No matter what the world is, as long as I don't care about the world, isn't it enough?

Yin Yuwan and I have been curing diseases and saving people all these years, and we have never done anything bad, why can't everyone tolerate us?

Well, even if everyone can't tolerate it, we will live in seclusion in the mountains and forests. Wouldn't it be nice to be a pair of happy mandarin ducks in the woods, with only our own world?

After ten or twenty years, even thirty years, I will take care of her when she is old. The people outside have probably forgotten about us, and I can still accompany her on a journey through the great rivers and mountains, to wherever we want to go, can't I?

I thought that my initiative and sincerity would impress her at least a little bit.

However, I was wrong.

She was more and more afraid of me, and even wrote to me that she wanted to cut off the master-apprentice relationship with me, and from then on go their own ways, without any ties.

I burned the letter in a fit of rage, and I couldn't stay by Xie Siyun's side any longer, so I hurried back to our little thatched hut.

It's been a long time, but it's as if nothing has changed. She was dressed in white and applied medicine in front of the thatched house, and the moment she saw me, there was only a ray of surprise in her eyes, and then she regained her composure and nodded to me as if it was a greeting between us.

That day, as usual.

After I helped her deal with the people who came to see the doctor one by one, only the time after night fell belonged to the two of us.

She led me to the front of the hut, looked at the moonlight outside, and said to me calmly, "Ah Duo, have we broken off the current master-apprentice relationship?" You're not too young now, it's time to go out on your own. I also have some things of my own to do, and we will eventually go down different paths. Ador, there is always a scatter. We have been together for all these years, and we have some friendship. It's good to get together and disperse, so that all these years of friendship are not wasted, don't you say? ”

Seeing her calm face in the moonlight, without any waves, I really began to wonder if she was really not a human being, so she didn't have the same emotions as humans.

I lowered my eyes, and finally I couldn't help but want to tell her all the words in my heart: "Are you avoiding me?" After knowing that I have you in my heart, you're avoiding me, aren't you? ”

This was also the first time that she turned her head positively and answered my question: "Yes, Ador, you are so smart, you should have seen it a long time ago, right?" ”

"Why?"

My heart felt as if someone had pulled it up: "Is it because I did something bad, did it wrong?" ”

I know, I'm knowingly asking.

And her answer was also expected by me: "Ah Duo, I am your master." In the past, I thought that you had feelings for me, maybe it was just your misunderstanding, or because you had been by my side for too long, so you had no way to get in touch with people and things outside, so you were so attached to me. But now it seems...... You are wrong, Ador! ”

She said sincerely, every word of her word, as if she was thinking about me: "Ador, you are only twenty-five years old this year. But I'm thirty-seven years old. You say I don't look like I'm thirty-seven, but I know, in my heart all the time, I'm thirteen years older! ”

She frowned slightly, and she was so good-looking: "Do you know what the thirteen-year-old gap means to you and me?" Also, I'm your master! How can you think so much about your master? Ador, you are wrong. Since you are wrong, you must correct it, instead of going further and further on this wrong path! ”

The wrong path?

I looked at her and really didn't understand what I was doing wrong: "Okay, but I want to ask you a question too." Yin Yuwan, do you like me? Do you have feelings for me? Or are you good to me just because we are master and apprentice? ”

Yes, that's a question I've always wanted to ask.

I don't have any evidence, but I can feel that she is not emotionless for me.

I don't understand, why are we so far apart, as if we are going down the wrong path?

She looked up at me, but didn't answer my question directly: "Atdor, how did you become like this?!" Ah Duo, you must know that you and I are master and apprentice, and this is the relationship between us in this life! Don't talk so much, Atdor. ”

She didn't deny it, which made me believe more and more that she loved me!

So that day, I bowed my head.

I admit that I was wrong.

I told her that as long as she didn't expel me from the school, she would do whatever I was asked to do!

She seemed to hesitate, and I knew that I had a chance: perhaps, I was in too much of a hurry and scared her.

Even if we can't be husband and wife, wouldn't it be nice to be able to live like this for the rest of our lives as master and apprentice?

Why should I be so obsessed with it?

I thought I could do it, so I stayed by her side as an apprentice for the rest of my life.

But as it turned out, I was still wrong.

After that day, although she did not insist on severing the master-apprentice relationship with me, she seemed to alienate me more and more: she left without saying goodbye. When I got up in the morning, I found out that she had gone out on her own travels.

It was the first time she had said goodbye to me.

I thought I could handle it. So I went back to Xie Siyun and helped them and kept myself busy, thinking that by doing so, I would be able to forget everything.

But I was wrong again.

The colder she was to me, the more I could feel my own thoughts.

So for the long and endless night, only the pain of asking for nothing accompanied me.

I saw that the relationship between Xie Siyun and Chu Yue was so harmonious and harmonious, and I even began to envy Xie Siyun: Even if Chu Yue is really a monster, what can I do? At least he's happy now, isn't he?

So I don't know when it started, I felt extremely tired: it was very tired to please Yin Yuwan, and even mentioning her and writing a letter to her made me feel very tired.

Later, Yin Yuwan also came to Xie's house.

I thought I would be excited, even impulsive, fantasizing about the days when we would finally be together every day again.

But again, I was wrong.

I was calm, so calm that I felt like I was tired of the years that had passed.

I'm starting to get ...... It's not like you're going to curry favor again. It seems that this is the only way to make my heart feel a little more comfortable.

So I did it, and I think Yin Yuwan must have noticed the change in me, she should be very happy, right?

Later, I found something that made me feel more frustrated than falling in love with Yin Yuwan: I was like, this time...... It's really touching someone who shouldn't care!

I couldn't figure out how I could care more and more about the first moon?

In fact, the initial concern was just curiosity: curiosity about what kind of person she was, which could make Xie Siyun, who had always been calm and calm, look at her differently.

Later, I found out that she was indeed different from other women: she was more affectionate and intelligent than I imagined, and even sometimes said some things that impressed me, and I had to admit that she was right.

She would be outspoken to me, and although sometimes she was annoying and deviant, at least she wouldn't shadow me behind my back, at least she would...... Something to say.

But what I'm never sure is how I feel about her. This curiosity, do you like it?

Until that day...... Xie Siyun took the initiative to ask me for a drink.

I'm a healer, and I rarely drink alcohol on weekdays: I probably know more about drinking and misleading things than others.

However, Xie Siyun's kind invitation made me have no room to refuse at all: if he didn't have something to say to me, I'm afraid he wouldn't be so strong.

So I answered.

It was a very moonlit night, and although it was a little cold, the sea breeze from Pearl Village could make people's minds clearer.

Xie Siyun found a place by the sea, put good wine on the table, and waited for me for a long time.

He had already drunk some when I went. I sat across from him and realized that from our place, I could see all the pearl paddy fields in the Xie family's third room, including the one that Xie An won back with the support of Chu Yue.

His gaze was far away, and he also looked at the paddy field: "Ah Duo, don't you think it's amazing?" Although these things are what I have wanted to do in the past, it seems that with the first moon by my side, these things are done more smoothly and more motivated. ”

The first month, the first moon again!

It's this early moon that has upset me lately.

Since the wine in front of me is there, I'm not welcome.

poured a cup into his stomach, and then he took his gaze back: "Yes, you husband and wife have a good relationship, and Chuyue's personality is also good." Even if she is a monster, as long as she can help you and make you feel happy, she won't harm you. ”

"Huh-"

I heard Xie Siyun's chuckle and the helplessness in his tone: "Ah Duo, I can lie to others, but I can't lie to you. I like Hatsuki, and I can even say that I have fallen in love with her for a long time. But she ...... Not! ”

She's not? What does that mean?

I looked at this best friend suspiciously, but saw the helplessness and helplessness in his eyes: "The first moon...... Very smart. Elsewhere, she always seems to be able to think of a thousand or ten thousand interesting things that make your life full of freshness. But I realized that she was also stupid. In terms of feelings, she is as stupid as a blank piece of paper. I like her, but she doesn't know anything, she doesn't feel anything. ”

Could there be such a woman?

When I think about it, it seems to be true.

Chuyue is more like a ...... to Xie Siyun The shopkeeper, or a good friend to himself.

It's not as natural as how husband and wife get along.