This Jiongjiong often cut pigweed and learned to swim with Lin Mengxue when he was a child...... The two are still good friends, but now they are gradually estranged.

Over the years, Dan Ling stayed at Lin Mengxue's house during the holidays, helping Dan Ya feed pigs and cook, and always said that this sister saved herself.

Slowly, I became familiar with the neighbor's children, and often played together.

After dinner, Dan Ling played with his son in Bazi, like a big child.

I have to admit that there are some people, no matter what he has been through, he can't grow up, he can't grow up!

He also imitated his favorite singer to sing, using the dam as a stage, and dancing while singing: "Ninth sister, ninth sister, my lovely sister ......"

After singing one song after another, his children also jumped around with him.

It feels like her brain is lacking, and Lin Mengxue especially hates these two people who are parasitic in her own home.

Lin Mengxue slept upstairs, and they slept downstairs.

After getting up the next day, Lin Mengxue went to the field with her mother to plant vegetables, and considered that she had been sick with a light collar, and Dan Yalts asked him to do some relatively easy things: feeding pigs and cooking.

When Lin Mengxue went home at noon and passed by the bedside downstairs, she saw some bloody papers, thinking that her uncle had a nosebleed, and she didn't pay much attention to it.

Elegantly thought past the bedside, looked at the pile of blood papers, and the picture of his younger brother and Jiong Jiong together flashed in his mind, and he was shocked, and suddenly understood something, and he was worried.

It happened that she was also on the side, and she angrily pointed to the pile of papers and asked her brother, "What's going on?" ”

The light collar bowed his head and did not speak.

Dan Ya was heartbroken and said angrily: "Brother! Why are you so conscienceless, that kid is only three years older than us Cher! People are still yellow flower girls! You will be punished for doing so! ”

Dan Ling disagreed, and said: "She volunteered herself!" ”

Dan Ya said sadly: "What a child she is still a child!" How do you understand this! You're an adult, how can you do such a thing......"

Lin Mengxue listened to her mother's helpless and angry words, and probably understood what was going on, only to know that the girl would bleed for the first time!

Isn't that going to hurt, it hurts? She doesn't know exactly how to do it? But when I think about it, I feel so disgusted, how can my uncle do such a thing, and I despise him even more in my heart!

After a while, Lin Mengxue saw that there was no one and asked her uncle, "Do you like people?" ”

The light collar had a strange expression, and said proudly: "What do you like or dislike, only you and I want to!" You're young, you don't understand it yet, but when you're older, you'll know, it's the most wonderful thing in the world! ”

Lin Mengxue spit on such a person in her heart, and said: "I think it's enough for two people to love each other, don't use that kind of thing, how disgusting!" You see that the Cowherd and the Weaver Girl see each other once a year, as long as they love each other. ”

The light collar "snorted" and said, "Do you know that the cowherd is a cowherd?" The Weaver Girl doesn't even know! That's all legend! ”

Lin Mengxue didn't know the meaning of Danling's words, glared at him, and said, "Uncle, you are so annoying!" I hate you! Don't you have to be responsible for others? Other people's mothers know that they have to peel off a layer of your skin! ”

Dan Ling said happily: "Responsible, of course responsible, I'm a single anyway, and I need it." By the way, I wrote a note, and you can help me send it to her. It hurt her today, and she's angry! ”

Lin Mengxue reluctantly took the piece of paper and said, "You are so disgusting!" ”

Lin Mengxue still helped him deliver it, and she didn't know what he wrote.

Looking at the girl in front of me who seemed to understand or not, I felt very uncomfortable.

Ask her, "Does it hurt?" ”

Jiongjiong blushed and said shyly: "It hurts so much!" ”

This made Lin Mengxue afraid and fearful of men again, what kind of animal is a man! Not understandable!

The matter passed like that, and Jiongjiong's mother didn't find out and didn't make trouble.

Later, I didn't know that they hadn't been together, so it was over!

Lin Mengxue knows that there are always many sides to the world, there is her good side and her evil side, but why do she always encounter her evil side?

Some people say that if you always encounter the dark side of human nature, it means that you yourself are also problematic.

Lin Mengxue doesn't know what is wrong with her, from birth to the present, all life is not what she wants!

She wants to escape, but can she escape!?

It's all her fate, her doom!

She can't choose where she was born, she can't choose her parents and family.

She once couldn't stand her mother's nagging and her illness, and once committed suicide.

She walked into the river, and the water slowly flooded her chest, and the water slowly reached her throat, almost out of breath, almost suffocating.

At this time, an old man walked by on the shore and shouted: "Little girl, get up quickly, don't play in the water." ”

Probably a little scared, she got out of the water.

It takes courage to die, it takes courage to survive, and it takes a rock-like determination to change your fate!

Later, she gradually understood that she couldn't change her fate, she could only change herself!

It didn't take long for Tulip to come back, and she felt very guilty when she heard that Dan Ling was crazy for him.

After returning, they built a new house, but the good times did not last long, and in the end, they couldn't stand the suspicious personality and left.

Tulip originally wanted to take the child away, but Dan Ya refused to let him live, saying that it was the only incense in their family.

Just like that, he still stayed in the ravine to continue his tragedy, to continue his rebellion!

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In the school days, Lin Mengxue liked to look at Meng Yuan from a distance, she didn't dare to express it, and she didn't dare to get close.

On the one hand, it is out of inferiority, and on the other hand, it is because I think men are too terrible!

Although she felt that Meng Yuan was different from ordinary men in her heart, she also had a sense of respect.

I don't know when Lin Mengxue likes to lock herself in her dreams!

She weaves one sweet dream after another, sealing her heart there!

In her world, she silly repeats the dream of being a princess, she lives with him sweetly and happily, although there are many people who like him, and there are many people who like themselves, but they only have each other in their hearts.

She would rather sleep in a dream forever and never wake up.

And the reality is ...... She knew that her love was lowly, and she knew that her love was pitiful, and she just had to look at him stupidly and from afar.

Sometimes she wants to live in her dreams all the time, not just because of him, but because her heart is very cold, and she doesn't know how to face her home, how to face the real society, and how to face a man's love correctly.

Although her mother, father, and brother really love herself, Lin Mengxue still feels very lonely and lonely!

She always has a lot of annoyances and doesn't know who to talk to!

At this time, Meng Yuan read her heart, then walked in, and then quietly stayed, and then the dark place slowly had a little light.

In another Chinese class, Lin Mengxue inadvertently wandered.

She was still in her dream when she heard Meng Yuan's gentle voice read:

It was very cold, it was snowing, and it was getting dark. It's the last day of the year – Chinese New Year's Eve.

On this cold and dark night, a well-behaved little girl walked barefoot down the street. She came out of the house with a pair of slippers on, but what was the use?

……

She sat down in the corner of a house, curled up in a ball. She felt colder. She didn't dare to go home, because she didn't sell a match, she didn't earn a single money, and her father would definitely beat her.

……

She finally pulled one out. Phew! The match is lit, and the flame is rising! She put her little hands on the flames. What a warm, bright flame, like a little candle.

……

Lin Mengxue listened quietly, but tears fell one by one, she felt that she was the poor little girl, lying in the snow and dying.

Meng Yuan looked at the girl who loved to be in a daze by the window, her eyes were full of tears, did she think of herself as this girl in the snow?

Lin Mengxue glanced at Meng Yuan, it seemed that he was also looking at himself, but the moment she looked at him, his eyes fled again.

Lin Mengxue knelt in the snow, curled up in the corner, shivering with cold. Snowflakes fell on her petite body, and the cold made her whole body red.

Her breathing also slowly weakened, and the last shred of strength was exhausted, and she slowly slipped and fell to the ground, as if she was about to die.

In a trance, seeing a figure shaking, he slowly squatted down and looked at this poor girl.

This person is none other than Meng Yuan.

Reach out to her on this snowy night and smile, as if to say, "I'm here to save you, don't be afraid, come with me!" ”

……

"There's someone who's dying." The little girl said. The only grandmother who loved her when she was alive told her that when a star falls, a soul will go to God.

She smeared another match on the wall. This time, the match lit up the whole surroundings. Grandma appeared in the light, so gentle, so loving.

"Grandma!" The little girl cried out, "Ah! Please take me away! I know that as soon as the match goes out, you will be gone, like the warm stove, the fragrant roast goose, the beautiful Christmas tree, you will be gone! ”

She hurriedly struck a large match to keep her grandmother.

A large handful of matches emitted a strong light, shining as brightly as day. Grandma has never been so tall and so beautiful as she is now. The grandmother picked up the little girl and held her in her arms.

They flew away in light and joy, higher and higher, to a place where there was no cold, no hunger, and no pain.

The next morning, the little girl sat in the corner with her cheeks flushed and a smile on her lips. She died, freezing to death on Chinese New Year's Eve. The New Year's sun rose and shone on her little corpse.

……

Lin Mengxue knelt in the snow and stretched out her hand to Meng Yuan.

At this moment, the bell rang for the end of class, pulling Lin Mengxue back from her daydream, and heard him say, "This class ends here, everyone will see you next time." ”

Meng Yuan looked at the girl who suddenly woke up, smiled, and then turned to leave.

Lin Mengxue watched Meng Yuan's back disappear from her sight, she silently walked to the corridor, watched his back disappear into the corridor, appeared downstairs again, and then came to the third floor opposite.

As soon as he appeared, a crowd of students surrounded him, and he was revered like a saint, and entered the classroom.