I want to go home
For Lin Han's family, this year's Spring Festival is destined to be an unusual day, although Lin Tao arranged everything early, but Lin Han still failed to come out of the shadow of grief. Every time she remembered how the whole family was together last year, she couldn't help but shed tears. Idle at home all day, she has no goal for her future, and she refuses her brother's suggestion that she go to a preparatory school.
Since they came, my brother quit the hired nanny, and my mother Wang Xiaojuan and sister-in-law are responsible for taking care of the little nephew who is still in swaddling clothes, Lin Han will occasionally push the little nephew to bask in the sun outside the yard, every time she sees the little nephew's chubby and cute little face, she can't help but touch it, if Dad can see all this, how good it would be! Every time I think of this, there is always a voice ringing in my ears: Go home! These days, this thought is getting stronger and stronger, she doesn't want to be embarrassed for her family, but she also doesn't want to be embarrassed for herself, she has insomnia every night, sometimes dreams of her father's pale face, and when he leaves, he doesn't leave a word, just sleeps quietly. She doesn't know if her dad is cold in that world? Are you afraid? Could he be thinking about them too? He longed to see his grandson during his lifetime, but he couldn't do it. Sometimes I also dreamed of Xiao Jianfei, he walked towards her from a distant place, with a tired body, she asked him where he went? Why not write to yourself? He didn't speak, just looked at her quietly as before, and hugged her tightly in his arms. Every time I wake up, I can't fall asleep. She felt that she was hovering on the verge of collapse, and the two men she loved in her life were pains that she could not heal.
Finally, one day, when she and her mother were watching her little nephew at home, she confided in her mother that she wanted to go home. Wang Xiaojuan looked at her daughter who was getting thinner, and stroked her long hair distressedly, she knew her daughter's thoughts, "Have you thought about it, you are also waiting for Xiao Jianfei when you go back." ”
Lin Han did not answer. "Mom, do you think Dad will be lonely over there?" She choked up, "The book says that although people are gone, their souls are always there, will Dad's soul go home?" ”
The mother held her daughter in her arms in distress. She looked at the sleeping baby in the cradle, "Your dad should be happy, he is gone and brought us the baby." You have to cheer yourself up, and when Xiao Jianfei comes back, you are married, and you can forget your father's wish. ”
Lin Han nodded sensibly.
"Don't blame your brother, Dad is gone, your brother has to take on the burden of the whole family, he wants our family to be together." Mom explained.
"I don't blame my brother, I'm just not used to being here, thinking about our home." Lin Han said.
"I'll discuss it with your brother another day, if you insist on going back, your brother will understand, but you are alone in the country, and we are not very relieved." Mom said empathetically.
"Don't worry, I'll take care of myself." Lin Han's heart improved slightly, "In two months, it will be Qingming, I will send a bouquet of flowers to my father, give him his favorite food, and tell him that we are by his side." ”
The mother looked at her daughter silently. What a happy family it is if Dad is here.
Lin Tao did not stop Lin Han's persistence. Looking at her younger sister, who was getting thinner, after weighing the pros and cons of each, she finally agreed that Lin Han would return to China to continue her studies. It's just that he's a little uneasy. In the end, the sister-in-law gave everyone a suggestion, the sister-in-law's aunt lives in a small courtyard near Lin Han's school, because the old couple is old, the children are not around, and the children have always wanted to find someone to take care of, but the old couple is in good health and has always disagreed. So everyone came up with a way to rent out Westinghouse and find a reliable person to take care of each other. She asked Lin Han if she wanted to go, and if she did, her sister-in-law would call and ask.
Lin Han agreed.
On the day he left, Lin Han kept holding his little nephew, a little reluctant. Everyone gathered around to eat dumplings, and Lin Tao took out the things that had been prepared for Lin Han earlier, which was a digital camera. "I'll give you! This was brought by the trustee, and there was a Chinese instruction manual in it. ”
"Thank you, brother!" Lin Han rarely showed a smile.
"Don't thank me, thank you sister-in-law, she entrusted someone to bring it." Lin Tao whispered.
The sister-in-law was clasping her arms and looking at her with a smile, "When I return to China, I want to see what the guy who hooked the soul of our family Lin Han looks like?" ”
Lin Han blushed and smiled coquettishly at his sister-in-law.