Chapter 33: Meng Tian's Concern!

It's all autumn, this is the fourth autumn that Xiao Ling has come here, Xiao Ling suddenly realized that she has been coming to this place for three years unconsciously, the first year is basically spent in the rush, and the second year is the happiest year for her here.

But happiness is very short-lived, she has disappeared before she has much taste, and now this year, Xiao Ling doesn't know what kind of mentality to evaluate, and the word that can be described is loss!

My heart has lost its freedom, and I still don't want to leave even though I have no expectations in this high court, and I stubbornly stick to this fantasy that there will be a turning point behind this matter, but every time I am disappointed waiting for me at the end.

Lost a man, a man who loved with all his heart. Meng Tian, and the children who belong to the two of them. Xiao Ling was puzzled by Meng Tian's sudden snub to himself and his ambiguity with Bo Yun, even if he was the culprit who made him lose his child, Xiao Ling never really thought about blaming him for anything.

It's just that all of Meng Tian's performance after losing the child disappointed Xiao Ling to the extreme, if Meng Tian came to explain something to Xiao Ling when the incident just happened, even if it was cheating, Xiao Ling would be better, but no, nothing.

Meng Tian chose a very humiliating way of doing things as a soldier. Evade! chose not to explain anything, not to say anything, and even deliberately avoided Xiao Ling, not even seeing her face.

All Xiao Ling's expectations also slowly passed in Meng Tian's evasion, and a few months were enough for her patience to wear out, but even Xiao Ling was very strange, obviously she was no longer looking forward to anything, but she still couldn't make up her mind to leave, and even she didn't know what she was still staying here for.

Xiao Ling's range of activities in Tianling Courtyard is also very limited, the courtyard, the room and the study are three points and one line, the study is the place where she stays the most, she can stay for most of the day every time she enters, sometimes she will forget to eat and sleep, and Ah Jing will have to urge several times in a row to have some effect.

Xiao Ling sat in front of the bookcase and looked at the successful start of the painting he had just drawn, the painting silk was a dark green zither look, just like the zither that Xiao Ling had only had a relationship with in the ancient cave, and the bellflower bouquet on it was also lifelike, without the slightest deviation.

Xiao Ling was also puzzled that she had just glanced at the zither, but at this time she was able to draw it without any mistakes, and what was even more strange was that she didn't mean to draw anything, but as soon as she sat here, she unconsciously lifted the pen!

By the time she reacted to what she had done, such a zither had been drawn on the cloth under her hand, Xiao Ling mechanically took out a jade pendant from her arms, and pulled out the hosta on her head and put it together with the cloth.

Guzheng, hosta, and jade Now she has seen two things that she brought here, the hosta has always been inserted in her hair, and the jade pendant was handed over to her again when Meng Tian met again after Xiao Ling returned it to Meng Tian last time.

。。 Now, as long as she finds the guzheng, she can smoothly return to the world that belongs to her?

This is the first time in two years that Xiao Ling has thought of taking a world that is now a little strange to her, in this painful moment, Xiao Ling also began to tend to escape, maybe it would be better to escape herself, although this will not be good for a long time, but she can't care about anything else, and she just wants the liberation of the heart in front of her!

Xiao Ling looked at it and unconsciously just arrived tired and abnormal, and finally couldn't hold it anymore and fell asleep on the table, Xiao Ling fell asleep not long after the door was gently pushed open, and a tall figure walked in from the door, and walked to the bookcase with ease.

Looking at Xiao Ling, who was sleeping sweetly on the table, his eyes were full of helplessness, he stretched out his hand and gently stroked Xiao Ling's forehead, and said in a very small voice with a slight reproach: "It's really a girl who doesn't make people worry, don't you know that you will get sick if you sleep like this?" ”

After Meng Tian finished speaking, he carefully bypassed the bookcase, walked to Xiao Ling's side, and gently picked her up, feeling that the weight in his hand was much lighter, he was so distressed that he looked at Xiao Ling's obviously meatless face, and said softly: "Silly girl, why don't you eat well?" After losing so much weight, do you know that I will be very distressed? ”

Xiao Ling seemed to hear Meng Tian's words or it was also an instinctive desire for a warm embrace, Xiao Ling's head arched vigorously into Meng Tian's arms, getting closer and closer to Meng Tian's chest, and the corners of his mouth slowly showed a sweet smile.

Seeing Xiao Ling like this, Meng Tian couldn't do anything but be helpless and distressed, he hugged Xiao Ling and walked cautiously towards the door, the door was not related when Meng Tian came in just now, he hugged Xiao Ling and just walked out of the door and met Ah Jing who came to find Xiao Ling, Ah Jing was already surprised to see Meng Tian, and after seeing Meng Tian's silence action, he was smart and didn't make a sound, and gave Meng Tian a way.

Meng Tian carried Xiao Ling into the room that once belonged to the two of them, carefully put her on the bed, and pouted when she was slightly displeased because she suddenly broke away from his embrace, how he wanted to desperately hug her into his arms and never let go again, brushing away the displeasure from the corners of his mouth for her.

But the final result was that he didn't dare, because of guilt, he had avoided Xiao Ling for more than half a year, although every time in the dead of night, he couldn't help but look at her secretly, which was also without Xiao Ling's knowledge, if he really faced Xiao Ling, he had no fear of facing death on the battlefield.

He cared too much about Xiao Ling, but he destroyed the two of them with his own hands, he was afraid that when facing Xiao Ling, he also had to face her reproach and resentful gaze, which would make him a thousand times more painful than executing him Ling Chi, so he would rather choose to escape, at least he could face such a quiet Xiao Ling.

Although he really wanted to look at Xiao Ling all the time, Meng Tian didn't dare to pause here anymore, Ah Jing said that Xiao Ling was easy to wake up at night since the child was gone, so Meng Tian didn't dare to stay longer every time he came to see Xiao Ling, worried that Xiao Ling would see him when he woke up.

Although he was very reluctant, Meng Tian still had to turn around and leave, and the moment he closed them, he didn't have a chance to see two lines of tears flowing from the corners of Xiao Ling's eyes in his sleep, as if he had a dream that made her extremely sad!

Meng Tian left Xiao Ling's room and did not leave Tian Ling Courtyard immediately, but walked straight to the study, pushed open the door and saw Ah Jing who had already passed inside, Ah Jing saw Meng Tian and immediately saluted respectfully: "Childe!" ”

"What did Madame do today?" Meng Tian nodded and asked as he walked towards the bookcase.

"Madame is no different today as usual, except for going to the stable to see Rouge, she has been staying in the study, and she has not been anywhere!" Ah Jing reported Xiao Ling's day's itinerary to Meng Tian one by one as every day for the past few months.

Meng Tian nodded and looked at Ah Jing and said: "I know, Madame has lost a lot of weight, you must take good care of Madame's diet and daily life in the future, no matter what she does, when it comes to eating, you must make a good meal for her to eat, and try to let her eat more, and you must not let her eat willfully." ”

"Yes!" In the face of Meng Tian's endless orders, Ah Jing responded one by one, she is now Xiao Ling's personal maid, even if Meng Tian doesn't do this, she will do what she tells every day, since Meng Tian has told her, she will only try to do her best.

Ah Jing should come down and Meng Tian had nothing to say, so he stretched out his hand and waved his hand to let Ah Jing leave, and he was as usual After watching Xiao Ling and listening to Ah Jing's report, he was alone in the place where Xiao Ling had stayed during the day and savored it, as if Xiao Ling was by his side.

Meng Tian's eyes were suddenly attracted by the cloth on the bookcase, which was a strange thing that Meng Tian hadn't seen yet, but this didn't surprise Meng Tian, because when he was with Xiao Ling, he had already been trained to have a strong ability to withstand everything without being surprised.

He knew that Xiao Ling was from another world, and there were all kinds of strange but very practical little things in her little head, every time Xiao Ling wanted something, he would draw a drawing, and he had to find someone to make it for him, and he would compromise and agree every time.

Every time he saw Meng Tian make exactly the same thing according to his own drawings, Xiao Ling would be surprised and excited, such a little expression was very cute, so that Meng Tian kept reminiscing in his dreams, but after such an aftertaste, he woke up with a deeper and deeper emptiness.

Meng Tian didn't dare to think about it anymore, because every time he recalled, it was like tearing apart the scabbed wound just now, but he couldn't control his heart, and every time the wound was exposed bloody.

Meng Tian finally controlled his thoughts and continued to look at the painting on the cloth, although he is a military general, he still understands the music and calligraphy since he was a child, the things on the cloth are somewhat similar to the silk, but it is not the silk, he is sure that since this thing was drawn by Xiao Ling, it must have her role, since she wants it, then he will come to realize it for her.

After making up his mind, Meng Tian carefully folded the cloth and put it into his arms, and made up his mind to make this thing for Xiao Ling's smile. It's just that Meng Tian doesn't know the true meaning of this thing to Xiao Ling, if one day he knows the true purpose of this thing, I'm afraid he won't do it even if he dies!