374 You're sick

"Tell me if you're stupid." Yan Yan carried Beichen on his back and walked forward slowly, feeling out of breath.

"You're not usually very smart, what's wrong today, you won't say a soft word."

"Soft talk? What soft words to say? Why should I talk to her softly? What am I doing wrong? ”

He Beichen roared violently, like a wounded little beast, he felt that he was tired, and if he said one more word now, it would be a waste of time for He Beichen.

"Yes, yes, my brother, you don't think you did anything wrong, but what happened, you were punished for standing for a day, do you think it's interesting to do this? Really, I really don't know what you think? ”

Eucalyptus couldn't help but blame He Beichen's tone a little as he spoke, and it turned out that what he said was not wrong.

It is true that he was punished by his mother for standing for so long because he was unwilling to speak softly, but why, he just couldn't swallow this breath in his heart, what happened to him.

"What do I think, I just don't want to admit my mistakes, and besides, I don't think I did anything wrong in the first place."

He Beichen said and couldn't help but nodded, "That's right, that's what I thought." As he spoke, he didn't seem to regret his decision today.

"So have you ever thought about yourself, what is the benefit of you doing this? In the end, he was punished for a day, and he couldn't move his legs. ”

Eucalyptus looked a little helpless as he spoke, he seemed to be very sympathetic to He Beichen's plight, but there was nothing he could do about his behavior.

"If you can't move, you can't move, isn't there you, what am I afraid of." He Beichen couldn't help but smile at the corner of his mouth as he spoke, as if he didn't feel strange at all about his punishment.

Moreover, now that he was carried by the eucalyptus, He Beichen still felt an inexplicable comfort, it seemed that it was no big deal for him to be punished for standing for such a day.

"Brother Chen, Brother Chen, I really admire you." The fat eucalyptus walked very slowly, and it seemed that he couldn't walk, he moved forward step by step, but He Beichen didn't care that he walked so slowly.

"Admire me? What do you admire about me? He Beichen said and looked a little curious, "What do I have to admire?" He looked him in the eye as if he didn't understand what he was thinking.

"If I was punished for standing for a day, I guess I wouldn't be able to stand it a long time ago, and you can still laugh, really, I admire you so much, and I don't know what you think."

Eucalyptus couldn't help muttering a few words as he spoke, he had always admired Beichen's ability to endure, even now.

"What's there, isn't it just standing for a day, it's not like I haven't stood before, really, what's the fuss." He Beichen couldn't help but feel funny as he spoke.

"That's different, if you stood before, you wouldn't have stopped eating or drinking like you did today, and you didn't say a word to Xie Lan, so hard." As she spoke, Eucalyptus became more and more determined in her thoughts.

"What kind of hard anger is this, what kind of ability is it to be angry with your mother, you think I want to be angry with her, it's ridiculous." The boy was lying on his back, but he looked very well-behaved.

He rarely makes such a move, but now it seems that the feeling of carrying He Beichen on his back is not bad, he is not heavy, and he has a lot of admiration.

Therefore, with the size of eucalyptus, it is still easy to carry He Beichen on his back.

"I didn't say that you are very capable, I just said that you are very tough in front of Xie Lan now, and it is obviously not the same thing as the cowardice you used to be." Eucalyptus said and couldn't help sighing.

"Hard?" He Beichen repeated his words, but he didn't say anything more, but a wry smile appeared on his cheeks unconsciously.

That feeling is a state of being difficult to say, of course, Yan Yu is also used to He Beichen's habit of only saying half of the words. They walked out of the school gates.

Eucalyptus seemed to be a little unable to support him, so he simply put He Beichen down, probably because he had stood for too long, but He Beichen looked like he was about to fall, and Eucalyptus hurriedly went to help him when he saw this.

"Look at you, you can't stand still now, and you're still laughing, I really don't know, what are you smirking at."

Eucalyptus glanced at He Beichen helplessly, and then didn't care to say something to He Beichen, but stretched out his hand to stop a taxi.

"Brother Chen, Brother Chen, now I can only send you home." Fat Eucalyptus said and helped He Beichen into the car quite carefully.

"I'm not going home." Unexpectedly, He Beichen spit out such a sentence leisurely, and Eucalyptus didn't know why he said this, but just looked at him with very strange eyes.

"What do you say? If you don't go home, where are you going? Yan Yu looked puzzled.

"Me. I want to go to the grocery store with you. He Beichen said and winked at Eucalyptus, as if waiting for his reply.

"Well, okay, it's okay if our brother Chen doesn't want to go home, when you want to come to my grocery store, I'm welcome." Fat Eucalyptus said as if he was more sure of his statement.

"Master, please go to the street park." After agreeing to He Beichen's request, Eucalyptus immediately turned his face sideways and said a word to the brother sitting in front.

The taxi soon started and began to run wildly down the busy street, and the scene in front of the boy moved rapidly. He Beichen turned his two sides to the side, and his eyes looked at the scenery outside the window with a little blankness.

Eucalyptus didn't have such a temperament, he turned his head and began to observe He Beichen, and the young man's side face didn't know what was going on, and there were a few more palm marks.

His face was often wounded, only this time it looked a little more severe.

"Beichen, the wound on your face." I don't know for what purpose, Yan Yu began to ask about his wounds, and he thought he was full of curiosity.

"She's too heavy, she's hitting you like this. I am not afraid of disfigurement. He looked a little distressed when he said it, after all, he Yan Yan had never suffered such treatment, so he couldn't understand He Beichen's pain.

Unexpectedly, Bei Chen's next sentence was enough to surprise Eucalyptus.

"I don't blame her, I fanned it myself." He Beichen's voice was very low, but it was extremely harsh in Yan Yu's ears.

He seemed to be a little disbelieving, and he could even suspect that he was having auditory hallucinations, "What? What did you say? ”

Bei Chen's face looked very natural, "The wound on my face was caused by myself, and I don't blame her." ”

How calm He Beichen said this, how excited Fat Eucalyptus was, "What are you doing?" You're crazy, you. He looked at the indifferent young man sitting beside him, and suddenly felt a little strange.

"No, I'm normal." The boy turned his head to the side, looking very indifferent, his voice was very low, but it also seemed a little calm.

"Why do you want to be like this, are you so unable to get along with yourself? How long has it been since the wound on your face healed, it's good, it's serious. ”

Eucalyptus looked at He Beichen's decadent appearance, and was a little angry, "I really haven't seen you like this, if you want to beat someone, you tell me, you can beat me, what kind of ability is it to do it yourself." ”

Yan Yan's eyebrows furrowed inadvertently, as if there was no way to understand He Beichen's distorted psychology.

"Hit you? What am I hitting you for? You have not sinned against me. He Beichen's words were extremely serious, and Yan Yan was a little frightened to realize that he was not joking with himself.

"Then you offended yourself, what did you do wrong He Beichen, you don't take yourself seriously, this time, if you go to the podium, the whole school can see it, don't you feel embarrassed."

Eucalyptus said, looking at Bei Chen's eyes unconsciously with a little more sympathy.

"I don't know, anyway, I just want to see myself hurt. You know what, that hot pain can make me happy, and besides, I'm addicted. ”

Bei Chen said that he didn't have the slightest feeling of pain.

"Yesterday afternoon I fanned myself in the mirror until the corners of my mouth were bleeding, I don't know what's going on, I saw that I was bleeding very well, and the pain in my face gave me pleasure." He said nonchalantly.

"Can't you just accept yourself? You don't want to give up until you see yourself embarrassed, why bother, Beichen. ”

"You need to calm yourself down, you hurt yourself, you actually told me you can get a kind of pleasure, I really don't believe it's what you said." Eucalyptus shook her head helplessly.

"Is it so hard to let yourself go? I can understand who you hit, but I really can't understand who you hit yourself. ”

"However, I just feel very happy, as if all the emotions that have been suppressed in my heart have been vented."

"When did you start the habit of hurting yourself like this?" The expression on Eucalyptus's face regained its composure, and he felt the need to figure out what was going on.

"Hmm." He Beichen licked his lower lip as he spoke, and there was a thoughtful feeling in his dark eyes.

"For a while, from the time she introduced the man to me, I liked to pinch myself and cut my arm with a knife. However, I wasn't as good as I am now. ”

Bei Chen said with an indifferent smile on the corner of his mouth, he didn't realize the seriousness of the problem at all.

Yan Yu suddenly became anxious, and he couldn't help but straighten his waist, "You're sick, Beichen, I think it's necessary for you to see a psychiatrist." ”

The boy pursed his lips helplessly, as if he were more determined in his opinion.

"As for you, make a big fuss, don't worry, I know it in my heart, I'm normal." Bei Chen replied nonchalantly.