Thinking of the old emperor, Su Nianjun's feelings for him are very complicated, if you want to say that you don't hate him, but it was because he didn't care about his mother, and he didn't treat his sister well, and it was also because of him that his mother was sent to Daqing and his relatives.

But if you say hate, it's a bit far-fetched, because, he has no right to ask whether to send his mother and relatives or not, he is just a puppet of the prince of Dongping, a tool ordered by the prince of Dongping and executed by him.

"After that, the old emperor made a will that he only meant since he became the emperor, that is, to announce me to the world, let his son continue to succeed to the throne at that time, and then turned me into the next emperor, the current prince, of course, to make this decision, he paid for his life, and later, I became the prince, relying on the mastery of the prince of Dongping for a long time, I understand that although he has mastered all the military power of Beiqiang, all the military power is not his cronies, half of which is because he let the Daqing Dynasty retreat, It was only these people who followed him, only loyal to the royal family, but because they became the people of the prince of Dongping because of that war, they couldn't leave, so they were not valued by the prince of Dongping in the army, and later, I appeared, with a false holy decree, sneaked into the army, ate and lived with those soldiers for a period of time, gained their trust, and then naturally got their support, and then took the prince's seal, in front of the prince of Dongping, who had already noticed but had regretted it, and took away half of his army, has the capital to compete with him. ”

After Su Nianjun finished speaking, Shen Xianhe finally understood, why Su Nianjun was obviously the son of the first emperor of the Daqing Dynasty and the brother of Chu Xi, why did the first emperor of the Northern Qiang Kingdom issue an order to make him the crown prince and hand over the Northern Qiang Kingdom to him.

Although these words, Su Nianjun said it lightly, but behind the hidden words, Shen Xianhe could even see the difficulties and dangers that Su Nianjun was experiencing at that time, although he said it easily, how could the former emperor of Beiqiang risk the possibility of being discovered by the prince of Dongping without any certainty, and put all his net worth on Su Nianjun, who was nothing.

"What did you trade with the Emperor of Beiqiang at that time? Wouldn't he be so easy to help you without hesitating to offend the prince of Dongping without seeing the possibility of your success? ”

Facing Shen Xianhe's questioning, Su Nianjun only smiled lightly.

"Xianhe, you thought wrong this time, not because I promised him anything or made any deal with him, but because I quietly turned his harem upside down at that time, and then I couldn't find out whose handiwork, at this time, I deliberately and unintentionally revealed my talents, so that the queen used his heart to hate the prince of Dongping, so that he had no other way to fully support me, of course, the consequence of supporting me, that is, to pay for his life, he was so disobedient to the prince of Dongping to help me, this is his heart can be punished, Of course, Dongping will not let him go, so he ended him, when I knew about it, he was already dead, and I had no way to save him, because the prince of Dongping at that time had noticed me and began to deal with me with all his might, so I had to deal with him wholeheartedly. ”

After speaking, Shen Xianhe fell silent.

"Others, about the queen and Su Yuanheng, I think, I don't need to say anything more, you should also know from Qiao He, they are not afraid, of course, they mean the queen mother, she hated me because I took Su Yuanheng's position, and she also wanted to take back the throne from me, but she was too short-sighted and didn't know the depth and shallowness underneath, but his brother was okay, with him protecting the queen and Su Yuanheng, they would not be calculated."

Speaking of Su Yuanheng, Su Nianjun's tone was a little relaxed.

Shen Xianhe also remembered that Qiao He had told her that when they were in the Beiqiang Palace, Su Yuanheng loved to go to them to play, and brought them a lot of delicious food every time.

Thinking of this, Shen Xianhe raised her head to look at Su Nianjun, but in the dark, she didn't know where Su Nianjun's face was, she just looked up with intuition.

"Su Yuanheng? Hearing you mention his tone feels very different? ”

"Well, he is the son of the current emperor, and the position of the crown prince was originally his, just because my dove occupies the magpie's nest, so that he lost this position, but he is a person with a pure temperament, and he is the only kind flower in this cannibalistic palace, back then, he just came to my mother's palace by accident, bumped into us, we were all the same age, so we quickly played together, he often took advantage of the palace people's inattention to sneak to find us, and then brought us a lot of food and play, of course, we also taught some of his martial arts, was just afraid that the crown princess at that time would find out, so he came for a short time every time, and only learned some self-defense kung fu, but that was enough. ”

Speaking of Su Yuanheng, Su Nianjun's pure and kind smile appeared in his mind, and he also sighed silently, originally their relationship had always been very good, but after he suddenly appeared and became the crown prince, his mother forbade him to befriend him, and even asked him to attack him many times.

But despite this, Su Yuanheng was in a dilemma, every time he just appeared in front of him sullenly, told him the will of his mother, and then the two sat together to drink and chat, and when the time was up, he slowly went back to his queen mother, and then scolded him again.

Thinking of Su Yuanheng, the corners of Su Nianjun's mouth in the dark rose slightly, in his most difficult and darkest days, Su Yuanheng was the only one who brought him warmth.

Of course, he didn't doubt Su Yuanheng's sincerity, so he had also sent people to test it many times, and he didn't dare to trust anyone, so in that case, he could trust Su Yuanheng wholeheartedly, and you can imagine how important Su Yuanheng was to him at that time.

"Is he a very important person to you?"

Shen Xianhe said softly.

"Well, he disobeyed his mother many times, just didn't want to go against me, but, no way, he still couldn't resist his queen mother after all, so although we didn't interact on the surface, when we had time in private, we would drink and chat together."

Su Nianjun said.

"And what will happen to him in the future?"

Shen Xianhe continued to ask.

This question made Su Nianjun stunned, he instantly understood what Shen Xianhe meant, and after a while, he replied honestly and without a trace of concealment.

"I don't know...... Because that moment has not yet arrived...... So I don't know what decision will be made? ”

Shen Xianhe asked like this, just to determine the importance of Su Yuanheng in his heart, because from what she knew from Qiao He, the queen mother behind Su Yuanheng and the prime minister would not be willing to let Su Nianjun take the position of prince away for no reason.

Therefore, she asked this question, just to know Su Yuanheng's location, so that in the next action, she would not hurt innocent people, of course, there is another reason for asking like this, that is, after dealing with the queen mother and the prime minister, how will Su Nianjun face Su Yuanheng?

Shen Xianhe sighed softly, leaned his head on Su Nianjun's chest, and still hugged Su Nianjun tightly with both hands.

"Su Nianjun, no matter what decision you make? It doesn't matter what you're going to face in the future? I'll be with you on this journey? ”

It's just that this answer is not the answer that Su Nianjun wants.

"Xianhe, you know, what I want is long-term companionship and heart, not because you understand my unbearable feelings, because you pity me, so stay with me on this journey, I don't need to, so, you don't have to be embarrassed, when tomorrow dawns, I will send you away, and in the future, the sky will be wide, and you will no longer be Shen Xianhe who is my right."

Hearing this, Shen Xianhe let go of Su Nianjun, raised his head, looked at Su Nianjun's face in the dark, and only spoke after a while.

"Su Nianjun, you're right, I don't want to stay by your side because I pity you after learning about your unbearable, I can't figure out what I'm thinking now, I'm in a mess in my head now, so I'm leaving, leaving here, leaving your side, and when I figure out my thoughts and thoughts, I'll come to you."

Hearing this, Su Nianjun's blood stiffened, and after a while, he laughed loudly, laughing until tears kept falling from the corners of his eyes, and his chest couldn't stop trembling with laughter.

After a long time, he easily opened Shen Xianhe, and only after Shen Xianhe got up to leave did he speak.

"Yes, you're right, if it's because of pity for me to stay, I don't need it, what I want is without any prejudice, any feelings without other emotions, what I want is just because of me as a person, not my unbearable past, and all these things I have, what I want, but you only have me in your eyes, nothing else, no matter whether I am good or my bad, in your eyes, in your heart, it is such a me, since you can't figure it out now, you want to leave, okay, it's okay, I'll wait for you, Since I have you in my heart, let alone a year, two years, three years, even if it is a lifetime, I will wait for you, wait for you to come back to me, it's just that I have experienced too much life and death since I was a child, and the most feared scene is this, so, tomorrow, I will arrange Qiao He to send you away, I will not come to see you off, and I don't want to say goodbye, because we are not separated, just waiting for you to calm down, so, I won't say much if you are superfluous, you take care of yourself, I will wait for you to come back at any time. ”