"He really needs you, Xuanfan, you can just go back to him, okay?" Fat Eucalyptus saw the dessert in front of him, but he had no appetite at all.

He didn't come here today to eat dessert, but to have a good talk with Tan Yufan, and those eyes were looking at the small universe so directly, looking anxious.

"He asked you to do it? Then why didn't he come to me himself? The small universe sitting opposite the eucalyptus looked very calm, and her words were a negotiating attitude.

It's not that she doesn't have feelings for He Beichen, it's just that Yu Fan also needs to think about it for a while, since she left him, she has also been absent-minded these days.

After all, a part of the original life was suddenly missing, which really made Yu Fan a little unbearable.

"Nope." Eucalyptus shook his head a little silently as he spoke, and he casually glanced out the window of the dessert shop, which looked a little careless.

"I came to you on my own, I think he." His voice was low.

Tan Yufan didn't have the temperament to listen to him continue, but immediately stood up from the table, as if he was about to turn around.

"If he figured it out, let him come to me himself, thank you for your kindness." She uttered a sentence quite coldly, which seemed to be very different from the small universe in Eucalyptus's impression.

"Xuanfan." Seeing that she was about to leave, Yan Yu suddenly became anxious, without Fang Cai's careless demeanor, "Don't you go, okay?" Beichen really needs you now? ”

His voice was anxious. The small universe just turned around indifferently.

"He needs me? How did I not feel like he needed me? To him, I was nothing more than a dispensable being. The girl didn't look back, but walked forward like herself.

"He poured himself into a stomach hemorrhage and is now lying in the hospital with a high fever." Seeing that the small universe is so ruthless, Eucalyptus really has nothing to do, so he opens his mouth and comes in a hurry.

However, this trick really worked for Yu Fan. The girl stopped for a moment, then turned around.

"What do you say? What happened to Beichen's fall? She changed her attitude again and sat down in her chair.

"The day before yesterday, he drank a lot of wine and talked a lot of nonsense. Then, that night, he said that he had a terrible stomach ache and a high fever, so I didn't take him to the hospital. ”

The eucalyptus eyes were inadvertently a little more sad.

"Then why didn't you stop him? Why do you still let him drink so much? You know he has a bad stomach. Tan Yufan was anxious when she heard this, as if she was blaming Yu Zi.

"You think I don't want to, but he won't listen. He didn't listen to me, and poured it into his stomach so hard that I couldn't stop it. Eucalyptus shook her head helplessly as she spoke, it was a feeling that it was difficult to say.

He grabbed the bottle of wine indiscriminately and smashed it on his head, and blood was all over his forehead, dripping all over the ground. The boy said with an inexplicable sense of distress.

"You know what, it really scared me, I wanted to bandage his wounds, but he pushed him away. I've never seen him swearing, but the way he went crazy was really scary. ”

Eucalyptus said, and Meiyu unconsciously felt a little more sad.

"When he got drunk, he kept calling your name, he grabbed my hand, and kept saying, "Don't leave me."

Eucalyptus shrugged his shoulders and bit his lip, "So, I came to you, no matter how disappointed you were in Beichen before, I hope you can go and accompany him." ”

Seeing that the girl was still silent, Yan Yu changed her words again, "Even if you can't forgive him for your indifference to you now, and you can't reconcile as before, I also hope that you can go to the hospital to see him." ”

"That way, he can get better faster." Eucalyptus's words came to this one, in a tone that bordered on pleading.

"But he never told me about his pain. There are a lot of things he avoids talking about to me, which makes me feel very lost. ”

"I don't know when it started, but I felt like he was becoming more and more strange to me, and even recognized that I didn't know him. Actually, I just wanted to get to know him better and make me feel that he needed me. ”

"But he never did, I could only feel his coldness, his thick heart wall. Every time he wanted to be warm, he would always say that I was okay and isolate me. ”

"I waited hard outside his heart wall, and when I finally found the ladder, he had to keep the wall higher and higher, really, I was so tired."

Tan Yufan said with a thoughtful look, and the girl casually shook the coffee spoon in her hand, which can be seen that she is also very painful about this problem.

"Actually, you know what? He was just afraid of being hurt, and he wrapped himself in indifference, making it difficult for others to get close, and he mistakenly thought that by doing so, he would protect himself well. ”

Eucalyptus said as if he had seen He Beichen very thoroughly.

But is he really as strong as he seems? He and Beichen are a hedgehog. ”

"He curled himself up with thorns, and whoever approached him would stab anyone with his thorns, but his inside was really soft, and if he didn't say anything on the surface, he would squat in the corner and cry by himself."

"He wants someone who really understands him and can say two words of comfort when he is hurt. Even if he didn't say a word, he would be very satisfied if he sat there quietly with him, waiting for his wounds to heal. ”

Yan Yan said as if he was more and more firm in his thoughts, "Actually, He Beichen is a person with a very strong self-healing ability, and when he falls, he doesn't need to be pulled by others at all, he can still drag himself up from the mud." ”

However, he is a single figure, and his tolerance for defeat is limited. It's not that he doesn't care, every blow is enough to make him miserable for a long time, but he can hold on, he can carry it, can't he? ”

Fat Eucalyptus couldn't help but sigh when he said this.

"But his ability is also limited, you can't bear to let him swallow bitter water again and again, so that sooner or later he will drive him crazy."

"I can feel that he is under a lot of psychological pressure, it doesn't take long, and with a little more pressure, he will collapse immediately."

"He Beichen has no hope for life now, even if he has a little bit in his heart, it is like a fire fluttering in the wind, and if the wind is a little stronger, he will be extinguished."

Eucalyptus said, holding his hand very tightly, and he suddenly had an urge to cry, is it sympathy? Or is he sighing?

"So, what can I do for him? How should I appease him? ”

She seemed to have listened to Eucalyptus's words in her heart, her eyes were full of anxiety, but she was also actively looking for a solution.

"I feel like I'm far away from him now, I don't know, how do I get close to him?" Those eyes looked at Yan Yu innocently, a helpless helplessness.

"You don't have to do anything, actually, you don't have to say a word, in fact, you just have to sit next to him and be with him, I think that's enough." Fat Eucalyptus said and scratched his head again.

"You've been struggling with what you can do for him? Because Bei Chen looks so powerful on the outside, he doesn't seem to need you at all. ”

But, in fact, what you ignore is that he needs your company. Even if he realizes how gloomy and bitter this world is, as long as you are by his side, he will have the courage to continue walking. ”

And what he is willing to say to you, what he is not willing to say to you, does it matter so much? You're an integral part of his life, don't you feel it yourself, O Fan? ”

He looked at the small universe with a little more anticipation.

"And why does he hide something from you, why is he reluctant to tell you many things, he is so hard in his heart, because he wants to show you the best side of himself."

"He hopes that in your eyes he will always be a sunny and cheerful image, at least to give you a positive feeling, to make you feel that you are happy to be with him."

"So, no matter what Beichen has been through, he will pretend that nothing happened, as if those wounds didn't matter to him."

"He doesn't want you to see your decadence, he doesn't want you to touch the dark side of his heart, this is a kind of protection for you." Eucalyptus couldn't help but pause as she spoke.

"Because, when you really get to know him, you will find that he is not as beautiful as you imagined, and even that he has nothing to do with the bookish boy you know."

"He is weak, inferior, decadent, he doesn't even love himself, he is so bored that he even has the heart to strangle himself."

Yan Yan's tone seemed very calm when he spoke, and he would talk to Xuan Fan sooner or later, and it was only a matter of time.

"Then you won't necessarily accept him like this, even if you accept it, He Beichen can't tolerate himself, he is too paranoid, which will hurt his self-esteem in vain and make him unable to raise his head in front of you."

"It's like a wounded hedgehog, it won't let you see the wounds inside him, and find that he is so fragile and soft."

"Self-esteem makes Beichen unwilling to accept this, so that he refuses to let go of his scarred self, he hopes that he is strong in your eyes, stubborn and ridiculous."

"So, when you get close to him, you can only feel his thorny indifference, but you ignore that he really needs you."

Yu Fan didn't speak for a long time, she didn't answer Eucalyptus's words in time, she just sighed silently, and her eyes looked at the spring light outside the window with some absentmindedness.