Chapter 80: Finding a Society
Canglan has been busy packing his luggage for the past few days, and Chang Zhongye is also very excited because he is going back to China.
Although it felt very intimate to him, he still wanted to go back to China, where he had lived for more than 20 years.
Canglan felt that his father should also think about it and decide whether to go back to China with them.
So Canglan went to ask her father.
"Daddy, have you figured it out? Do you want to come back to China with us? Canglan was very much looking forward to hearing Father Cen say yes.
But the result disappointed her, because Cent's father told her very clearly that he really didn't go to China.
"Why?" Canglan asked very puzzled.
"Because I still have work to do here." Father Cen replied.
"What's the matter? Don't you have nothing to do here? Canglan looked at Father Cen and said to him, "Haven't you quit your job?" ”
"I quit my job, I should have told you before, I recently joined a hobby class, and the people in it are all people who can sing and dance, or read books and play chess, I think it's interesting to join them."
"What? Daddy, why didn't you tell me before. Canglan complained.
"Tell you, is it different to tell you now? That's all there is to it. Father Cen replied.
"Oh, I see, then you can also go back to China with us, there are also such interest classes in China." Canglan still tried his best to persuade Father Cen to go back with her.
"No, I'm really happy here, and I've already met a lot of friends, and you told me to leave them behind and go to China with you, and I don't know when I'll be able to come back, it's really not good."
Father Cen stubbornly said that he never wanted to go to China, even if he longed for China very much, but he just didn't go.
This made Canglan very puzzled, maybe he really didn't understand his father's love and loyalty to his homeland.
"Okay." Canglan is helpless, since her father really doesn't want to go, then forget it, anyway, she will often return to Russia to visit him in the future.
No, after coming back for so many days, when did she see him go out.
He seems to have been with them all along. How can I have time to go to any interest class.
Even when I go out to buy groceries, I have her with me.
"Daddy, did you really sign up for an interest class?" There was a look of distrust in Canglan's eyes.
"yes, how could I lie to you about this." Father Cen replied with great certainty.
"But why didn't I see you go to the so-called interest class?" Canglan asked puzzled.
"Because it's been a busy few days, I don't have time." Father Cen replied.
"Oh, is that really the case? Then when you go next time, I'll go with you. Canglan strongly asked to go to the interest class with his father.
"Next time......" Father Cen suddenly became confused, and the things in this also made Canglan more sure that her father was lying to her.
"If you can't tell, I know you must be lying to me." Canglan looked at Father Cen, and felt a sense of pride in seeing through his lies.
This time, my father probably couldn't find a reason not to go back to China with him.
"I forgot for a moment, but let me ask someone, they must know when to go." Father Cen tried his best to hide his panic.
After that, I had to leave the house and go outside to call someone.
"Okay, father, don't pretend, I know, you didn't sign up for any interest classes at all, otherwise you wouldn't know, in fact, interest classes can be gone at any time."
Canglan ruthlessly exposed Father Cen's lies.
Father Cen finally knew that he couldn't hide it anymore, "Okay, I really didn't sign up for any interest classes, but I like to play chess with my bunch of chess friends in the yard, and this is the only fun I have to pass the time." ”
"Oh, is that so?" Canglan felt that she really shouldn't trust him anymore.
"What do you mean, am I going to lie to you?" Father Cen asked rhetorically, looking like I certainly wouldn't lie to you.
"What do you say? Didn't you just lie to me? Canglan said.
"Well, really no, I really didn't lie to you this time." Father Cen said with an oath.
"I don't know if I should believe you."
"You must believe me, if you don't believe me, I'm afraid you will force me to go to China with you again." Father Cen muttered quietly.
He thought that Canglan hadn't heard it, but in fact, Canglan heard every word clearly.
I know that he is not so honest. When did my father like to lie to himself?
If he exposed him to his face, maybe he wouldn't admit it, and if he didn't die and didn't admit it, then there was no point in exposing him now.
"Okay, Daddy, I trust you." Canglan pretended to think for a while before answering him.
"That's right, I didn't lie to you, and I can't lie to you." Father Cen is still acting.
Canglan already had an idea in her heart, she was going to follow him and then catch him.
Look at what else he has to say.
"Daddy, I'll go back to my room first and see what I'm doing at midnight." Canglan said.
"Well, go ahead, the two of you have to be good, don't quarrel." Father Cen said admonishingly.
"When did you see the two of us quarreling, our relationship is very good, okay?" Canglan argued.
"Then if it's so good, why did you look unhappy before. You still need me to enlighten you. ”
"That's because ......" Canglan has nothing to say, yes, she was really in conflict with Chang Ziye before.
"Daddy, thank you for your enlightenment, thanks to your enlightenment, otherwise I wouldn't have forgiven him so quickly." Canglan said.
"No matter what the reason, you two should trust each other and live happily, which is also my greatest wish."
Father Cen had a trace of tears in his eyes, maybe his father thought of his mother, so he was a little sentimental.
Not being able to stay with his mother until he grew old may be the biggest regret of his life.
"Well, Daddy, I promise you, but you also have to promise me that you can't bear it alone at any time, and if you have something unhappy to say, we will share it for you." Canglan looked at his father distressedly.
Over the years, her father's forbearance and strength have made her very distressed.
It was he who raised her single-handedly, but he couldn't be by his side when he grew up. And let him bear the ruthlessness and hardships of life alone.
Father, how nice it would be to be by your side if I could always be with you like this.
I wish I could accompany you for a long time in this way.
There is an old Chinese saying that a daughter is her father's lover in her past life, so a daughter should have an irreplaceable affection and affection for her father.
"Okay, daughter, don't worry about me, Daddy is fine." Father Cen still doesn't want to show a little weakness of him.
He is still the same as before, always a silent bearer of everything.
And Canglan knew that since his mother's death, his father had endured too much, although he always smiled and said to Canglan that he was fine, but Canglan could see his loneliness and loneliness.
Canglan came out of his father's room and went to the room at midnight.
I saw that Chang Midnight was packing some luggage, looking at the excitement of his luggage.
Canglan knew that Chang Ziye wanted to go back to China very much.
Chang Ziye was very happy to see Canglan come in.
"Canglan, why are you here?" Chang Ziye asked curiously.
"I'm going to fly back to China tomorrow, why aren't you happy?"
"You are the only one who is happy, China is your hometown, and my hometown is here." Canglan said angrily.
"What's the matter, who made you angry, isn't China our common hometown?" Chang Ziye said, looking at Canglan saying such a sentence, he really didn't mess with the arrows, where did he offend her again.
"I'm Russian, not Chinese." Canglan emphasized.
"How is it possible, you also have the blood of the Chinese in your blood!" Chang Ziye knew that Canglan was a Chinese-Russian mixed-race.
"That's my mother, but I don't like her." Canglan quickly expressed his feelings for his mother for a while.
"Why? Didn't you worship your aunt just a few days ago? How can you say that? Chang Ziye had never heard Canglan talk about her and her mother, and when she asked her before, she also avoided the topic.
Now he actually took the initiative to say it, so Chang Zhongye felt very curious, but looking at Canglan's appearance, it seemed that he was telling the truth.
"Why have you never told me about you and your mother, do you really hate her?" Chang Zi watched Canglan be silent and didn't speak, as if he hadn't lied to him.
"I don't like my mother, because she didn't give me a lot of love and care when she was alive, and I always quarreled with my father, and now that she has died, my father still cares about her day and night, and my father is not really happy at all."
Canglan didn't know what was going on, but he actually said what had been in his heart all these years, and told Chang Ziye like this.
She wanted someone to talk to.
As he spoke, he suddenly became sad, sad like a beast that couldn't stop once it was opened.
Canglan cried, and the tears were so worthless that they flowed down, as if he had become a tearful person.
"Canglan ......" Chang Ziye walked up and hugged her, and then whispered her name in her ear.
He never thought that Canglan had been so unhappy all these years, and he usually looked at her with a big grin.
But there is such a heavy heart hidden in my heart.
"Canglan, don't be sad, okay? Seeing you like this, I really want to feel sorry for you. Chang Ziye said distressedly.
He really wished that if he could, he would be able to take care of her.
He tasted all the pain in her heart for her, and only hoped that she could be really happy.
"Mingming......" Although Canglan cried in a daze, he still cried very quietly.
She didn't want her father to hear it, and if he did, he might be even more worried.
is so sensible and filial, how can it not make people feel distressed.
"Canglan, the death of my aunt is already a fact, we all have to learn to accept the reality, we should live happily, and my uncle will live happily like us."