229 Civil War
"Tan Yufan, Tan Yufan." Guo Yingying knocked on the door of Xuanfan's study angrily, "You open the door for me, look at what you did in this monthly exam?" ”
The woman's voice grew louder and louder, and she even began to punch and kick the girl's door.
And Xuan Fan, who was sitting at the desk, was even more anxious, and she covered her ears tightly. In fact, she didn't want to listen to her mother say a word more, she did do a bad job in this exam, but Yu Fan didn't think there was anything wrong with this.
"Look at Yao Liang, look at He Beichen, and then look at you." Guo Yingying's reproach is still coming to the girl's ears.
"Are you pig-brained? Are you not having enough brains? That's all it takes? The more Guo Yingying scolded, the more unpleasant it became, and Yu Fan felt that she couldn't listen to it anymore.
"That's enough, Mom." Yu Fan stood up from the desk, her movements seemed to be very fast, and the girl opened the door of the study with some anger, "Did you say enough is enough?" ”
The expression of the small universe became more and more ugly, "I'm just stupid, okay?" I just don't have enough IQ, are you satisfied with what I say? The girl finished talking like a cannonball, which surprised Guo Yingying.
The woman naturally didn't expect her daughter to bury herself like this, and the fire in her stomach went straight out, "What did you say? Tan Yufan, you really don't want to go too far lately. The woman's face turned a little pale.
"Am I excessive?" Xiao Universe smiled, but it was the kind of indescribable wry smile, "Am I excessive?" Or are you excessive? The girl bit her lower lip, and there was an indescribable sadness in her eyes.
"I said it all, I don't want to learn, I can't learn, why do you have to force me." The tears in her eyes fell like beads with broken threads as she spoke.
And such an aggrieved attitude towards the small universe is what Guo Yingying can't see the most, "Cry, cry, what else will you do besides crying." ”
Tan Yufan's excuse was too far-fetched in Guo Yingying's eyes, "You tell me, you don't want to learn, and you can't learn, so what do you want to do?" ”
Guo Yingying's hands were at her waist again, and she looked at her so directly, which made Tan Yufan even more excited. But at this time, she seemed to have lost her mind, and this endless pain was drowning her little by little.
The small universe even felt that it was about to run out. But she always felt that no one could understand such things, at least, her mother couldn't.
"yes, I can't do anything. So, I'm no different from a waste. The more Tan Yufan spoke, the more energetic she became, and her eyes were full of tears.
"If I'm a piece of shit, why did you give birth to me? What's the point of letting a waste live in this world? Xiao Universe smiled when he said this, his eyes were heavy and unrecognizable.
When her daughter said such a thing, the mother naturally felt uncomfortable when she heard it, "So, I really shouldn't have given birth to you." Didn't I pour eight lifetimes of blood mold to give birth to such an unfashionable thing as you? ”
The woman's mouth scolded quickly, but she didn't know how uncomfortable she felt in her heart.
"Yes, I'm not a climate." Tan Yufan said that the tears in her eyes kept falling, "But why do I want to be in the climate?" What if I don't make it? Did you give birth to me so that I could become a climate? ”
The girl's voice was trembling, "What if, I was born like this, and I was born with a lower IQ than others?" Don't you love me anymore? There was a kind of seriousness in her eyes that she had never felt before, and there was an indescribable bitterness.
Guo Yingying, who was just strong, became speechless at this time, how could she never have imagined that her daughter would speak to herself like this, did she love her? Of course love.
After all, it was her Guo Yingying's personal bitter meat, but for some reason, the woman felt a kind of disgust, and other families also gave birth to daughters, and she Guo Yingying also gave birth to daughters. But why is the daughter she gave birth to so uncompetitive.
Seeing that her mother didn't speak for a long time, Tan Yufan's heart seemed to understand something, it turned out that the reality was nothing more than that. Everyone says that maternal love is selfless, but maternal love is nothing more than an investment.
Even if it is a bit cruel to think so, the reality is that it is just that. Regarding Guo Yingying's current attitude, Guo Yingying can completely understand that her mother needs reasons and conditions to love herself.
The reason why she loves herself so much is to a large extent for her own support in the future. Even though this is a very cold-blooded idea, Tan Yufan really has such an idea at this moment.
looks sad, it seems that there is no love for no reason in this world, and the reason why her mother loves her is also because Guo Yingying is profitable in her body when she is old.
Tan Yufan didn't want to think so, but the reality was true. "I'm talking about your grades right now, why are you so far away from me?" Guo Yingying also looked very unhappy.
"I'm asking you. I hope you can answer me head-on. What if, I was born like this, and I was born with a lower IQ than others? Don't you love me anymore? Xiao Universe's expression was very serious, not at all like he was joking with Guo Yingying.
"You kid, aren't you talking nonsense? I love you for sure. Guo Yingying said casually, but she didn't get her heart out.
"Then why, because of my monthly exam results, you can repent of insulting me like this?" Tan Yufan said that she had an urge to cry.
Guo Yingying opened her mouth, as if she wanted to say something, and saw that the two were about to quarrel, but at this time, Tan Jian's appearance obviously broke the deadlock.
"What's the noise? What's there to talk about. Come over for dinner. Tan Jian, a man who is one meter and eight meters tall, held a spatula and couldn't help urging the mother and daughter.
"I've got all the fish on the table, and you two are still here endlessly." Tan Jian said with more complaints.
"Let's go, it's time to eat. I'll talk about it after dinner. Tan Jian said and pulled Guo Yingying's arm, but Guo Yingying also had her own stubborn temper, she shook him off a little rudely, and there was still obvious anger on her cheeks.
"What to eat, what are you in the mood to eat now? Don't you want to see what your daughter's grades have become this time? You can still eat it. ”
Guo Yingying's anger inevitably made some fuss in Lao Tan's eyes, "What's wrong?" Isn't it just a monthly exam? Rice still has to be eaten.
Tan Jian also began to feel a little impatient as he spoke, he hadn't found out that his wife had such a big temper before. On this day, Guo Yingying suddenly broke out, which made Tan Jian a little unacceptable.
"Isn't it just a monthly exam?" Guo Yingying's voice rose a few decibels, becoming more and more cold, "Tan Jian, you said it lightly. ”
The woman is worried that she has no one to vent to, but now it's good, she finally has a goal shift, "I'm educating her, if you weren't by your side every day, would she be so excessive?" This kid is really used to being unseemly by you. ”
Guo Yingying became more and more irrational, and sprinkled all her anger on Tan Jian.
What do you mean by that? Then what do you mean, I blame Yu Fan for learning so poorly now? The man's brows furrowed inadvertently, obviously stimulated by Guo Yingying's words.
"Isn't it? Every time I educate my child, you are there to untie her. Guo Yingying said more and more angry, "Last time, when she went to participate in the photography exhibition, I didn't stop it. ”
The woman frustrated her hair, "But what about the result, did she listen?" No, what is the result? Guo Yingying couldn't help but sigh when she said this, "The grades were already poor, and now, they are even worse." ”
The more Guo Yingying spoke, the more energetic she became, "Tan Jian, you just get used to her, you get used to her." Sooner or later, you'll scrap her. ”
The woman's voice was very determined, as if she believed that her precious daughter would definitely be defeated at the hands of her husband. This made Tan Jian even more dissatisfied, "What are you talking about Guo Yingying?" Do you have any realistic basis for this? Why is it my fault? ”
The man also became unrelenting, but Tan Yufan stood in front of the two adults and looked more like an outsider, "Okay." Don't talk about it. The little universe pursed her lips, looking very stoic.
"You still have the face to say? The two of us are not arguing because of you? Guo Yingying became more and more annoyed when she saw Tan Yufan's state, "You say, why did I give birth to such a disobedient child as you?" ”
Guo Yingying looked a little collapsed when she said it, the small universe has really grown up, and women can't suppress her anymore.
"Am I obedient?" Tan Yufan sneered, these two words were really the most stupid words she had ever heard in her life, "Why should I be obedient?" I just love photography, so why can't I do it? ”
As the girl spoke, her eyes began to redden, "I really don't understand why I can't do what I want to do in this world?" Why? Tan Yu roared, like a wounded little beast.
This question really stuck in the girl's heart for too long, and she was anxious to know a reason. Since she was a child, her parents only told her to study hard, go to a key middle school, and go to a prestigious university, but as for why she did it, no one told her.
But in Tan Yufan's heart, such a life really has no meaning at all, it is the same and boring, and she has no way to experience happiness from it.
Therefore, she just wants to be herself, Tan Yufan is Tan Yufan, and there seems to be no one in this world who can replace her.
"What do you want to do?" Guo Yingying sneered, and there was no indifference in her tone that she had never seen before, "There are too many things you want to do, if you want to do everything according to your wishes, the world will be chaotic." ”
The girl's cold tears slipped down her cheeks, and she seemed to be disheartened, but she pursed her lips again and said nothing.