180. Affectionate promise you
Shen Xinjing asked in surprise, "For me?" ”
"Yes! Jing, have you forgotten your last mission? ”
"I haven't forgotten, commissar, but is there anything wrong?"
"At that time, the order to retreat was issued, it was you who were willful, disobeyed the order, deliberately pursued the enemy, and fell into trouble alone, and in the end it was Lan Mo who rescued you, and you also injured yourself!"
"Commissar, I was sure at that time, I was able to control the situation and catch that terrorist!"
"The result?" The political commissar slapped the case, and his tone was full of anger, "You haven't realized your mistake until now!" What was the first thing you learned in the barracks? ”
"Obey orders!"
"Then why is it up to your own temperament, although it didn't affect others, it hurt yourself, but the nature hasn't changed!"
"But later, after I was discharged from the hospital, everyone said that nothing was wrong, and I did not receive any notice of punishment."
"That's because Lan Mo took all this for you! The superiors are very angry about this matter, and they are ready to punish you, cancel your qualification for promotion, and let you retire from the army that year!
It was Lan Mo who voluntarily assumed all the responsibilities in order to give you a chance and not affect your next promotion exam. He's your captain! It is someone you should be grateful for for a lifetime!
In order to make up for that accident, Lan Mo took the initiative to accept a secret mission, and then he didn't come back......" The political commissar's hand knuckles pinching the table turned white, and his tone was full of sadness.
Shen Xinjing didn't know what Xiao Lanmo had done for herself, so she wiped her tears and said, "I'm sorry, political commissar!" ”
"You are not sorry for me, you are sorry for Xiao Lanmo, who loves you the most!
Organization G has been trying to sabotage our biotechnology development because they have received spy information that we are applying innovative theories to the military, causing them to panic!
After our military detects the news, in order to prevent the destruction of our entire biotechnology market, we need to send secret personnel to spy on the news and carry out assassination operations if necessary!
In order to make up for your mistakes, Lan Mo took the initiative to apply, and based on all aspects of quality, Lan Mo is the best and the most suitable candidate!
My proudest general! I was reluctant, but he insisted on going! The organization agreed not to punish you again, and in his heart, he had to do something for the organization to get better.
But what about you! Shen Xinjing! You voluntarily gave up your only chance to get started! What did you do in your culture class? The commissar lost his temper and lost his composure at the beginning.
Shen Xinjing couldn't control her emotions anymore, and cried out, tears streaming down her face, "I'm sorry, Lan Lan, I don't know, I can't convince myself to live without you, so I gave up at the last moment in the exam culture class."
I don't know what you've done for me, I'm sorry, it's all my fault......" Shen Xinjing couldn't cry, regretting and feeling sad in his heart.
……
Shen Xinjing sat on the obstacle course in the camp, and he used to like to sit here and watch the clouds in the sky.
The road I dreamed of before was to take the road that Lanlan had walked, blew the wind that Lanlan had walked, eaten the food that Lanlan ate, seen the obstacles that Lanlan had climbed, and seen Lanlan's brothers who got along day and night, and finally did it himself, and became Lanlan's most trusted brother who fought side by side, Shen Xinjing smiled when he thought of this.
However, in the end, he left him with scars, but he didn't know that he was the most cruel one.
opened the box in his arms, and the last words were so calm: "Ah Jing, all encounters in the world are reunions after a long absence. Time goes slowly, all encounters and partings seem to be taken for granted, and encounters and partings come from time to time.
When faced with sudden accidents, may you not panic. As long as we face it bravely, we will not be crushed in an instant. After all, the bad things will pass and become memories.
Life goes on, and time doesn't stand still for us. May you be able to have a heart to the sun, fragrant all the way. As the lyrics say, "The darkness is the dawn of the past, and there is always a turn of hope with optimism." ”
In this life, Ah Jing, I protect you too little. A relationship is like a scale, there is always someone who loves a little more, can I guarantee it? When I meet you in the next life, I must give more than you, and give you all the warmth and love that this ordinary girl can enjoy. ”
"You've already given me a lot, Lan Lan, as long as you stand in front of me, I'll be the richest person!" Shen Xinjing looked at the sky and said, the corners of his eyes were full of tears.
The political commissar's words were still in his ears, "Our people have sent back information, Lan Mo was exposed in the winter when you were discharged from the army, and he has already hit the other party's interior and delivered two important news." ”
Shen Xinjing suddenly remembered the nightmare in the afternoon in the dormitory of Jinming University, and the palpitations that lasted for several days only knew that it was the psychological induction transmitted by Lan Lan.
"He endures unimaginable torture every day, mentally and physically facing a breakdown, and any one of them can make people give up hope of life. Lan Mo has always resisted, showing a strong will and extraordinary perseverance.
didn't confide any news to the enemy, because Lan Mo was an orphan, and the other party didn't get any useful news from him, torturing him even more, Ah Jing, he never wanted to give up his life once, not once!
I think you can also think that he wants to come back to see you alive! Shen Xinjing looked at the always majestic political commissar and shed tears, this man who has been fighting for half his life, when he talks about Xiao Lanmo, he is full of admiration and regret.
Shen Xinjing's heart was empty, touching his chest, Shen Xinjing knew that he had lost Xiao Lanmo forever. Because he was too sad, Shen Xinjing's throat was fishy and sweet, and he coughed up a mouthful of blood, but Shen Xinjing didn't panic and just wiped his mouth with his sleeve.
"I want to leave with you, Lan Lan, why did you leave me alone like this? Why? Shen Xinjing pounded his chest.
"Ah Jing, Lan Mo hopes you are safe, I hope you are happy, I am not telling you this to make you blame yourself, but you should know! You have to live better, so that Lan Mo can feel at ease! The last words of the political commissar made Shen Xinjing's heart ache even more.
Shen Xinjing held the talisman given by Xiao Lanmo in his hand, "Lanlan, if you don't give me the talisman, will you be fine?"
Oh my God! Why do this to Lan Lan? It's hard enough in his life, so why bother? didn't let him feel the slightest warmth, let him leave this world!
I'm the worst person compared to God! I hate myself! "Affectionately promise you Shen Xinjing roared from the bottom of his heart about the unfairness of God, and finally fainted on the lawn.
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