Thirty-eight (1)
Half a month has passed in a blink of an eye, and the summer in Jinling has not yet passed, and it is still hot as if it is covered with a huge steamer. Shen Qiangrose has become more and more lazy these days, and she has been reading books or embroidering in her bedroom all day long, and has never gone out again.
At first, Yuzhu was afraid that she would be bored, so she pushed her to the opera garden to listen to the play, but she was really not interested, so she shirked it. Because Su Huiyi never came over again, even though Yuzhu was worried about her, it was not easy to call Su Huiyi.
Shen Qiangrose also looked calm, when she was fine, she only learned embroidery with the maids, she used to have some new women's style, and she didn't like to do these things. Recently, my mood has changed dramatically, and I think it's fun to spend a day embroidering bandages.
This can both distract her from doing something and calm her heart. This kind of calm is not to forget the hatred in the heart, but to understand how to judge the situation and see the right time to make people unguardable. She hid these thoughts very well, and everyone looked at her, only feeling that she had let go of everything and didn't care.
After a few more days, Su Huiyi still didn't come to Xiaolou, originally the maids heard some rumors, but when they saw Shen Qiangrose looking indifferent, no one dared to run to her to say.
Shen Qiangrose got up early in the morning, and before she could wash up, Yuzhu hurriedly knocked on the door and walked in, and when she saw her, she said, "Miss, the seventh aunt in the house is here." ”
Shen Qiangrose was sleepy at this moment, and when she heard this, she was stunned at first, and then she realized who Yuzhu was talking about, Han Wan'er? What did she come over for? Many questions quickly flashed through her mind, but when she thought about it, she hadn't seen her for a long time, and her mind wasn't so bad.
Thinking of Liu's mother, she couldn't help but clench her palms. After thinking about it, he said, "Let her wait a minute." As soon as the words fell, I heard footsteps getting closer, and then a human voice came, "You and I are so familiar, do you still need to pay attention to any image?" ”
Shen Qiangrose looked over, and saw that Han Guan'er had already walked in, she hadn't seen her for a long time, she had lost a lot of weight, even the tight-fitting cheongsam she was wearing looked loose, but her delicate face was becoming more and more beautiful and moving, but there was sadness and haggard hidden between her eyebrows, it seemed that she was not having a good time these days.
What's the good of that? Marrying such an old man, you can imagine what life it will be. Shen Qiangrose put away all these thoughts, and just stood up calmly and walked towards her, "Just sit down in the hall." ”
Han Wan'er glanced at her attentively, sat down on the sofa in the hall with a smile, looked around, and said lightly: "The decoration here is good, and it is secluded, suitable for you to live." ”
Shen Qiang Rose might as well be like she was chatting with an old friend, as if she hadn't seen her for a long time, and she had to say a lot of things when she met as a foreshadowing. Although she has been calm in her heart recently, she is just deliberately avoiding those things she doesn't want to face, and seeing her at this moment brings back many memories of the past, thinking like this, her expression naturally can't be hidden.
In Han Guan'er's eyes, he seemed to be angry, so he said, "What? I haven't seen you for a long time, do you still hold a grudge against me? She smiled nonchalantly, "I really thought I would never see you again when I sent you away." ”
looked at her face, and smiled again, "In the past, I always felt that I hated someone and wished I couldn't get along with her old and dead, but now I have experienced more life and death, and I don't want to be too stubborn about many things. ”
She smiled bitterly, tears seemed to flash in her eyes, and her voice was choked with a hint of choking, "You know what? Su Shengbai was paralyzed. ”
Shen Qiangrose saw her showing such a sad expression, and she only felt a throbbing pain in her heart for a while. The two were originally half-sisters, and at some point they were telepathic, just like at this moment, when they heard her say this, their mood was from the initial happiness to the final sadness.
Yes, what if Su Shengbai is paralyzed? The great revenge has been avenged, but the old man can never come back, and nothing can be changed. Shen Qiangrose thought like this, and the joy, anger, sorrow and joy in her heart gradually dissipated, and she just looked at Han Wan'er quietly and said, "Did you do the right thing?" ”
She hesitated for a moment, then said, "Do you know the consequences of this?" If they find out about you, will you still be alive? ”
Han Wan'er smiled lightly, "What's the matter?" I'm relieved anyway. He couldn't help but snort again, "It's not enough, I'm going to make him worse than dead." ”
As she spoke, she involuntarily clenched the hem of her cheongsam, as if she was trying to endure some unspeakable pain. When Shen Qiangrose saw her like this, she felt even more pity in her heart, she was originally the only one trapped by resentment and couldn't be freed, how could she take her with her?
She thought about it, and then lowered her face, "He looks like he is now, life is better than death, you don't want to do anything else, let him go." ”
After a pause, he made up his mind and said: "I will ask Su Huiyi to let you go, you are still young, the world is big, you can go anywhere, don't stay here to spend your time in vain." ”
When Han Wan'er saw her like this, her heart was also sour, she knew that she had always been stubborn, and she didn't know what was wrong with Su Huiyi these days, the two of them hadn't seen each other for a long time, but at this moment, for her sake, she said that she would ask Su Huiyi to let her go.
The more she thought about it, the more she felt that she was owed in her heart, and all the things she had done in the past were her faults, and she was too stubborn, so she made a big mistake. In fact, why is she only sorry for Shen Qiangrose alone? Thinking of Lin Peizhi, I couldn't help but feel hot in my eyes, and I took a breath before saying, "What is there to ask him for this kind of thing?" The two of you were originally sorry for you more, so why should you ask him to turn around? If you're doing this for me, then I'd better die right away. ”
She seldom spoke in such a childish tone, but as if she were desperate, with a resolute stubbornness. Shen Qiangrose sighed softly when she heard this, her voice was a little bitter, "Why do you say such things? Do you see that there are still others in the Shen family now? Since we have come to this point, it is natural that we must live well to be worthy of the deceased. ”
The corners of Han Wan'er's lips twitched slightly, and an unconcealable emotion blocked her throat, making her unspeakably sad and sad, tears couldn't help but slide out, gently wiped the corners of her eyes, and then said casually: "At that time, I knew the truth about my mother's death from my second aunt, and I just hated to die immediately." ”
As she spoke, she looked at Shen Qiangrose, and her tears became more and more unstoppable, "Sister, I finally made peace with my father and ...... The aunt took revenge. ”
Shen Qiangrose listened to her call her sister, and only felt as uncomfortable as if her heart was being rubbed hard, and when she thought about it carefully, she hadn't called herself like this for a long time. In the past, the two of them had a gap in their hearts, but they hated not to intersect, but now they have experienced so much pain and sourness with each other, and they have tasted all the difficulties of life, like turning around and starting to know each other again.
She only felt a sour nose and tears flowed down, wiped the corners of her eyes, and then said, "Yes, you have avenged them." But don't do it again, I want you to get out of that place of right and wrong as soon as possible. ”
After she finished speaking, she got up and walked towards her, originally the two of them were sitting facing each other, not far apart, she just arrived in front of her, she was hugged by her, she cried silently on her waist, "Sister, I miss you so much." ”
Shen Qiangrose was completely stunned, and her tears became more and more uncontrollable, and after a long pause, she reached out and hugged her, and whispered: "This sentence is really a long time away, I thought I would never hear it again." ”
Han Wan'er hugged her tightly, as if she had returned to her childhood in an instant, she was crying and sobbing, and only said after a while: "Sister, Mother Liu, she ...... I didn't expect her to be so resolute at the time, I was sorry for you. ”
Shen Qiangrose gasped, and in an instant, she gave birth to a lot of emotions, mixed with bitterness and sourness, and mixed with a little bit of pain, but it was more of a kind of tolerance, she patted Han Wan'er on the back, suppressed her crying, and said softly: "It's all over, I can't blame you for this matter, I brought her to the Su family's place of right and wrong, if I wasn't so weak at that time, many things would be different later......"
This naturally includes the relationship between her and Su Huiyi, now think about it carefully, between the two of them, he always pays more, and she is greedy and demanding at the same time, like an insatiable child, once he makes her dissatisfied, she will vent and explode, but how can she ever have the determination to maintain this relationship in her heart?
She collected her thoughts and patted Han Wan'er on the back again, "You're still young now, listen to me, get out of here, okay?" ”
Han Wan'er let go of her, raised a pair of misty eyes to look at her, and said, "If I leave, what will you do?" You're my only relative in this world......"
Shen Qiangrose's heart was sour, but she still said: "I naturally have my own plans, you don't have to worry." ”
She didn't want to say any more about these questions, but she didn't know what to change the topic for a while, and somehow blurted out a question, "How is he now?" ”
Han Guan'er wiped the corners of his eyes and said softly: "I have been discharged from the hospital, I heard that I have injured my lungs, and even if I get better, there will be sequelae......" She bit her lip and added, "The current doctors all speak like this, according to Qishao's physique, there is no problem with recovery." ”
Shen Qiangrose naturally knew that she said this to comfort herself, so she smiled far-fetchedly, but at this time, she felt embarrassed by the boss, so she said, "Don't talk about this." ”
She looked at Han Wan'er and said, "You have to be careful these days, Qi Shao is there, I will contact him as soon as possible." Han Wan'er lowered his eyes, "I came to see you, not to let you find a way for me, sister, I ......"
Shen Qiangrose patted her on the shoulder, "I understand what you mean, after all, you don't care about this matter!" ”