Chapter 612: All Lost

(Girls' Literature)

"What are you doing here, there's nothing to do with you here...... Mimi blocked in front of me, just scolded Su Xiaoyu so sharply, in our opinion, Su Xiaoyu came here, she is really a person who shouldn't have appeared, but why did she just appear? And she also snatched the urn in my hand in a rage, which made everyone's hearts really unhappy. And I was very surprised at what she did at this time.

"Why can't I come?" Su Xiaoyu fought back against Mimi so straightforwardly, that attitude was really righteous words, as if it was really a matter of course for her to come here, so that people had no way to refute it, or put forward any other opinions. But her presence does make people feel a little out of place.

"You give me back Li Yunxiang, give it back to me......" I stretched out my hand full of blood and dirt, and just stretched out to Su Xiaoyu like this, Zou Jialiang hurriedly supported me, "Yaya, don't get excited!" "In my world, there is only me and the box, all the people around me seem to have disappeared, I can't see clearly, in my eyes, their figures seem to be shrouded in clouds and fog, just like this, I look at the people around me, as if there is no trace of feeling, I just know, Li Yunxiang must be in this box, he must be there, but now how can I take this box in my hand?" What are you doing? Mimi was about to step forward, "Today is Li Yunxiang's funeral, do you still want to stimulate Yaya here, you hurry up and ......"

When Mimi was about to step forward, she was suddenly pulled behind by Yin Zhe like this, and she was pulled behind her, Mimi tried but still didn't break free of Yin Zhe's arm, "What are you doing, this woman is too deceitful, Li Yunxiang has died, Xiaoya is sad to be like this, why don't you still let me beat her?" ”

Su Xiaoyu's two eyes seemed to be two frosted black glass balls, and she just stood there so blankly, staring straight at me, as if she was a lifeless puppet, just standing so dry, lifeless. "You're enough, you're enough, Ai Xiaoya, is it useful for you to fucking hold this broken box? Is it Li Yunxiang? Let me ask you, is he Li Yunxiang in the end? It's just a handful of dirt, why are you deceiving yourself? And so on and on.

Su Xiaoyu said and tried to unscrew the box, and the people around her wanted to stop her, but the box was indeed relatively strong, and without unscrewing it, Su Xiaoyu casually threw the box in the hole on the ground. I stared blankly at Su Xiaoyu in front of me, who was shrouded in rain like this, but her words knocked out a strange emotion in my heart, an indescribable emotion. It's just that at this time, I don't know how I want to go on, or I will part with Li Yunxiang.

"Ai Xiaoya, listen, I didn't get Li Yunxiang, I love him, I love him to the core, but I'm a loser, you won, I failed when I used my relationship with you to get close to him, Ai Xiaoya, you are a complete winner, what you have is Li Yunxiang's complete love for you, but as I have nothing, he left, he has left, and in the end, none of us can go down with him......" The emotions in her words seemed to me to be sympathetic for a while.

Su Xiaoyu just stood here as she spoke, and glanced at Li Xiaoshuai with complicated eyes, "It seems, it really seems to be ......." she muttered in her mouth, she stretched out her hand to touch Li Xiaoshuai, but Li Xiaoshuai stubbornly twisted her head to the side, she chuckled lightly, and turned to leave.

"Come, seal the soil, Yaya, let's go......" I didn't dig the box again, although I knew that it was the only thing that Li Yunxiang only existed in the world, but I also knew that Li Yunxiang no longer belonged to this world, completely did not belong to this world, so are these things still valuable? Yes, I also know that since the death of the ancients, dust has returned to dust, and dust has returned to earth, but in such a situation, how can I have time to accept and digest it in a sudden time? Li Yunxiang, if I had to choose, I would still choose to meet you so much in those years, even if I am suffering so much now!

It's just that what I didn't expect at the time was that after you left, this kind of soul-devouring pain would be so worse than death. It's just that I didn't think about how long this kind of time would last, and how I would spend it.

Autumn is a very dry season, but it is also a season of ripening and harvest. This year, the rain in the provincial capital, I didn't expect it to fall so violently, it would rain so much, the heavy rain outside the window kept falling, it seemed to want to wash all the things in this world over and over again, I looked out the window, and fell into contemplation again, my mind was full of Li Yunxiang's shadow.

Hehe, are you so heavy? Even if it's just you in my head, I still can't forget you, I can't forget you in the slightest, you know? It's all about you. My head seems to be loaded with a time bomb, so heavy that I can barely lift it at all, in this autumn, I seem to be in an ice cellar in Antarctica, just like that, my body temperature has also climbed to 39 degrees, at this time I can only shiver in the bed, Li Yunxiang, after you leave, I only have such a existence. I myself had become a living dead, only my breath remained, and everything else was gone.

Without your body temperature, I could only hide in the bed with a shrunken body, just shivering as if I were a mouse, what else could I do? Li Yunxiang, are you okay coming back? "Come, girl, get up and drink the medicine, ...... obediently" Zou Jialiang has been guarding my bedside for a long time!

Originally, they were going to take me to the hospital, but I refused to go, not because I was stubborn, I was afraid that after seeing that touch of white, I wouldn't have the courage to think about so many things before, didn't I? A bitter smell of Chinese medicine, just so straight into my nasal cavity, my head is still groggy at this time, for two days in a row, the temperature still hasn't subsided, Mimi They said that they had to send me to the hospital, only Zou Jialiang agreed with my statement, just by my side has been guarding me, "It's been two days, and the body temperature hasn't dropped yet......" He still said something a little worried, and his words were full of worry.

"If the temperature doesn't change in the afternoon, we must go to the hospital, we can't delay it any longer......" he said and stretched out his hand and put it on my forehead, "Look at it, it's still a little hot!" This kind of behavior is inevitably a little intimate, I only put my head to the side hard, Zou Jialiang was stunned for a moment, and finally sat on the side, I don't like to have any too intimate behavior with boys other than Li Yunxiang.

I don't think there's anything else in my heart to accept other people, even though they may be really kind! The door of the room was pushed open like this, and the aunt stood by the door with Li Xiaoshuai in her arms, I saw this situation, struggling to sit up, "Lie down, you lie down, ......." The aunt quickly waved her hand at me, he put Li Xiaoshuai on the ground, Li Xiaoshuai staggered towards me, and the mouth was still very muddled and called "Mom......".

"Come, young man, uncle, hug!" Zou Jialiang picked up Li Xiaoshuai, but maybe he was still a little angry, his son struggled a little in his arms, and it could be seen that his son didn't like Zou Jialiang very much. "I'm fine, I have to go out for a while, Xiaoshuai will let you stay here for a while, young man, you work hard first, there is something on our senior committee's side, I'll come back as soon as possible!"

Zou Jialiang smiled and nodded, "Go ahead, where is me?" Isn't it a lad? Li Xiaoshuai may have known at this time that the strength of the uncle holding him was simply too strong, and he finally gave up struggling and resisting. After the aunt finished speaking, she glanced at Zou Jialiang meaningfully, and then moved her gaze to my face, she stopped talking, and walked out of the door slowly, and gently closed the door.

"I'll do it!" Li Xiaoshuai was naturally lively and active, I struggled to get up, trying to take Li Xiaoshuai from Zou Jialiang's arms, but Zou Jialiang waved his hand at me, "You lie down, it's okay, I like children, especially young men, don't you?" Zou Jialiang said, just pinching his son's little nose, Li Xiaoshuai was amused by Zou Jialiang's action.

"Giggles" He laughed vigorously, I looked at this scene blankly, Zou Jialiang's figure is still very tall, his back and Li Yunxiang are so similar, if you don't look carefully, there is that trance moment, I even feel that Li Yunxiang is holding Li Xiaoshuai now, just like this, the two of them are laughing happily here, it's just that my feeling is just a moment, Li Yunxiang has never enjoyed such a family fun after all! He ended up with this regret and left, didn't he? "You just finished taking the medicine, you go to sleep first, I'll take the young man out for a walk!" Zou Jialiang said, lifted Li Xiaoshuai and put him on his shoulder.