"Chang Zhongye, what are you doing?" Canglan said.

"I thought you were asleep." Chang Zhongye said jokingly.

"Who would fall asleep, have you ever seen someone sleep with their eyes open?" Canglan thought it was funny.

"Why not, there are such people in Chinese history." Chang Ziye said.

Well, Canglan admits that she doesn't know much about Chinese history.

Thinking of his father, Canglan was a little unhappy.

Chang Ziye saw Canglan's unhappy appearance and asked her: "What's wrong, why are you sullen." ”

"Are you missing your mother? What is your mother like, looking at your uncle who is so charitable, your aunt should also be a very charitable person. Chang Ziye didn't know what was going on, so he preconceived that Cen's mother was the same as Cen's father.

Canglan didn't want others to know about her parents, and even if it was Chang Zhongye, she wasn't ready to tell him.

Chang Ziye must not have imagined that the charitable and amiable mother he said was actually the most cruel and vicious person to her.

Chang Zhongye is still too old, and the idea is too simple.

"My mother was okay with me." Canglan lied and deceived him.

"Oh." Chang Zhongye replied simply, and then remembered the true and false troubles of his family.

Chang Zhongye never told Canglan about his family's situation.

just told Canglan that his father was a very strict person, and his mother was a very amiable person.

So a picture of father's love and mother's love appeared in Canglan's mind.

This made Canglan very envious, but in Chang Ziye's heart, it was she who was really envious.

In fact, Chang Ziye's father is not a mother who really loves him, his father used to have a woman he loved deeply, but that woman ended up marrying someone else, although his father was powerful and powerful, but in the end he couldn't get the woman he loved the most.

And the mother chose to marry her because of her father's power, although the two seemed to be the right family at the time, but the mother was a person who did not believe in love at all, and she married her father because of the strong request of the family, and she did not love her father.

With such a family, will Chang Zhongye feel happy and warm?

Both of them have their own hearts and keep their secrets, but they don't tell each other.

Soon came the day of Canglan's mother's death.

On this day, whether it was Canglan or Father Cen, Chang Ziye was all vegan.

I drove to Canglan's mother's grave with fruit and some small snacks.

Canglan's mood is very complicated, and Chang Zhongye goes with awe.

He didn't know Canglan's feelings for her mother.

What he thinks is that Canglan's mother is his mother, and he must worship her as if he were his own mother.

When he came to the cemetery, Father Cen placed the sacrifices he brought in front of the tombstone.

Then he took a bouquet of ** and placed it in front of the tombstone. Looking at the tombstone, I fell into deep thoughts.

And Canglan is like his father, remembering his mother.

There is a bit of complicated feelings, some of which are inexplicable.

Although her mother used to treat herself so badly, with the passage of time and her death, she seemed to hate her less.

She even began to miss what she had done to herself before, and if her mother was still alive, even if she still hated herself as much as ever, she admitted it.

What's more important than having both parents alive?

Canglan thought to himself, Chang Zhongye must not understand his mood.

He is a cynical son, and his father and mother are so good to him, he must not understand the feelings of ordinary people like her. And his parents are still alive, how can he experience her feeling of losing a loved one.

But when I saw Chang Zhongye's appearance, it seemed that I was really sad no less than myself.

He's really good at blending in with the character, Canglan thought, he often pretended to be midnight.

He should be an actor!

Chang Ziye looked at the appearance of Cen Mu on the tombstone, and also fell into his own contemplation, remembering the fragments of his previous family relationship, he couldn't be happy.

Because the father and mother have no affection, it gives people a sense of kindness and politeness. There is no such affection between lovers at all.

So Chang Zhongye is very eager for a real relationship, he hopes to find someone who really loves him and the person he loves, it is such a strong desire.

At this time, a misty drizzle began to fall in the sky, which seemed to add some sad color to the atmosphere here.

Chang Ziye took out two umbrellas from the car, one for Father Cen, and one for Canglan to support.

"Go back, Daddy." Canglan felt that he had been standing here for a long time.

Although she also missed her mother in her heart, she felt that if she continued to stand like this, her foot would really break.

Father Cen glanced at Canglan and Midnight, and replied, "Okay, let's go back." ”

In fact, every year on the death day, Father Cen will come to worship his wife.

This time, Canglan came to worship her with her boyfriend, and he felt very happy and relieved.

With a hint of moisture and a hint of sorrow, the three of them sat in the car, did not speak, and were silent all the way.

"Daddy, we're going back to China in two days, do you want to go to China with us?" Canglan asked.

She really couldn't bear to see her father stay here alone, revisiting the old place, touching the scene and hurt.

He should also look at the wider world outside and make himself happy.

Maybe you should get to know your new wife, Canglan thought to herself.

She thought that her father could have another twilight love, but she didn't tell him.

Father Cen thought for a while and said, "Forget it, I won't go, I'm not used to life there, and if I want to go to China, I don't understand the language." ”

"Daddy, you think too much, with me and Midnight, it's a big deal that we will follow you wherever you go." Canglan said.

"This is too troublesome for you, you still have a job, how can you have time to accompany me, a bad old man." When Father Cen thought of the busy work in the middle of the night before, he felt that he couldn't increase their burden.

"Daddy, what do you say is troublesome, you are my daddy, I just have to accompany you even if I don't work."

"How can you do it, how can you earn money if you don't work, at least you have to support yourself." Father Cen thought that Chang Ziye was just an ordinary clerk, but in fact, Chang Ziye was fully capable of supporting Canglan, even if she didn't work.

In the eyes of Cent's father, the property of the husband and wife should be transparent and separated, because after all, this is a country that advocates the AA system very much.

"Daddy, don't I want to accompany you? Well, I'll take you shopping and buy things whenever I have time. Canglan still likes shopping very much, so he wants to take Father Cen to go shopping together.

Shopping is the most effective way to improve your mood and forget your worries.

"That's not going to work either." Father Cen doesn't want to increase the burden of Canglan, and he has to go shopping with him after work, isn't that tiring?

But he didn't know that in China, Canglan had developed the habit of shopping, and even if she was busy, she would go shopping to buy things.

So it doesn't matter at all, it's just an extra person anyway.

And she likes to stay with her father, and she really thinks he's not a burden.

"Father Cen, you can just promise Canglan, even if Canglan doesn't work, it's okay, let her accompany you every day." Chang Ziye didn't want Canglan to work too hard anyway, and she wasn't happy in the company.

Seeing that he was in contact with some female friends, even if it was just business dealings, he was very afraid that Canglan would be jealous and unhappy.

In the end, he had to persuade each other hard.

"How is it possible, what does she eat when she doesn't work? I'm not going to keep her anymore. "Father Cen doesn't look like a loving father at all.

How could a father say such a thing, as if Canglan grew up eating rice.

"Daddy, what do you say, of course I won't rely on you to feed, I have midnights!" Canglan said shyly.

"No, the women of my Cen family can't rely on men, they must be self-reliant." Father Cen suddenly became serious.

Yes, how did he forget that his father had always demanded this from him.

And the mother also works by herself, although the father has the ability to support the mother, but the mother does not let the father support the father, and the father does not offer to support the mother, so the two of them tacitly do their own work with each other.

Even the usual expenses of the family are shared by two people.

How could Canglan forget about this, she knew that this was a principle that their family had always adhered to, and it could not be disobeyed.

"Okay, Daddy, I will definitely be a self-reliant person, but you still have to follow me to China, I don't worry about you staying here alone." Canglan insisted on his own ideas.

"Forget it, I'm not going, you're so busy." Father Cen said and returned to his original attitude.

"Daddy, let's do it, there is more midnight time, I will ask Midnight to accompany you." Canglan said and glanced at Chang Zhongye.

Chang Ziye immediately understood what he meant, originally he thought that Canglan would really arrange an errand for him, but she saw that he was very idle.

"Don't lie to me, isn't it busy at midnight?"

Canglan also knew that his father had seen Chang Zhongzhong busy working at night.

"He's the president of the company, and he has a lot of time to spend with you. Just let him leave his work to someone else. ”

After Canglan finished speaking, he gave Chang Ziye another look.

Chang Ziye immediately understood what she meant, "Yes, yes, my time is more flexible, and it's okay to share a little bit and let my subordinates help do it." Chang Ziye nodded hurriedly.

"Well, I'll think about it again." Father Cen said to Canglan and Chang Ziye.

Canglan felt very happy to see that his father finally looked like he was moved by what he said.