324 It's good to have you
"What's wrong? Do you think it's strange to see me like this? Tan Yufan was fiddling with the camera. This is the first time Qu Ke has asked himself out, but he doesn't know what is going on.
She just looked down at the camera in her hand, and didn't pay attention to the look of the girl sitting opposite.
"Oh, no. I just didn't know, you still do photography. Qu Ke's eyes were downcast, and at the same time, mixed with a little tiredness, she picked up the coffee cup in the corner of the table, and looked a little careless.
"Well, I'm a person, I don't like to study anyway, that's why I learn some such things, in the eyes of others, it's just a kind of unprofessional."
Xiao Universe said, and there was a sense of self-deprecation, but she didn't care what others would think of her. If she could, she wanted to do something she really enjoyed, and she didn't expect anything in return.
"That shows that you don't like to learn, you just don't like to learn the knowledge in textbooks."
Qu Ke said, and seemed to be able to understand the mind of the small universe very well.
"And what others think of you doesn't seem to matter that much. If you feel you're doing the right thing, you should stick to it. She said, looking at her with eyes full of affirmation.
Tan Yufan seemed to have no resistance to such words, she hadn't heard a person say such intellectual words for a long time, but she never thought that this person was Qu Ke.
"Thank you." The girl held the camera in her hand, fiddling with it casually, and there was a feeling of joy in her eyes.
"No thanks, I'm just expressing my opinion." Qu Ke said with a natural face. She had seen a girl like Yu Fan, but she had never seen someone as persistent as her.
"So, what are you looking for me today?" Her eyes were bright, and her tone became lighter unconsciously.
"Actually, I don't have anything to do with you today, I just want to talk to you." Qu Ke was not what Yu Fan looked like when she first saw her, but there was a little more warmth in her words.
"Want to talk to me?" Regarding Qu Ke's way of talking, Tan Yufan couldn't help but be a little surprised, "Okay, you say." "The little universe is very curious, what Qu Ke wants to say to himself.
"Me." Qu Ke bit his lower lip, and looked a little indescribable. Naturally, she didn't know what was going on, and she didn't know what happened to her.
"You say, I'll listen." The eyes of the small universe glanced at it, and there was a little more seriousness when listening. This embarrassed girl looked at Tan Yufan's expression, and seemed to be looking at a life-saving straw.
"You. What do you think I'm going to do? After a long time, Qu Ke finally held back such a sentence, and as if he was afraid that Tan Yufan would question her, he carefully observed the face of the small universe.
But Tan Yufan didn't realize Qu Ke's cowardly mood at all. She looked surprised. "What are you doing, how can I know."
Suddenly, I realized that Qu Ke's eyes were full of disappointment, and then I realized that I might have said the wrong thing.
"Oh, that." The mood of the small universe suddenly calmed down again, "Then you tell me what you think you are good at, or, have you found out what you like." ”
She looked at her with interest, saying that she was so patient as she was now, but as she expected, Qu Ke looked at the small universe with a confused look, like, she herself didn't know what she should do now.
"Like, no. Growing up, I didn't feel like I had any advantages, as if I was always going to make a mess of everything. Yes, I don't want to do that either, but it seems like there's really nothing I can do. ”
Qu Ke said, and the look in his eyes became more and more depressed.
"I see other girls who study well, sing and dance, and I am very envious. Because I find myself at nothing, and I feel like a complete idiot and nothing when I overflow with my glamorous peers. ”
Qu Ke's voice became deeper and lower, and Tan Yufan also saw the girl's sadness, but she didn't know how to comfort her.
"Don't say that about yourself." Her tone was calm, as if she had experienced a time when she had been so frustrated. "Never say that about yourself, devalue yourself as worthless, you have a shining point."
Yu Fan said, with another thoughtful feeling, "It's just that you may not have noticed it until now." ”
Xiao Universe pursed his lips, and the expression on his cheeks became extremely serene, as if Xiao Universe took such things very lightly.
"However, I don't really seem to have anything to do, which makes me feel inferior. I'm trying to get rid of this emotion, but. ”
Qu Ke said this, and there was a kind of loneliness on his cheeks that could not be described in words.
"You don't think you can find it yourself." Tan Yufan's words seemed to see her through.
"That's right, I can't find it, so I can only admit that I'm just as unbearable as this, as if, everything I have to do, I can't do it well. Nothing can be handled. ”
She muttered to herself, and the look in her eyes seemed to be extremely inferior.
"So, don't you think that the most important thing you should overcome now is such a negative mentality, it is precisely because you have such emotions that it will cause you to be unable to arouse some interest in what you do, in fact, this is especially undesirable."
Tan Yufan said as if she felt sorry for her, "If, you think of yourself a little higher, even if it's just a little better." It's not as unbearable as this, I think in this case, first of all, you can overcome yourself in your heart, don't you think? ”
Qu Ke stopped talking, she seemed to think that what Tan Yufan said was very reasonable, but she herself did not have such a level, more precisely, she had no way not to feel inferior, her inferiority complex was like in her bones, and even she couldn't suppress it.
"I know, but I don't really know what to do." Qu Ke's voice was very low, and it could be seen that she was also distressed about such a thing, but she didn't know how to deal with it, and even, she couldn't think of any good ideas.
"First of all, you should tell yourself that you are not as bad as you think."
Yu Fan's eyes were full of brilliance, as if she was comforting her, if she could, she was willing to help Qu Ke regain her self-confidence, for her, this matter is not difficult to do, the key is Qu Ke's own considerations.
"Then you need to find something that you love to do and that you're willing to do as a career for decades to come."
Tan Yufan's voice was a little louder unconsciously, and it seemed that it sounded more powerful.
"You've got to find something like that and you're willing to put all the effort into it." Xiao Universe said, and seemed to be very sure of his opinion.
"For example, to practice cooking. Or, if you're interested, you can learn oil painting, which is also good. Otherwise, you can try to do hip-hop dancing or do some handicrafts, which is good in my eyes. As she spoke, her eyes looked straight at her, and she looked full of energy.
"But, me." Qu Ke said, looking a little hesitant.
"I don't think I'm interested in any of that, and I don't have any talent, it's like, I'm not very suitable to learn something like this, because I don't have any results, so I don't have any confidence."
When she said this, she didn't look at the eyes of the small universe, it seemed that she had low self-esteem to the extreme, so she didn't know how to start doing even some simple things.
"You really don't have to think so, after all, everyone's potential is different, perhaps, even you don't know what you are suitable for, and all you have to do is try."
As she spoke, she couldn't help but smile a little on her cheeks. "We are all young now, and we may not be able to judge which path we are suitable for so early, but there is still a long time to come, and we should continue to create opportunities for ourselves."
Xiao Universe said with a young and old look on her cheeks, as if she and Qu Ke should not be the same age. Her maturity contrasts with her naivety, which seems to give her an inexplicable sense of sadness.
"How do you know, so much?" She looked at her eyes, as if she couldn't understand the deep meaning inside, but a little softer.
"It's not that I know much, but I'm confident about tomorrow." Xiao Universe said, his eyes couldn't help but blink.
"How can I say it? Even if I know that the path I am taking is wrong, it doesn't matter, because I am confident enough to live a good life through my own efforts. She looked into her eyes and smiled.
This is the first time she has seen her smile, but she can feel an unexpected warmth, as if there is a sudden warm current in her psyche, she is very moved, but she doesn't know how to say it to the small universe.
So just looking at her and laughing like that, she no longer has the domineering spirit she usually has, but has a little more intellectual beauty.
"You're so nice, does anyone say that you're like giving the sun and can warm others." Qu Ke looked at the eyes of the small universe and spit out a sentence slowly.
"That's not true, you're a little insensitive." She smiled at her, a kind of uncommon happiness. "Yufan, it's good to have you, let's be friends, okay?"
Qu Ke couldn't help but stretch out his hand as he spoke, and his eyes became more and more genuine.
"Yes, I'm glad to be friends with you." Tan Yufan also stretched out his hand as he spoke, and he held it tightly with Qu Ke.