XXXVIII (2)

Until more than ten o'clock in the evening, Shen Qiangrose did not feel the slightest sleep, she was entangled in her heart because of many things, and she only felt exhausted. Originally, she had already made preparations to ignore Su Huiyi again, but now for the sake of Han Wan'er, she had to force herself to beg him.

She was a very stubborn person, and she never bowed her head easily, so it was not easy to do it, and she originally planned to call Su Huiyi after dinner, but she kept hesitating, and in a blink of an eye, it dragged on until the evening.

Seeing that it was too late, she couldn't afford to make a phone call. Lying on the bed and reading a book for a while, she fell asleep unconsciously, faintly heard the sound of subtle footsteps, she was sleepy at this time, suddenly heard a sound, instinctively woke up, just dazed, eyes half-open, trance saw a person slowly walked in.

It was Su Huiyi, he was still wearing a military uniform, looking like a dusty servant, she was stunned at first, and then pretending to sleep at this time was inevitably a little fake, so she leaned back lazily, and when she raised her eyes, Su Huiyi had already come closer, he first glanced at her, the two of them hadn't seen each other for a few days, she was a little fatter, and even her complexion was much better than before.

A face was reflected by the bright moonlight outside the window, as if dyed with the luster of pearls, smooth and clear. At this time, he lowered his eyes slightly, looking like a begonia sleeping in spring, which looked extremely moving.

Both of them were silent and did not speak, and after a long time, Su Huiyi sat on the edge of the bed silently, his voice revealing some tiredness, "I haven't come to see you these days, are you doing well?" ”

Shen Qiangrose actually had something to say, but it was too long, and when he asked at this time, she didn't have any thoughts at all. This mood is too elusive, just like parting, it is separated with resentment and anger, at the beginning, I always thought that if he came to him, he must vent all these anger on him, and then clearly give him his thoughts.

But after waiting for him but not coming, I thought that when he came, I told him coldly, "You came too late, it's too late to say anything, so be it." ”

She thought she had a chance to say this, but after waiting, he still didn't come, so that all her complicated feelings of waiting were consumed, and only an almost indifferent reason remained.

She thought for a moment before she said, "It's good." It didn't matter any kind of emotion, just a bland answer to him. He silently withdrew his gaze from staring at her, but he didn't speak for a long time, and the hearts of the two of them seemed to be tacit, and each was tired of getting close to the other.

After a long time, Su Huiyi nodded, "Don't you want to ask me?" Ask me how I'm doing? What about my injuries? ”

He said it with some poignant, more like a sharp question, "Are you so indifferent?" He said with a sigh of sadness.

Shen Qiangrose only felt a throbbing pain in her heart, many emotions were fleeting, she was not indifferent, but according to her identity, she suffered those grievances, always reminding her that she should not worry.

She said: "Seven young people are naturally good. ”

Her indifferent tone stung him almost instantly, and he couldn't help but chuckle, turned his face to look at her, and a threatening light burst out of his eyes, as if he wanted to see her carefully, and asked word by word: "That's it?" ”

His eyes touched her expressionless face, like a sculpture without the slightest emotion, he only felt that all his emotions were completely burst out because of her expression, he gritted his teeth fiercely, leaned forward slightly, and approached her, breathing with her, feeling her instantly flushed face, he said coldly: "Do you know, how did I spend these days?" Did you know that I'm probably not going to wake up? ”

As he spoke, he involuntarily grabbed her shoulder, and his hand exerted a slight force, "Do you know how much I miss you these days." When he said it to the end, his voice slowly lowered, like his feelings that were down to the dust, making him feel humbled.

Shen Qiangrose let him hold herself, just looked at him like a puppet, the eyes of the two kept looking at each other, as if they were facing each other, no one staggered their eyes without compromise, and a thousand words flashed in the meeting of their eyes. In the end, it was Shen Qiangrose who lowered her eyes and whispered, "How do you know that I haven't cared and struggled?" I'm just tired of talking. ”

She paused, as if sighing, "It's been too long, hasn't it?" ”

Su Huiyi was very close to her, and when she heard her say such soft words at this moment, all the emotions derived from jealousy were dispersed, he lowered his head slightly, looked at her flustered eyes, and asked softly, "You have been waiting for me?" Really? ”

Shen Qiangrose just didn't speak, as if she hadn't heard it, turned her head to the other side, her side face was flickering by the moonlight, she was originally very delicate, looking at it from such an angle, it revealed a cold temperament, like a lily in the moonlight, pure with a hint of coldness.

Su Hui unconsciously hooked his lips and smiled, as if all his patience in these days disappeared when he saw such a face, he loved her so much! Reaching out and brushing the broken hair on her forehead, her voice became soft, "If you don't speak, I'll take you by default." ”

Shen Qiangrose was a little surprised, and couldn't help but snort, "I didn't wait for you." ”

She didn't want to say anything more, just turned her face to look at him, and for a moment seemed to want to speak and stopped, only to see him looking at herself with burning eyes, his cheeks were a little thin, and his facial features were deep and handsome, but his face was as pale as paper, thinking about his injury, he couldn't help but feel sad in his heart, his eyes slowly turned down, looking at his shoulder, but through the military uniform, he couldn't see anything.

After a moment of awkwardness, he asked, "How is your injury?" She paused, and then said, "I heard that shrapnel injured the lung cavity, does it matter?" ”

Su Huiyi listened to her soft words, then happily took her in his arms, kissed the top of her hair affectionately, and said: "With your words, there is nothing left." ”

Shen Qiangrose felt that he was a little childlike, but this kind of thing was not good to think about the bad side, so she said, "Has the doctor seen it well?" Don't you have a few foreign doctors around you? Have they seen it? ”

Su Huiyi's injury will indeed leave sequelae, but she was afraid that she would be in a hurry, so she said: "I've seen it all, it's nothing." ”

She struggled uneasily in his arms, wanting to look up into his eyes, but he hugged him hard, and she couldn't break free at all, so she had to ask softly: "You didn't lie to me?" ”

He smiled softly, pressed his thoughts, and said lightly, "What are you lying about." ”

Shen Qiangrose knew that his temperament couldn't ask anything, so she stopped talking. Just nestled in his arms and listened to his steady and powerful heartbeat, I only felt as if my heart was tightly clenched by countless hands, and even my breathing was tight. She hugged him tightly and whispered: "I thought that a person like you, who would be thoughtful in everything he does, looking forward and backward, how could he do such a thing, if ...... What do you want me to do if something really happens to you? ”

She was angry with him, angry that he violated the agreement and shot Qiao Yunhua, angry that he didn't understand himself...... She didn't think she would forgive him anymore, but at this time, he appeared in front of her, safe and healthy, which made the rest of her mind dissipate, as if listening to his heartbeat, she felt relieved.

Su Huiyi was stunned at first when he heard this, and when he thought about the events of that day, his eyes darkened, and a complicated expression flashed. It is like a lone star in the lonely night, full of endless loneliness.

But it was more of an indescribable emotion, he paused, and then said: "I didn't consider what you said at the time, I just did it recklessly, and now that I think about it, it can be seen that people have emotions that are out of control, and they don't see the use of reason." He smiled softly, as if laughing at himself, "I think I am a soldier sharpened in the rain of bullets, and I have never panicked in danger, but what did I think, but it was planted in the hands of a little woman like you." ”

Shen Qiangrose saw that he still had the heart to joke, and her heart was even more uncomfortable, "You did such a thing, I am afraid when I think about it, you still say such things." ”

She felt unspeakably uncomfortable in her heart, so she said: "I'm really angry, how can there be such a stupid person as you, who dares to do anything after overturning the vinegar jar, I'm really afraid of you." ”

Su Huiyi kissed her hair, only felt full of luxury, and said with a smile: "It's good that you are afraid of me, you are always angry with me." ”

Shen Qiangrose pushed him and said dissatisfiedly: "Machismo! ”

Su Hui thought that she was really angry, so he let go of her, put his hands on her cheeks, looked into her eyes, and gently rubbed his slender fingers on her cheeks, "I heard Lin Ning say, you came to see me that day and bumped into Gu Shiyi?" She also started beating you? ”

Shen Qiangrose might as well that he would mention this, so she lowered her eyes and said, "Don't talk about her, I don't want to mention this." ”

Su Huiyi naturally knew what she minded, but there were too many tricky things at the moment, and it would take time for him to deal with them, so he couldn't promise her so quickly, so he slowed down and asked, "Does it hurt?" ”

Shen Qiangrose's tears fell in an instant, and she didn't know why she was crying, maybe it was because she had endured the grievances for too long and finally found an outlet, or maybe she had always been so fragile, but she was so tight that even she forgot about herself, and now after he asked lightly, she collapsed.

She shook her head, "It doesn't hurt." What she said was naturally a lie, Su Huiyi couldn't help but hug her tightly when she heard this, the guilt and self-blame in her heart were speechless, feeling her trembling gently in her arms, vaguely mixed with crying, and she was a little at a loss, and then she reached out and patted her back, "I promise, there will be no more such things in the future." ”

Shen Qiangrose bit her lip and didn't speak, and only after a long time did she say in a hoarse voice, "I want you to promise me one thing." ”