The warm autumn sun slowly shone on Tan Yufan's face, the corner of the girl's mouth was with a smile, the camera in her hand was held high above her head, at that moment Qiu Fan blew the maple leaves on the branches, and drew a beautiful arc in the air, Yufan pressed the shutter to record the moment of the floating leaves. Suddenly, a teenager barged into her shot.

Tan Yufan hurriedly raised his camera, "What are you doing?" She shouted angrily, but saw He Beichen's face full of smiles, "Xuanfan, so interested." "The little universe didn't know it was him, so it couldn't help but be a little embarrassed," "Oh. The girl smiled shyly, and the next second she came to her senses, "You still say me, aren't you too?" Came out so early. Tan Yufan skillfully shifted the focus to He Beichen again.

"I came out so early to run." The boy's voice was very pleasant, and Beichen had obviously regained his former vitality. He Beichen is such a person, even if he falls into the mud, he always has the courage to drag himself out of the mud. He stopped in front of Yu Fan, but his feet were still bouncing, and the young man's breathing seemed to be very even, as if he was enjoying such a relaxing time, "What about you?" Why did you come out so early? He looked at her, his eyes full of sincerity, those eyes seemed to speak, and when he looked at her, there was an unspeakable love.

"Me." Tan Yufan smiled, revealing two charming little tiger teeth, "I'm not preparing for the campus culture and art festival yet. Her tone was soft, but it was even more light-hearted. The sunlight slowly shone on the side of the young man's face, and although there was a wound on that cheek, it couldn't hide the heroic spirit between his eyebrows, "Campus Art Festival? The corners of the boy's mouth rose slightly, "Isn't that just a few days away?" You're still not ready? He seemed surprised.

"Oh, actually, how many photos I've saved. It's just that I always feel like I can make better work. Her ruddy face in the autumn breeze is even more lovely. He Beichen finally stopped, and somehow, the young man suddenly lost the idea of running in the morning, "Then I'll accompany you." He Beichen said and couldn't help but feel a burst of relaxation.

"You're feeling better now, and you're still in the mood to go for a morning run." Yu Fan couldn't help but provoke the young man, and those watery eyes couldn't help but look at him. "It's okay, I can't always be decadent like this, right." Bei Chen said, and there was a sense of meaning. This made Xiao Universe feel a little distressed, she had never seen such a teenager, so stubborn. If Beichen fell into the mud, then he would also try his best to pull himself out, which is really rare.

"So, you're not objecting to your mom being with that man now?" Tan Yufan's question was even more point-to-point, and she looked at He Beichen's face cautiously. The scar on the side of his face is not yet healed, and it looks like there is no lack of melancholy, "Well, so to speak." The boy said this with a look of disbelief.

"Actually, maybe that's it." Yu Fan also seemed to understand something, "You will always accept, more precisely, learn to accept." Because, after all, you can't change, can you? Her eyes became deeper and deeper, like she had never looked before, "Beichen, in fact, everyone has their own difficulties, and Xie Lan should be like this." Tan Yufan said with a thoughtful look, "So, then, accepting it may make you more relieved." The girl raised her head and smiled, but this was unusually warm in Beichen's eyes.

"I understand what you're saying." The young man opened his lips slightly, but he looked so confused, "But I don't understand, why, why such a thing happened to me He Beichen." The boy couldn't help but lose his mind as he spoke. It's really nothing. Tan Yufan seemed to be very open-minded, "This kind of thing will happen to each of us, all of this is unknown, so we don't need to care." Her words were very serious, and she seemed so rational.

Since it is still very early, the path of the campus is exceptionally clean, and the two of them can seem to feel each other's heartbeats as they walk through the autumn forest. It's a really strange feeling, maybe it's love. You don't have to say anything, it's just that two people walk together silently and feel beautiful.

But when they came to the foot of a ginkgo tree, she suddenly stopped. I saw the girl bend down, lowered her head and looked at a ginkgo leaf, although the petiole of this ginkgo biloba is not big, but it looks so delicate, after all, it is also a member of autumn, how can it not add a touch of color to this world. She held it gently in her palm, like a baby. This made He Beifan a little confused, he looked at him sideways, and looked at her with a little mockery, "What are you doing picking up this leaf?" In Beichen's eyes, this behavior of the small universe is really no different from that of a child. But in fact, Tan Yufan is a child who has not grown up, and she is even cuter than a child.

"You don't understand that, do you?" Tan Yufan grinned, and even had some pretentious posture, "Collecting ginkgo biloba leaves is a habit of this girl." This can be used as a bookmark, and the second can also be used as a specimen, right? Her eyebrows were raised, and she looked even more relaxed and free, which made He Beichen feel envious. He also wants to live like the small universe without heart and lungs, but unfortunately he really can't do it, "How can anything become your interest?" The boy finally just asked in bewilderment.

"What's wrong with that?" Tan Yufan disagreed, "As for me, I like all good things." So, I prefer to collect beauty and record beauty. As long as it is good, I will not refuse to come. The girl laughed again as she said this. Perhaps, she is such a girl, she can always see the light of the world. Even if there is not much pain, she always laughs it off, "What about you." Are you like that too? She really wanted to ask Beichen, but in the end she didn't say anything.

It was He Beichen who confessed to himself first, "Do you know, Xuanfan, I really envy you sometimes. He Beichen pursed his lips again as he spoke, "I always feel that I am very tired from life." He thought about it and felt that he was not very affectionate, "To be more precise, I don't know who I am, and I don't know what kind of life I want." Bei Chen couldn't help but feel a little sad as he spoke.

"Why do you feel that way?" Tan Yufan felt very strange, she really didn't understand what He Beichen wanted to say, she just felt that there was such a young man, his heart was full of pain, but there was nowhere to vent, so he could only hide it all in his heart. He Beichen is used to hiding himself, but more often than not, he is soft and vulnerable. Bei Chen's heart was already scarred, but he always looked indifferent. It seems that if others cut two knives in his heart, he won't feel anything. But a wound is necessarily a wound, and an injury is bound to hurt. Even if the wound heals one day, it will reveal an ugly scar, which is inevitable.

"Me." He Beichen has always been not good at expressing himself, and at this time he became even more wooden, "I don't know, I just think." "I haven't laughed happily for a long time, there doesn't seem to be anything to be happy about in my life, and sometimes I feel that there is no meaning in such a life." He Beichen's eyes moistened, this remark had been held in his heart for too long, but he had never mentioned it to anyone. It's just that, in the face of Xuan Fan, he carefully opened the softest part of his heart, and he believed that Xuan Fan would not laugh at him, so he was not embarrassed to let her see his injuries.

Tan Yufan's expression became solemn, and Beichen at this time was like a person drowning in the sea. In fact, he had been in the sea for too long, too long to see any hope of going ashore. He had been immersed so long that his limbs had become weak. But what can he do, he must continue to swim forward. Struggling in the sea of misery has become a normal state for teenagers. Tan Yufan didn't want to see Beichen working so hard, but he couldn't help him. After all, he has a very different life trajectory from hers, and she wants him to live happily. However, Xie Lan's words seem to make a lot of sense, happiness is very expensive, and not everyone can afford it.

"I often stay up late now." He Beichen looked even more helpless when he said this, "Every night, when the lights in the opposite building are extinguished. It seemed that I was the only one in the night. The light above me was still on, but I had to keep him writing. He Beichen actually had an urge to cry when he said this, "Yufan, I haven't had a good night's sleep for a long time, I really feel it, I can't hold it anymore." He stopped talking about it, for fear that his tears would fall out of his anger.

"So, have you ever thought about giving yourself a day off, or, reducing some of this tiredness?" The more Xiao Universe listened, the more distressed she became, but unfortunately, she couldn't really help He Beichen do anything, and she could only enlighten him. However, this is enough for Beichen.

"I want to, too." He Beichen shook his head helplessly as he spoke, "It's just that it's impossible." I hope that one day, I can sleep until I wake up naturally, instead of being woken up by the alarm clock at the bedside; I hope that one day I can be in a daze for a while, just sit there quietly, and think about nothing. I wish I could laugh and cry without caring about anyone's feelings. But such days do not exist, and every day when I wake up, I will still be woken up by the alarm clock at the bedside; When I sat at my desk, I still didn't have the time to be in a daze, not even a moment of respite; Not to mention laughing insolently, it should have been a few years ago. At least I cried a lot, but every time, I always suppressed myself, in fact, I didn't dare to cry too frankly. Because doing so will cause headaches and affect the next day's itinerary. Bei Chen finally shook out all the words in his heart, his words were very slow, but when they came into Tan Yufan's ears, she was so distressed.

He Beichen's life is like an equation, cold without any temperature at all. But he must be a flesh and blood drive, he has emotions, but he has long forgotten how to express them. Such a Beichen is pathetic, but what can she Tan Yufan do. She couldn't control the handle of fate, and naturally she couldn't relieve He Beichen's inner suffering.

"Well, you might as well try to change it. For example, taking a day out of the weekend and just doing what you love without having to take care of anyone's feelings. She rolled her eyes, trying to look lighter, "Or maybe go eat some sweets to regulate the pressure." Besides, I don't think about anything, just take a hot shower comfortably, and sleep soundly for the night. Xiao Universe said it very easily, but these are not realistic for Beichen at all, and she is not unaware, but she is not willing to accept it like this.

The boy was silent, his lips pursed tightly, and his wounded cheek overflowed with indescribable melancholy.