Chapter 239: No Regrets in This Life (I)

"You're upsetting Moxi," said Xin Yue.

"It should be, you think, a hairy boy in his early twenties knows what is important, thinking that he has been mixed up outside, and it is terrible to see the world," Mang continued while laughing self-deprecatingly, "After I was thrown out by the boss, I was a little lost at first, and then it was nothing, and I continued to do my old job, but I don't know why the experience of half a year always appeared in my mind." ”

Later, even when I was with those women, I would still have the feeling of reading quietly for half a year. I told myself not to think about it, that it wasn't for me to think about it, but the more you don't think about it, the more it keeps popping up in your head. ”

"I didn't see the boss again for a year, as if he had never been there, and that half a year was like a dream. Later, I don't know why more women came to me for more than half a year, all kinds of beautiful women and young women came to me, maybe it was arranged by the boss or maybe not, and then I asked the boss, but the boss didn't say anything. ”

"And at that time, I was also rich, so I once again fell into the world of drugs, drunk and dreamed of death. Until one day, when I followed a young woman out of the nightclub and was about to open a room for the night, I was punched and kicked, and when I tried to resist, I was stabbed in the back. ”

"Who saved you later? Or Moxie? From Xin Yue, seeing Mang talking, he also subconsciously touched the position of his lower back.

"Yes," Mang nodded, "and when I woke up again, I found myself back in that hut." The strange thing is that I actually developed a sense of dependence on this cottage that I had never felt like I had before, and I felt a little bit like I didn't want to leave it. ”

"At this time, the boss asked me for the third time if I would like to change my life. I asked him if I could still stay in this hut and read. I saw him smile, it was the first time I had seen the boss laugh, and I felt very kind. ”

"And you said yes?" Thinking from Xin Yue, Mang should be reluctant to leave again.

"Yes, I nodded yes at once," Mang said, nodding his head as if he had returned to that time, "In the years that followed, I changed my identity several times, completely covering up all my own past. I started studying, I started to learn all kinds of skills and knowledge, and my boss even paid me to go to college, and I also studied abroad, and I learned all kinds of skills. ”

"During this period, I also regretted it, I also quarreled with the boss, I was decadent, and even gave up on myself, but the boss never gave up on me, and always led me with his unique strength, so that I can always move forward, and I can't and don't have to look back."

"The day I returned home, I thought that I had finally become what the boss thought I was, and I swore in my heart that all the knowledge and skills I had learned would be used only by the boss in this life. It was the boss who changed my life, I didn't care what his purpose was, good or bad, even my own parents disliked me, but the boss spared no effort to help me achieve me, and that was enough for a person like me. Without the boss, there would be no current Mang. ”

"Have you been following Moxie ever since?" From Xin Yue wondered if Mang had been following Moxi since he returned to China.

"No, there was a time when the boss barely contacted me, as if I had been forgotten by the boss. I go to and from work in the hospital every day, and I live like a human being. I'm not nostalgic for the nightclubs, I'll go in and out of clubs, I'll mingle with all kinds of upper-class people, and I hope that the boss will one day remember that I need me. ”

"I waited for three years, and just when I thought I had been forgotten, the boss came to the hospital where I worked, came to my office, stood in front of me, and smiled at me. At that moment, I knew that my chance to repay the favor had come, and that I could finally do something for the boss," Mang still feels thrilled and tears in his eyes when he thinks of that time.

"Did Moxie ask you to organize just to hypnotize those people?" Cong Xinyue asked.

"No," Mang shook his head, "At the beginning, the boss came to me to let me study some neurological drugs, from the mildest to make people sleep, to the most powerful drugs that can make people hallucinate pain all over the body, I soaked in the research room prepared for me by the boss every day, studying day and night, my body was very tired, but my mood was high, and I felt that every day was very fulfilling." ”

"As long as the boss is happy with my medicine, I'll be happy. At that time, I was not Mang, I was still called Han Qingye, of course, this identity was also fake. By the time Han Qingye arrived, I had already changed three identities, because Han Qingye was a clean and innocent person, so there was no need to change again. ”

"Later, I also learned about psychology as Han Qingye, and also learned about psychological control. When I came back after learning this, it was just when you arrested Song Yunkai, and at that time I hated you in my heart, so I thought that one day I would also arrest you and try my medicine and my newly learned mental control techniques on you,"

"That's the case, it turns out that you hated me so much at that time," Cong Xinyue couldn't help laughing, "Then you still listened to Moxi's treatment later?" Why didn't you take the opportunity to kill me? ”

"Yueyue," Mang was also amused by Xin Yue's tone, but it was a little bitter smile, "Actually, when I received the task to change my name to Mang and go to the bar to watch you, I did think that if you did something to be sorry for the boss, I would definitely kill you unknowingly." But after I got in touch with you, I found that you are also a poor person, and the more I get along, the more unbearable I can be. ”

"You almost know what happened later, you made me completely change my mind about you when the boss was stabbed by Mu Chuan, you yourself were in such poor health and ordered me to draw your blood for the boss blood transfusion, and even controlled the situation at that time, at that time I felt that you were a woman worthy of the boss's liking, and it was also at that time that I made up my mind to protect you and the boss."

"Later, I found out that you were pregnant, and I was even happier for the boss, thinking that I must use all my life to raise and protect you, so that the eldest child's child can be born smoothly. That's when I found out that I had feelings for you that I shouldn't have, and I felt like I was really a bastard at that time, and I actually had feelings for the eldest woman. And the boss knew that he was not angry at all, and said that he would entrust you to my care. I really wanted to pump myself two big mouths at that time, I kept telling myself that I couldn't have that thought anymore, and I even went to KTV to find a woman to vent in order to eliminate these thoughts in my head. ”