(Girls' Literature)

Is the heavy rain just here to see you off, Yunxiang, you tell me, from now on, if I come to see you, is it going to come to this narrow cemetery, only this cold soil, and this stiff cement plaque, just standing here, it tells me, my husband Li Yunxiang, buried here, tell me that this is your real home, you tell me, Yunxiang, you tell me, tell me, is this the case? I've been waiting for you for so long, so many days and nights, and you still haven't opened your eyes.

I hugged the box tightly in my arms, but I didn't expect that the road to the cemetery would be so fast, but in the blink of an eye we came here, this cold grave, this cold rain, seemed to be reflected in my mind, I knelt in front of the grave, no one pulled me up. "Yaya, come, don't kneel on the ground, the ground is damp and ......," Zou Jialiang said and stepped forward and tried hard to pull me up, but I still resolutely threw him aside, "Don't touch me!" The tone was flat, and it sounded as hard as ice.

Zou Jialiang was stunned for a moment, and then he stood aside firmly, with a look of surprise in his eyes, he definitely didn't expect that I would say this sentence so straightforwardly, didn't I? "Mr. Zou, don't be like Yaya, she feels uncomfortable!" Mimi said as she tried to lift me up, but my knees seemed to be stuck in the dirt immediately. It's as if it has taken root in the soil.

"Ah...... Dad......." Li Xiaoshuai, who was wearing a raincoat, suddenly shouted such a sentence, which attracted everyone's attention. We turned around and looked at him like this, my aunt hugged him tightly, but his two red lips still said these two words up and down, "Ah..... Dad...... His eyes looked closely at the urn I was holding in my hand, Li Yunxiang! I was suddenly there, Li Yunxiang, did you hear it, your son is shouting to you, did you hear it? But I haven't even seen you for the last time, Yunxiang, why are you in such a hurry...... From now on, where will you let me go to you?

The rain is still falling, this kind of rain, people almost don't even have the mood to resist, I just want to hold this box, just stay here, this is the only thing my lover left in the world, I can only hold it, can I find the only trace of Li Yunxiang's breath. Do you feel my presence? But why don't you say a word to me? Even if it's just one sentence, it's a natural sound to me! But that's all I asked, and you still didn't answer me, and the only thing that faced me was the dirt.

Zou Jialiang stood aside, Mimi and Guo Ziying walked in front of me, "Yaya, come, hurry up and put the urn in, everyone has to go into the ground for peace......." Guo Ziying looked at me, her eyes were full of distress. Mimi also put her hand on the urn, "Yaya, obedient, you see that the time is almost up......."

I shook my head desperately, desperately brushing aside all the hands that were reaching for the box, "Go away, go away, don't, I want to be with him, he said we will always be together......." The voice was not loud, but it seemed too desolate, and I saw that Mimi and Wu Min's eyes were all red. "Husband, a year ago, I took me to get married, but after this year, I carried you to the burial, hehe, husband, why do you have to be like this? Is this really good? Are you really so relieved that Li Xiaoshuai and I are so relieved? I uttered these words clearly, but there was no one in front of me, and it was as if I were saying them to the air! I'd rather all the people around me weren't there, and only you were there, and that was the best.

"Yaya, okay, don't be sad anymore......" Mimi just patted me on the back, but I still didn't let go of the box in my hand, I even felt that I was already flesh and blood with it. Yaya, the time is really almost up, people can't be resurrected after death, Li Yunxiang has to have a home, right? Mimi squatted in front of me, Qiu Yu also soaked Mimi's whole body, I looked at Mimi, staggered back and took two steps back, I was afraid that she would snatch the box in my arms like this, Mimi shook her head, and stood up again, Yin Zhe patted her, "Give Yaya a little time, she is not ready to say goodbye to Li Yunxiang now!" Give her a moment! ”

Yunxiang, have you heard that everyone is giving me a little time, they all know that I haven't had time to say goodbye to you yet, but do you know that my dream is to never be separated from you, my dream is to be with you all my life, do you know all this? But why, is it this low grave that keeps us on both sides? Yunxiang, Yunxiang, don't you go, okay?

Holding this cold square box, it is just an urn, but it is not the warm embrace of Li Yunxiang before, I can't find a little bit of Li Yunxiang's breath, isn't it right, in fact, you are already gone, the moment you were pushed out of the rescue room, the moment my eyes were full of blood, you were already gone, didn't you? Not here at all. I'm just doing this to make a fool of myself, and it doesn't make any sense.

This tomb was bought for you at everyone's expense, and I saw the young photo on the grave, which was washed by the autumn rain, and was still so young and handsome. Yin Zhe brought a shovel and dug the pit under the grave like this, and the soil mixed with the autumn rain brought a different feeling and made people have an indescribable emotion. "Mom......" Li Xiaoshuai staggered behind me and hugged my neck like this, "Xiaoya, it's okay, people really can't be resurrected after death, he still has to go where he wants to go after all, it's okay, let it go......" Aunt's words reached my ears so gently.

The rain and the bamboo around the grave were rustling, I understood that it was the sound of bamboo leaves and raindrops hitting each other like this, was it really time for Li Yunxiang to say goodbye? I looked at the pit, the pit with the smell of autumn rain, and finally, I put the urn in my hand like this. You're gone, and this time you're leaving me completely. "Alright, I'll start sealing the soil!"

Yin Zhe picked up the shovel and began to seal the box like this, I suddenly thought of something, I don't want him to go, how could I let go just now? "Ah.......h But I didn't feel any pain at all, but Mimi screamed, and everyone around me was startled.

"Ah, what's the matter with you, aren't you going to be careful? Yaya! Mimi said, and hurriedly walked up, and grabbed my hand, but the blood kept bubbling out, and when I looked at the wound, it was like a baby's bright red mouth, and it kept turning out and spitting blood. Yaya, are you okay, Yaya......" Mimi said and began to cry, "Let's go, please be okay, let's get out of here quickly, your wounds need to be treated!" "Mimi and Wu Min just keep trying to set me up, but it's really not so easy to set up...... "Go away ......"

My arm shook so hard, and all Mimi and Wu Min were thrown to the other side, and my hand was still dripping blood, but at this time, my blood-stained hand began to pick up again, and the pinch of rain-soaked soil was so firmly stuck to the back of my hand, the color of the soil and the bright red color of the blood, it seemed to be able to scare my eyes, but I still picked it tirelessly, Yin Zhe stood next to me, Everyone stopped moving, just looking at me. The urn, which had been stained with dirt, was re-displayed in front of me, and the lid was covered with dust. I don't have the courage to say goodbye to you, and I admit I don't have any courage.

"Ah......." I cried heartbreakingly, my mind was full of Li Yunxiang's shadow, the way he smiled, the way he was angry, the way he looked at me quietly without speaking, it was really full of his appearance, "You don't leave me, you don't leave me......." A drop of blood flowed down my arm, and a lot of viscous blood flowed from my cuffs, but I still hugged this box, Li Yunxiang, when I really want to say goodbye to you, I still don't have the courage, and at this moment, I have fallen into the infernal hell of reincarnation all the time. Isn't it useless? Isn't it annoying?

"You let go of ......." A powerful force snatched the urn from my hand like this, this force may be too powerful, or it may be too sudden, but it is so straight to snatch the box in my hand, and without half a minute of hesitation, I raised my head, or glanced around, yes - Su Xiaoyu! What she was holding in her hand was Li Yunxiang's urn. She snatched it for me.