In the blink of an eye, it is almost the end of the month, the weather in Fentai is still hot to the hot, originally it rained the night before, but in the morning, the morning sun sprayed out, and the moisture in the air was evaporated by the heat.

Shen Qiangrose has been hospitalized all these days, but fortunately, her body has recovered a lot, and because Qiao Yunhua has some interpersonal relationships here, she has been calm for all these days.

The nurse arrived at the ward early in the morning, and saw Shen Qiangrose lying on the bed in a daze with blank eyes, so she walked in and pushed open the window, and when she saw that she didn't say a word, she said, "Miss, the weather outside is very good today, do you want to go out for a walk?" ”

Shen Qiangrose was so worried that she didn't have the heart to take a walk, so she didn't say anything when she heard the words, but just closed her eyes. But her mind was chaotic, and there were scenes flashing in front of her eyes, all of which she didn't want to face were clearly reflected, first disaster after disaster, then her brother's whereabouts were unknown, and now even the only spiritual pillar was gone......

She was thinking that she might as well talk to her leisurely, "Miss, I'll go get a copy of today's newspaper for you later, it's very lively, waiting for our Miss Gu from the north to marry to the south at the beginning of next month." ”

Shen Qiangrose frowned, but the little nurse didn't see it, she just said to herself, "I heard that Su Qi Shaosheng is very good, I have seen it in the newspaper, Miss Gu is really blessed." ”

Shen Qiangrose originally wanted to ignore it, but what she said was like a thin needle, piercing her heart word by word, making her unable to do it if she wanted to be indifferent. I couldn't help but have a sour nose, and turned sideways without speaking.

She thought that those things came one after another, forcing her to come to this point, she couldn't retreat, and the road ahead was even more confused. Those who she once thought were more important than life were gone, and she didn't catch anything.

The hatred in her heart couldn't help but surge out, when she was so sad about losing her child, Su Huiyi wanted to marry another woman, even if she wanted to think about it, she knew how grand it should be. And what about her? It's always sad and ridiculous, but thinking about it like this, I really laugh out loud.

The nurse didn't leave, and hearing her sneer like this, it looked extremely desolate in the empty room. I couldn't help but ask, "Miss, what's wrong with you?" ”

Shen Qiangrose opened her eyes, tears slipped out of her eyes, but she smiled at the nurse, "It's nothing, I just want to laugh." ”

She wiped her cheek, "I want to go out for a walk." ”

When the nurse heard this, she smiled and nodded, helped her get up and got out of bed, and took her clothes and draped them over her. The two of them walked out, the weather outside was warm, although the sun was hot, but it was warmed by the early morning wind, the sky was clear, and the clouds were white. She raised her eyes and couldn't help but say, "The summer in the north is so good, unlike in the south, the summer is so hot that people can't breathe." ”

When the nurse heard her gossip like this, she asked, "Miss, are you from the south?" No wonder I look at you so delicately. ”

Shen Qiangrose looked at the grass on the side, and in the distance, she saw that the grass was blooming, extending to that end, and several pavilions were built in the middle, but there were many sick people sitting there in such a morning.

She said casually: "I was born and raised in the south, where there are many memories and old people, I used to think that I would never leave for a lifetime, but until I left, I found that it was not a big deal, because memories will follow me for a lifetime no matter where I go, and the old people are destined to rub shoulders and become passers-by, so it is not worth nostalgia." ”

She couldn't help but have a sour nose, and raised her eyes to look at the clouds in the sky, fluctuating, some were blown away by the wind, and some were blown closer by the wind, probably like people, she thought silently.

The nurse was so moved by her that she couldn't say anything for a moment, so she helped her to the lawn, "Let's go and walk over there." ”

Shen Qiangrose stopped talking, and walked over slowly, she was a little physically exhausted at this time, so she sat in the pavilion, this pavilion was originally a Western-style building, all of them were marble, even in such a hot summer, it was still cold to sit down.

She sat for a while, and was about to get up to leave, when she saw a fashionable woman walking in front of her, and because of the distance, she could only see a vague outline.

It seemed to be extremely familiar, and she couldn't help but look carefully, and recognized that this person was none other than Ruan Hongyu. She was dressed in a very glamorous outfit, not the slightest different from what she remembered.

A fashionable red dress with lace hems that hang down to her ankles, and she walks very gracefully. When he got closer, he greeted with a smile, "Miss Shen, I haven't seen you for a long time." ”

Her charming eyes swept around her, revealing a look of pity, "Are you in good shape?" ”

Shen Qiangrose couldn't help but be very surprised when she saw her at first glance, but after thinking about it, this person had originally come and gone without a trace, and he had always been so mysterious. It's just that she didn't want to answer the question she asked.

He just nodded slightly, and didn't bother to catch up with her, so he sat there and didn't speak. Ruan Hongyu naturally guessed what was on her mind, so she sat beside her and looked at the distant scenery with her.

After a long time, he said: "Actually, from another point of view, this matter may not be good for you, you are still young, don't be trapped in front of you." ”

Shen Qiangrose has heard a lot of truths these days, and it is all about that, it is nothing more than persuading her to want to open it, she understands it, but some of the pain is too deep, so deep that it is difficult to let go, and she refuses to let go of herself. She sighed slightly, but didn't want to say a word.

Ruan Hongyu knew that she wouldn't respond, but she didn't expect it, but just said to herself, "Actually, I knew at that time that you would always have such a day." I've been hinting at you, but you're too deep for us onlookers to see. ”

She raised her eyes to look at the floating clouds, "Although we don't have a deep friendship, I always feel like I know you at first sight, and whatever I say is like a feeling." ”

Shen Qiangrose turned her eyes and glanced at her, she only thought she was exaggerated and hypocritical in the past, but once or twice she had a relationship, she felt that the person in front of her was sometimes simple and sometimes complicated, just at this moment, she said this frankly to herself, as if she was really just trying to persuade her as a friend.

She slowed down and asked, "Where have you been all this time?" ”

Ruan Hongyu might as well that she would open her mouth to ask about this, so she smiled unexpectedly, "Most of the things I did are not visible, and you still don't know." ”

Shen Qiangrose was used to her appearance, and she didn't continue to ask, just looked up into the distance and said: "I remember that I read a novel a long time ago, and I can't remember what the story is, but I remember that the woman in the story was moved after experiencing a tragic love, saying that she loved the wrong person, like living a new life, which probably means that one person lives a lifetime." ”

She didn't continue, she hung her head slightly, "I'm alone now, it seems that there are no worries in this world, and it seems that there are worries everywhere, I don't want to ask others what to do, maybe it's the best choice at the moment, but my heart is always unstable." ”

She smiled wryly, "This is probably the so-called self-torture." ”

She turned her head and asked, "What did you suddenly appear for?" I don't think it's just for the sake of saying these irrelevant things to me. ”

Ruan Hongyu raised her eyebrows and questioned: "Where is this irrelevant, I rarely have such a serious comfort, but I was teased by you like this." ”

After she finished speaking, her eyebrows suddenly became solemn, "I really have something to tell you, but you have to be prepared." ”

Shen Qiangrose intuitively felt that she was going to say something bad, so she frowned, "What's wrong?" ”

When she saw Ruan Hongyu's hesitant look on her face, she became more and more uneasy, so she urged, "What happened?" You mean. ”

Ruan Hongyu lowered her head, "Qiao Yunhua told me not to tell you, but I always feel that I shouldn't hide such a big thing from you...... Rose, your brother has been killed. ”

This sentence was undoubtedly a bolt from the blue, and it gave Shen Qiangrose a fatal blow head-on, she opened her mouth in fright, her eyes were full of grief-stricken light, as if she couldn't believe it, she couldn't speak for a long time, tears slipped down the corners of her eyes, dripping into her lips, a piece of saltiness.

She took a breath and asked softly, as if she didn't want to believe it, "What did you say?" My brother, what's wrong with him? ”

Ruan Hongyu avoided her mournful gaze with extreme guilt, and whispered, "He's dead, he's already dead." ”

Shen Qiangrose was hit by such a big blow all of a sudden, as if she had been punched hard in the chest, making it difficult for her to breathe, and she got up suddenly, I don't know if she was too anxious and angry, or too emotional, but this move made her head spin, and then her eyes went black, and she fell straight down.

The nurse standing next to her exclaimed, "Miss, Miss! She first called the people on the side, and then ran over to see them. Soon, a few people ran over quickly, picked up Shen Qiangrose and went to the hospital.

The people around all looked over one after another, only Ruan Hongyu still maintained a suitable sitting posture, until all the people dispersed, she raised her head and looked at the white clouds in the distance, layer upon layer, like the candy her father bought for her when she was a teenager, and it was soft as if it melted in her mouth.

After staying like this for a while, she got up dignified and stepped on the dust on her skirt, this set of movements was still elegant, as if she had never been so elegant.

Walking slowly towards the hospital, each step was extremely slow, as if enjoying the scenery leisurely, and there was nothing to worry about. When I went to the ward on the second floor, I looked through the window and saw the doctor and the nurse busy inside, and Shen Qiangrose was lying quietly on the hospital bed, as if she was asleep.

But she was too thin, and lying there was a lot of pity for people to look at.

She watched silently for a long time, and then walked to the window, looking through the window, the distant mountains were hazy, and there were already a lot of dark clouds on that end, lead gray, gradually accumulating, and finally there was a heavy rain coming, it was only a matter of time.