It's just that the doctor didn't seem to understand Meng Tian's words, maybe the heavens were busy and didn't hear Meng Tian's prayers, the doctor was a little dissatisfied with Meng Tian's questioning of his medical skills: "General, the old man has been practicing medicine for decades, and it can still be seen whether Mrs. Zun has been pregnant with a child for decades, and the child that Mrs. has been pregnant with for more than three months, but it slipped away because of the impact." ”

In order to show his medical skills, the doctor explained in detail, and the doubts in Meng Tian's heart slowly disappeared because of the doctor's words, and a burst of irrepressible joy suddenly surged in his heart, but this joy only lasted for a short moment before being replaced by endless self-blame and pain.

Yes, the doctor said that Xiao Ling was pregnant with a child, but now there is no more, it was he who killed his own child with his own hands, and it was he who made him and Xiao Ling disappear forever before they had time to see the scenery of this world.

At this time, Meng Tian looked at Xiao Ling, who was lying quietly on the bed with a pale face like paper, recalling that Xiao Ling had always been looking forward to a child of him and her, and thinking of the child who had just pushed her, and wished to chop his palm with a knife.

But he knew that he couldn't, and he still had a lot of things that he hadn't done and couldn't make his hands crippled, so he had to desperately suppress his pain and self-blame.

Meng Tian didn't wait for Xiao Ling to wake up and left, because he didn't dare to face her, he was the culprit who killed his own child, he was afraid that Xiao Ling would have to face her resentful gaze when he woke up, which made him ten million times more painful than Ling Chi, even if he didn't like to escape, this time he chose to be a deserter that he had always hated.

Xiao Ling had a strange dream, in the dream she felt very uncomfortable but didn't know where it was uncomfortable, she couldn't find an exit in the fog, and suddenly she finally broke through a black fog and came to a place where birds and flowers were singing, and a cute little girl ran towards her.

"Mother, mother, mother, ......" The little girl was only about two or three years old, stretching out her little arms like lotus roots, and rushed towards Xiao Ling, walking was not very steady, as if she would fall to the ground in the next step, it looked quite worrying, and her small mouth showed her small teeth, and she smiled and babbled, Xiao Ling didn't hear it clearly.

But Xiao Ling was very worried about her, afraid that she would fall down accidentally, and immediately stepped forward to hug her to settle down, and the moment she hugged the little girl, Xiao Ling finally settled down, and finally heard what the little girl said: "Mother! ”

When holding the girl, Xiao Ling felt that her heart was warm, very comfortable, and she did not reject the girl's name for herself, but accepted it willingly, as if she was really the child she had been looking forward to for a long time, the child who belonged to her and Meng Tian.

Xiao Ling and the child were so uncomfortable playing in this beautiful place, but suddenly the little girl's originally cute little face became unusually hideous, and her eyes, ears, mouth, nose and even body were covered with blood, Xiao Ling was shocked and wanted to check what was wrong with the child.

But the girl suddenly retreated when Xiao Ling approached, so that Xiao Ling couldn't reach her, Xiao Ling was very worried, although they only got along for a while, Xiao Ling already decided that this was her child, worried about whether something happened to her: "Child, what's wrong with you, there is a lot of blood in theory, isn't there anything uncomfortable?" Come here, my mother will take you to the doctor. ”

"Why doesn't my mother like me? Why doesn't Daddy like me either? Why do you all abandon me like this? ......" The little girl didn't seem to hear Xiao Ling's words, and repeated these words to herself.

Her tone was extremely flat, as if she was stating that you had dinner today? But in Xiao Ling's ears, it was a cry of blood, and every word hurt her heart, Xiao Ling didn't know what to say, so she could only shake her head desperately and said: "No, my mother doesn't like you, my mother doesn't want to abandon you......"

Hearing Xiao Ling's words, the little girl's already bloody expression on her face softened a little, and her voice was not so sharp: "Okay, I believe in you, but I can't meet you again now, and you must not abandon me again the next time I meet my mother, or I will never forgive you!" ”

Xiao Ling heard the little girl's words of forgiveness, immediately eased his nervousness, nodded desperately, then stretched out his hand and looked at the little girl worriedly and said: "Okay, my mother promised you that I will never abandon you again in the future, is it okay for you to come here and let my mother see if you are injured!" ”

The little girl saw Xiao Ling stretching out her hand to herself and shook her head gently: "No, I can't get better, mother, I'm going to a far, far away place, and I won't be able to meet you in the future, but one day I will come back, and then you won't be able to abandon me like now!" ”

"Don't, baby, don't leave me......" Xiao Ling heard the little girl say that she wanted to leave her heart, as if she had been cut open, and she stretched out her hand to grab the little figure that was gradually moving away, but she couldn't catch it.

Thick vines suddenly grew behind her and bound her limbs and her entire body, Xiao Ling was so rough that she couldn't do anything, she shouted Meng Tian hoping that she could appear to keep this cute little girl, but what appeared was Meng Tian, who had an extremely hideous face, and he ruthlessly cut off the clothes of the little girl who Xiao Ling had finally broken a hand to open the restraints and grab it.

In the end, she could only watch the little girl completely disappear from her sight, desperately looking at Meng Tian in front of her and muttering "why, why ......", but all she got was Meng Tian's hideous smile.

The desperate pain made Xiao Ling extremely painful in the dream, and Meng Tian's hideous smile kept haunting her, making her want to break free from the terrible dream.

"Madame...... Madame......"

,, is someone talking, is it calling me?

When Xiao Ling was fighting against the nightmare, a familiar voice suddenly came, it sounded very familiar, but Xiao Ling couldn't find out where she had heard it for a while, such a voice seemed to give Xiao Ling endless strength, she was anxious to explore, and the sound gradually forgot the fear just now.

"Madame, wake up!" Ah Jing looked at Xiao Ling, who had been tormented by nightmares on the bed, and exchanged anxiously while wiping the sweat from her forehead for her.

She didn't know what kind of dream Xiao Ling was trapped in, but seeing her constantly struggling as if trying to break free of something terrible, she knew that such a dream must not be a good dream, Xiao Ling's body was still very weak, if she was allowed to do this, it would definitely not be good for her.

Xiao Ling was woken up by Ah Jing's screams and gentle shaking, she didn't notice Ah Jing's joy when she saw her wake up, her eyes were dull and she looked at the top of the bed, immersed in her own world!

Under the futon that others couldn't see, Xiao Ling slowly moved his palm to his lower abdomen, which was still a little painful, although he didn't hear the doctor's sentence, but Xiao Ling, who had watched TV series and movies, still knew the meaning of the puddle of blood before he fainted.

Coupled with the dream he had just now, Xiao Ling didn't have to listen to others to know that he had lost a child who had not had time to meet and had no right to survive in this world, it was an extremely cute little life, but he didn't have the opportunity to see this world early.

Thinking about it, two lines of tears flowed from the corners of Xiao Ling's eyes, for that daughter who had no chance! Yes, it's a daughter, from the scene in the dream just now, Xiao Ling has already determined that his unfortunate child is a daughter, and he has also lost a lovely daughter, I am afraid that there is no way to make up for it in this life.

Time flies, half a year seems to be just a blanket thing, time may change a lot of things, but more can not be changed, just like those deep in the bone marrow pain and pain into the heart of the remorse.

Sometimes the pain does not dissipate with the passage of time, but becomes more intense with the loss of time, and sometimes the regret does not fade with the passage of time, but gathers more and more.

Xiao Ling has been bedridden for a month since he woke up that day, and he only knows how to sleep during meals and doesn't say anything all day, and he only starts to get out of bed after a month when he is fully recovered.

But her daily activities are only in the stables and the Tianling Courtyard, and she talks less and less, becoming more and more restrained than before, as if she has changed a person overnight, and sometimes the quiet Ah Jing will doubt her sense of existence.

The only thing Xiao Ling did out of Tianling Courtyard was to take care of Rouge who was pregnant, as if she was really taking care of a pregnant woman, Ah Jing had been following her, looking at her, she would always subconsciously look at herself after looking at Rouge's increasingly swollen abdomen.

Whenever this time Ah Jing couldn't help but want to cry, she knew that Xiao Ling loved her children very much, and she would definitely be a mother, but ...... She took care of Rouge and her child so delicately, probably transferring her expectations for the child to the horse!

There is also Meng Tian, Xiao Ling and Meng Tian don't seem to have really met since that day, Xiao Ling has almost never mentioned Meng Tian, it seems that after that day, Meng Tian's whole person has completely disappeared from her life, and she is a non-existent person.

Meng Tian hadn't seen Xiao Ling either, but for a while, he would ask Ah Jing to seriously inquire about Xiao Ling's current situation, and seriously ask her some precautions to take care of Xiao Ling, but he himself was unwilling to show up in front of Xiao Ling to care about her.