Red Wings (1)
Oh, it turns out that it is also a sin for a man to be too beautiful. I grew up laughing all the time, was that my fault?
Being born as a prince is not a good thing, especially being born as a prince of Wei, since childhood, we have experienced more things than others. My father never asked about the open and secret battles between our brothers, all he wanted was a strong man to inherit his throne.
I don't know the mother's feelings for my father, because the mother is very favored in the harem, but she rarely laughs, for me and the second brother, the two of her biological children have rarely cared for, the thing I longed for most when I was a child, not the praise of my father, but the smile of the mother.
Finally, when I was eight years old, she took her own life.
In my childhood, I didn't get any maternal love. So when I saw Xun'er's mother guarding her with her life, I was jealous and moved, a mother who protected her child with her life, I wanted to save Xun'er, for this great mother's love that I had never gotten.
My father and emperor have many sons, and my second brother and I rarely get his attention, and after the suicide of my mother, the people in the palace are more and more disrespectful to our brother and trample on it at will.
The eldest brother is a person who is addicted to wine, but I didn't expect him to pay attention to me, that night, if the second brother hadn't arrived in time, the eldest brother would have raped me, the second brother in anger, beat the eldest brother to death, I don't know what to do, if there is no second brother, how should I live, I'm afraid.
After his father knew about it, he didn't punish the second brother, and the matter was over.
After that, it was the survival test that everyone feared the most. We have been thrown on the grassland, and we want to live on our own courage and wisdom.
I didn't have the courage, the wisdom was the youngest son of my father, and I couldn't talk about it at that time, I was ready to die from the beginning, and all I could do was cry out the fear in my heart.
"Shut up!" The second brother looked at me coldly, "As the prince of Wei, you are not ashamed!" ”
I didn't dare to cry, I have always been respectful and afraid of my second brother.
After that, the second brother took me through many difficulties to meet my father alive, and from then on, my father began to treat us squarely, but the struggle for survival not only did not weaken, but became more severe, but the second brother just protected me behind me and faced it alone.
The second brother conquered his father with his strength, and the Wind Shadow Building was the first gift his father gave him.
When I didn't have time to be happy when I had security for my future life, the second brother asked me to join the Wind Shadow Building to become the killer of the Wind Shadow Building, I knew the cruelty of the Wind Shadow Building, and I wanted to run away until I met her, the woman who worried me for the rest of my life.
In fact, I know very well in my heart that although the second brother is strict on the surface, he will not really put me in danger, so I am no more than other killers who are desperate to survive, and I have more time to do what I want to do, such as observing her, the girl I picked up.
I fell in love with her, love came suddenly, I was at a loss, but I didn't resist, I even enjoyed the sweet torture, I told myself that the girl would be mine at all.
Ironically, the task of her marrying Zhao Ling was actually conveyed to her by me personally, and until that time, I thought that as long as he could make more meritorious contributions, when the time came, the second brother should not oppose us, right?
I thought a lot about our future, but I forgot only about her heart.
The fact that she fell in love with Zhao Ling drove me crazy. She no longer belonged to me, or rather, never to me.
I don't know what to do. Even so, I just wanted to be closer, closer. At this time, there was a task in Chang'an, and I took over the task, even if this task was the one I hated the most to sneak into the eldest princess's mansion with my beauty, I didn't hesitate to do it, I just hoped to be closer to her, and I could see her often.
How does she feel about me? She never seemed to have seen my face!
I knew that she was unhappy with Zhao Ling, I wanted to take her away, I told her my intentions, she just refused mercilessly.
But what can I do?
The second brother taught me martial arts, taught me to kill, and taught me strategy, but he didn't teach me how to get a woman's heart.
By Zhao Ying's side, my name is Lu Ranzhi, and I know that my appearance can indeed make women fascinated by me, and Zhao Ying is no exception, almost obedient to me, I have found a lot of information from Zhao Yu.
When I was in Fuxiang Mountain, I met her, and we were in danger, but I couldn't reveal my identity to her. She regarded me as a person without martial arts, protecting me from being killed by those menacing killers, if she knew my identity, would she still treat me like that?
Anyway, it feels really good to be able to stay with her without a mask, if only I wasn't the eldest princess's male pet at this time.
It does make me feel happy to be around her, even if she is a complete stranger to me. But at least, after leaving behind all identities, we became friends.
I don't know why Xun'er betrayed Fengyinglou, this girl has been different since she was a child, I have never seen her, and the second brother finally knew about her betrayal.
If the second brother wants to kill her, what should I do, in the world, the person I don't want to betray and can't betray is the second brother, but even so, I still betrayed the second brother again and again, and even his death has a lot to do with me.
I still obeyed my inner call in the struggle, I want to save her, I can't let anyone hurt her, if she hurts, I will hurt more.
It's just that my identity was still discovered by her.
When I learned from Zhao Yu's mouth that she was being hunted down by the people of the Elder Pavilion, I couldn't stabilize it anymore, even if I gave up my current mission, I had to save her.
I rescued her, and she unmasked me and discovered my identity.
I'm nervous, will she hate me? Fortunately, I didn't want what happened to happen, and although she was a little cold to me, she didn't reject me.
We support each other against all the opponents we meet. This kind of life and death is what I yearn for, but when I was in Fengying Building before, my second brother never let me go on a mission for my safety.
We met Chu Moyan and Chu Feiyan, and then went to Yan Kingdom, wherever we go, as long as we can accompany her, even if I know that the second brother is probably already angry at the moment.
In Yan Kingdom, we are involved in the dispute between the princes between Chu Moyan's brothers, for such brother killings, I am used to it, Xun'er is on whose side, I am on whose side, even if I know that the second brother has always wanted to kill Chu Moyan, he does not want Chu Moyan to inherit the throne and then become an enemy of Wei.
I think I'm crazy, but in front of her, I haven't been sober.
I didn't know that Chu Feiyan would actually like me, and later became my wife. It's just that I can understand her feelings very well, because she can't feel the slightest love from me, just as I can't feel a little love from Xun'er.
Falling in love with me is not destined to be a pleasant thing.
At the end of the matter, Zhao Ling rushed over. The happiness of Xun'er and Zhao Ling stung me, I didn't have the courage to look any further, I chose not to say goodbye. In this way, it may be the best for each other, at least, to give ourselves a chance to escape from reality.
After returning to the Wind Shadow Building, I continued to inquire about Xun'er's news, and the rest was not important, but at this critical juncture. I wish she was safe.
King Qin was betrayed by his compatriot Huangfu Junhua, we surrounded him, but his tenacity is beyond our imagination, the second brother said, he is not in a hurry, he wants to watch Zhao Ling run out of food, little by little desperate, but I haven't waited for Zhao Ling to despair, but I have not waited for Zhao Ling to despair, but I am looking forward to Xun'er first.