Xiao Jianfei finally waited for the Spring Festival holiday. He left the base on the second day of the Lunar New Year, stepped on the train to the east, he went to his brother's house, and for nearly half a year, his parents have been helping to take their granddaughter at his brother's house, and he has never returned home. He stayed at his brother's house for three days, played with his family for three days, always thought about Lin Han in his heart, and stepped on the train to the north and came to Lin Han's house, he hoped to surprise her. There is no one at home, where can I go for the New Year? After waiting for a while, there was still no one. He came to Lin Han's unit, Chang Wei was on duty, and when he saw Xiao Jianfei, she told him about the situation at Lin Han's house.

"Gone?" He asked incredulously.

"Yes, I went through the resignation procedures." She is more sympathetic to Lin Han's experience.

When his beloved needed him the most, but he was not by his side, Xiao Jianfei felt self-blame.

"Thank you for telling me this." He took his leave.

"Do you have a place to live? I'll arrange it for you. Chang Wei asked with concern.

"Thanks, I'll live in school."

Leaving the savings bank, he contacted Xiao Weidong, "I'm home, I want to go and see." He got straight to the point.

"Okay!" Hearing Xiao Jianfei's voice, Xiao Weidong suddenly became excited, "I'll drive my daughter-in-law away, let's get together tonight and get drunk." ”

is still the same as the hearts of comrades-in-arms, this is exactly what Xiao Jianfei thinks in his heart: he needs to get drunk.

In the evening, Xu Hui's cousin asked for a table of food from a nearby restaurant and brought two bottles of good wine from her own home.

After a few cups, his cousin asked him with a solemn expression, "Have you heard about Lin Han's family?" ”

"Just knew." Xiao Jianfei picked up a glass of wine and drank it all.

"I heard Xiaohui say that she went to her brother's house, I don't know if I will come back?" My cousin said worriedly.

"Don't mention this today, let's just drink and catch up." After Xiao Jianfei finished speaking, he closed his lips tightly, as if he was reminiscing about the taste just now.

Xiao Weidong filled him up, "Okay! It's rare for a daughter-in-law to come up with good wine, so let's just drink today. He said to his daughter-in-law, "Wait a minute, you will go back to your mother's house." ”

"Of course, I'll hand over my husband to you tonight." The cousin smiled at him.

Before leaving, she dragged Xiao Weidong to the courtyard, "Xiao Jianfei is not in a state, you have points in your heart." ”

"Don't worry, I know." Xiao Weidong pushed her out the door.

The two drank the two bottles of liquor, and they were already a little drunk. Xiao Jianfei insisted on continuing to drink, Xiao Weidong couldn't resist him, so he had to take out a box of beer at home, he looked at Xiao Weidong drunken and hazy, "This wine is a good thing, get drunk and relieve a thousand sorrows." ”

Xiao Weidong snatched the wine bottle from his hand, "Don't drink it, you are drunk now to relieve a thousand sorrows, and tomorrow you will wake up and be even more worried." ”

"How's it going at school?" Xiao Jianfei avoided the topic.

"Don't say it. When you left, our dean still attached great importance to your suggestion and basically adopted it. Xiao Weidong poured wine, "I strengthened the physical training of the students, and I went to the mountains for field training if I had nothing to do, but I didn't expect the enthusiasm of the students to be quite high." ”

"I miss him a little." Xiao Jianfei muttered.

"Trust my instincts, she'll be back." Xiao Weidong said. "Maybe she's thinking about you right now."

"Miss our dean, the old man is very good." He looked at Xiao Weidong with a complicated expression.

"The old man is good. Drink! The two picked up the bottles.

"For the sake of my comrades-in-arms, wife, I'm sorry." Xiao Weidong said in his heart.

The two drank until they got drunk and talked until they had nothing to say.

The next day, when my cousin went, the table was full of messes, one on the sofa, one on the bed, and the two of them were still sleeping with their heads covered. It wasn't until the cousin finished cleaning up the house that the two woke up one after another. Xiao Jianfei scratched his head embarrassedly, "I drank too much last night, and I was a little out of shape." ”

"It's a little bit, it's quite a gaffe." Xiao Weidong took over the conversation and said flattering to his wife.

When it was close to noon, my cousin made a bowl of noodles for each of them, and after eating, Xiao Jianfei wanted to catch the afternoon train back to Qingdao. Before leaving the small courtyard, he stopped under the pomegranate tree, "Take care of it, there are my memories here." ”

Xiao Weidong stepped forward and poked him in the shoulder and hugged him goodbye.

Xiao Jianfei got off the train and returned to his hometown after a long absence, and there was a festive atmosphere everywhere, which reminded him of Lin Han who was far away, "I miss my relatives every festival" is not bad at all. In the past two days, her shadow has been haunted in front of her, and the more I don't think about her, the more I miss her than before. When he got home, he looked at the whole room, hoping to catch the slightest trace of her, he saw the photo on the table, so he took it in his hand, and looked at the photo of the two affectionately, our love, this is Lin Han's handwriting, his heart gushed out a trace of touch, our love, is it still there? He asked himself in his heart.

When he saw what Lin Han wrote on his letter in the drawer: I am reluctant to consume your thoughts. He laughed silently, the girl who fascinated him, always conquered his heart in a special way.

He called Chen Weijie, hoping to get Lin Han's contact number from him, and Weijie told him that when he was leaving, Lin Han's mother said that she would call her mother back, but she never called. If you call, be sure to tell him. Didn't call back, what's going on? He imagined all kinds of possibilities, he could imagine the pain of losing his beloved relatives, but now the pain in the heart of his beloved woman, he couldn't do anything, he really wished he could fly to her immediately, even if it was just to give her a warm hug.

The sound of firecrackers outside came from time to time, on this festive night, he didn't feel a trace of warmth, sitting on the balcony, in the smoke, he drank alone, drank and drank, but couldn't help sobbing, since he was a child, he rarely cried, even if he broke up sadly seven years ago, he never shed a tear. And now I am crying for this woman who loves her to the bones. He remembered the bits and pieces of the past, and the more he thought about it, the more heartache he felt, he remembered the lingering after the first night, he asked her what her greatest wish was, she put her arms around her neck and said, "Listen to the sound of the waves every night, and fall asleep in your arms." "Companionship is the most affectionate confession, but I can't even give her this.

The next day, he returned to the base ahead of schedule.