Chapter 19: Waiting
Winter has quietly ushered in early spring, and the cold wind outside has gradually warmed up, not as cold as in winter, and it has come to the day of returning to school. Qin Xiaotian, Hu Xiaojuan and Tian Li returned to school one day before and after, packed up their dormitories, and prepared to start the second semester of classes.
After entering the second semester, many students usually start a life of experiments, projects, part-time jobs, and part-time jobs, and Qin Xiaotian is no exception. For a layman like her, there is no better way to be familiar with an industry and understand knowledge than an internship and part-time job, and she is far from the only one who has this idea, so she has to contact the newspaper or TV station as soon as possible. Hu Xiaojuan has decided to intern at the provincial radio station from this semester, and the deputy director of the traffic station agreed that she should intern for 3 months first, and if she does a good job, she can consider becoming an intern director or substitute anchor. This information really stimulated Hu Xiaojuan, as long as she didn't have classes, she would go out to work at the radio station at 8:30 a.m. every morning, no matter what she had to do, she would go around and be familiar, and she could also help people do chores diligently and win word of mouth.
Tian Li turned out to be a student in this major, and the internship was not difficult for her, she could continue to go to the newspaper where she had an undergraduate internship before, but this was a bit difficult for Qin Xiaotian. Soon after the start of school, Qin Xiaotian found two tutors in the intermediary, and after a few weeks, she was introduced to a little girl from a well-off family in a community far away from the school, and went 3 times a week, 2 hours at a time, and could earn 30 yuan, but this is not Qin Xiaotian's goal, being a tutor is purely to earn money and make a living, she has to contact a suitable media job, otherwise she has no experience in professional internships.
Na Chunming knew that since the beginning of school, Qin Xiaotian wanted to intern in the media, and Na Chunming was also working hard to find out, hoping to intern in a TV station or newspaper, he mainly wanted to learn photography and become a photojournalist. Through the introduction of his senior brother and Vice President Zhao, he was able to enter the social section of Xiangcheng Daily for an internship. Na Chunming has actually always been very concerned about Qin Xiaotian's internship, and he even thought about whether to ask Vice President Zhao for help, but in the end he dispelled this idea, and a week after entering the newspaper, he began to ask around where there were still interns in Xiangcheng Newspaper Group, but to no avail. I finally asked my senior brother and the brothers in the other dormitories to inquire, and learned that there was a newly established weekly magazine under the newspaper group that needed interns, so I went to the editorial office of the weekly magazine on the twelfth floor and asked the editor-in-chief, and the editor-in-chief told him that he really needed a trainee reporter to follow up some semi-entertainment and semi-commercial news, but it was better to be a male student. Na Chunming briefly introduced Qin Xiaotian's situation to the editor-in-chief, and the editor-in-chief agreed to look at his resume and consider it.
"Xiaotian, do you have a resume?" Na Chunming called her to ask her, his voice was a little hurried, because he was in a hurry to make an unannounced visit.
"Resume? I used to do it as an undergraduate. Qin Xiaotian was a little confused.
"Then you optimize it, mainly write about what articles you have published, why do you want to be a journalist?"
"What's wrong?" Qin Xiaotian still didn't know what kind of medicine was sold in the Chunming gourd.
"Don't ask so much first, sort it out today and make it pretty, I'll rush to the interview now, and I'll come back to you in the evening to get it, and then explain it to you." After Na Chunming finished speaking, he hung up the phone.
Qin Xiaotian was helpless, thinking that Chunming must have a reason for saying this, so he seriously prepared his resume in the dormitory.
When it was close to lunch, the phone rang, and at first glance, it was Yuan Dutian.
"Hey, Mr. Yuan." Qin Xiaotian stopped his hand that was typing on the keyboard.
"Girl, didn't you tell you not to call me teacher?" Yuan Dutian deliberately called her a girl.
"Teacher Yuan, this is at school, you can't scream." Qin Xiaotian also deliberately dragged the words of Teacher Yuan for a long time. Since the winter vacation meeting, the two have been in contact a little more than before, Yuan Dutian will occasionally send text messages to ask how she is doing, and after the start of school, she has also asked her to eat at that house once at the restaurant.
"Are you free at noon? How about eating together? Yuan Dutian sent out an invitation.
"Huh? Teacher Yuan, this makes me a little flattered! Qin Xiaotian deliberately quipped.
"Are you free? I'll take you out to eat. Yuan Dutian repeated the previous question.
"Free for now." Qin Xiaotian didn't want to answer properly.
"I'll see you at the East Gate in 10 minutes." No matter how Qin Xiaotian answers, he likes to be straightforward and straightforward.
Qin Xiaotian kept the resume on the computer, casually pulled her hair and was about to go out, when she walked to the door and passed by the dressing mirror, she glanced at herself in the mirror, returned to the table, took out a lip gloss from the drawer, applied it lightly to the mirror, pursed her lips and went out. Putting on the lip gloss, the whole person feels a little more refreshed, she thought. When she arrived at the east gate, Yuan Dutian was already waiting at the door.
"Teacher Yuan!" Qin Xiaotian shouted.
"Let's go!" Yuan Dutian glanced at her, turned around and took the lead in walking forward. What did she wipe on her mouth today? The pink was shiny, Yuan Dutian thought to himself: Is it to see him?
"Where are we going to eat?" Qin Xiaotian asked.
"You'll know when you get there." Yuan Dutian walked very fast, and subconsciously kept a little distance from Qin Xiaotian, because around the school, there were too many classmates and teachers he knew, and he always felt that walking with a girl was easy to be misunderstood.
"I also have a friend of mine having dinner today." Yuan Dutian felt the need to tell Qin Xiaotian in advance.
"Oh, what friend is it? Male or female? Qin Xiaotian was very curious, why did Yuan Dutian take her to dinner with his friend, what did this mean?
"Female." Yuan Dutian spat out two words. These two words gave Qin Xiaotian a slap in the face, Qin Xiaotian's heart was half cold, and he thought: Could it be his girlfriend? But what was he going to do with her to meet his girlfriend?
Qin Xiaotian didn't say anything all the way, and the two walked into a Sichuan restaurant not far from the school. From a distance, I saw a woman at the square table near the inside waving to Yuan Dutian. Seeing Yuan Dutian leading a girl in, the woman sitting was obviously taken aback.
"Sit down!" Yuan Dutian pulled out a chair for Qin Xiaotian, and the woman opposite was even more surprised.
Qin Xiaotian continued to do it in a daze, and greeted the good-looking woman opposite him with a stiff smile, she looked several years older than Qin Xiaotian.
"Let me introduce, this is my friend Luo Qingtian." Yuan Dutian stretched out his hand to introduce Qin Xiaotian.
Qin Xiaotian nodded and shouted, "Miss Luo is good." ”
"You don't need to call me Miss Luo, just call me Sunny, of course, if you want to add a sister word to the back, I don't mind." On the other side, this mature woman who is a little powdery and looks like a professional woman, has a slight provocation in her eyes.
Qin Xiaotian unconsciously became nervous, shouted "Sister Qingtian", and regretted agreeing to Yuan Dutian to come to dinner. What is this called?
"Mr. Yuan, you haven't introduced this girl yet?" Luo Qingtian looked at Yuan Dutian meaningfully, and deliberately called him Mr. Yuan.
"This is Qin Xiaotian, a student from our school." Yuan Dutian's tone was still calm.
"Let's order first!" Luo Qingtian picked up the menu and handed it to Yuan Dutian.
"You can just order it." Yuan Dutian pushed the menu to Luo Qingtian, then turned his head and asked Qin Xiaotian, "What do you want to eat?" ”
Qin Xiaotian stammered a little and said, "Anything is fine, you can do it, I'll do whatever I want." ”
Luo Qingtian unceremoniously flipped up the menu and began to order. After ordering, she raised her head and looked at Yuan Dutian and said, "When did you become interested in your students?" ”
"Not my student, from the outer court." Yuan Dutian took a sip of tea.
What? Do these two people think she is transparent? How can you mention her and don't even look at her, as if discussing another person.
Luo Qingtian glanced at Qin Xiaotian with interest, Qin Xiaotian quickly lowered his head, only to hear Luo Qingtian say with a little disdain: "Twilight, your vision has changed?" ”
"What vision?" Yuan Dutian raised his eyebrows.
"Look at people's eyes." Luo Qingtian was unceremonious.
"You mean I've never seen people better, right?" Yuan Dutian raised his eyes and looked straight at Luo Qingtian.
Luo Qingtian frowned, lowered his eyes, and said, "I can't blame anyone about what happened at the beginning, everyone is right." ”
"Really?" Yuan Dutian snorted softly.
Qin Xiaotian was silent, listening carefully to their conversation, hoping to hear some clues.
Luo Qingtian looked at Qin Xiaotian's unexplained look, and expected that Yuan Dutian might be using this girl as a disguise, depending on the situation, the two of them should not be lovers. She was just on the orders of a friend to inquire about the military, in fact, she and Yuan Dutian did not have too many personal friends, but she was also one of the few friends of Yuan Dutian in this city.
"Let's eat first, and talk while eating." Luo Qingtian tidied up the dishes served and invited the two people opposite to move their chopsticks.
Qin Xiaotian could only bury his head in hardship.
"We haven't seen each other for three or four months, haven't we?" Luo Qingtian asked.
"Hmm." Yuan Dutian's appetite doesn't seem to be very good.
Qin Xiaotian's appetite is not good now, but she can only pretend to be very delicious, and eat to herself, if she doesn't eat, she really doesn't know what she can do now.
"How are you doing? Didn't get in touch with it. Luo Qingtian's eyes softened.
"It's okay, as usual, nothing special." Yuan Dutian replied lightly. Yuan Dutian was sometimes reluctant to see Luo Qingtian, and when he saw her, he would think of Ren Jingya.
"Did Jingya use what she asked me to bring you last time?" Luo Qingtian asked tentatively.
"Nope." Yuan Dutian replied very simply.
Elite? Is it Yuan Dutian's girlfriend? Qin Xiaotian thought that this was the first time she had heard this name in front of Yuan Dutian.
Luo Qingtian shook his head.
"Twilight, it's been so long, why bother, can't you be friends?" Luo Qingtian cares about her friends, and of course she also cares about Yuan Dutian by the way.
Yuan did not answer.
"Jingya said that she plans to come back, but the specific time has not yet been decided." Luo Qingtian wanted to see his emotions from Yuan Dutian's face.
"Oh, what does that have to do with me?" Yuan Dutian was expressionless.
Luo Qingtian guessed in his heart, what Yuan Dutian said meant that he had already dissociated himself from Ren Jingya, or did he deliberately say so when he couldn't let go of his mouth?
"Twilight, don't say that. You know that Jingya has never let go of you. She cares about you. Luo Qingtian could only test further.
"Didn't you put it down? Why didn't she leave when I came? Yuan Dutian's tone remained unchanged.
"You know she just got a good opportunity and wanted to take it." Luo Qingtian is Ren Jingya's friend and Ren Jingya's middle school classmate. After Yuan Dutian came to Xiangcheng, in addition to Ren Jingya, the first friend he met was Luo Qingtian. To be honest, Luo Qingtian also asked Ren Jingya for this matter, but Ren Jingya's answer made her unable to refute, if it weren't for being her friend's boyfriend, with Luo Qingtian's temperament, she would have chased Yuan Dutian. It's a pity that she can't do it to her friend's man, even though the two have broken up, she still can't cross this hurdle in her heart to get close to Yuan Dutian, so she can only make an appointment to meet every once in a while to catch up on the old days.
"Can you not talk about her every time we meet, don't we have anything else to talk about but her?" Yuan Dutian questioned Luo Qingtian. He actually doesn't like to always mention Ren Jingya every time they meet, which makes him unhappy.
This sentence implies that there is no other topic to talk about between Luo Qingtian and him except Ren Jingya, and every time they meet, it is only because of the relationship between Ren Jingya's ex-boyfriend and friends. How could Luo Qingtian not know in his heart.
"Well, I heard you're going to be promoted to associate professor recently? It's fast. "Luo Qingtian's source is not covered, he grew up here since he was a child, and he has many eyes and ears.
"It's not decided yet, but it's a possibility." Yuan Dutian didn't seem to care about the title.
"As long as the school leaders pass, it's not a big problem, you have become a young talent, the youngest associate professor, we can only envy and hate!" Luo Qingtian finally laughed.
"Come on, you don't lack anything, sharp-toothed proprietress lady." Yuan Dutian also returned unceremoniously.
"Who said I don't lack anything, I lack a boyfriend." Luo Qingtian showed a coquettish face. "Are there any other outstanding young people in your school besides you, introduce them to me!" Luo Qingtian squeezed his eyes at Yuan Dutian.
"Come on, how can you, the owner of a chain clothing store, look down on our poor teacher who gets a dead salary!" Yuan Dutian obviously didn't believe the truth in Luo Qingtian's words.
"Look at you, what did you think of me? I'm also half an intellectual who has gone to college, is it easy for me to work hard like this, I can't just find a good man? Luo Qingtian was not convinced. She is almost 30 years old, but she is alone, one is because she is too good, she can't look down on her if she is not good, and the other is because she can't meet someone who really loves her.
"Okay, of course, wait until I help you keep an eye on it!" Yuan Dutian casually agreed.
Yuan Dutian glanced at Qin Xiaotian, who was eating silently with his head down, and felt a little guilty in his heart, he had indeed wronged her by pulling her out today. He just didn't want to hear Luo Qingtian keep telling him about Ren Jingya, and he didn't know why he wanted to pull Qin Xiaotian over. Yuan Dutian sandwiched a large piece of sauerkraut fish and put it in Qin Xiaotian's bowl. Qin Xiaotian looked at Yuan Dutian in surprise while chewing on the things in his mouth, and Luo Qingtian was also surprised.
The three of them continued to eat for a while, Luo Qingtian took out a tissue and wiped his mouth elegantly, and then he didn't mind the two people opposite, took out a small mirror and put on rose-red lipstick.
"Let's go, I'm going to pick up the goods." After tidying up his appearance, Luo Qingtian got up and stood up and motioned to the waiter to settle the bill.
"I'll come, you go first." Yuan Dutian took out his wallet.
"Then what's the matter, I finally asked you to come out for a meal, do you still want to pay with the boss?" Luo Qingtian looked unhappy and stuffed the money to the waiter.
"I owe you a meal." Yuan Dutian said.
"Then dare to be kind, next time you invite me." Luo Qingtian said with a smile, picked up LV's bag and said hello to Qin Xiaotian before leaving the restaurant.
"What's wrong? Out of sorts? Walking out of the Sichuan restaurant, Yuan Dutian asked Qin Xiaotian, who had a lifeless face.
"Teacher Yuan, don't call me at this kind of dinner in the future, don't you think I'm an outsider in the whole show, and I'm completely watching you play against each other?" Qin Xiaotian was not angry, she felt aggrieved.
"It's true that I didn't think about it this time, I'm sorry." Yuan Dutian sincerely apologized.
Hearing Yuan Dutian say sorry, Qin Xiaotian's heart softened, but he didn't speak.
Passing by a sentimental drink shop, Yuan Dutian asked, "I didn't eat well just now, so I invited you to drink milk tea." He remembered that Qin Xiaotian loved to drink milk tea.
Qin Xiaotian still didn't say anything, and followed Yuan Dutian in.
"What flavor of milk tea do you want to drink?" Yuan Dutian handed a thin menu to Qin Xiaotian.
Qin Xiaotian opened it casually, quickly browsed the drink, pointed at the red bean milk tea with her index finger, and still didn't speak, she didn't like to talk when she was angry, and she was the same with Xia Linhan before-Cold War. But what kind of person is she angry with Yuan Dutian? Is he angry that he is using her as a pretense or does he think that he is doing this to make her realize the reality: he doesn't take her seriously at all or is just an ordinary teacher, student, and friend, and wants her to do her a favor? Qin Xiaotian was confused.
"Do you want to drink this?" Yuan Dutian asked Qin Xiaotian softly, and Qin Xiaotian nodded.
Yuan Dutian didn't eat much just now, and when he saw the muffins on the menu, he ordered a muffin, coffee and red bean milk tea.
Seeing that Qin Xiaotian still looked like he was ignoring and holding back the unhappiness in his heart, Yuan Dutian also thought that he was too much.
"I'm sorry, really, I didn't expect this to be like this, embarrassing you so much." Yuan Dutian frowned, and for a while he didn't know how to express his guilt to comfort Qin Xiaotian.
Qin Xiaotian handed over all the weight of his body to the soft sofa, feeling that he really didn't need to be angry with Yuan Dutian. Is he who you are guilty of gambling with someone who has nothing to do with him?
"Forget it, I'm nothing, I'm just uncomfortable, I don't know why you asked me to go to dinner with your ex-girlfriend's friend." Although Qin Xiaotian forgave Yuan Dutian on her lips, she regretted it a little as soon as she said it, because she mentioned the word "ex-girlfriend".
"I'm really sorry, I originally thought that I would take you there, she wouldn't have done it in front of me, but I didn't expect ......" Yuan Dutian didn't know how to continue.
"So you are using me as a shield, then you said it earlier, it won't make me so embarrassed." Yuan Dutian really just wanted to use her as a cover and excuse, but he just hoped that people related to his ex-girlfriend would not expose his previous scars in front of him. If you don't want to reveal your scars, it means you still care.
"No, no, don't get me wrong, I don't mean to use you as a shield, how can I tell you? I just want Luo Qingtian to see you and ask her not to have any other thoughts. Yuan Dutian clenched his hands, and stammered a little too quickly.
"Other thoughts? What other thoughts? Qin Xiaotian narrowed his eyes and asked him.
"I actually haven't told anyone before, today, forget it, I'll probably tell you about my past." Yuan Dutian picked up the cup and took a sip of coffee, a little hesitant. Qin Xiaotian also stirred the milk tea in the cup and took a sip.
Yuan Dutian took a deep breath, trying to make a long story as short as possible. "Ren Jingya and I met in college, she is my senior sister, one year higher than me, after a lot of things, we are together. Later, she graduated a year before me and returned to Xiangcheng to become a lawyer, in fact, I was very entangled at that time, I could have stayed in Beijing to work, but because she was in Xiangcheng, and always wanted me to come here to accompany her, I finally decided to give up my job in Beijing and come to Xiangcheng. But less than half a year after she came, she applied to study in the United States. No, she should have been prepared, but she never revealed it to me. ”
"Then she will come back again when she goes to study abroad, and why do she have to break up after studying abroad, it's not that you can have a cross-border relationship." Qin Xiaotian couldn't help but interrupt Yuan Dutian and asked curiously. I muttered in my heart: Is it the United States? Who said before that it was France or some other European country, but it turned out that it was not, and it seems that intelligence work needs to be strengthened.
"She left so suddenly, I was not mentally prepared at all, I only felt that I was tricked by her and deceived by her. So I may not be in a good mood either. Soon after she arrived in the United States, she sent me an email asking me to break up, and told me that she was sorry because she had caused me to give up the opportunity to develop in Beijing. I was very angry at the time, but then she never heard from her, and I felt that my heart was dead at that time, so I didn't pursue it again. ”
"Are you still in touch?" Qin Xiaotian is really gossipy, but she is really curious, curious about Yuan Dutian.
"Basically, she occasionally sends an email or a postcard, and I never respond. Also, during Christmas, she always sends something for Luo Qingtian to bring to me, and I can't refuse Luo Qingtian, after all, she has helped me a lot in Xiangcheng. Yuan Dutian's eyes were a little dim.
"Then why do you want to use me as a cover in front of Luo Qingtian?" Qin Xiaotian was unrelenting, she suddenly remembered that she bumped into Yuan Dutian at noon one day before Christmas, and at that time he said that his friend came to send him something, it should be Luo Qingtian.
"Disguise? I don't know how you feel this way. I just want to communicate with her normally, not with the colors of the past. Also, you may find it strange that in fact I feel that she may not feel so innocent about me. Yuan Dutian took a bite of the muffin and smiled bitterly.
"She likes you, even I can see it." Qin Xiaotian pouted, thinking to himself that Yuan Dutian was not an emotional idiot, and it was still clear who liked and who didn't.
"Then you don't regret coming to Xiangcheng?" Qin Xiaotian continued to exert her talent for inquisitive babies.
"When Ren Jingya just left, I thought about whether I shouldn't have come in the first place, but then I thought about it and felt that in fact, people didn't force me to come, I chose it myself, what is there to complain about, and I slowly fell in love with Yunshan University, and I think it's good." Yuan Dutian's voice became so soft, and Qin Xiaotian looked at him with soft eyes as if he saw another person.
"And if she comes back, will you still be together?" Qin Xiaotian continued to ask.
Yuan Dutian didn't reply, silently ate muffins and drank coffee.
"Want to hear what I really think?" Yuan Dutian raised his eyes and looked straight at Qin Xiaotian.
Qin Xiaotian nodded.
"I don't think we're going to be together, I don't even want to see her. But it's hard to say how I feel inside. Yuan Dutian shook his head.
It was the first time Qin Xiaotian heard Yuan Dutian tell so many stories about himself, and while he was worthless and worried, a little happiness flashed in his heart. If you can tell her like this, you shouldn't treat her as an outsider.
"I really don't know how to tell you so much today. Of course, the people in the school don't know much about these things, so you have to keep them a secret for me. Yuan Dutian smiled slyly at Qin Xiaotian.
Qin Xiaotian immediately raised his left hand, saluted and said, "Obey!" ”
Yuan Dutian couldn't help laughing out loud when he saw Qin Xiaotian's serious salute, and Qin Xiaotian was also amused by himself, covering his mouth and laughing.
"Xiaotian!" Yuan Dutian wanted to hold Qin Xiaotian's hand for a second, although he wasn't sure what his feelings for Qin Xiaotian were, he knew that he wanted to get close to her, give her warmth, and hope that she could warm his heart.
"Huh?" Qin Xiaotian stared at Yuan Dutian's face, waiting for him to speak.
"Well, I mean, actually, I love the feeling of being with you, and sometimes I even wonder what that feeling is?" Yuan Dutian didn't know that he had such a ability, and he could say such a thing in the face of a female student.
Qin Xiaotian felt that his heart was beating faster, and his face had become crimson, what would happen next? Could it be that Yuan Dutian would like himself? It was difficult for her to conclude that she was not confident enough in herself.
"I really want to get closer to you, so that we can see each other, get to know each other, and find out what is really going on in our hearts. People sometimes have to take this step, and this step of mine is very difficult. The difficulty that Yuan Dutian refers to is actually to get out of the previous relationship and start another relationship again.
"Teacher Yuan, what do you mean...... Do you like me? Qin Xiaotian couldn't hold back, she wanted to know the answer too much, and she cared too much about this answer, so she could only ask this sentence with a red face and cheekiness after countless struggles in her heart. She was wondering how she would round the field if the answer was no, how she would find a hole to get into.
"I think maybe so." Yuan Dutian's voice was very soft, not firm, but he did not deny it.
"I don't think we can easily determine our feelings right now, but I do enjoy being with you. I mean, if you're willing to think about it, maybe we could spend more time together getting to know each other and being clear about ourselves and each other. Yuan Dutian paused for a moment and continued: "Of course, I won't force you, you can continue to study and live according to your true inner thoughts, if you haven't thought about this problem, I think you can give each other some time to think about it." ”
Qin Xiaotian's heart was surging, and he didn't know how to answer for a while. She has some expectations, some worries, but also surprises and sweetness.
"Teacher Yuan, I, I'm a little messy now, I don't know how to answer, I have to think about it." Qin Xiaotian was a little at a loss, and his heart was actually full of joy.
Seeing her like this, Yuan Dutian regretted a little that he had said his true thoughts too early, putting too much pressure on Qin Xiaotian, a bit like coercion, and he was not sure how Qin Xiaotian felt about him. He didn't even know if it was a confession, and he himself couldn't be sure of his true emotions.
"I'm sorry, you don't have to be pressured, I'm just expressing my thoughts, you can also ignore it, just do what you want in the future." Yuan Dutian hurriedly explained.
"No, it's not, I just didn't expect you to tell me this, and I couldn't react at once. Teacher Yuan is the Prince Charming in the minds of countless girls, I always feel that this is not true, why me? Qin Xiaotian's confused and suspicious eyes stung Yuan Dutian.
"Those girls only see my appearance, and then add some of their own fantasies to create a perfect image. Actually, I don't think I'm that special, and at the end of the day, I'm just a mortal. I don't know why it's you, but it's just you who makes me want to get closer. When Yuan Dutian said the last sentence, his heart was firmer than before.
Qin Xiaotian was speechless all of a sudden, she was moved. She doesn't know her good impression of him, but she has a lot of concerns, she doesn't know whether Yuan Dutian likes her or not, she also cares about the topic of teacher-student love, and she is even more worried that he can't forget the previous relationship. However, now that she listened to Yuan Dutian's words, she actually wanted to try, try to see if they could be together, she didn't think about the ending, she just wanted to fall in love simply and beautifully, to learn how to love someone, how to be good to someone.
"Teacher Yuan, I, I can't answer you clearly yet, but I want to try, can you give me some time?" Qin Xiaotian made up her mind to give each other a chance, she just needed time to determine her heart again.
"Of course, I said I definitely don't want to put any pressure on you, and even if you don't want to try, I want us to be the same as before. I'll wait for you, and you will tell me again when you think about it. Yuan Dutian smiled slightly, containing understanding and willingness to wait, his eyes and outline became so gentle, Qin Xiaotian's heart felt like it was about to melt.
The two walked out of the drink shop, the sun was gently sprinkled on their clothes, spring is really coming, the snow has melted, and the heart is warm, Qin Xiaotian raised his head to the not too dazzling sun, and his heart was plump.
Yuan Dutian stood next to him and looked at the girl who looked up at the sun, and a long-lost emotion rippled in his heart, which gradually dispersed in his body, making him feel full of strength, and let him experience the energy that was ready to go before love came.
On the way back to school, the distance between the two walking was obviously closer than before, Qin Xiaotian's hand occasionally accidentally touched another warm big hand when he shook it, and when he touched it, Qin Xiaotian's heart would throb, and his hand would shrink out unnaturally, for fear of running into it again. On the contrary, Yuan Dutian behaved much more naturally. In order to avoid people's eyes and ears and cause unnecessary speculation, the two broke up at the school gate. Walking back to the dormitory, Qin Xiaotian's entire nerves relaxed from a tense state, and the kind of happiness was about to overflow from the internal organs through the mouth, eyes, nose, and ears that were connected with the outside world, and his chest was like a burst, and he was so excited that he wanted to shout. Then, she can only keep quiet, hide these emotions and feelings deep in her heart, no one can say that she has to slowly digest her emotions and welcome a new beginning in a good state. Back in the dormitory, she took a long time to calm down and then work on her resume, knowing that life and study had to go on.
In the evening, Na Chunming came downstairs to Qin Xiaotian's dormitory after returning from the newspaper, and Qin Xiaotian took the printed resume to Na Chunming. After looking at it, Chunming nodded, showing a look of relief.
"I'll show your resume to the editor-in-chief of Da Youzao tomorrow, and if there are no problems, you can go to them for an internship." Na Chunming put his resume in his satchel.
Facing Na Chunming, Qin Xiaotian always felt sorry in her heart, especially today, Na Chunming didn't know anything, and was still actively helping her contact the internship unit, but her heart was slowly occupied by another man. Qin Xiaotian's feelings of apology for Na Chunming could not be eliminated, and even became stronger and stronger.
"Chunming, you don't have to bother too much, just submit a resume and take a look, if it doesn't work, forget it. Don't let me affect your own internship and your relationship with the newspaper. I'm going to try to get it done myself, but if I can't, I can still ask for help from a mentor, you really don't have to worry about me. Qin Xiaotian was too afraid that Chunming would find an internship for himself and affect his impression of the newspaper. Qin Xiaotian's tutor originally relied on words to eat, in fact, he knew people from the newspaper, but usually, the teacher was high-minded and didn't like to owe favors, and Qin Xiaotian didn't want to embarrass the tutor, so he never mentioned to the tutor about helping to find an internship unit.
"It's okay, I told the editor-in-chief about your situation today, and he asked me to send my resume over, don't worry, the internship unit will definitely have it." Na Chunming wanted to dispel Qin Xiaotian's concerns, but how did Qin Xiaotian know how many people he asked in order to help her find an internship position, and even Chen Shaoyu he had asked for it.
"Go back and rest, see you're tired, your forehead is sweating, hurry up and go back to wash and sleep, you have to go to the newspaper tomorrow!" Qin Xiaotian looked at Na Chunming's tired face and had to take care of his own affairs, and he really couldn't bear it.
"Well, then I'll go first, you wait for my news!" That Chunming saw that Qin Xiaotian cared about him, and his heart was hot.
"Be careful on the road, and be careful when you go to interviews!" Qin Xiaotian said goodbye to Na Chunming with a smile.
Na Chunming waved his hand and gradually disappeared into the night.
Qin Xiaotian was lying on the bed, thinking about what Yuan Dutian said to him during the day, and he laughed unconsciously, but when he thought of Chunming's slightly haggard face, Qin Xiaotian turned over. Now, I can't think about it much, I can only follow my heart, wait for Yuan Dutian to give me the final certainty, wait to listen to the truest voice in my heart, and wait for the news that Chunming will bring to me whether I can intern. All Qin Xiaotian can do at present is to wait quietly and silently for time and give her a true answer in her heart, so that she no longer hesitates and moves forward bravely.