323 Affectionate Dialogue
"Do you know what stubbornness is?" Beifan's eyes looked more and more serious.
Nian Yi, who was sitting on the side, didn't know why he asked himself such a question, and couldn't help but feel strange, the corner of the girl's mouth was a faint smile, "I don't know, or you can come and hear it." ”
Those eyes looked at her, unintentionally full of tenderness.
"If you find that you can't get any good results from doing something, but you just like it, and you still want to make it better with your own efforts, maybe, this is stubbornness."
Bei Fan moved his thin lips and couldn't help but start muttering to himself. Ye Nianyi looked at the young man's eyes, but he looked very incomprehensible.
"Then why do you want to do it when you know it won't end well?" Nian Yi couldn't quite understand what He Beifan said, and maybe, she wasn't a stubborn person, so she couldn't quite understand what he meant.
Beifan's eyes looked very relieved, "It's because I like it." ”
The boy casually spit out a sentence, "It's because I like it, so I don't care if there is a return, I just want to do such a thing, even if there is no return, it doesn't matter, because the happiness I feel when I do this is the best return." ”
His remarks made Ye Nianyi vague, of course, it was normal for her not to understand, Beifan just wanted to say to him Nianyi, and there was nothing else.
It's ridiculous to say, even his beloved doesn't know what he's thinking, but it's not a big deal, and he is not disappointed, he didn't expect her to read anything about himself.
If there is a person who is willing to sit by his side and listen to him, it will be enough for He Beifan, it is not surprising to say such a thing, but he is too different.
"Are you willing to be stubborn about all the things you like? If you don't get the approval of others, will you stick to it forever? ”
The girl looked straight into the boy's eyes, it seemed like she hadn't looked so closely at his face in a long time.
I don't know why, when she first met Dao Beifan, she felt that he seemed to be different from the people she had seen.
He doesn't see everything very lightly, but he is so stubbornly in love with music, it may seem ridiculous to think about it.
She didn't experience his youth, so she didn't know that he liked him so stubbornly for Hehui, but at the same time, he chose to respect his obsession.
"Yes, because I don't want to show them, but to myself." He Beifan said that the expression on his cheeks became calmer.
"If I keep going, I'll be happy myself. So, for me, there will be a sense of accomplishment. Bei Fan said as he seemed to be more determined in his thoughts.
"So, if I can't get people, I will continue to stick to what I like, because only by doing this will I feel at ease, as if only in this way can I be worthy of time, and only by doing this will my life be meaningful."
He Beifan's eyes became more and more serious as he spoke, every word he said was what he really thought in his heart, and he told him unreservedly like this, but he didn't expect her to understand.
Perhaps, this is a strange feeling. Just say what is in your heart to the person you like, but you don't expect him to understand anything, perhaps, this is also a kind of stubbornness.
It's just such a stubbornness that no one can understand, except himself.
It is precisely because of this that his stubbornness seems more meaningful, at least, He Beifan himself thinks that such a thing is meaningful, then it is meaningful, and why care about the opinions of others.
"What do you think, how am I as a person?" He Beifan didn't know what he was thinking, so he suddenly asked, with a look of expectation without warning.
"What? Why are you asking me such a question all of a sudden? Ye Nianyi couldn't help but feel a little strange, she didn't know what He Beifan was trying to express, and she didn't know why he asked herself such a question.
caught Ye Nianyi off guard, it was a feeling of unpreparedness. Those bright eyes were still so gentle, and Ye Nianyi's surprised look was actually what He Beifan expected.
"Nothing, I just want to know, what I look like in your eyes." His tone was soft, and he didn't intend to embarrass her, he just wanted to know what he was like in her eyes.
What are his merits, and what are the points that deserve his correction. It's ridiculous to say that he shouldn't have asked such a question, making it difficult for her to answer.
However, the teenager just wanted to know, so he confided in a very natural state of chatting.
"You." Ye Nianyi looked at the boy sitting in front of her, she didn't say a word for a long time, she didn't know what was going on with her, she always felt that her heart was beating faster and faster.
It stands to reason that he has been with her for so long, and she shouldn't be so shy like this, but she is just very shy, and it is still a feeling for no reason.
Even if even she herself doesn't know why this is happening, although, this is not so important to Ye Nianyi.
"You don't have to be nervous, you just need to say it according to your impression of me, I don't mean anything else, I just want to know."
He looked at the girl's eyes, and there was still a gentle feeling, even if He Beifan had never asked her like this, he felt that it was normal to ask her, so that his heart would feel better.
"You're very talented in music, and you have a gentle temperament. You love to laugh, and you often surprise me with me. Ye Nianyi's voice was very soft, but she didn't know why, and she revealed a little shyness.
"That's all, then I don't have anything bad in your eyes?" He looked into her eyes and asked fixedly.
"Don't you think there's anything wrong with me?" He looked into her eyes, and it seemed to be extremely quiet, and he hadn't looked at himself like this in a long time.
It's ridiculous to think about it, so much time, he doesn't understand where he is spending it, but there is an uncomfortable feeling of time passing. Anyway, he seems to have been relieved of all this.
"Cons." She looked at his delicate face, and her voice gradually softened.
"It's okay, you say, there's nothing to be embarrassed about." He seemed to be encouraging her again, and it seemed that he liked everything she said about herself.
At least, no matter what she said about herself, He Beifan felt that she could accept it, and Beifan had no way to be sure if others were like this, but at least, for Nian Yi, he could.
"I can't seem to think of anything." The girl couldn't help muttering, as the saying goes, there is something in the eyes of a lover, and it may be such a truth. She liked him, so, in her eyes, so he was almost perfect, without any flaws. If she had to say that He Beifan had any shortcomings, she really couldn't find them, so it was clearer to outsiders, and she couldn't say why.
"What's wrong. You are bold enough to say that whatever you say about me, I can accept it. He Beifan completely misunderstood Ye Nianyi's meaning, but his expression became more and more serious, which inevitably made He Beifan feel an urge to laugh. A smile could not help but appear on the girl's face. "What, what are you laughing at? Just tell me about it. His eyes were still full of anticipation.
Ye Nianyi didn't know what He Beifan meant, but she seemed relieved, since this was the case, then she was willing to say that she would like to take a look.
"Well, what about you, you don't know how to rest, you will always toss yourself too tired, even if you overdraw your body. Sometimes, you don't even notice it. ”
She pursed her lips as she spoke, and she looked a little distressed about him.
Those dark eyes were still so bright, but unconsciously, they were mixed with anxious tiredness.
"Well, I'll listen, you go on." The teenager's mood is very good, and there is nothing wrong with it.
"Do you feel that in fact, you don't need to put so much pressure on yourself, because life, in addition to these, there are many things that you value to cherish, and these are more important than the things you insist on."
The girl said, her eyes looking at him as brightly as they did.
"So, what are you talking about, can you be more specific?" He Beifan looked at Nian Yi's eyes and couldn't help but become serious.
"You actually have all these things, but you just spend more time at work. For example, friendship, and then love. ”
I don't know what's going on, but when I said these two words, Nian Yi's cheeks couldn't help but flush.
"Are you complaining that I didn't take the time to spend with you?" He Beifan is also a smart boy, he seems to understand what Ye Nianyi means, the corners of his mouth are raised, looking at her, it is a warm feeling that he has never had.
"No, not really." Seeing that her careful thoughts were guessed by He Beifan, Ye Nianyi was embarrassed, and she seemed reluctant to admit it so easily.
It's just that before he could finish speaking, He Beifan interrupted her. "It's okay, if you think so, it's actually normal, then I'll take a little more time to spend with you in the future."
He looked at her with a feeling of great affection. "Actually, none of those things are so important in my eyes, only you are the most important." The boy tapped her on the shoulder.