Outside the window is a scene full of spring, with tender green willow branches pulling out and snow-white pear blossoms sticking out of their branches.

On the contrary, the ward was unusually quiet, Tan Jian was lying on the hospital bed weakly, sweating profusely, as if he was about to die, his cheeks looked pale and weak, and his lips lost their blood.

Those eyes were tightly closed, he was fighting with death to the death, so this spring didn't seem to have anything to do with them, but the man was afraid that he also had a yearning for spring in his heart.

He fell asleep like this, I don't know how long it was, Tan Jian's lips were already chapped, and he had been dripping for a long time.

As a result, the whole person lying on the hospital bed looked emaciated, and this car accident was undoubtedly an ordeal for him.

Tan Yufan has been sitting by her father's bedside, and she seems to have grown a lot in just a few days.

At that time, the girl just sat quietly, her eyes staring motionlessly at her father's pale face, her broken hair rather messy against the side of her ears, and looking a little sleepy.

So she yawned carelessly, she hadn't slept for a long time, and at this time she was just supporting herself with her arms on the side of the bed.

Yu Fan's body was also shaking, and she looked like she was about to be planted.

At the same time, the man lying on the hospital bed suddenly moved, probably because his throat was not very comfortable, the man couldn't help coughing lightly, his voice was not loud, but the sleep of the small universe was very light, and he was woken up by the man so coldly.

The girl sat up from the edge of the bed with a bang.

"Dad, you're awake." She looked at her father's face, and her voice was indescribably hoarse. The man opened his eyes slightly, and when he looked at Xuanfan, he still had an indescribable pity.

But he was so weak that he suspected that he would fall asleep in the next second, and his eyes looked groggy and dying.

"Hmm." Tan Jian responded softly, he almost couldn't open his mouth, but he coughed a little helplessly.

The man also had a feeling that he might be dying, but he just looked at his underage daughter with an indescribable pity, "Xuanfan." ”

The man paused lightly in his throat, but there seemed to be a thick phlegm in his throat, and his voice became a little indistinct, but Tan Yufan didn't hear what his father was saying clearly, but vaguely felt that he was calling himself.

The girl couldn't help but turn her head sideways, and her eyes looked at Tan Jian lying on the hospital bed blankly, and there was a little more inexplicable sadness between her eyebrows.

"Dad, would you like some water?" Xiao Universe stood up from the side of the hospital bed as he spoke, glanced at his father, and hurried to get the water cup on the bedside. I took two steps to the side, but I was inadvertently grabbed by my father's hand.

"Xuanfan." The man's voice was already very low, but it was still mixed with a helpless sadness, "You sit and accompany me." ”

It took Tan Jian a lot of effort to spit out such a sentence. Xiao Universe heard his father's shouts and stopped walking, and then sat down on a chair next to him.

Those immature hands have been held in his hands by his father, as if he is clenching tighter and tighter, and even makes Tan Yufan feel an inexplicable pain.

"Okay." Xiao Universe responded softly, and looked at the man's face that was no longer young quite obediently, "Dad, tell me what you want." ”

She pursed her lips, she was really afraid of losing him, if God was willing to pity her, she wouldn't take her father away from her, but many things didn't go according to people's wishes.

In the end, she just sat here quietly, unable to help anything.

"I'm leaving." Tan Jian's voice was unusually calm, and the man could clearly perceive the passage of his life.

It's like time that can never go back, every minute is precious, and it seems that God doesn't have much time for him.

Xiao Universe bit her lip fiercely, her tears kept rolling in her eyes, but she couldn't shed in front of her father's bed, so she just endured it and held on.

It seems that if one is not careful, tears will come out of her eyes in the next second, and there is no need for any reason, and it is not that she Tan Yufan is too fragile, but for the 17-year-old, all this is too cruel, and she really can't accept it.

"Dad, you'll be fine." The small universe tried hard to suppress his crying, and spit out a few words with great difficulty.

All this was too difficult for her, she was not yet an adult, but she did not know that the storm was so fierce, and such bitter water almost swallowed her, but she was unwilling to give up any hope.

How she hoped that her father could survive well, at least, and accompany her to spend the coming-of-age ceremony, but the man really couldn't wait.

There is still a lot of reluctance to this world in his eyes, and it seems that he is not willing to do this, but many things will be involuntarily.

"Xuanfan, you have to go to school hard, so that you will have a good future in the future." His voice was small, but it had enough power in the heart of the small universe, "I know you don't like school, but only then will you have a good future." ”

Tan Yufan's tears kept falling down like beads with broken threads, "I know Dad." She hated her tears, but now she had no energy to care about them.

For Tan Yufan's reply, Tan Jian looked very satisfied, the man nodded slightly, and actually smiled, it is hard to imagine that even in the face of death, he can be as calm as he is now, which is really not easy.

"And." The man's words didn't seem to be finished, so he paused lightly again and continued, "Don't blame your mother, this matter has nothing to do with her, she also has her own troubles. ”

The man's voice grew lower and lower, his Adam's apple moving to the rhythm of his speech.

Yu Fan didn't understand why her father was saying this to herself, but at this time, she couldn't refute anything, so she just nodded obediently, so that her father could rest assured.

"You have to grow up, you have to be kind all the time. You have to understand a lot of truths to have a satisfying job and a fulfilling family in the future. ”

Tan Jian said as if he was explaining the aftermath, his voice was intermittent, and it seemed to make Tan Yufan's heart rise to his throat.

"You want to stay with me, you want to live well." She let the tears in her eyes keep falling, but she couldn't alleviate the sorrow in her heart.

But I heard the man lying on the hospital bed say slowly, "I have suffered a lot in my life, I worked as a coolie in a factory when I was young, and then I finally got a half-job, but my married life with your mother is not happy, maybe she can't be blamed for this matter, it's me, it's me who doesn't have time to accompany her." ”

Yu Fan couldn't understand what his father meant, what kind of thing was this matter, but the small universe didn't know but vaguely felt that it should be related to his father's car accident this time.

"Now, I am in such a situation again, which seems to make me understand a truth, people are like this in this life, and the final rules that don't belong to you don't belong to you."

"Even if you fight, it's useless. It's better to be safe, at least this will make you feel more comfortable psychologically, and you won't put your life into it. ”

Her father's voice was hoarse, and Yu Fan, who was sitting on the side, also seemed to understand whether she understood what her father meant, as if she didn't quite understand what her father meant, and just nodded to herself.

She understood something, but she didn't dare to speculate. In short, his father's accident made him feel very strange, and he didn't understand what he had done wrong and how he could be punished like this.

"So, Xuanfan, you also have to listen to your father's advice, don't go to the tip of the horns at any time, it's not good for you."

"It's your God who will give it to you, it's not yours, it's useless for you to fight and grab again, so instead of letting yourself go through so many winds and waves, it's better to live a few days of ordinary life, just be casual, and the rest of the things shouldn't be forced."

"Dad, I want you to stay with me." Tan Yufan rarely spoils her father like this, but now that she realizes that she no longer spoils her father, it seems that she will not have a chance in the future.

She took his hand and only felt a coldness, as if he was about to leave, and she didn't care about crying or making trouble, which she couldn't hold.

"Silly boy, Dad can't accompany you anymore, you have to learn to grow up by yourself, and when you grow up and find your own love, that person will shelter you from the wind and rain in the future."

He looked at his daughter sitting on the edge of the bed and smiled, it seemed that it took a lot of strength for a man, in the past few years, Yu Fan has grown up too fast, and Tan Jian has no way to keep up with her.

It was wrong to say that this matter was wrong, she should have spent more time with him, but unfortunately, she didn't.

She would rather use this time to play and do something else, than take this time to talk to her father, which is also her own fault.

She shouldn't be as willful as she is now, is that she feeling less guilty now.

"People, they are all going to die, as long as you can grow up happily, I have no regrets, so, Xuanfan, you must set yourself up in this world, you have to be happy."

After saying this, my father closed his lips, and his eyes slowly closed. What scared her the most seemed to have happened.

The little universe shook his father's arm desperately, "Dad, don't leave Dad." ”

But no matter how much she cried, her father never opened his eyes again, the man's heart had stopped beating, and the look on his cheeks seemed unusually peaceful.