I must admit that I was shocked.

But in addition to the shock, there were some snickering joys that I couldn't even explain!

Do I still have a chance?

Soon, however, I felt ashamed: how could I think that? It's clear that I'm in love with Yin Yu Wan so deeply, and it's clear that Chuyue is my best friend Xie Siyun's wife, isn't it?

I lowered my head, and I actually felt that I was a little sorry for Xie Siyun.

But Xie Siyun stretched out his hand, patted me on the shoulder, and poured the wine in my cup full: "Ah Duo, I know what you think now. You think you can't stand me, don't you? ”

Sure enough, brothers for so many years are not in vain.

I don't know how to answer Xie Siyun's question.

But I heard him smile softly in my ear: "Ah Duo, you don't need to think like that at all. Chuyue is so good, and many people will like her, which is what I expected. Even if it's you, I don't think there's anything. ”

Did he think so?

When he said that, it only added to the feeling of sorry for him in my heart.

I knew I should say something: "Si Yun, I'm sorry. I know you're husband and wife, so you should avoid it. Don't worry, I won't appear in front of Chuyue in the future, and I won't disturb the lives of the two of you. ”

When I say this, why do I always feel that I feel extremely uncomfortable in my heart?

And I heard that Xie Siyun beside me just smiled lightly: "Ah Duo, I didn't want you to say this. Actually, from my own heart, I'm glad to hear you say that. But what I'm trying to say, Atdor, you don't have to. ”

He raised his glass, touched mine, and then raised his head and drank the wine from his glass: "Ador, I love Hatsuki very much, more than I ever imagined. So I hope that she can do well. What I want to say to you is that you don't have to stay away from her. You can even ...... with me Good for her. ”

He hesitated for a moment before continuing, "What can I say, Ah Duo, I'm really not sure how the first moon feels about me right now. But at least I know that she hasn't fallen in love with me yet, and it's possible that she won't ever fall in love with me in her life. ”

He turned to look at me, and I raised my glass.

He continued: "So I want to give her a chance to choose happiness." Ador, let's play fair, right? ”

Fair play?!

I would never have thought that Xie Siyun would say such a thing to me!

Anything else, maybe it's okay, but the first moon ......

I realized that I had no way to refute Xie Siyun, only that the drink I drank made my throat hot.

Xie Siyunfu filled our wine glasses again, and the corners of his mouth seemed to have a wry smile: "Ah Duo, I know that no matter who it is in the end, that person will definitely be good to Chu Yue and will definitely give her happiness, right?" ”

My heart began to stir a little.

If I have been feeling for my master for so many years, I have lost confidence in love, but this time Xie Siyun's words seem to have pulled me out of that pool of stagnant water.

He clearly let me know that it was possible for me and Hatsuki to do so!

Me and Chu Yue, it's possible!

This realization made me feel a little incredible, but I was eager to try!

This time, it was my turn to raise my glass: "Xie Siyun, why did you do this?" You are clear...... You can have her for yourself. ”

Love is supposed to be selfish, isn't it? It's like me did to my master, if she was willing before, I could have stayed with her for the rest of my life as a master and apprentice, and lived in seclusion with her in the mountains and forests. But how could I tolerate the presence of other men around her?

Xie Siyun drank the wine in his cup again: "Ah Duo, I also wish I could have her myself. But Hatsuki is different from other women, she has her own ideas. If she doesn't love me, sooner or later she will leave me. If I am destined to lose her, why should I not fulfill her? I love her, so I want her to be good. But I also believe that I can make her fall in love with me, you know? ”

At that time, I didn't understand Xie Siyun very well.

And I still have a question in my heart that I want to share with his best friend: "That...... What about my master? ”

Xie Siyun smiled and shook his head: "Ah Duo, she has been rejecting you, hasn't she?" Over the years, you've done your best. You love her so hard, even if you let go now, it can be regarded as fulfilling her and fulfilling yourself, what are you worried about? ”

yes, he's right, what am I worried about?

Letting go of your hands is also an easy thing for the master, right?

That night, I was drunk.

Actually, I rarely drink alcohol, because the master has always taught me that as a healer, we are not responsible for the patient when we drink.

But once in a while, she would never say anything about me.

I guess it's just once in a while!

At first, I may have been full of confidence in the early moon: I don't want to say anything else, but in terms of character and fame, it should be beyond the reach of others.

At least...... That's what I've always thought.

However, I soon realized that Xie Siyun was right.

Chu Yue's love for men and women can't be described as "ignorant", but it makes me think that she may not have opened up at all!

She was still shy away from me, even afraid of me.

But it doesn't matter, seeing that Xie Siyun has made no progress on his side, I am relieved.

Their lives are getting more and more prosperous, and I am willing to stay in Pearl Village to help them and help these villagers.

It was probably the happiest day of my life.

No matter what the relationship with the first moon is, it seems that as long as I am with them, I can always forget the troubles in my heart.

Even I forgot my master's special day—

Maybe not forgetting, just ignoring.

At this time of year, the master always has to go to Penglai. Her home is in Penglai, although there is no one at home now, but she still has to go back every year to pay respects.

But she never took me there, and whenever I just dropped her off at the dock to the sea, she asked me to go back.

And this time, I didn't even ignore the matter of sending her.

Until she came back from Penglai and appeared in front of me.

With a lonely look in her eyes, she asked me, "Ah Duo, how are you doing?" ”

There doesn't seem to be the same tension between us as the last time we met. I know it's because I've given up loving her.

I still respect her as my master, and I think she probably felt the change in me.

I thought she would be happy, but I saw her expression grow more solemn as I got.

I don't know what she's worried about until that—

Chu Yue and Xie Siyun disappeared into the sea!

I know that day was a big day for Chu Yue and Xie Siyun.

So I didn't bother them, I just built the first moon side before going to sea, and when I saw her, she thanked me with great interest, and also thanked the master, saying that the master gave her a water-proof bead.

I don't remember any water beads that my master ever had, but I don't remember much about it, so I went by the first moon.

When the news came that they had disappeared into the sea, I panicked.

I regret it too: I should have checked the water droplets a long time ago, didn't I!? I know that Xie Siyun's water nature has always been good, and they still have Xie Na by their side, if something happens, it must be a problem from the early moon!

I began to feel uneasy, but I also began to hope that it was best my own speculation.

So I decided to go to the master and ask.

I never knew that my master, the respected Yin Yuwan female doctor, would actually deceive people!

Obviously, her methods of deception are also clumsy. Because when I asked about the water droplets, she didn't dare to look me in the eye.

But she denied it, and she told me that the bead was left to her by her master, so I didn't know about it.

I know, she's lying.

My heart was so anxious that I knelt down and begged her to tell me what the antidote was.

But she raised her eyes, frowned, and asked me, "Ah Duo, what do you want to do if you want the antidote?" ”

I didn't think about it, although I don't know why she wanted to harm Chu Yue, but I won't lie to her: "I'm going to save Xie Siyun and Chu Yue!" ”

But just this sentence made the master's expression a little tense.

I've never seen her lose her mind like this: "You're going to save them!?" How do you save?! ”

She is always like this, but I also want her to see my determination: "I'll find a boat and go to the place where they disappeared to save me!" Even if it's windy and rough at sea, I don't care! ”

"Why?!"

She walked towards me, and her eyes turned red: "Ah Duo, why are you so good to Chu Yue!?" ”

Why?

I don't understand why she's doing this, but I know I can't lie to her.

I think...... She misunderstood something about the first moon.

So I had to explain: "Master, I think I'm in love with the first moon." Although she is Xie Siyun's wife, Xie Siyun talked to me last time. He said that nothing actually happened between him and Hatsuki, and said that he wanted to compete fairly with me. Master, I also want to live a normal life as a husband and wife, and I really like Hatsuki. I don't understand why you're hurting her, but give me a chance to save her, okay? ”

I watched the light in my master's eyes change little by little.

But I really can't guess, why is she so sad?

She walked up to me little by little, reached out and gently grabbed my hand: "Ador, I guessed right. You're ...... I'm in love with her! ”

She smiled bitterly, as if to question me, "But didn't you say that you would love me for the rest of your life?!" ”

I was shocked: "But...... Don't you want me to give up? ”