Thirty-three (1)
When Shen Qiangrose woke up, it was already two days later in the afternoon, at this time the car was driving north, due to the conditions, this trip was naturally on the mountain road again, she originally had no strength in her body, and she was bumped like this, only to feel that her bones were going to fall apart.
The space in the car was limited, she was lying alone in the back seat, opposite Qiao Yunhua, she almost opened her eyes, and saw him, the car was silent, he was leaning on the seat and sleeping soundly. The rays of sunlight shone properly on his face, the cheeks were thin and handsome, in the half-light and half-darkness, the delicate facial features seemed to be carved by a knife, and the eyelashes were long and dense, like the shadow of butterfly wings.
She looked at it silently, and then sighed faintly. She closed her eyes again, the sorrow in her heart swirled back and forth with the undulating mountain road, she thought of her child who had just passed away, and couldn't help but have a sour nose, she was so unqualified as a mother, she couldn't even protect her own child, she didn't have time to know if she was a boy or a girl......
Tears flowed out, soaking the car seat, that kind of powerlessness filled the whole body, so that her whole person was in a sad mood and couldn't get out, she hated, these people did anything to get rid of her, she hated, she was always played with by others in applause, like an insignificant insect, anyone could easily crush her.
She hurts, hurts herself so incompetently and insignificant, she can't even protect her only relatives! She was even more hurt, and the person who had promised to protect her for the rest of her life was about to marry someone else, and even when she was most helpless, she didn't know where she was.
She suddenly understood that she was never lucky to meet Su Huiyi, he brought her too many disasters, not only hurting her family, but also harming herself.
He was never his own beloved!
She closed her eyes tightly, hoping that after waking up from a dream, nothing had happened. She could hear the rustle of wheels against the ground, and the mountain road was so rough that every step was bumpy. It seems to remind her all the time that she is still burdening others, and her future is still bleak.
I simply opened my eyes and wanted to get up and sit up, but I saw Qiao Yunhua on the other side who woke up for some time, and was looking at her for a moment, the rays of sunlight in her eyes, bright as stars. She suddenly didn't know what to say, but when she opened her mouth, her voice was choked, "My child, is it a boy or a girl?" ”
Qiao Yunhua looked at her quietly, as if she couldn't bear to answer her, she was already emaciated, like a hosta flower that could no longer withstand the wind and rain, so weak that he couldn't bear to look at it.
He moved the corners of his lips before he said, "Rose, don't think about it, you are still alive, as long as you are healthy and healthy, you will have children in the future." ”
He'd never spoken to such a soft-spoken fandom, only when he was in front of her. She looked at him in a daze, closed her eyes slightly, and tears fell down her eyes, "Tell me, let me know." ”
Qiao Yunhua glanced at his eyes and looked out the window, the mountains in the distance were verdant, the clouds and mist were continuous, intertwined with the hot summer wind, and the trees were clustered, the branches and leaves were dense, and the shadows of the trees shone on the glass windows, mottled.
He paused before saying, "It's a girl." ”
Shen Qiangrose sat up without saying a word, tears fell silently on her chest, she wiped it, took a breath, and bit her lip fiercely, as if she was forcibly suppressing the pain.
Seeing this, Qiao Yunhua grabbed her shoulders and looked into her eyes, "Rose, you have to cheer up." You still have a long life to go, and you'll get better slowly. ”
Shen Qiangrose raised her eyes to look at him, her mind was mixed up at this moment, she felt that her heart was completely messed up, there were too many things she needed time to think through, there were too many things she needed to sort out, she knew that things had happened, no matter what, the child would not come back, but that was her life! How can you say that you don't want to want to, and you forget if you forget?
She felt like she was going to break down!
"It won't be good! You don't understand! She suddenly roared loudly, and a strange light burst out of those eyes, "I have lost so much, you don't understand it!" ”
When she said this, she cried loudly, since she became an adult, she has never cried like this, even if her parents died one after another, she was secretly crying behind her back, like now, regardless of the loss of control, it is the second time, the first time is the day when the child is lost.
Kid kid!
Qiao Yunhua watched her cry uncontrollably, the deep sentimentality hit him, he hugged her almost instinctively, hugged her tightly, felt her tears soak his chest, and the hot flow would reach the deepest and weakest place in his heart.
He waited for a while before he said, "Rose, it's going to be fine, it's going to be okay." ”
He clenched his fists tightly, and there were many more words he didn't say, including the intertwined hatred, including the revenge he was about to make.
Shen Qiangrose leaned on his arms, crying like a child, at this moment the etiquette of men and women disappeared, she only knew that the person in front of her rescued her again and again when she was in trouble, if it wasn't for him, she didn't know how many times she died.
She sobbed and said, "Thank you." ”
Qiao Yunhua patted her on the back gently, as if she was not used to such politeness, so she said, "You still have to drive a long way to get there, are you hungry?" ”
As he spoke, he patted her on the back again, "Don't cry anymore, you haven't eaten in a few days, let's eat something first." ”
Shen Qiangrose was a little embarrassed at this moment, so she broke away from his embrace and wiped her tears, her stomach was burning, and she had no appetite, so she shook her head.
Qiao Yunhua thought that she had just woken up, and she didn't know how her body was, but it was not good to ask too much about such things. So he helped her to sit down, and said, "It won't be until evening, and since you don't want to eat, rest first." ”
Shen Qiangrose took a handkerchief and wiped her cheeks, her venting made her body uncomfortable, her lower abdomen was still cramping, in such a hot summer, the car was somewhat stuffy, she was a little breathless, so she leaned against the window, panting slightly.
Qiao Yunhua naturally saw that she was not very comfortable, so she asked, "Do you want to open the window?" ”
Shen Qiangrose nodded silently, her face was extremely pale due to excessive blood loss, and she was reflected in front of the window, as if it were transparent paper. Qiao Yunhua immediately rolled down the window, and the June wind and heat wave blew in, Shen Qiangrose breathed a sigh of relief, feeling that she had not been free like this for a long time.
She blew the warm wind, and because her body was too weak, she soon fell asleep. It wasn't until the middle of the night that the car drove to Fentai, which is one of the prosperous cities in the north, so the car drove into the city, and there are high-rise buildings everywhere, even if the night is silent, it still reveals a different kind of magnificence.
Because of the early instructions, as soon as the driver entered Fentai, he went directly to the hospital, and there were originally many Qiao Yunhua people in this area, so there was no inconvenience in moving. The car was speeding all the way, turning a few corners, and arrived at the famous hospital in Fentai.
Another messenger went in to report, and Qiao Yunhua saw that Shen Rose was still asleep, so he called softly, "Rose." ”
Shen Qiangrose didn't seem to hear it, he shouted twice in a row, but she still didn't move. He finally sensed something was wrong, so he patted her on the shoulder, "Rose, wake up." ”
As he spoke, he turned on the headlights, but saw that Shen Qiangrose's face was pale, and even the corners of her lips were white without a trace of blood. Looking down, I found that there were some blood stains on the hem of her clothes, and I couldn't help but widen my eyes, I couldn't care much about it at this time, so I opened the car door and hugged Shen Qiangrose down.
After three steps and two steps, he entered the door of the hospital, and the doctor had already greeted him, and when he saw this, he hurriedly ordered the nurse to send the person to the operating room. At such an urgent moment, even if Qiao Yunhua was calm, he couldn't help but mess up, and his forehead was overflowing with a lot of sweat.
It wasn't until he reached the door of the operating room that he had to pause, watching Shen Qiangrose being pushed in, she was still unconscious, her body was thin like a piece of paper, he suddenly felt his heart sink suddenly, and after a hurried look, the door was closed.
After a long time, Qiao Yunhua raised his head slightly and walked to the window, the night outside the window was silent, the black clouds were dense, and the sound of raindrops could be clearly heard on the eaves. It turned out that it was raining at some point, ticking and ticking, and the sound was soft.
After such a series of tosses, he hasn't rested much recently, and his eyes are also bruised. But at such a time, I felt that my nerves were tense, and I refused to relax even the slightest.
After standing silently for a moment, he sat down on the bench and instructed lightly, "Deal with the matter here, and then go and see what news there is in the south." ”
The messenger answered, and departed. Qiao Yunhua thought silently, now that the situation in the south has gradually stabilized, the war with Fusang may end soon. It's just that the Northland suddenly stirred in, and the purpose is definitely not simple. I am afraid that if the situation is stabilized, the south will still end up being divided.
He can see it thoroughly as an outsider, why can't Su Huiyi see this clearly? Why did you choose to marry the Northland at such a time? He just thought about it like this, these things didn't matter at the moment, he looked at the remaining people beside him and said, "Is there any news from the third prince recently?" ”
He paused, and then asked, "What about Ruan Hongyu?" ”
The messenger was his confidant, and he naturally paid attention to the news of these people, and immediately said: "The third prince has nothing recently, and as for Miss Ruan, since she joined forces with Lu Yuping, she has not often sent news." ”
Qiao Yunhua hooked her lips and sneered, "This woman is very thoughtful, what is a mere Lu Yuping?" You don't have to message her, just let her go. ”
He looked towards the operating room, and his heart sank again, now everything needed to be replanned, and he still had a lot to deal with. Just thinking about Shen Qiangrose and his mother who was far away in the south, he couldn't figure out the slightest clue, reached out and stroked his forehead, only feeling tired.