Waiting for each other after school becomes a tacit understanding and trust. The noon time is too short, everyone is in a hurry, and only in the afternoon can there be time to chat.

Zeng Ziqiong asked curiously, "Who is Meng Yuan?" ”

Xi Yan and Jin Ling said in unison: "The teacher who wrote the letter, you forgot!" ”

The three of them looked at each other, and Zeng Ziqiong said, "Then what is your relationship?" ”

Lin Mengxue thought for a while and said, "My Chinese teacher! Ziqiong, why did you ask this question all of a sudden? ”

Zeng Ziqiong muttered to herself: "You always mumble Meng Yuan in your mouth, I heard it!" ”

Lin Mengxue was surprised: "Ah! No way! I didn't make a sound, and even if I did, I was quiet! ”

Lin Mengxue remembers that every time she daydreams, she doesn't make a sound when she talks to him!

Even if you can't help it sometimes, it's low, why was it heard by Zeng Ziqiong?

So I was so surprised that I didn't know what to do, and it seems that I will have to be more careful in the future!

Jin Ling looked at Lin Mengxue, and suddenly remembered the last time he brought her a letter, and he had long been convinced that there must be something wrong with Lin Mengxue and Meng Yuan.

smiled: "I didn't think it was right last time, you don't believe it!" Believe it this time! Honestly, is he your boyfriend? ”

"How is it possible, Jin Ling, don't talk nonsense." Lin Mengxue hurriedly denied it with a red face.

"I know, it's a crush!" Xiyan added.

"It should be." Zeng Ziqiong affirmed.

"What's there to have a crush on, just tell him that you like him, isn't it over?" Jin Ling didn't understand the authentic way.

Xi Yan smiled slightly, glanced at Lin Mengxue, then looked at Jin Ling, and teased: "How do you know that there is no confession, it seems that you should not be able to ask for it." ”

Zeng Ziqiong looked at Jin Ling and Xi Yan's ill-intentioned ridicule, and seemed to have a bit of sarcasm, and hurriedly said: "Nonsense, shut up!" ”

Lin Mengxue's little face swelled even redder, with a little shyness, and a little angry and whispered: "You don't understand, I won't tell you, I'll go first!" ”

The three of them looked at Lin Mengxue's back as she left, they were very surprised, and before they could say anything, they left angrily, which was really incomprehensible.

Jin Ling's eyes widened, and he shrugged his shoulders and said, "Are you two spoiled?" So stingy. ”

In the world of Jin Ling, love is love, and if you don't love, you don't love, just say it, why you are so coy, it's really hard to understand.

Zeng Ziqiong watched this friend he cared about very much leave aggrievedly, feeling a little lost and a little self-blamed.

She glanced at Jin Lingdao: "Maybe there is something else unhappy, it's not stingy." ”

Jin Ling pouted and said, "Cut, it's not stingy, it's stingy, it's stingy, but it's more inferior." You look at the spots under her eyes, how ugly, and dare to have a crush. ”

When Zeng Ziqiong heard this, she was very unhappy in her heart, and said, "Jin Ling, you are really enough, how can you say the real thing." ”

The three of them actually knew in their hearts that Lin Mengxue's usual sentimentality was mostly related to her own spot.

Seeing that she was so sensitive, everyone never mentioned it.

Jin Ling knew that he was speechless, slapped his mouth gently, and said hehehe: "Ziqiong, don't be angry, don't say it, but this is not the truth!" ”

Xiyan on the side walked slowly, and when he heard Jin Ling's words, his brows furrowed, and he said angrily: "Jin Ling, shut up, and say." ”

By Xiyan's words, Jin Ling made a zipper movement, which meant to close his mouth.

Xiyan looked at the sky, the sky was clear and cloudless, but her heart was a little heartbroken, she often read the articles written by Lin Mengxue on weekdays, and she also knew that she had bitterness in her heart.

It's just that I don't know that she is so inferior and unconfident, but when she encounters such a look, how many people can be confident?

As her friend, she can only comfort and accompany her more, and hope that one day she can be happy.

At the same time, she also realized that she did say something wrong today, and inadvertently hurt Lin Mengxue.

Lin Mengxue ran forward quickly, tears flew into the air, and then fell to the ground, her heart hurting so much that she couldn't breathe.

She's not mad at her friends, she's just mad at herself.

I thought, "I just love but can't, I just don't dare to say it, I just don't dare to say it......"

When I got home, I closed the door, quietly looked at myself in the mirror, I really couldn't believe that I was so ugly, so ugly, and the tears kept flowing.

He said to the mirror: "What qualifications do I have to love him like this!" How could he possibly fall in love with such a me-la!? ”

"What are you talking about?" Meng Yuan said softly to Lin Mengxue.

Recently, whenever Lin Mengxue was in great pain, she would imagine Meng Yuan by her side, and she couldn't control her imagination.

"Why are you here?" Lin Mengxue muttered to herself.

In fact, she herself understands that there is nothing in front of her, but she can't control her thinking more and more, thinking about him anytime and anywhere, and she even wonders if she will go crazy if she goes on like this!?

"If you miss me, I'll come!" Meng Yuan said lightly.

In fact, she was just talking to herself, and she did look like a madman.

Meng Yuan put one hand on Lin Mengxue's shoulder and slowly sat down with her.

This is just Lin Mengxue's own imagination, but her own hand is on her shoulder, but she slowly sits down again.

It looks so lonely, so uncomfortable.

"Don't come out of class in the future, okay?"

Lin Mengxue herself realized how terrible it was to daydream all the time, and she also wanted to correct her mistakes.

But even she wasn't sure if she could control it.

"Okay, you can say anything!" Meng Yuan smiled.

"Are you real?"

Tears grunted as she spoke.

Lin Mengxue looked at him and touched his face with her hand, but she couldn't touch anything, but she pretended to be able to touch his face.

But she knew very well that there was nothing, and an inexplicable sadness welled up in her heart, and her tears kept falling.

"You think I'm real, I'm real!" Meng Yuan said softly.

"Teacher Meng, can you hug me? I am so tired! ”

"Absolutely!"

He stretched out his arms and hugged Lin Mengxue, but she could only feel that she was holding herself, and suddenly heard a voice with a broken heart, she knew very well, wasn't that the sound of her own heartbreak?

"Lin Mengxue, you madman, you madman, obviously you are what you think, hahahaha...... You must be crazy too! ”

She suddenly roared in heart-rending rage, beating her chest frantically like a volcanic eruption.

There was a crowd of people outside the attic, and there was a lot of traffic, and Lin Jiufu and Tang Xi didn't hear this roar at all.

Lin Mengxue also realized that she couldn't go crazy like this, and gradually lowered her voice, but her sadness didn't seem to be reduced.

"We can't go on like this, you go, you go, you go, we don't want to see each other again! I can't go crazy! She said to the imaginary Meng Yuan!

Then he vanished.

How sad can you be, just like a river of spring water flowing eastward, it can probably describe Lin Mengxue's mood at this moment.

Who wouldn't want to wish you had my heart?

But didn't fate give her such an arrangement?

Lin Mengxue seemed to have lost her soul, sitting in front of the mirror, quietly, without speaking.

The person in the mirror is so ugly, so ugly that she doesn't even believe it's herself.

What's even more ridiculous is that such an ugly person dares to say that he is a beauty controller, which is really a joke.

I don't know how long it took, Lin Mengxue gradually calmed down.

I took out my journal and wrote down everything, and tears were streaming down my face, soaking page after page of paper!

Wiped away his tears, turned over his piggy bank, ran to the boutique where he could get his ears pierced, and said to the proprietress "I want to get my ears pierced!" ”

There was no disinfection, no anesthesia, and with a "bang" a metal needle went into the left ear, and then with a "bang", an iron needle went into the right ear!

It hurts to death, but it can't compare to the degree of distress!

After getting his ears pierced, he came to the barber shop and said to the boss, "I want to cut my hair short and broken!" ”

One knife and two knives, short and long, long and short, floated in front of their eyes, as the saying goes, three thousand troubles, cut everything will be fine.

Lin Mengxue told herself: "I won't go crazy, and I can't go crazy!" ”

At this time, Gigi Leung's "Short Hair" sounded in my ears: crying until my throat was hoarse, and I had to desperately pretend to be stupid...... I've cut my hair short, I've cut my care, I've cut my unloved bifurcation, long and short, short and long, inch by inch struggling, I've cut my hair short, I've cut my punishment, I've cut my embarrassment......

When he got home, his father was surprised to find Lin Mengxue's changes and asked, "Why did you cut your hair?" ”

Fortunately, he didn't find Lin Mengxue's ears pierced.

Lin Mengxue lowered her head and didn't look at her father, explaining: "I'm too busy studying, I don't have time to take care of my hair!" ”

Lin Jiufu is a traditional man in his bones, and sighed: "Girls just have to have long hair to look good, it's a pity to cut it!" But it's good to cut it, it's easy to take care of, after all, high school schoolwork is heavy, and learning is the mainstay! ”

Tang Xi, who was on the side, glanced at Lin Mengxue, and already knew in his heart that this little kid must have been stimulated by something, and it was not easy for Lin Jiufu to question when he was present.

Tang Xi had a ruffian smile on his face, took a few steps forward, and said in a low voice, "Mengxue, have you pierced your ears?" ”

Lin Mengxue glared at her and said, "It's your business!" ”

Then he went up to the attic.

Tang Xi turned around and said to Lin Jiufu with an unhappy face: "Your daughter's temper is getting bigger and bigger!" ”

Lin Jiufu said with a smile: "Xue'er, the study task is heavy, don't be like her, sell medicine, someone is here." ”

I don't know when Lin Mengxue didn't have a good face for her father, and she didn't chat with him.

It's like the stranger you know best!

Lin Jiufu also seemed to have some senses, but he didn't dare to ask more.

After all, this age is a girl's rebellious period, and if something happens, she can't bear it.