"When the boss found out, he scolded me severely, saying that I shouldn't be willing to go to that kind of place again, and that it was normal to like a girl. The boss told me that I shouldn't go to that kind of place to vent, but should find a girl to live a good life. The boss also said that he had finally cleared my identity, not so that I could go back to that place, and finally the boss warned me that if I went to that kind of place again, he would drive me away, and that I would not be allowed to step into his organization again for the rest of my life. ”

"Moxi also has good intentions for you, he is afraid that you will not be able to hold it once you go to that kind of place, Huang ~ gambling ~ you are stained with two things, he is afraid that you will not be able to get out if you fall into it again." From Xin Yue, you can also understand Moxie's mood at that time.

"Yes, so he didn't let me do anything later, and the only task he gave me was to take care of you, and he asked me to watch you twenty-four hours a day," Mang shrugged, "It's good for you, and it's good for me, I know I shouldn't go to that kind of place, so I was almost inseparable from you during that time, but also to suppress the desire in my heart." ”

"I see that you have suffered so much in order to save the body of the eldest child, and I feel even more that I should not go to that kind of place again to live up to the boss's painstaking efforts. Later, watching your body slowly grow up, and the child slowly grew up in your belly, I also had a sense of accomplishment. That kind of messy thought faded away. ”

"Mang, it was really hard for you at that time, I knew that I was also very difficult to get at that time, I had a bad temper, and I lost my temper at you at every turn," Xin Yue also remembered that time, he was really quite good.

"Actually, the more you lose your temper with me, the more relieved I am. Do you know, I was afraid that you would ignore me at that time, and I was afraid that you would leave with the eldest child without a sound, and if it was gone, then I would really be dead," Mang also stretched out his finger and pointed to the position of Xin Yue's lower abdomen, "You have been pregnant with the eldest child for eight months, but I have been worried for eight months." ”

"Later, you and the boss didn't want me anymore, you drove me away, the boss disappeared again, and I felt like a kite with a broken string. Until you call me again, I only occasionally know about you and the boss from Enor, and I don't know if you still need me, so I don't dare to appear in front of you rashly. ”

"Yueyue, do you know how fast my heart beats when you call me? I'm glad you still remember me and still need me. So Yueyue, when you asked me why I didn't dare to get close to you, I didn't know how to answer you, the boss is more than me has a great kindness, and I can't rob him of the favorite in his heart. ”

"Even now, I'm still a little trembling, I myself sometimes feel that I'm betraying the boss by doing this, so, Yueyue, I always need your assurance, otherwise I will feel that I am doing the most shameless thing in the world, and I don't even dare to think about how I should face the boss in the future,"

"Mang," Xin Yue sat up straight, holding Mang's face with both hands, so that he could face himself, "I'm sorry, I know you like me, I knew it a long time ago, I used to avoid it, thinking it was hurting you, but I didn't know that forcing you to admit it now would make you even more embarrassed." ”

"I'm sorry, but one thing Moxi is right, it's normal to like someone, it's not a shameful thing, you are not inferior to anyone else than Moxi, and I will never be with a weak person from Xin Yue, so Mang, you remember that as long as you still like me, you have to express it and let me know, and what I can respond to you is that I will listen to you in the future, okay?"

"Thank you, Yueyue, thank you, you didn't dislike me after listening to me say so much, I'm really afraid that after I say this, you will dislike me for taking drugs and touching many women, I'm really worried that you won't want to see me again," Mang lowered his eyes, not daring to look at Cong Xinyue.

"How come, I said, those are your past, it has nothing to do with the current Mang, you are very good and clean now, I like it very much," Cong Xinyue raised Mang's face again, motioning for him to look at himself, "However, you haven't told me the most important thing, what is your real name?" ”

"Want to know?" Mang stared at Cong Xinyue with a smile, "I can't say it yet, I'll tell you when the dust settles on the boss's matter,"

"Why?" From Xin Yue, she didn't understand why she waited until Moxi's matter was settled.

"Because, by that time, the boss won't need me, and I won't have to hide it, and I'll tell you my real name at that time," Mang Chong smiled playfully at Cong Xinyue.

"Okay," Xin Yue didn't force Mang, "You're willing to tell me your past today, I'm already very happy, no matter what, those are in the past, the important thing is now, Mang, you're very good now, better than many people I know,"

"Thank you, I'm really happy," Mang felt that the hand holding his face was very hot before he finished speaking, Mang reached out and touched Cong Xinyue's forehead, and his brows were instantly twisted together, "Why are you a little feverish again?" Why don't you tell me? ”

"I'm fine, I don't feel anything uncomfortable," Xin Yue let go of her hand and touched her forehead, she did have a fever, "It's okay, just get some sleep,"

"Let's go back to the hospital, there is not enough heating here," Mang took Cong Xinyue's hand and wanted to get out of bed and sit back in the wheelchair, but was held down by Cong Xinyue.

"It's too late, let's stay here for one night today, and come back tomorrow," Cong Xinyue did feel a little weak and didn't want to move at all.

Mang saw that Xin Yue's whole person was soft, so he didn't insist, "Then you can go to sleep quickly, the bed will be given to you, and I will be on the chair for one night,"

Cong Xinyue also took off her shoes and lay down on the bed, but she held Mang's hand but didn't let it go, "Your injury is not healed, don't sit all the time, this bed is so big, you can sleep together,"

Mang was still a little unaccustomed to it, "I'd better sleep on the chair,"

"Are you afraid that I will crush your injuries, or are you afraid that I will do something to you, you don't look like a battle-hardened person like this, you won't lie to me about those things," Xin Yue lay on his side, his eyes teasingly.

"You actually," Mang didn't expect that Cong Xinyue had actually started to joke about this matter, "Are you going to choke me with this for the rest of your life?" ”

"No, it's good if you choke until you get used to it," Cong Xinyue couldn't help but laugh and picked up the quilt to cover her head.

Mang's head was full of black lines, and he felt speechless.

"Lie down and sleep, I'm tired," Xin Yue said under the quilt, "Remember to turn off the lights,"

Mang could only obediently turn off the lights and lie down, turning his back to Cong Xinyue. He was still a little unaccustomed to lying on the same bed with Xin Yue. But it didn't take long for Mang to feel that one of Xin Yue's hands was on his waist, and his curly body was gently against his back, and Mang could even feel that it was sticking to his back from a soft part of Xin Yue's upper body, making the hairs on Mang's whole body stand up.

The nervous Mang listened to Xin Yue's even and long breathing, and gradually relaxed. However, Xin Yue's breath occasionally sprayed behind Mang's ear, which still made Mang a little nervous.

Mang felt that he was very funny, he had never felt this way by many women in a more ambiguous posture before, but now he was actually made his heart beat faster by every breath from Xin Yue, and his whole body was tense.

Mang really understood at this moment that the feeling that the boss used to tell himself when he was with the girl he liked was different from the feeling when he was with someone who just took a fancy to your body, and that was what it meant.

The boss once told himself that being with the people you like is love, and being with those who only value your body is desire, and people can't just live in low-level desires, whether they are men or women. Mang is very grateful for everything the boss has given him, so that he does not have to live in the dim days of only drugs and flesh ~ physical desire ~ hope for the rest of his life.

Mang is also very grateful to Xin Yue for letting him know what love is and what love is deep without complaints. At this moment, Mang feels that he is happy, and he feels happy to live in a world with the boss and Cong Xinyue, and he has no regrets.