"Do you really want to expand the enrollment of the Japanese language club?" Eucalyptus looked at Bei Chen, who was standing in front of him, and unconsciously had a somewhat more skeptical tone, "Otherwise, what do you think?" ”

Beichen didn't know why Yan Yu questioned himself, but he was amused by his behavior. "Why do I do it now, do you have to ask again? You have no faith in me? ”

"Not really." Eucalyptus said, and a smile couldn't help but appear on the white and fat face.

"I just think it's a bit abrupt that you did this, because you've never told me before that you had such an idea, and now it's so abrupt to say it all of a sudden." Fat Eucalyptus couldn't help but purse his lower lip as he spoke.

Beichen was still lying on the hospital bed a few days ago, but now he looks like a dragon and a tiger, which is really admirable, the young man's self-healing ability is too strong.

So much so that he doesn't seem to have any differences with normal people today, and it seems that he has restrained his overly dark side again.

But it will make people feel terrible, he He Beichen looks different from ordinary people when he is normal and sunny, but the side that turns decadent is also unbearable.

"Beichen." Yan Yan looked at him and felt cautious, "Have you healed from your recent injuries?" He didn't know what his ministry was supposed to ask the teenager such a personal question, but he asked anyway.

Because he is very concerned about his health, even more than himself. "Alright." He replied very lightly, and he didn't know if he was telling a lie.

"Why are you asking me such a question, isn't that good for me?"

Bei Chen couldn't help but wonder a little as he spoke, when did Eucalyptus start to become like this, what is the difference between him and a little girl.

"Oh, it's okay, I just wanted to ask." Seeing that He Beichen decided himself, such a scene was inevitably a little embarrassing, "During this time, I see that you are also tired, so I just want to show my concern." ”

Fat Eucalyptus's words were very clear, but He Beichen heard a little different.

"Are you worried that something will happen to me?" He didn't feel like he should cover up anything. Instead, they dragged their ideas straight out.

"Oh, that." Seeing that his little caution was punctured by Beichen, he didn't know what to do, so the boy just giggled on the side, and he didn't know how to answer He Beichen's question.

"It's okay, you don't have to worry about me." He Beichen smiled, of course, there was no lack of relief in his smile.

"I know I'm not normal, and I know there's something wrong with me. However, it doesn't seem like it's enough to affect my normal life, so it's not as serious as you think. ”

He has always taken his problems lightly, and he doesn't know if it's an advantage.

"When I heard you say that, I was much more relieved." Eucalyptus couldn't help but start laughing at his worries as he spoke, he shouldn't have worried about He Beichen so much.

He knew that he was very strong, even if there was really something wrong with Bei Chen's psychology, he also knew that he was self-regulated, and he didn't need to worry about it at all.

"I know, you've been tired lately, maybe take a good rest, and your negative emotions will be alleviated a lot." Fat Eucalyptus said as if he was very firm in his thoughts.

"Hmm. I know that some of my thoughts are very paranoid and distorted, and I even make you feel scared. Bei Chen said, and the voice spit out from his thin lips couldn't help but be lowered a little.

"But, believe me, I'm also trying to adjust myself, try to make myself less hurt, less perverted thoughts."

He Beichen couldn't help but smile with relief as he spoke, as if he didn't take such a thing as a hurdle himself, so it was easy for the young man to step over.

He didn't have to be afraid of anything at all, and after dealing with it bravely, time would always give him an answer, and it wasn't a big deal.

"If you can think like that, of course it's the best." Eucalyptus couldn't help but look a little young and old.

"Speaking of which, our time is not much, and it is very short, just a few decades, and it has passed, so we should cherish it."

"If you think about something positive and sunny, you'll feel like you're actually happy in this world, so don't think about anything."

"Relax, the past is gone, there is no need to bother to crusade against yourself.

"You're not doing anything wrong, and what you're going to do in this world is actually very simple, which is to please yourself."

"You don't have to think about anything else. Those things, which people will make you feel unhappy, then just stay away automatically, why do you have to be entangled, in the end it doesn't make sense to suffer yourself, right? ”

"Well, thank you, Yan Yu, you always make me feel hope, although my words sound a little emotional, but it is true."

"It is precisely because of the presence of you and Yu Fan in my life that I feel warm and make me feel that the world is colorful."

"Many things, he is not as unbearable as I imagined, and thanks to your guidance by my side on weekdays, I have a better understanding of life."

"Actually, you don't have to say that about Beichen, being able to be friends with you is a proud thing for me, do you just know? Growing up, I didn't have many close friends. ”

"Maybe it's my personal reason, I'm always bullied by others, so I don't really want to believe in friendship, maybe that's the reason."

"However, after meeting you, it makes me feel different, you are so down-to-earth, besides, when I am with you, I will feel very secure."

Hearing Yan Yan's words, He Beichen felt ridiculous again, "Hey, did you make a mistake?" You're a boy and you're insecure? He Beichen looked at him a little blankly, and seemed to feel very strange.

"That's right, no, Beichen, what are you laughing at, I just don't feel safe, when I'm alone, I always feel like there's something missing, but if you stay next to me, it's different, I will become very relieved."

He Beichen felt that it was really inappropriate for a boy to say such a thing, so he rolled his eyes at him with a smile.

"Okay, then even if we use each other, what about me, you know, I can be paranooid sometimes, but I can't help it, many times, I can't control myself."

"But, thanks to you, otherwise, I really don't know what my life would have become."

"Actually, you're pretty good Beichen, it's just that you should be a little more confident in yourself, because your little fault is really nothing."

"Maybe it's just that you've unintentionally amplified it, but these things really don't seem like anything to me, like me, I demand a very simple life from me, and it's not as high as you ask for it at all."

"So, the world may be a lot better than you in my eyes, and you may think I'm stupid, but it turns out that there's nothing wrong with being stupid at all, at least, it makes me feel happy by doing so."

"No, I don't ask for a lot, I just want my life to reach the heights I want, and I need to constantly discipline myself to achieve everything I want."

"Perhaps, you're right, Yan Yan, I ask too much of this world, but who doesn't have desire, sometimes, this power is very powerful, and there is no way to control it."

"But anyway, we shouldn't forget ourselves, should we? We should not forget what kind of child we are and what kind of adult we want to be. ”

"We should not live up to our original intentions, even if we will encounter too many temptations, too many traps, but we should also know what we really want, what the world requires us to do."

"With that in mind, it doesn't seem like it's difficult to play your part, does it?"

"I think you also had a happy childhood in the past, at that time, our requirements for life were very simple, just to eat and drink, we would feel very happy."

"But then, we wanted more and more things, and we were no longer satisfied with the pleasure of eating, drinking, and having fun, and even regarded it as a task that had to be done."

"What's the point of living like this, everyone works hard to work and study, just to meet their own needs for life, and you, Beichen, you don't care about these things anymore."

"But why, you're still so tired, it's like you've been whipped, why, you can't stop yourself to take a breath."

"Hmm." He Beichen replied softly, as if he was seriously thinking about Yan Yan's words.

"You're right, it's really not interesting for me to do this, and sometimes I feel like I'm putting myself in a shackle."

"It's not a good feeling, maybe on weekdays, you see my life is very glorious."

"But actually, I'm not as good as you think, and most of the time, I just keep the things that make me sad."

"That's why you have to work hard to be yourself, what kind of life you want to live, what kind of job you have, what kind of partner you choose."

"It's all your own planning, it's not about others, it's about what kind of role you want to play in this world, you just have to let it go, why do you care so much."

"I don't care, I don't care about anything, I just like this life, a life where no one else interferes with."