At that time, Bei Chen was lying weakly on the bed, and the young man had a hanging bottle hanging on his hand, he had been lying for too long, but he was still in a state of almost coma.

The eyes were slightly closed, the chapped lips were cracked with blood, and the blood on the forehead had been wiped away, but an ugly scar had been left.

He just lay here flat and didn't move, but his breathing seemed to be very even.

"How long has he been lying here?" Yu Fan's voice was very soft, as if he was afraid of disturbing him. She looked at him with a sad look in her eyes, but it was gentle.

"It's been more than ten hours, and I don't know why Beichen is so sleepy. It wasn't like this before, but after he got sick, he was like a different person. Eucalyptus said and couldn't help but look at him who was paralyzed on the hospital bed.

"It didn't take long for the fever to go away. His stomach is broken, and now he can only drink some gruel, but I have cooked it for him. ”

"But he lost his temper like a child, and he didn't drink it, but he put it aside, and he didn't eat the oil and salt, and since he was in pain, he simply starved himself and lay here in a drowsy state."

Yan Eucalyptus's voice was low, but it showed full patience, and He Beichen was no longer unattainable in his eyes now.

He is just a child, a child who can cry and make trouble, and it is unknown whether he will overestimate his age when he is three years old.

"Then, he's been sleeping here all the time, how can he do it without eating?" Tan Yufan looked at him who was weak on the hospital bed and couldn't help but feel worried, if this continued, his body would definitely collapse.

Yan Yu is not wrong at all. It's just that this kind of self-abandonment is not at all like his He Beichen's style, however, everyone's patience is limited, and he will naturally feel trapped when he is a person.

"Perhaps, he's really sleepy, and now he just wants to get a good night's sleep." Eucalyptus was talking to herself, as if she was explaining what she had said.

"It's been a long time since he's had a good night's sleep, he's a fool and never knows how to relax, it's like a tight string, and many times it's on the verge of breaking."

"I've never seen him like this, and maybe he doesn't want me to see it." Tan Yufan said as if he was affirming Yan Yu's statement.

"But what's the point of him doing that? In the end, he doesn't have to carry anything alone, but can he afford it? Increasing the burden on himself, like he doesn't care about anything, but is this really the case? ”

"Why can't he just let himself go? Even if it's a little better for yourself, it's not like punching and kicking like this. The eucalyptus lowered his head, and he could see that the boy's mood was not good.

"He doesn't love himself anymore, he can't just kill himself, and it's over." As she spoke, she sat down on the edge of Beichen's bed.

"He told me that day that he didn't feel love in this world, that he was just a wanderer with nothing."

"Cheap breed, brute, he has heard too many such words, so much that he has forgotten who he is, he can't see his own light, he can't see his own perseverance, and his eyes are full of ruin." Eucalyptus said, and her eyes unconsciously looked a little moist.

"But he doesn't need to push himself so hard, does he? Even if he's just an ordinary student, even if he looks stupid, I'll like him the same. ”

"But why is he, he can't accept himself?" Yu Fan looked at Bei Chen on the hospital bed, and his eyes became solemn unconsciously.

"He didn't accept it, he hated it to the extreme. He didn't like his background, he didn't like his parents, he didn't like being a student, he didn't like any role the world gave him. ”

More importantly, he hated himself. simply beat himself up, each time heavier and more ruthless. ”

"Even, one day He Beichen cripples himself, he won't feel anything, because he has had enough of such a depressing life."

"When I tried to break free, I found that I couldn't do anything. And he chooses to hurt himself as a way to gain temporary happiness in his heart. ”

"What?" Tan Yufan pursed his lower lip, and looked a little surprised, "You say, he beat himself up?" She spat out these words with great difficulty, and felt her heart broken.

Eucalyptus seemed to see the mind of the little universe, but when these words were spoken, the boy's expression looked very calm.

"Surprised? It's happened many times, it's just that Beichen doesn't want to tell you. Eucalyptus couldn't help but feel pathetic as she spoke.

"You look at the injury on his face, he can draw himself to the corner of his mouth and bleed, and he doesn't care about a little bit of face, even if Xie Lan does it, he won't be so vicious." Eucalyptus looked at the small universe and couldn't help but sigh.

"It seems that in this world, the person He Beichen spits on is himself, he can scar himself on his body, and bleeding is a normal thing for him."

"He's used to it. It's just, I really don't understand why? Didn't he know it hurt? How he was ruthless to himself. ”

At this point, Eucalyptus fell silent, and her eyes looked at him sympathetically.

"Where can he bear it? His body had been shattered by him. Maybe I know it hurts, but I've been numb for a long time. ”

Yan Yan sighed and said slowly, "That day, when I was medicating him, I accidentally touched his arm, and when I saw him frowning, I wondered what happened to him." ”

"At that time, I thought that if Bei Chen's arm was injured, I would help him bandage it by the way, and after that, I carefully pulled up his sleeve."

"As a result, do you know that Bei Chen doesn't have a piece of good meat on his arm, no wonder he hurts. was blue and purple, and he couldn't make it look like he was pinching. ”

"Crimson whip marks, scars from the belt draws, and even a wound from a compass, how could he not hurt?" Eucalyptus shook her head indescribably.

"I didn't know how to bandage him, so I had to tidy up his clothes. He treats himself in a way that he can do whatever he can. ”

Yu Fan just sat on the edge of Bei Chen's bed and listened quietly, she didn't say a word, and seemed to understand all Yan Chen's words, she looked at him sleeping quietly on the hospital bed, and felt that her heart was dripping blood.

She was waiting for him to wake up, she wouldn't leave him again, never, she was going to watch him get better, the boy who stood in the sun and smiled at her.

"So, you just accompany him, even if you don't accept him, don't say it so bluntly. Beichen is really helpless, and your company is the best comfort for him. ”

Eucalyptus seemed to have achieved his goal, but he was not happy at all when he looked at He Beichen lying on the hospital bed.

What he didn't notice was that the young man lying on the hospital bed moved his fingers slightly, and his eyes blinked twice with some restlessness, as if they were about to open.

"Water, water." Bei Chen's voice was very soft, but such a subtle change was also noticed by the small universe.

"Beichen, you're awake." Her smile was calm, but she felt a little more joyful. He hurriedly picked up the cup that Yan Yu had placed on the bedside table.

She poured some water, tilted the lid of the cup slightly, and fed the water to He Beichen's mouth.

The young man's chapped lips were a little moist at this time, and he swallowed hard, his throat was as uncomfortable as smoke, he hadn't eaten for a long time, and there was a living corpse lying here.

The boy seemed to sense something, he slowly wanted to open his eyes, and in the hazy eyes, he saw the familiar face of Yu Fan, but subconsciously held the girl's hand.

"Xuanfan, Xuanfan, don't leave me, okay, Xuanfan." He struggled, as if trying to sit up, but his body was not weak enough to support such a movement.

In a daze, he grabbed Xiao Yuzhou's hand, like a life-saving straw.

"I'm not leaving, I'm here with you, I won't you." She held the boy's hand in her palm, and the warmth conveyed by her palm quickly quieted He Beichen.

He opened his eyes, but he felt a sharp pain in his head, and his voice was a little hoarse, and the voice that came out of that dry lip was a little muffled.

"Yufan, it's me who was wrong, can you forgive me, forgive me." He looked at her eyes, and he didn't know why, He Beichen suddenly had the urge to cry.

"You didn't do anything wrong, and I've never been angry with you, I want you to get better now, you can't play with a child's temper, you have to be obedient."

Yu Fan said that she had covered the quilt for Bei Chen, and the tenderness in her eyes melted him little by little, and he gradually fell in, and he didn't want to come out again.

"I listen to you, I listen to you for everything. I just want you to accompany me, I really, I can't leave you, Xuanfan. ”

His face looked a little pale, the beads of sweat on his forehead inadvertently slid down his cheeks, and when he looked at her, the corners of his lips unconsciously smiled a little.

"Well, you have to promise me that you will not hurt yourself again in the future. You can do it yourself, you can't have so many beers, you can't stay up until the wee hours of the morning and you don't sleep. ”

Yu Fan admonished him, as if he was comforting the child. Then he picked up the thermos bucket that Yan Yu put aside, and gently opened the lid of the gruel.

He nodded slightly, and slowly swallowed the rice porridge she had brought to his mouth. "I listen, I listen to you."

"By the way, also, no matter what happens in the future, you have to tell me, there's nothing to be embarrassed about, I also like the most real you."

Bei Chen, who was lying on the hospital bed, nodded slightly.