The lights were turned off.

Lying on the bed, tears wet the corners of my eyes and my pillow.

I have already made up my mind to no longer think about Meng Yuan.

There was a burst of pain in the left and right ears, and the pain made it impossible to sleep.

It's as if the pain in the body can't hide the pain in the heart.

She sobbed, crying so hoarse that she was crying to the point of tears.

Night, so dark.

The night is so long.

Finally, an alarm clock rang to break the silence.

Lin Mengxue got up from the bed with difficulty, her eyes were swollen, the dark circles were serious, her throat was also very painful, her eyes were also very painful, and her ears were still very painful.

It turns out that it is so difficult to say goodbye to someone.

Lin Mengxue quickly cleaned up.

Father opened the roller shutter door, Lin Mengxue deliberately avoided his sight and slipped out!

Although it was only seven o'clock, it was already dawn.

A sun like an egg yolk hung softly in the sky, emitting a faint light.

This light pierced my eyes, it hurt so much, and I couldn't open them.

Lin Mengxue subconsciously stretched out her hand to block the sun, and suddenly a hot current rushed to her head from the back of her neck, and she felt dizzy.

It seems that the sun has become two, and the body is also swaying, as if it is about to fall.

There was a pain in her ear, which instantly made her sober up a little.

Lin Mengxue picked up her smile and continued to walk forward.

The breeze was blowing, the leaves were swaying, and the dew drops were sliding, just dripping on Lin Mengxue's face, looking like a tear.

She wiped it off gently, cleaning up her mood as she walked, without the slightest appetite at all.

Jin Ling also went out, and after walking a few steps, she saw Lin Mengxue in front of her, and she quietly walked to Lin Mengxue's side.

Jin Ling suddenly patted Lin Mengxue's shoulder, and a "wow" sound startled Lin Mengxue.

Jin Ling smiled and said, "Mengxue, why don't you buy breakfast today and don't wait for me!" ”

Lin Mengxue was so stunned by her, as if she had returned to the world, glanced at Jin Ling, and did not speak.

She continued: "Yay, I'm still angry! So stingy, no wonder I heard others say that you have a nickname called Xiaoxiao! ”

Lin Mengxue still didn't speak, not because she was angry with them, but because she was angry with herself!

Jin Ling saw that she still didn't speak, and said in a low voice with a smile: "Oh, okay, if you don't want to say it, don't say it!" I'm sorry, forgive me! ”

Her voice was sweet, as if it was about to melt people.

At this moment, Jin Ling suddenly found that Lin Mengxue had cut her hair short, and her eyes were looking back and forth at Lin Mengxue.

Jin Ling was puzzled: "By the way, Mengxue, why did you cut your hair, I almost didn't recognize you just now!" You're really hurt, and you're going to cut your hair, oops, you can do it! Can you not get along with yourself! ”

Jin Ling took Lin Mengxue's hand, she didn't let go, it made people feel so warm, she found her ear pierced again, and said with concern: "yes, it's still ear piercing, it hurts!" Have you sterilized it? Will it suppurate if it is not disinfected? When the time comes, the ears will rot, how ugly! ”

Piercing the ears will suppurate, and suddenly I was a little scared, and said hoarsely and in a low voice: "Really? ”

Jin Ling's ear was startled when this voice reached Jin Ling's ear, and he stood opposite Lin Mengxue and looked at her with a good look.

Jin Ling said in disbelief: "No, you can't cry anymore, and your eyes are still swollen!" How sad you are! I really didn't know you cared so much about me, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I hurt you! ”

Jin Ling's snorting voice made goosebumps fall to the ground!

Lin Mengxue has not been coquetted by others, and the whole person is stunned: "Ah, okay, I can't stand it, I'm not angry with you!" ”

Zeng Ziqiong and Xiyan walked slowly after going out, and suddenly found two familiar figures in front of them, and took a few steps forward and found that it was Jin Ling and Lin Mengxue.

"Mengxue, morning!" Xi Yan and Zeng Ziqiong said at the same time.

Lin Mengxue's throat hurt so much that she couldn't speak, so she hummed twice and said, "You guys are early!" ”

The voice was so hoarse that it was almost inaudible, and Xi Yan and Zeng Ziqiong were also confused.

It's just a bit too exaggerated.

"You've lost your voice!" Zeng Ziqiong said seriously.

"I guess I wanted to lose my body, but I didn't lose it, so I only lost my voice!" Xiyan said with a poisonous tongue.

"Don't talk nonsense! It's a matter of honor, not a joke. Zeng Ziqiong defended again.

Lin Mengxue didn't speak, and walked silently.

Jin Ling looked at the aggrieved Lin Mengxue, and felt a little distressed in his heart, and said: "Not only is my voice hoarse, but my eyes are also swollen, I also cut my hair, and I have pierced my ears.......

Then he sighed heavily, as if to say that it was not worth it for a man, let alone a man who had a crush.

Zeng Ziqiong walked to Lin Mengxue's side worriedly, took a serious look, stretched out her hand to hold Lin Mengxue and continued to walk, and said softly: "I don't understand your sadness, but I still hope you can be happy." ”

Lin Mengxue turned her head to look at Zeng Ziqiong, tried hard to squeeze out a smile, and nodded.

Xiyan walked all the way and didn't say much.

During the morning self-study, Zeng Ziqiong wrote a note of "I'm sorry" and handed it to Lin Mengxue, with a pig drawn on it, which was very cute!

Lin Mengxue handed her another note and wrote: It's okay, I'm not angry with you! It's angry with yourself!

Zeng Ziqiong handed Lin Mengxue another one, and a big question mark was drawn on it.

Lin Mengxue wrote again: I'll tell you later!

Then they looked at each other and smiled! It's as if there is only each other left in their eyes.

The sound of reading in the classroom is like thunder, looking at the plane trees swaying in the wind outside the window, the cold sunset on weekdays reminds me of Lin Mengxue's poem: Looking for fallen leaves in the sound of sycamores, seeking the roots in fairy tales and dreams.

I can't help but think about the faint sadness in it.

At first, I knew Lin Mengxue and I was a little disdainful in my heart, but after in-depth contact, I found that she was a nuanced and talented girl.

I have long regarded this girl as my confidant, and I don't know why I have been so open-mouthed for the past two days.

I saw Xiyan turn the pen in his hand, suddenly stopped, took out a piece of paper, and wrote something back and forth.

When the bell rang for the end of class, she walked out of the classroom unhurriedly and came to the door of the third class, shaking her head from side to side.

Seeing Lin Mengxue, she smiled slightly, Lin Mengxue also smiled, and walked out knowingly.

Xiyan glanced at Lin Mengxue, didn't speak, and handed her a note.

Lin Mengxue took the note, and the undercurrent in her heart surged, although she didn't know what she wrote, she could still feel the temperature inside.

Mengxue:

See the letter and open your face!

I'm sorry for you yesterday and today, I may have accidentally touched your bottom line, so I'm sad for you! If you are sad, we will be sad!

I don't know why, you're the kind of girl who will arouse the desire of others to protect when you see you. Your eyes are clear, your facial features are smart, and you are a standard beauty. Anyway, you are the most beautiful in our hearts! You are simple, there is sadness in your eyes, I know that that little sadness is because of Meng Yuan! You like him, but he doesn't know.

I also had a crush on someone else, and secretly told you that it was Jay Chou! I love him, I haven't even met him, I just listen to his songs, and I want to be with him!

It's ridiculous! Don't deny yourself because of the slightest shortcoming, I dare not try to heal your sorrow, so let us grieve together! Take me to earrings, cut my hair, cut all my worries after school in the afternoon, and let the pain heal our sorrows, okay?

Looking forward to hearing from you!

Seeing this letter, Lin Mengxue smiled, did she mean that she was so important to them? She always thought she was only there to praise their beauty!

Lin Mengxue wrote back:

Sunset:

Show your face open!

It's really nice to meet you, like a new student. I cherish our friendship, I've never been mad at you, I'm just mad at myself. I fell in love with someone I shouldn't love, and I fantasized about being with him every day!

Yes, I don't like it, but I love it, I love it to the bone. I think it's just like the song sings, the mountains and the sky are all together to dare to fight with the king, but it's only me unilaterally!

Do you know? I'm looking forward to a girl who can accompany me crazy, I guess it's you!

In the next class, Lin Mengxue solemnly gave Xiyan.

From that day on, they often exchanged their essays, poems, and ideas in this way!

In the afternoon, the originally clear sky suddenly began to rain, and it seemed that Lin Mengxue's sadness was also felt, and it was accompanied by a rain.

Lin Mengxue likes rain, and when it rains, people can be seriously sad, and there won't be so much hustle and bustle.

It seems that every literati and ink writer seems to love rain the most, think of Li Qingzhao's "Like a Dream Order: Last Night's Rain and Storm": Last night's rain was sparse and the wind was sudden, and the heavy sleep did not kill the wine. I tried the curtain people, but the begonias were still the same. Do you know, do you know? It should be green, fat, red and thin.

How was Qingzhao feeling at that time?

The free flying flowers are as light as a dream, and the boundless rain is as thin as sorrow, which is probably Lin Mengxue's state of mind!

Walking alone in the drizzle, let a little drizzle hazy Lin Mengxue's eyes!

The piercing ears still hurt so much, it hurts so much, it hurts so much, or the heart is broken!

It's stupid and I can't tell the difference.

At this time, a black umbrella covered the rain, and in a trance, Lin Mengxue seemed to have returned to a certain scene, thinking, is it him?

I miss him again, how can I miss him and say goodbye.

Lin Mengxue slowly looked back, and it turned out to be Zeng Ziqiong.

The two thought similarly, as if they could know each other's thoughts without too many words.

"Mengxue, why don't you use an umbrella, you will get sick if you get wet in this rain! You're already hoarse. She asked with concern.

Lin Mengxue didn't want to answer this question, so she asked, "Aren't you with Xiyan?" ”

The voice was still a little hoarse, it was much better than in the morning, and he looked at Lin Mengxue's eyes again, the swelling finally disappeared, and asked, "Have you taken the medicine?" ”

"Well, I did."

"That's good," Zeng Ziqiong remembered the question Lin Mengxue asked just now, and replied: "She didn't go back at noon today, did she run a blackboard newspaper?" ”

"Oh."

"It's almost the final exam, aren't you nervous?" She asked suddenly.

Lin Mengxue suddenly realized and said, "Yes, it's almost the final exam!" ”

"There's no hurry, it's more than a month!"