.

"What's going on?" Qin Xiaotian asked cautiously.

"Let's talk about it later, let's go to your dorm first." Lu Yunjing dragged Qin Xiaotian forward.

The dormitory door opened, and Tian Li and Hu Xiaojuan were reading magazines and reading information on their laptops.

"Bell, bell, bell! Two dear roommates, this is my good friend Lu Yunjing, whom I often mention to you, who is going to borrow our dormitory for one night today. As soon as Qin Xiaotian entered the dormitory, he pulled Lu Yunjing into the middle of the dormitory and introduced Hu Xiaojuan and Tian Li.

Tian Li hurriedly got up, and Hu Xiaojuan sat on the chair and turned her body around.

"Welcome, I often hear Xiaotian mention you. Our dorm is a bit messy, don't mind. Tian Li went up and shook Lu Yunjing's hand.

"I'm embarrassed to disturb you, and I've often heard Xiaotian mention you that she's lucky to have two pretty nice roommates." Lu Yunjing said with a smile.

"By the way, I brought you something to eat." Lu Yunjing took off her backpack, opened the zipper and took out two bags of Burmese milk tea and three bags of dried fruits and put them on the table between Tian Li and Hu Xiaojuan. She turned around to look at her computer.

Tian Li smiled and took the things handed to her by Lu Yunjing, and said happily: "Oh, you are too polite, just come and play, we are very casual." ”

"It's nothing, it's also border food brought by a friend from Yunnan, and everyone eats it together." Lu Yunjing waved his hand.

"It won't be brought by He Zhenyu again, right?" Qin Xiaotian blurted out.

Lu Yunjing glanced at Qin Xiaotian and did not answer.

Qin Xiaotian didn't ask any more questions, dragged a stool and put it next to his desk, and said, "Xiaojing, sit here." ”

Lu Yunjing put down her bag and sat on a stool to look at Qin Xiaotian's dormitory. The dormitory is a bit messy, but it's pretty clean, there are several clothes piled up on the back of Hu Xiaojuan's stool, the table is quite clean, nothing is placed, Tian Li's table and stool are relatively clean, Qin Xiaotian's stool is also hung with clothes, and there are skin care products and books on the table. Lu Yunjing secretly laughed in her heart: Qin Xiaotian is still the same, and he doesn't know how to clean up at all.

"Xiaojuan, Tian Li, do you want to go to the cafeteria to eat together later?" Qin Xiaotian sent out an invitation.

"I'm going to dinner with my aunt and her family later, and they'll pick me up later." Tian Li looked down at her watch. Qin Xiaotian sometimes really envies Tian Li, she always has so many relatives and friends to find, and she always looks sunny and optimistic.

"I'm waiting for Senior Brother Rong's call, hehe." Hu Xiaojuan turned her head and laughed dryly.

"Hmph, you only know your Senior Brother Rong every day." Qin Xiaotian glared at Hu Xiaojuan, and scolded in his heart: This beautiful woman who forgets her friends.

"Every time I ask you to dinner, you always have something to do." Qin Xiaotian sighed at the ceiling.

Lu Yunjing patted her lightly, and said with a wicked smile: "Hey, you don't treat me as a human being?" ”

When Qin Xiaotian heard this, he opened his arms and hugged Lu Yunjing and said coquettishly: "How dare you, you are the best for me, and you are willing to accompany me to dinner." As soon as these words came out, Hu Xiaojuan and Tian Li both shook their bodies, Qin Xiaotian was too numb.

At noon, Qin Xiaotian took Lu Yunjing to the student cafeteria for dinner, and after the meal, the two walked on Ginkgo Road and Cherry Blossom Road. The begonias in the Begonia Garden have bloomed, and the small pink and red flowers are blooming brightly, and the two of them can walk through the forest and smell the faint fragrance of grass and flowers blown by the wind.

"It is worthy of Yunshan University, the environment is first-class, but it is much better than Xiangcheng University." Lu Yunjing sighed.

"I think Xiangcheng University is also very good!" Qin Xiaotian didn't want to make too many comparisons with the two schools he had studied.

"It's inferior to here!" Lu Yunjing gently shook the begonia branch, shaking off a rain of petals.

"Xiao Jing, keep some virtue, people's flowers are blooming well, you have to shake them off." Qin Xiaotian was dissatisfied.

"It's going to fall after all, don't you know that 'turning into silt is better for protecting flowers'?" Lu Yunjing's voice was distant and mournful.

"What's wrong, Xiaojing?" Qin Xiaotian looked at her, not knowing how to answer. Today, even today, Qin Xiaotian is not coquettish with Lu Yunjing, but he wants to call her Xiaojing all the time.

"Let's go, is there a coffee shop near your school? Grab a coffee pick-me-up. Lu Yunjing retracted her thoughts and asked Qin Xiaotian with a smile.

"There's a good coffee, I'll take you there." Qin Xiaotian took Lu Yunjing's hand. When I passed through the cherry blossom road, I realized that it was almost April, and the cherry blossoms were in full bloom.

"It is estimated that the cherry blossoms will bloom in the next two weeks, so you will come to our school to enjoy the cherry blossoms again?" Qin Xiaotian asked Lu Yunjing.

"Okay, I like to watch cherry blossoms, but it's a pity that even if it's in full swing, it loses quickly."

Qin Xiaotian felt that Lu Yunjing was like a philosopher today, and what she said was a pun.

The café Qin Xiaotian said is outside the north gate of the school, Hu Xiaojuan once brought her and Tian Li here, and the coffee here is freshly ground coffee, which is more distinctive, and it can also be taken out.

"Shall we drink here or take it out to school?" Qin Xiaotian asked for Lu Yunjing's opinion.

"Go to school, I like to be in touch with nature." Lu Yunjing replied.

"And what do you drink?" Qin Xiaotian asked.

"Mocha."

"A cup of cappuccino and mocha, thank you." Qin Xiaotian turned to the handsome little guy who ordered, and at the same time began to dig out his wallet to pay.

After a while, there was the sound of a machine grinding coffee beans inside, and then the aroma of coffee beans wafted out from inside, and this fragrance knew that it was bitter when you smelled it. Qin Xiaotian didn't understand why some people liked to drink black coffee, the kind that was bitter and astringent.

The two of them held hot coffee in their hands and walked in the direction of the school, without saying a word all the way.

Walking into the cherry blossom road, take a closer look, there are already many pink, red, and white cherry blossoms on the trees, and the flowers are clustered, and the dazzling rose red of the demon Ye makes people feel a little trance in the wind.

"Look, the cherry blossoms are already blooming." Qin Xiaotian looked up at the tall branches.

"yes!" Lu Yunjing looked up at the clear blue sky. Today the weather is very good, the air is fresh, the sun is not dazzling, the sky is very blue, the clouds are light and the wind is light.

The two of them found a clean stone table and a stone bench and sat down. On the surrounding stone benches, couples are whispering intimately, students are reading, and groups of children are laughing and passing by.

"Nie Yuanfei and I are completely finished, and I proposed it." Lu Yunjing took a sip of hot mocha and looked into the distance.

"It's okay, if only you figured it out." Qin Xiaotian didn't know how to comfort Lu Yunjing, who seemed to have experienced great joy and sorrow, and was heartbroken and calm. This peace is a kind of dead peace, a peace that closes the door of one's heart.

"I felt like my heart was dead, the time you came to school at the end of last year to look for me. I really don't feel like I've seen anyone. Lu Yunjing still didn't look at Qin Xiaotian.

"Xiaojing, don't say that, you've always been a good girl, everyone knows it." Qin Xiaotian looked at Lu Yunjing.

"I originally thought that Nie Yuanfei and I could hold on for a while and recover. A few of us had a happy Christmas, but during the Spring Festival, I heard from his roommate that he actually went to another girl's city. Later, I asked him for verification, and at first he didn't admit it, but unexpectedly, after several forced questions, he actually admitted it, and said that he wanted me to leave him alone too much, and he had nothing to do with that girl. You say, "How can I believe?" Lu Yunjing smiled bitterly.

"Nie Yuanfei, it's not people like you and me who can afford to provoke me." Qin Xiaotian sighed.

"Yes! It's just that I don't know what blindfolded me at the time, so I had to be with him, and in the end, it was myself who was hurt. Lu Yunjing's face was very serene, and Qin Xiaotian couldn't help but feel distressed when he looked at it.

"I thought about it a lot at home during the winter vacation, and after thinking about it for a long time, I decided to break up with him. When school started, he came to me like nothing had happened, I don't even know how he could do this? Lu Yunjing continued to say to herself.

"I've hesitated and wavered, after all...... You know. But I really can't bear that he goes to other girls from time to time, and maybe even other girls treat him like boyfriends, and just last month, I finally had a complete outbreak. You can't imagine that I can smash things, and I myself am scared by myself. Lu Yunjing smiled faintly.

"I grabbed a teacup and threw it at him, not at him, but at the ground, and the teacup immediately shattered into many pieces, and I can hear the sound of the ground falling to the ground. That voice was the sound of my heart breaking. Qin Xiaotian gently shook Lu Yunjing's hand, Lu Yunjing had endured so much mental torture, but she only told her afterwards, it can be seen how painful she was, so painful that she just wanted to carry it by herself.

"I saw text messages with another girl on his phone, I didn't have this habit, after being with him for a long time, because there were too many rumors, I didn't know what was going on, I just wanted to see what he was doing, so occasionally I would take advantage of him not paying attention to look at his phone. I happened to see his chat text with another girl that day, and I guess I found out before he could delete it. I couldn't bear it anymore, I felt that if I couldn't get out of this relationship, one day I would be driven crazy, I would not be the same person I was, I couldn't let myself sink anymore, I had to make a break. Lu Yunjing paused.

"That day, I cried and said that I broke up, told him that I couldn't stand it, he hugged me and said sorry, but my heart was cold, as if it was frozen, my whole body would only tremble, and my hands were so cold that I couldn't cover it hot. He said he didn't want me to suffer for him, and it was okay to be separated, but he still wanted to take care of me, and I couldn't laugh or cry. The next day I was sick with a high fever. He came to see me a few times, but I didn't want to see him. Later, He Zhenyu found out, so he asked for leave from the unit and came to take care of me for two days, and scolded me. You don't know, when I scolded Zhenyu, the words pierced my heart, and I cried in addition to crying when I hid in the quilt. I don't want to see people, I don't want to talk, I want to disappear. So I didn't get in touch with you. After a long speech that seemed to be a century in the past, Lu Yunjing took a few more sips of coffee, and looked at the bewitching cherry blossoms above her head with empty eyes.

"I'm wondering if I'm like this cherry blossom, the most beautiful years have bloomed, and then they have withered, and I don't know how to love and no longer dare to love." Lu Yunjing experienced an emotional robbery, and was hurt too deeply, and after realizing it, she seemed to look down on her feelings a lot.

"Xiaojing, we're all still young, aren't we? It's just an experience in life, an unpleasant experience, but who knows what and who will meet us in the future? Maybe you will meet a man who heals you and helps you heal! Qin Xiaotian clenched Lu Yunjing's hand.

"What is love? I feel like I don't know more and more about love. Lu Yunjing pulled out her hand and sighed.

"Yes, when I was young, I had a crush on a boy who died and thought it was love, and the joy and romance of first love thought it was love, and it ended in tragedy, and I still don't understand what love is. You can't give up love because of this, you may feel that you won't love anymore when you're in a low mood of pain and sadness, and you don't want to love anymore, just like when I broke up with Xia Linhan, but time is the best medicine, it can heal a lot of pain and forget a lot of memories, so after a long time, I feel like I've recovered my vitality again, as if I can love again. Xiaojing, you will slowly get better. Qin Xiaotian also thought about what love was when he broke up, but he never had an answer.

"So, you're back now? Want to start a new relationship? Lu Yunjing turned her head to look at Qin Xiaotian with an inquiring smile.

"No, I'm not ready." Qin Xiaotian's eyes lowered, avoiding Lu Yunjing's inquiring eyes, his mind was a little flustered, and Yuan Dutian's face flashed in his mind.

"Actually, I don't know if I should accept it or not." Qin Xiaotian decided to explain to Lu Yunjing honestly.

"It's not that Chunming, which man is it?" Lu Yunjing was curious.

"Yes, yes......" Qin Xiaotian couldn't speak, Lu Yunjing's eyes kept forcing her, so that she had to confess Yuan Dutian.

"It's a teacher." Qin Xiaotian spit out a few words with difficulty.

"Teacher? Are you guys? Lu Yunjing was obviously surprised.

"No, it's from law school." Qin Xiaotian knew that he couldn't hide it, so he described several unpleasant encounters between her and Yuan Dutian, and Yuan Dutian's trip to her hometown during the Spring Festival. Lu Yunjing listened very carefully, but frowned from time to time.

"And what are you going to do now?" Lu Yunjing asked.

"I don't know, I didn't think about it. I don't know if I should start, I don't know if it will end like my first relationship, I don't know if I can stand the strange eyes of others, and I don't know if I can be a good girlfriend. Qin Xiaotian was full of doubts about himself.

"You haven't even started yet, so many questions you don't know, how can you continue?" Lu Yunjing thinks that Qin Xiaotian is not ready to accept a new relationship, and it may be a relationship that will be controversial and criticized.

"Do you like him?" Lu Yunjing also believes that this is the key, the feeling of love will always overwhelm people at a certain moment, make him succumb, no matter how rational a person is, he will not be spared, there will always be a moment when he will be restrained by love, break through the obstacles of reason, and enter an illusory and real love mode.

"I don't know, I'm not sure, but there is a voice in my heart that tells me that I want to be close to him, I think I like him, but there are too many constraints that make me afraid to accept and get closer." Qin Xiaotian's self-analysis.

"Then you either stop having contact with him as soon as possible and completely cut off your thoughts, otherwise, depending on your situation, you will fall into it one day. What it looks like makes me curious and want to see it. Lu Yunjing really wanted to see what kind of magic this teacher had to seduce female students.

"Look at what you said, didn't you just make me stop thinking about it, why do you want to see him yourself?" Qin Xiaotian was a little annoyed.

"I'm not trying to do it for you!" Lu Yunjing said with a smile.

"What about He Zhenyu? Didn't I give you a souvenir again? Qin Xiaotian quickly changed the topic.

"He is going to study as a graduate student in Xiangcheng, and he will come over once a month starting in September this year." Lu Yunjing lowered her head and played with her fingers.

"Then you ......" Qin Xiaotian didn't know whether to ask or not.

"We? I don't know. The last time I was sick and he came to take care of me, I don't think he dislikes me, but I feel sad, if I stay with him again, will I feel that I owe him for the rest of my life and want to compensate him? If so, will I become humble? Lu Yunjing also had doubts and uneasiness in her heart.

"He still wants to continue to be nice to you?" Qin Xiaotian didn't think too much about what He Zhenyu thought? Knowing that his ex-girlfriend had a relationship with another man, he was able to accept it generously, is this the legendary true love?

"He said he would wait for me until the day I figured it out. But I haven't thought about it now, I always feel that being with him is peace of mind and stability, but I am faintly afraid of the attack of old injuries, or he mentions old things, if you want to keep it secret, I am afraid that this kind of life will not be easy. Lu Yunjing thought very clearly.

"Then leave him alone, let him be good to you if he wants to be good to you, it's better to have someone to love than no one to hurt." Qin Xiaotian didn't seem to care, she always thought that it was a good thing for someone to love and hurt, and rarely thought that love needed to be reciprocated.

"You think it's that simple? What would he think if he kept giving and I didn't respond? He will think: I have paid so much for you, and you still don't want me, it's really unreasonable! Wouldn't that make me more stressed? "Lu Yunjing is sometimes more transparent and empathetic than Qin Xiaotian.

"That's right, so what should I do?" Qin Xiaotian didn't have a point.

"That's the only way to go, he doesn't come often anyway, I have to figure out my thoughts and intentions first, and then consider whether I can start with him again." Lu Yunjing actually had a plan in her heart.

The wind blows through the hair, cheeks, the backs of the hands, and the clothes, and the wind can blow many things, but it can't blow away the melancholy. Most of the time we don't know how to love, and we don't know when we can meet the right person at the right time, and every parting can only comfort ourselves with meeting the wrong person at the wrong time, meeting the right person at the wrong time, or meeting the wrong person at the right time. Qin Xiaotian came out of these words in his heart, but he couldn't say them.

"We are always looking for a romantic, comfortable love, but in the end all we are left with regrets, maybe it would be nice to find someone who is suitable for everyone. When you are young, love can be uncompromising, but there may be a marriage that can be compromised. Lu Yunjing looked straight ahead and said slowly.

"What do you mean? Do you want to get married? Qin Xiaotian didn't quite understand Lu Yunjing's thoughts at the moment.

"Who doesn't want a love to blossom and sail to the end of happiness, and so do I. Sometimes I wonder if I am too demanding, the princes and princesses in fairy tales are just happy together and it is over, but the life after being together is never mentioned, maybe the love will be gone after marriage, all the firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar tea and quarrels are left, anyone, until the end of life, how can you know if you are happy or not? Qin Xiaotian felt that Lu Yunjing was not like the previous Xiaojing, like a great realization after a heartache, and he saw everything in the world through and looked down on it. Qin Xiaotian felt that Lu Yunjing was very dangerous like this.

"Xiaojing, don't be so pessimistic. The happiness of marriage depends on many aspects, but the premise is that the person must be suitable and like, firewood, rice, oil and salt can also be plain or a little romantic, you are still young, do you need to think about so many things in the future? Qin Xiaotian wanted to pull Lu Yunjing back from her pessimistic mood.

"I haven't thought about it much, it's just that I've been thinking too much lately, and some strange ideas pop up from time to time, and I'm a little more enlightened, don't you mind." Lu Yunjing retracted her eyes.

"Of course I don't mind, it's just that you talk like a little fairy girl preaching, it's not like you. Even if you want to be enlightened, you have to wait a few years, now is the time to enjoy your youth. Youth is beyond this village and there is no such shop, we have to thank us for a few years of youth to squander a little. Qin Xiaotian chuckled.

Lu Yunjing also smiled. Yes, the tail of youth is in the not-too-distant future.

In the evening, Qin Xiaotian invited Lu Yunjing and Na Chunming to eat at a Hunan restaurant near the school. During the banquet, Na Chunming gave full play to his humorous and empathetic nature, which made the two girls laugh, and Lu Yunjing gave a high evaluation to Na Chunming, saying that he was a man who took care of the overall situation, was humorous, and would think about others. Lu Yunjing didn't understand why Qin Xiaotian didn't like Na Chunming, not every girl was blessed with such a good boy as Chunming.