XXXVIII (3)

Su Huiyi kissed the top of her hair and asked, "What's the matter?" ”

Shen Qiangrose moved in his arms before saying, "I want you to send Wan'er away." Her voice was a little unconfident, thinking that Su Shengbai's hemiplegia was done by Han Waner from beginning to end, although there was no clear investigation now, it still made her feel weak, and when she brought it up at this moment, she was also a little frightened in her heart.

Su Huiyi was silent, and only said after a while: "It's okay, now that my father is sick, I'm worried about how to settle those women, so let her go." ”

After he finished speaking, he let go of her, lowered his head slightly to meet her gaze, and said softly: "I privately hope that she can stay with you." ”

He realized that he shouldn't say this, so he didn't continue, just looked at her quietly, a faint light flashed in his eyes, fortunately, the light was not turned on in the room, and Shen Qiangrose didn't see it.

It was only after thinking for a moment in silence that he said as if sighing, "What are you doing with me?" She should have her life and pursuits, she is an independent person, not an accessory of anyone, why should I ask her to accompany me? ”

She couldn't help but sigh again, "Speaking of which, the daughters of our Shen family are all miserable. She somehow suddenly remembered the third son, Su Ziyu, thinking about everything between Han Waner and him, and couldn't help but sigh, the regrets in life always come one after another, especially the helplessness of being forced to accept.

Thinking about it carefully, Han Wan'er has always been the one who is not loved, how can this not be a kind of pity?

Thinking like this, he said more firmly: "Let her go, go as far as possible, until it is enough to forget all the suffering and grievances, and to break free from the shackles...... Live this life peacefully. ”

Su Huiyi seemed to be touched by her words, and she didn't speak for a long time, although the two of them looked at each other, they had different thoughts. After a little slowdown, Su Huiyi said, "I'm too selfish." He naturally understood that what she said just now was not all about Han Wan'er, but also about herself, who was drawn as a prison by him, trapped in his domineering shackles, and helplessly accepted all the hurt and sweetness he gave, which was too cruel.

But he couldn't let go of her hand and let her go, in fact, why did he paint her as a prison? He himself was trapped inside, unable to break free, and couldn't let go.

He can't do it! Shen Qiangrose also understood the meaning of his words, and stared at him silently for a long time, but she didn't know how to speak. In fact, both of them clearly understand that in this shackle of death, there are two of them, and the sweetness or pain bears half of each other's burden, although it is bittersweet, but they are both sweet.

Despite the hatred, despite the desire to vent all the bad emotions on him, his shallow turn will still make people's hearts hurt and can't extricate themselves, there is no way, they all love each other so deeply.

Su Hui thought that she didn't speak, so he smiled reluctantly, and wanted to say something else, but found that he had nothing to use as a topic except for boring and boring work, and after thinking about it, he asked: "I heard Yuzhu say, you have been learning to embroider recently?" ”

Shen Qiangrose couldn't help laughing and said, "It's just to pass the time, my embroidery is very poor." ”

Su Hui thought that she suddenly became interested, so she also laughed and coaxed her to say, "Show it to me." ”

She laughed again, "You wait, I'll get it." After she finished speaking, he leaned forward and turned on the veil lamp at the head of the bed, which was light pink, and when it was reflected on her face, it was as beautiful as rouge, and he couldn't help but hook his lips and smile, and nodded, and said, "You are so smart, the embroidered things must be very chic." ”

Shen Qiangrose heard him say stupid things, laughed more and more happily, put on slippers and got out of bed, while turning back to joke with him, "You are wrong, embroidering chic things may not be smart, just ingenuity, and vice versa, I can't learn such a meticulous work." ”

Su Huiyi leaned on the side of the bed, nodded approvingly, and said: "You said so much, I already understand the meaning you want to express, it's nothing more than that you don't embroider well, and you've been looking for excuses." ”

Shen Qiangrose laughed again when she heard this, he knew that she was deliberately making herself happy, so she was not angry. Originally, the embroidered bandage was rested on the sofa by her, not far away, she walked over and picked it up, looked at it herself, and then walked to the bedside, handed the embroidered bandage forward, and said, "Look at it." ”

Su Huiyi took it, only to see that the top embroidered was a pair of mandarin ducks, he didn't know how to embroider, but at this time looking at it, he felt that the mandarin duck embroidery was very smart and lively, as if it was really lifelike, he thought about it at this time, couldn't help but look up at her, and asked: "What are you going to do when you embroider this?" ”

Where did Shen Qiangrose think that he would ask this question, but the boss was embarrassed, turned his face away with extreme twisting, and said softly, "Knowingly ask." ”

Su Huiyi smiled happily and coaxed her to say, "What do you want to do for me?" "Although their Su family is an old-fashioned family, but the things he uses are very fashionable, and when I saw the mandarin duck she embroidered by herself, I felt that if it was put on my body, I must take it with pity.

Where did Shen Qiangrose know his thoughts, she didn't know how to embroider, and she didn't know what to do after embroidery, at that time she wanted to make a handkerchief, but at the moment she thought it was appropriate, so she said: "Don't do anything, I'll make a handkerchief for you after embroidery." ”

She said that she covered her stomach and laughed, only thinking that if he used it, it would be a little feminine, and was smiling and waiting for him to refute herself, but she nodded with satisfaction and replied: "Okay, just make a handkerchief, I will take it well." ”

Shen Qiangrose was stunned at first, and looked at the person in front of her carefully, only to feel that his eyebrows and eyes were soft, as if he carried a lot of gentle pampering, she had always had a problem with him for Qiao Yunhua's affairs, but at this moment, thinking that that person had passed away, her heart overflowed with many irrepressible emotions, as if she was about to explode, but looking at his soft eyebrows, those emotions couldn't be expressed.

She has always been so contradictory, loving on the one hand, and strange on the other, but only now did she realize that she was too caught up in his tenderness, so that she lost completely every time.

Su Hui saw her standing in place in a daze, without a trace of expression on her face, and couldn't help asking, "What's wrong?" ”

Shen Qiangrose suddenly shook her head tiredly, she didn't walk over immediately, but sat on the edge of the bed, turned her back to him and said softly: "I hope that our thoughts are the same, our emotions and reason are also the same, if that is the case, how many detours will be taken?" How much less will there be a knot in the heart? ”

She lowered her head slightly, as if muttering, "I really don't like the heart knot, I'm afraid it will ruin me and ruin us." ”

The room was very quiet, as if a needle could be heard, each other's breathing and heartbeat were intertwined in the air, as if each other's emotions also resonated, and at such a moment, they all chose to be quiet.

Su Huiyi looked at her back quietly, the light pink light dyed layers of rippling color on her slender back, flowing like water ripples, her posture was too weak, and when she looked at it at this time, it seemed that her hair was telling of pity.

He thought carefully about what she said, and his heart knotted? Yes, even though they are desperately hugging them, there are still knots in my heart that cannot be crossed, as if they are across the torrent of mountains, which makes people look at it when they are helpless, and they are even more desperate.

What to do? What can I do? Those things are in the past, and some of the wounds can't be healed despite trying to fill the gaps. He was so guilty and sad...... But when you think about it this way, it's useless.

He let out a faint sigh, suppressed his helplessness, and said softly: "Rose, in fact, ......" Before he finished speaking, he heard Lin Ning outside shouting, "Report." ”

He slowed down for a moment before saying, "I'll go out for a while." He glanced up at her, got up and walked out. Lin Ning had already entered the hall, and when he saw him walking out slowly, he said, "Seventh Shao, the third prince is back." ”

Su Huiyi had already received the news, and nodded calmly when he heard the words, "I know, did my father send someone to report it?" ”

Lin Ning nodded, "I've already sent the attendant officer back." ”

Su Huiyi stood in place and thought about it, Nandi had experienced a lot of battles, and now the meeting between father and son again might not be too stiff, so he waved his hand and said, "I'll stay here tonight, and you can go back and deal with the affairs of the official residence." ”

Lin Ning didn't dare to say yes, so he turned around and walked out.

Shen Qiangrose, who was sitting in the bedroom, naturally heard their conversation, and it wasn't until Su Huiyi walked in that she asked, "The third prince is back?" ”

Su Huiyi nodded, sat down next to her, turned his face to look at her, and said, "Don't sit, be careful of catching a cold." ”

Shen Qiang Rose lowered her eyes slightly, as if avoiding his gaze, and with a gentle sigh of gratitude, she took off her shoes and went to bed. Just about to pull the quilt, but he didn't want to be preempted by Su Huiyi, he covered the quilt for her, leaned over to make eye contact with her, and said in a soft voice: "Are you sleepy?" If I'm sleepy, I'll go out first. ”

Shen Qiangrose shook her head, as if she had thought of something, and suddenly said, "Are you leaving?" ”

Su Huiyi laughed, reached out and stroked her cheek, rubbing it gently, "I'm not going anywhere." Glancing at her instantly flushed face, he couldn't help but laugh again, "We haven't seen each other for so long, how can I be willing to leave just after I came?" ”

Seeing him like this, Shen Qiangrose pursed her face and sighed, "What does it look like?" ”

She naturally showed a coquettish look, which made him feel agitated when he looked at it, so he leaned forward again, and pressed his forehead against her forehead, and each other's breathing suddenly became hot, intertwined as if lingering.

She only felt that the breath around her body became hot and unbearable, and she couldn't help but swallow her saliva, but this action made his eyes light up suddenly, and kissed the corners of her lips almost without hesitation, licking her soft and full lips, tasting her sweetness.

The night outside the window is getting thicker and deeper, like blue-gray porcelain, with a slight touch.