181. Reality in dreams

In the guest house, Ye Yinli sat on the edge of the bed and looked at Shen Xinjing on the bed, frowning with a sad expression.

Shen Xinjing's face was pale, he never woke up, Ye Yinli came to see a doctor, he was in a hurry, too sad, and for more psychological reasons, Shen Xinjing was unwilling to wake up and face reality.

"Ah Jing, are you going to wake up?" Ye Yinli held Shen Xinjing's hand and put it next to his face, "I don't know what the political commissar told you, but when you wake up, let's face it together, okay?" ”

"Ah Jing, I like you, I've liked you for a long time, I was entrusted by Mo Tian to take care of you, but the more I know you, the more I like you.

There are many times when I feel sorry for Xiao Lanmo, I feel like I have stolen this liking.

I have seen all the things that Xiao Lanmo left behind, he has a deep love for you, and he has a noble character, he is a person I admire in my heart, I can't compare with him, and I can't take away his most beloved person.

I still remember when school first started, I found all kinds of ways to stick with you, not to let you have time to think about Xiao Lanmo, not to let you go to him, according to the past memories of you and Xiao Lanmo, fill yourself in your life.

You always deliberately keep a distance from me, telling me that you have someone in your heart and there is no way to accept a new relationship, I am not angry, I just want to be by your side and protect this brave girl.

However, you were always so strong, so strong that you didn't need anyone in your life, and then you were able to trust me, and we went through a lot together, and I was really happy.

If you can, Shen Xinjing, can you please wake up? I want to continue to be by your side! It's okay to have no identity. Ye Yinli looked at Shen Xinjing, who didn't react, and buried his head on the quilt.

Lin Motian pushed the door in, "Brother, you go and rest for a while, I'll take care of Ah Jing." ”

Ye Yinli raised his head, his eyes were red, Lin Motian understood, and walked over to support Ye Yinli's shoulder, "Don't be sad, brother, you have done your best!" ”

There were only two people left in the room, Shen Xinjing and Lin Motian, "Ah Jing, every time you encounter something, you just shrink your head and sleep, I have been thinking of the opportunity to do it myself for more than a year, and you gave it to me."

Although I don't know what the political commissar told you, I always face you with a sense of guilt, so please take care of you, I hope you can be very happy.

This used to be the place where we lived and trained together, Ah Jing, I miss the days with you, we trained together, secretly ate delicious food together, I envy the way you live happily, envy your courage to pay for love, the freedom I never dared to hope for. ”

"At that time, seeing that you and Team Xiao were together and kept their distance, I, as your best friend, kept the secret for you, and would do your ideological work every time, persuading you not to drill the horns, I am really happy for you! Find the person you love the most and love you the most in this life! Lucky man! ”

Lin Motian suddenly remembered something, took out his mobile phone and searched, there was a video of Team Xiao leading the team to conduct a search training demonstration in the official account, Xiao Lanmo was the commander, and the passwords and explanations in it were all what he said.

Shen Xinjing's heart in the dream was uneasy, the chaotic dream really made Shen Xinjing worry, when he was a senior soldier, Shen Xinjing only experienced and understood the punishment of spies, and these alone made Shen Xinjing shudder.

Xiao Lanmo really sat on the stool in front of him, his hands and feet were handcuffed to the legs of the stool, his face and arms were bloody, Xiao Lanmo's face was gray, his eyes couldn't be gathered together, and he lay on the stool panting.

The wound on his back was still oozing blood, and his shabby clothes were covered with blood stains, "Ah Jing, Ah Jing......" Shen Xinjing looked at Xiao Lanmo in such pain, knowing that this was all a scene of his own imagination, because in reality, Xiao Lanmo had never called Shen Xinjing's name on any occasion or opportunity after Xiao Lanmo began to participate in the mission.

In order not to cause trouble to Shen Xinjing......

Even if it is not real, Shen Xinjing also feels pain, the enemy will only treat Xiao Lanmo more cruelly, and if it is too much, he will definitely not be merciful.

What a dark and difficult three months Xiao Lanmo experienced? Only to die quietly and slowly under torture? Shen Xinjing had no way to imagine.

Thinking of those bad guys who tortured Xiao Lanmo, Shen Xinjing's anger rose, "You must let these people also taste the taste of pain, so that they will not die well!" Shen Xinjing clenched his fists and roared in his dream.

Suddenly, Xiao Lanmo's voice came, "Take a break, stand upright, comrade chief, the queue in the special operations is ......" Shen Xinjing listened to the familiar password voice, which was Xiao Lanmo's unique and beautiful tone.

Shen Xinjing slapped the gray walls around him, trying to find a way out, crying and shouting, "Lan Lan, where are you?" How can I get out of here and find you? Lan Lan ......"

"I'll divide the group below, Shen Xinjing!"

"Here!"

"Lin Motian!"

"Here!"

"You guys are the first group, and you're doing a demonstration of search poses!"

"Yes!"

The sound outside the wall was so clear, but Shen Xinjing couldn't get out in a hurry, so he pulled the grenade in a hurry, and Shen Xinjing's whole person quickly jumped out to the side.

Blowing up an exit, Shen Xinjing crawled out of the rubble, stumbled outside, and shouted, "Lan Lan, Lan Lan ......" Shen Xinjing came out and saw Xiao Lanmo who fell to the ground, and hurriedly ran over.

"Lan Lan, Lan Lan, what's wrong with you?" Shen Xinjing knelt on the ground and picked up Xiao Lanmo, Xiao Lanmo no longer looked like a person, his face was full of blood, his clothes were tattered, there was no good place on his body, and his fingers were full of pinholes.

"Let's go to the hospital, we'll go now, please, Lan Lan, don't die, Lan Lan, Lan Lan......" Shen Xinjing touched the cold Xiao Lanmo, who was already out of breath.

On that cold winter morning, Xiao Lanmo was thrown outside the Public Security Bureau like this, and finally the news was fed back to the unit, and it was the political commissar who personally picked up Xiao Lanmo.

"Lan Lan, what should I do for you? Are you particularly reluctant to leave me? That's why no matter how painful it is, you don't give up hope of life? I'm sorry, I didn't know that you had lasted so long, I didn't save you, and I still went to school with peace of mind!

It's all my own selfishness, I don't dare to face you again, in the face of two years of life in the barracks, I cut off all contact after returning to school, and I don't dare to go to you! That's why you left the world alone! ”

Shen Xinjing opened his eyes, and Xiao Lanmo's voice was still in his ears, "Next, let me introduce you to the terrain......" Lin Motian came over, "Ah Jing, are you awake?" Great, brother, Ah Jing is awake, come on! ”

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