"So, you tell me that you didn't do this paper yesterday." Zhao Yan looked at the boy standing in front of her and felt angry.

"Do you think that's a reason, Cheng Miao, is this a reason? You're already a senior in high school, and you still want me to tell you such a simple truth? ”

"You think your laziness is nothing, but do you know that all things that seem difficult need to be done step by step."

"And your inertia is also accumulated day after day, I know that you are tired, and I don't have to force you to do something."

"It's just, Cheng Miao, you should know very well in your own heart, sometimes, if you don't force yourself, there is really no one to help you, no matter how anxious I am, it is useless for me to be anxious, your ideals need to be realized by yourself."

"You have to give a lot during this period, but you shouldn't give up because you don't have enough strength and it's difficult to finish."

Zhao Yan couldn't help but sigh as she spoke, seeing that Young Jian was standing there with his head down, as if he couldn't bear to blame him anymore.

"Think about it yourself, should you do this, when you came to this school, your grades were not bad, but why, you are in such a position now?"

"Don't you think you should reflect on yourself? Have you ever taken Qingbei's dream to heart? ”

"Still, you're just deceiving yourself over and over again, and you know you can't do it, so you can effortlessly and not take all the previous insistence in your eyes."

"But do you feel worthy of yourself by doing this? Where did you put all the effort you put in for so many years? ”

"It's always easy to do something like this, you just need to be a little more inert, and you can easily destroy yourself."

"You don't even need any other reason, just let yourself fall, but are you willing?"

"Don't you forget how you got here, and what are you doing here?" Zhao Yan looked at the young man's eyes becoming more and more serious, and his tone was a little more calm.

"I haven't forgotten, and I've never thought of giving up, never." Cheng Miao said, and his eyes were suddenly confused by something crystalline.

It's just that he endured it again, wanting to hold himself back, he wasn't so fragile, and he shouldn't be so fragile.

"I know what I've come here for, it's just that I'm tired, I'm really tired, I want to catch my breath." The boy's voice was low, as if he had lost his confidence.

Zhao Yan also answered the young man's words for a long time, and the woman just pursed her lips slightly.

"You go back, Cheng Miao, I don't want to say anything more if it's superfluous, think about it yourself, what should you do next? How can I give myself an explanation? ”

Zhao Yan's words were very light, but they were enough to make him feel depressed, and he held the report card in his hand, and his head hung lower.

He didn't want to look at her eyes, he just bit his lower lip tightly, pushing harder and harder, as if trying to bite it away.

When he walked out of the office, Cheng Miao felt that he couldn't hold back his tears anymore, just thinking about the beads that had broken the thread, which were constantly pouring out, and the eyes became more and more hollow, as if they had lost their lustre.

It's been a long time since he's rested well, but it's only been a result.

It's ridiculous to say, it seems, he is the stupidest person in the world, he looks strong, in fact, no one knows how fragile he is like this, just a few short words, it is enough to hook his tears.

It's just that this is in school, no one cares if he is happy or not, his ranking is just a little brighter, and no one cares about the rest.

No one cared about his expression now, whether he was crying or laughing was not that important anymore, and even when the boy returned to the dormitory, no one would notice his red eyes.

They just buried their heads in writing their own questions, and yes, who cares about a student like him.

He walked to the edge of his bed but didn't mean to sit down, but pushed the books on his bedside table to the ground, and the boy threw the pages rather carelessly, as if venting his frustration.

It's just that Cheng Miao's series of actions inevitably became a little louder, which caused dissatisfaction among his roommates, "What are you doing, don't you see us studying?" You won't be a little lighter. ”

"That's it, Cheng Miao, you're fine, what are you throwing books for, if you don't want to learn, our children have to learn."

He bit his lip tightly and didn't speak for a long time, just let the tears in his eyes fall uncontrollably, Cheng Miao began to sob, but he didn't dare to cry.

So he just endured it and pressed back all the grievances in his heart, but the boy's incessant sobbing still caused dissatisfaction in the dormitory.

"Hey, I said, we're working on a question, why are you crying. It's not annoying for you to be like this. ”

It turned out that in any corner of this school, he would feel like an outsider, Cheng Miao didn't speak again, it was a kind of embarrassment, he walked out of the door silently, as if nothing had happened.

The boy came alone in the hallway. He felt that he was too tired, so he simply sat down in the corner, and he leaned there, tears falling down his eyes.

"What's wrong with you? Why are you crying? Su Wenbin patted him lightly on the shoulder, as if waiting for Cheng Miao's answer.

It's just that the young man didn't say anything, just shook his head silently, but his slightly immature face was an indescribable sadness.

"Don't sit on the ground, it's so cold, go, go back to the dormitory with me." Wen Bin said that he went to pull Brother Miao's arm, trying to pull him up from the ground.

But Cheng Miao was unusually stubborn, not only was he reluctant to get up, but he also broke free from him one by one, for such a move, Wen Bin could only sigh silently.

"Well, since you don't want to get up, I'll have to sit with you for a while." Wen Bin couldn't help but say in a more meaningful tone, and then sat down beside the young man.

Cheng Miao didn't say a word, of course, Su Wenbin didn't seem to care so much, he just sat quietly on the side, looking at the young man's side face from time to time, "What's wrong with you?" Why are you so unhappy? ”

Seeing that Cheng Miao didn't answer himself, Wen Bin just said to himself, "Isn't it, I failed the exam again?" ”

"Then you're going to cry? I think it's good that you just have to do your best, there's really no need to think about it so much, what do you think? ”

The boy's tone softened again unconsciously, as if to comfort him.

"In your eyes, I'm not particularly bad. My grades have been pulling back the class several times, and besides, I haven't worked hard as you, and my mental capacity is so poor. ”

Brother Miao's voice couldn't help but lower as he spoke, his eyes looked helpless, and the tears in his eyes were about to overflow.

"No, how can you think that, Cheng Miao." Su Wenbin suddenly became a little anxious when he saw his abnormal performance.

"You're really not as bad as you say you are? And, actually, we like your personality a lot, they may not be in a good mood today, that's why they say things like this to you. ”

"I don't think they meant it, so don't take it to heart."

"Then why? They all snubbed me. It made me feel like a failure, and in this school, I was alone, as if I couldn't do anything well. ”

"My grades have fallen, I don't know how to communicate with others, I'm a wooden person, and I don't know how to deal with the relationship between classmates."

"Cheng Miao, it's just that you think so, in fact, you are really much better than you think."

"It's just that the pressure has been too much lately, and you always put yourself in a state of tiredness, so you have such an illusion."

"Actually, it's not a big deal, you just need to adjust yourself, you will feel that you are not worse than others, most of the time, you are still great."

"What if I can't adjust? Will I continue to be in the doldrums like this until the college entrance examination. ”

His eyes were dim, mixed with a little nervousness, and for some reason, he just didn't have confidence in himself.

And the weakness of his mentality can't blame him, it's just that he has experienced too many setbacks, and it is natural that he doubts himself.

"No, you have to believe in yourself, you are just tired for a while, you will not let this emotion continue, you will definitely be able to save yourself from such negative emotions."

Su Wenbin couldn't help patting Cheng Miao's shoulder as he spoke.

"If you still feel that you can't adjust yourself, you might as well do something positive to divert your attention, and don't think about this mess of bad things yet."

"Why don't we go play ball together this weekend, or pick out a movie you like, I think it's a good way to relieve stress." Su Wenbin's voice softened more and more as he spoke.

"If you think it's too much of a waste of time to do this, then it's better for us to go for a walk in the playground, don't always think about brushing up on the questions, put this matter aside first, perhaps, you can get a better result, what do you say?"

"Well, I don't want to think about it anymore." Cheng Miao said, his voice became calm unconsciously, the boy seemed to be tired of crying, and he didn't want to cry anymore.

"Your proposal is very good, why don't we go play together this weekend."

Su Wenbin couldn't help but sigh when he heard Cheng Miao's words, "You finally figured it out, okay, I promise you." ”