He Beifan walked home a little apprehensively, and on the spring evening, the breeze gently brushed the young man's injured cheek, adding a little coolness.

The evening lights on the side of the street are lit up, and the scene is a little more tired and breathing.

"Do you think it's worth it? Just for a band, Beifan, you are willing to be beaten like this. And what about your dignity? Don't you want it? Where did you put it. ”

Nian Yi's words still sound a little harsh, perhaps, she doesn't understand what she is thinking, or perhaps, she can't appreciate how important this band is to her.

What's more, He Beifan didn't want to explain anything to her, not to mention, this matter was a painful experience for the young man, he was reluctant to think about it again, but he just kicked over the small stones on the side of the street, and his eyes added a little loneliness.

These days, he is tired and tired, tonight is just a short rest, and in the following period, he is going to start his life as a resident singer again.

But why, he has an inexplicable sense of fear, which may be rare in ordinary life, is the fear of the unknown.

He Beizhuan is a person who is determined to reach the other side, but he doesn't know how much suffering he has to endure and how many sins he has to suffer on this road, which may be beyond his imagination, of course, he doesn't know if he can bear it.

"You don't know how far you have to go, and you don't know if your current support will be lost, so just keep going, prepare for the worst, make the best decisions.

Even if the reality is not as people wish, it is just a road to the dark, willing to gamble and lose. ”

I don't know what kind of considerations it is, He Beifan secretly cheered himself up in his heart, he persisted for too long, endured for too long, he couldn't just give up easily, he would definitely hate himself if he did this.

"Hey, what are you thinking. Look at how absent-minded you've been lately. While standing on the street corner and waiting, I suddenly felt someone gently pat the young man on the shoulder.

The feeling is soft, and of course, there is an inexplicable sense of intimacy.

"Zhong Yuze." Beifan saw that his face suddenly softened, and the corners of his mouth were like a smile, "You kid, what's the matter?" Why didn't you come home so late? ”

In the evening breeze, the young man's thin clothes shook slowly, and the evening light stretched the figures of the two people very long.

"Me?" He pointed at himself mischievously, "What do you say I do, didn't you reply yourself?" ”

There was a bit of lightness in his words, but when he looked at the injured side of his face, the look in those eyes became serious for a moment, and his eyebrows unconsciously raised.

"Beifan, what's wrong with your face?" He asked anxiously.

"What else can I do if I was beaten?" He Beifan said with a casual attitude, this is not a glorious thing, and there is no need to say anything more to him when he thinks about it.

Seeing this, Zhong Yuze didn't ask too much about anything, he didn't want to make the atmosphere between them so embarrassing.

"Then, you have to take some medicine, or take some orally, I don't want to wait until the school art performance to see you still like this." Yu Ze was inevitably a little sad when he spoke, but he looked at He Beifan's eyes more and more fascinating.

"Well, thank you for your kindness." He Beifan looked at the young man's eyes more and more gently, and he had such an attitude towards everyone who inquired about his wounds.

It's as if he cherishes every concern of others for him, and other things don't need to be said for the time being, having such a group of friends is a happy thing for him He Beifan.

"No matter what you go through, this sad time will always pass, and one day, you will definitely thank yourself for your efforts now and thank yourself for not giving up."

"Even if you are in pain, after the pain, you can go after what you want."

"And at that time, when you look back at what happened to you now, you will feel that it is not a big deal, all of this is your glory."

Yu Ze said as if he was thinking about something, as if he was also talking to himself.

"Can you really do something at all costs?" The boy looked at him with a little affection.

"I'm talking about recklessness, that is, even if you hit your head and bleed, you won't regret it."

"Even if one day, when you are on the streets, and you can't even take care of your own food and clothing, you will still think that your initial choice was the right one, so you will not regret it."

"That's right, I have something I really want to do, I have what I desire the most, no matter how difficult it is, I want to get it, I don't want to make excuses for myself, I just want to move forward step by step."

He Beifan said, and couldn't help but raise his head to look at the night sky, this is a night without stars, only a crescent moon hangs lonely in the night sky, but it does not affect its brightness in the slightest.

"Then I'm sure you'll be able to get it, even if you're so far away from him now, and you'll get there if you keep going." Zhong Yuze became more and more firm in his thoughts as he spoke.

"Your band is bound to get hotter and hotter, and it's only a matter of time. Ten years from now, you may feel a different landscape. The corners of Yu Ze's mouth were a faint smile.

"Actually, I don't want to make things difficult for myself, I just want to do what I can, exhaust all my energy, even if I get a not happy ending, I have no regrets."

Beifan said with a feeling of self-comfort.

"I think sometimes you are really yourself, and it seems that there is no room for respite. It's like an inhuman boss who is constantly squeezing his employees, hoping to squeeze more grease out of him. ”

"You are like this, Beifan, sometimes, it's more like self-abuse, you are constantly spurring yourself to make yourself better, but this kind of ruthlessness you have can't do for ordinary people."

"Then let's try it and see if a squeeze like mine can get any effect in a few years."

They turned the corner, and in the blink of an eye it was time to separate. "You also have to rest properly and don't let yourself get too tired, it's not good." Zhong Yuze said as if he was telling him something.

"Well, I see, you have to take care too." He answered softly, and went home alone.

At that time, He Yulei had already cooked a meal in the kitchen, and the woman went home very early today, and the recent hard work made He Yulei have no energy to take care of He Beifan's diet.

No wonder this child looks like he has lost a lot of weight recently, and the whole person looks a lot tired, it is because of her poor care as a mother, He Yulei can't help but blame herself when she thinks about it.

The woman stood in front of the stove and turned over the braised pork ribs in the oil pot, and looked absent-minded again, she looked very old at this time.

But in any case, the spirit is still very good, and He Yulei's enthusiasm for life has not changed at all. Thinking about it, at this point, He Beifan should also be back soon, He Yulei put the food on the porcelain plate.

She picked it up carefully, and looked very attentive. Come to think of it, Beifan can always have a good meal today, he is too busy with work on weekdays, but he doesn't have so much time to accompany him, and today he finally has a little free.

What the woman didn't know was that her son was standing at the door of the house at this time, and Beifan was groping for the key in his hand a little messily.

Just as he was about to twist the door, Bei Fan suddenly retracted his arm, and looked a little hesitant, he sighed softly, the expression on his face was inevitably a little heavy, but no one knew what he was thinking.

I don't know how long Beifan stood there and wandered, as if he had figured it out again, he gently opened the door of the house.

"Beifan, you're back, hurry up and come over to eat, Mom's braised pork ribs just made, look at how tempting it is." He Yulei said to herself, and the next second she saw her son's injured face, and couldn't help but be startled.

"What's wrong with your face, why is it swollen like this?"

This is as He Beifan expected, no matter how he evades, his mother will still find this problem. "Oh, it's okay, Mom, I don't hurt at all."

The young man turned around in a panic, taking the opportunity to go to the study to put his schoolbag, wanting to cover up this matter, of course, He Yulei knows her son best, she must ask this matter clearly.

"Come, come, I'll look at your face. What's going on with you? Tell me where these wounds on my face came from. ”

"Oh, it's okay Mom, I told you, I don't hurt." He Beifan couldn't help but have a somewhat soothing tone when he spoke, and turned his head and lied to his mother.

"I just got into a fight with someone else, I did something wrong, I deserve it, and you don't have to ask about it again."

He Yulei felt very strange, in the impression of a woman, Beifan never seemed to have fought with anyone, not to mention that the scars on his face did not look like they were left by a fight.

Does the boy fight, although it is normal to punch and kick, it is not such an injury, perhaps, this child has something to hide from herself, but she has to continue to follow Beifan's words.

"Fan, don't fight in the future, okay? Look at you, how handsome a guy was, and now he is about to disfigure himself. He Yulei couldn't help but have a complaining tone as she spoke.

"Okay, Mom, I know, you don't want to lift me up anymore, this skin is not a big deal, the key is to have excellent skills, if it is ruined, it will be ruined, and I don't rely on my face to eat."

He Beifan didn't take this matter to heart, and his words were very light.